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6 mos ago
Current I feel deep grief for the people I have hurt in a variety of ways over the years -- I'm so sorry I had to disappear to find a way to stay alive.
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4 yrs ago
"that time I thought I could not go any closer to grief without dying" ~mary oliver, heavy
4 yrs ago
I need more coffee
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I drink too much coffee. I love cats. I'm hella bisexual. I play a lot of D&D. I'm a full time student, future high school English teacher. My favorite shows are Teen Titans, She-Ra and the Princesses of Power, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Code Lyoko....there's a definite pattern here. I read a lot. My username is from Watership Down, my favorite book of all time.

I used to RP all the time in middle school/high school, I won a few Fanfiction contests in my day, and am just getting back into roleplaying/writing. Fantasy, science fiction, modern, I'm game for pretty much anything. I love incorporating romance, definitely enjoy a little steam, open to any pairings (MxM, FxF, MxF) and can write any side.

Roleplay Interests:
-Warriors
-Modern Fantasy
-Modern Romance
-Medieval Fantasy
-Dragonriders of Pern
-Tortall
-Avatar: The Last Airbender
-Post-Apocalyptic
-Pretty much anything fantasy/science fiction

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Stonefall: WillowClan Camp

Interacting with:@The Elvenqueen & @savannahssu


Stonefall instantly leapt to his paws upon the arrival of the skinny black tom and the other two cats. They looked to be in sorry shape, fear evident in their eyes, covered in scratches and cuts. Stonefall stepped forward to the skinny black tom-cat, opening his mouth to try and scent them, his ears twitching as he listened as best he could outside the camp, every nerve on edge at the sudden intrusion. "Raccoons? Where did you encounter them? Did they follow you here?" Stonefall asked, his mind quickly trying to calculate who they had here in fighting shape in case the raccoons tried to attack their camp. His whole body was on high alert, and he didn't smell any raccoons nearby, or on the strange cats, but that didn't mean that they hadn't encountered them. The smell could have been covered up by their injuries, or even just the territory around them. The young Deputy kept his focus trained on the new cats, flicking his tail a little at Spidernose to make sure she stayed on high alert as well in case the raccoons they spoke of suddenly appeared.
I'm tentatively interested as well! (:
Stonefall: WillowClan Camp
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Honeypaw: WillowClan Camp

Interacting with:@The Elvenqueen & @PrankFox & (briefly)@TykerS97


Stonefall nodded his head in goodbye to Fernstar, Blackpelt, Sunfur and Stormheart, his long silver tail-tip twitching in a combinaton of excitement and nerves. He was beyond thrilled for Fernstar, but worries about the camp being left with so few Warriors, and about Maplestream, still plagued him. Regardless, he had to do his job, and he turned back into the camp with his long, easy stride, looking about and seeing that most cats had gone to sleep. Spidernose was still guarding the entrance, her eyes alert, and little Honeypaw was diligently sitting next to her, but Stonefall sensed that the young she-cat was fading fast. He trotted over and took a seat next to Spidernose and Honeypaw, just in time to hear Spidernose asking Honeypaw how she was doing.

The little tortoiseshell she-cat looked up at her mentor, trying to stay awake, but she felt herself fading fast. She was about to pipe up and answer Spidernose that she was fine, that she could stay here, when she heard a low voice rumble above her. She unintentionally squeaked, not having noticed Stonefall's approached. "Actually, Honeypaw, I was hoping you would do me a favor. Could you go and let Moosepaw know that I would like him to move in to the Warrior's den tonight? I want everyone to be together while our Clan is spread out like this, with Fernstar's journey. And then go to the Warrior's Den and let Duskwing know that Moosepaw is sleeping there on my request? I'd also like for you to stay there as well, just for tonight," he mewed, more than a little bemused at the wide way her eyes looked at him, at how her tail shot straight up at having a job from the Deputy.

"Yes, of course Stonefall!" Honeypaw mewed excitedly, nodding her head to the Deputy. "Thank you for our first training session, Spidernose," she then mewed to her mentor. Feeling a little shy, she scooted forward to Spidernose and gently pressed her nose into Spidernose's flank, letting out a tiny purr. "I'm going to go and talk to Moosepaw and Duskwing right away, Stonefall," and the little she-cat bounded to the Apprentice's Den.

She found Moosepaw, and gently poked at the much larger apprentice with her small paw. "Moosepaw, Moosepaw get up," she meowed, and when he finally opened his eyes she found her tail tip twitching, her whole body vibrating. She had her first solo job as an Apprentice, and it was given to her by the Deputy. "Stonefall has asked for you to sleep in the Warrior's Den tonight, on account of our numbers being low with everyone gone, and now I'm s'posed to go tell Duskwing," and when she saw that Moosepaw had acknowledged her, she found herself bounding out of the Apprentice's Den with renewed energy and vigor. She slipped into the Warrior's Den, feeling much too small for the big space, and approached an almost-asleep Duskwing nervously.

"D- Duskwing? I'm so sorry to bother you, but Stonefall asked me to let you know that he wants Moosepaw 'n me to sleep in here tonight, on account of our short numbers with Fernstar gone," and the little she-cat yawned as she delivered her message. Satisfied with herself, Honeypaw glanced around the den, unsure of where to settle in for the night. She finally decided to just tuck herself in the corner behind Duskwing, and kneaded at a little patch of moss for a moment before curling up. She didn't realize it, but Honeypaw shifted naturally towards Duskwing's warmth, her little body pressed into Duskwing's side, and let out a soft purr of comfort as she fell asleep.

Meanwhile, Stonefall settled in beside Spidernose, wrapping his long tail around his paws. "I hope it's alright I sent Honeypaw on that "errand," I know she's your Apprentice and I don't want to interfere with your mentoring. I just figured that would be an easy way to get her to go to sleep, she seems like she could easily push herself too far in her desire to prove herself. And besides, I really do want everyone together in the Warrior's Den tonight," he mewed softly, his deep voice only carrying as far as Spidernose's ears.
okay I don't think I can get a post out today but I will be able to get one out FOR SURE tomorrow, so sorry for the delay!!!

edit: sorry, things got hectic, I plan to get a post out tomorrow, New Year's Day. HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE, EVERYONE!!!!
Hi! I'm still here! I'm hoping to get my next post up by Tuesday at the latest :3 hope everyone is doing well!!!
currently closed :3 will post/bump if I re-open for more partners!
Hello! My name is Nicole, thanks for reading my 1x1 interest check. This is my first time posting one of these, I’ll update it as I come up with new ideas.

Basics:
-18+ only please, I like mature themes/content.
-Please be willing to chat OOC with me about the plot/ideas, I love collaboration!
-I prefer a healthy level of smut, but am comfortable fading to black if that’s what you prefer.
-Please no one liners. Some posts of mine will range from 2-4 paragraphs to much more than that, depending on where we are at in the story and interest level, but I really want there to be a conscientious effort to keep it flowing.
-The only themes I’m uncomfortable with being outright described are rape and overt domestic violence/abuse, though they can be elements of characters’ backstories. Just a preference.
-I would like for romance/smut to be a part of any story, though it doesn’t have to be the main aspect of the story. I like action and intrigue as much as the next person!
-I am very open to all genders and sexualities.
-I tend to prefer OC universes to fandom stories.
-All of my ideas are intentionally vague because I thrive in a collaborative scenario and would love to hear your ideas and expand on them together!
-Send a PM if you’re interested in anything below, or have an idea you think I would like :3

Ideas (* indicates my preferred character):







Hi everyone, just wanted to say I'm still here and thinking of you all! <3 Things have been hard/hectic in my personal life so I'm sorry if I've been a bit distant.
Sorry that took me longer than I thought, been a rough couple of days here. Sending good vibes to you all <3
Stonefall: WillowClan Camp

Interacting with:@savannahssu


Stonefall could feel Fernstar's hidden excitement, read her shifting paws for what it was. Not nerves. Not anxiety. But excitement. He couldn't help but feel his heart swell in pride for his leader, whose wisdom and strength had brought this Clan together where before there had been nothing. His life alone had been utterly transformed by her, by this Clan, let alone all of the other Warriors, the Apprentices, all of them. And now...now she was going to be welcomed by StarClan.

He couldn't wait.

At Fernstar's question, Stonefall felt a bit of doubt creeping into his mind. You're too young for this. There are better cats for this. You don't actually belong here. You'll always just be a stray.

"Well," Stonefall mewed softly, resolving himself to shoving those doubts away. Fernstar, in all of her wisdom, had chosen him for a reason. He just needed to remember that. "I don't think any of us are really ever ready when a new challenge comes along like this." he continued thoughtfully, wrapping his long tail around his paws as he spoke, eyes glinting in reflection. "But I do know that I will do everything in my power to protect my Clanmates and keep them safe while you are away." The sound of his Clan behind them, Spidernose's soft, light voice, Stormheart's laughter, the sounds of life. Stonefall heard Honeypaw's excited mewing, thought of Moosepaw's Warrior ceremony coming soon, felt nothing but excitement at the prospect of everything to come.

And he would defend them all to his last breath.
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