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3 mos ago
Current The primal urge to obsessively access your uni portal to see if your classes have been released, so you can read the syllabi thirty-seven times before class next week.
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6 mos ago
weeoo weeoo weeeeoooooooo
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6 mos ago
We're still a colony XD
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6 mos ago
Sad because it was a long weekend for the other colonies. Like Canada and Australia
6 mos ago
Did the void answer back?
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Bio

Learning who you are and your place in the world doesn't come to one fully until one is about forty.

-- Chronos; The Magician's Secret by C.J Archer




Current Theme Song: Unsweetened Lemonade --- Amélia Farren





Name: KazAlkemi
Age: Thirty
Birthday: Ask me
Ethnicity: Canadian
Location: Mountain Standard Time
Occupation: Reception / Student
Languages: Fluent English, Amateur Scottish Gaelic
Preferred RP Section: Casual/Advanced
RP Level:Advanced
Dedication Level: High
Biggest RP Pet Peeve: Unchecked Ignorance; Disrespect
My Pets: MEOW!
Fandoms: Grishaverse; Supernatural; Harry Potter; Heartstopper; Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss; Mercy Thompson; Spy Family;



Current song on OBSESSIVE repeat: El Dorado -- Stellar



Books I Am Currently Reading:
  • Fiery Cross -- Diana Gabaldon*
  • Malice -- John Gwynne




Shows I Am Currently Watching:

  • Supernatural Season 12




Current Favourite Movies:
  • Fall Guy




Role Plays I Am In:



Completed:
  • Darke Magyk: CONCLUDED by Morose -- Playing Cuyler Eysteinsson (Alive and well; will he see Ayra again?);
    Amarantha (death by Fyre);
    Ahote Proudstar (Alive and no longing melting inside)
  • The Gifted by Morose -- Playing Luna Braddock (whereabouts unknown) & Cayden Proudstar (deceased by gunshot to the neck)
  • Once Upon A Time by Nallore -- Playing Cassiopeia Hood (Living back in the mortal world with her cats and girlfriend, working at her old job, and visiting her father, Robin Hood and twin sister when she can) & Willow Jones (Living in the fairytale world with her mother, Aurora and father, learning all the ins and outs of ruling, and visiting her girlfriend on the weekends)
  • Inferno - by Morose -- Playing Annika Falling Star (ancestor of Ahote Proudstar) -- Now a baby, Annika has been adopted by Jack and is living in the Everdark
  • Neon Noir by MrSkiMobile -- Playing Zain Anders



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Avery Zain




Location: Caden’s House – Chicago, IL
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Avery smiled, but it didn’t reach his eyes. Her words rang hollow in his ears, but Avery also knew she was right. He brushed his thumb along Kimiko’s cheek, watching the simple action until his eyes returned to normal.

”The emotions of the bond were worse when I didn’t understand what was happening. It’s better now that I’ve accepted them. It’s just hard for me to see you like this. I can only imagine what you are feeling. I’m sorry, I shouldn’t be making this about myself,” Avery said. He moved his hand from Kimiko’s cheek and brushed his thumb lightly along her cut lip. He sighed and stepped in to kiss Kimiko’s forehead.



Caden




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Caden sighed through his nose, his jaw clenching as he took a moment. He rested a hand on Nero’s cheek but let them continue to look away.

”The old you wouldn’t feel guilty. They wouldn’t even bat an eye, but this you? They do care. That’s important, Nero. Don’t keep punishing yourself for something you had no control over. Cassi’s built a new family. She took the loss of her family hard, understandably so, but it runs deeper than most. She’s always blamed herself because she and I decided to end our engagement and leave. Even though she is mad at you, I think she is still blaming herself. Just right now, she has someone else to blame.”


Avery Zain




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Avery takes a deep breath in and shakily lets it out. He lifts one of his hands to rest on Kimiko’s before opening his eyes to look at her. His eyes are still yellow but they are less intense and starting to fade. She’s wearing his sweater again and that helps to soothe him.

”It’s…everything. It’s letting you go last night and not coming after you sooner. It’s not finding you sooner and making Terrance suffer more. But more than anything, it’s me not being able to touch you without hurting you. I can’t fix this, and I don’t know what to do.”



Caden




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Caden smiled and leaned forward. He closed the laptop and turned in his seat to face Nero. ”We are learning more. We don’t need you to unlock every single repressed memory right now. The facts and this research is more than enough. Are you still feeling guilty about what happened to Cassi’s family?”


Avery Zain




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Avery looked at himself in the mirror when he heard Kimiko knock on the door to check in on him. His eyes were glowing yellow, and he could feel how unsteady he was.

When Avery had been unstable before Caden took him in, there were weeks that Avery remained a wolf. He felt like that right now. Like he couldn’t get out of his head or this mindset of needing to rip everything in sight.

Avery shut his eyes and hunched his shoulders, trying to think of something else. ”It’s open,” he told Kimiko simply. He couldn’t tell her anything else beyond that at the moment, but if he had said she could be vulnerable with him, then that was a two-way street, right?



Caden




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”Are you sure you want to unlock more memories in that way? It was really intense for you,” Caden reminded them, worried what unlocking memories that powerful might do to Nero.


Avery Zain




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Avery excused himself to go and wash his hands. He didn’t look at Kimiko while she put his sweater back on, and he was glad she was busy doing that anyway. He walked into the bathroom and washed his hands off in the sink. He stood there scrubbing and scrubbing until the water was near scalding, and then he soaked his hands in the cold water before splashing his face.

Avery was not okay.

He saw red again as he stared into the sink, replaying the image of ripping into Terrance over and over and over again. He was gone, but he left his mark and that angered Avery to no end.



Caden




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Caden breathed finally when Nero came back to him. Caden rubbed Nero’s back while they spoke. ”It would make sense that you knew Abaddon if they were a knight of hell as well. From the details of the notes, she was rather high ranking,” Caden added.


Avery Zain




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Avery takes a breath himself to prepare before he tries his best to rub the cream into Kimiko's neck and shoulders. He tries not to run too much and just lets the cream sit and soak in on its own.



Caden




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Caden hits pause on the video as soon as Nero slumps forward. He rested a hand on their leg and the other on the back of their neck, ready to pull Nero out of it if something happened.


Avery Zain




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Avery got up and grabbed the tin of cream from the table. He walked back and sat on the bed, and got Kimiko to turn around. He grabbed some with his fingers and rubbed it into his hands.

”Try to breathe deeply. I'll be as light as I can but let me know if it hurts too much, okay?”



Caden




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Cadwn pressed play on the video and the person who was Abbadon started talking right away. She was a tall red head who was going undercover as a nun. As the video played and went one, Caden glanced at Nero to see how they were doing.


Avery Zain




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It isn't hard for Avery to get drawn in by Kimiko's eyes, especially when they are as vibrant as they are now. They look like green grass after a rainfall. Bright, full, and refreshing.

”I can lay with you. After a shift and a fight like today, food is consumed more for fuel rather than enjoyment,” he assured her. ”Do you want me to rub that cream into your shoulders and neck before you settle in?”



Caden




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Caden kissed Nero's cheek, and rested his hand on Nero's leg. ”Your brain works fine. Let's keep researching. That might jog your memory,” Caden said, and pushed the laptop in between them so they could both read.

”Let's watch the videos. Maybe seeing her will help.”


Avery Zain




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Avery cocked his head to the side when Kimiko threatened him. He lifted his hand from her hip and brushed away her tears with his thumb like he had with the blood on her lip. "I won't, but no one would blame you after today."

Avery cupped Kimiko's cheek once he wiped some of her tears away. "You can be vulnerable around me," he assured her.



Caden




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Caden glanced at the spelling of the name before he opened up an online catalog that only Men of Letters members had access to. He typed in the name and it brought up several files, including audio and videos.

"Wow. There is a lot. Seems she was part of the Men of Letters American chapter." Caden kept reading and scanning through the files, and he let out a whistle of appreciation. "She became possessed and was one if Lucifer's Knights of Hell. She's dead now." Caden looked over at Nero with that revelation.


Avery Zain




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Avery was startled by Kimiko's sudden hug. He wanted to embrace her and hold her close. He wanted to kiss her neck and massage her shoulders. He wanted to ease her pain, but he couldn't. Avery gently rested his arms around her back, and shut his eyes.

He could hear her breathing and her heartbeat. It was the most soothing sound in the world to him. The smell of her soap tickled his nose and Avery was pleased that his scent was starting to mingle with hers. The wolf inside him settled quietly into the background, happy with this piece of information.

”If you keep thanking me, I'm going to get a complex,” he teased her.

Avery slid one of his arms lower, keeping his hand away from her ass, and scooped her up with one arm under her but and the other along her back. Essentially Kimiko sat on Avery's arm. He didn't want to tip her over in a bridal carry in case the change caused her to become dizzy again.

Avery walked along her bed and knelt on the edge of it before he gently lowered Kimiko down. He slipped his arm out from under her, and rested his hand briefly on her hip to make sure she was stable.

”Was that okay? Did I hurt you?” The concern and worry was thick in his voice.


Avery Zain




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Avery paused when he felt Kimiko's grip on his wrist. He looked down, admiring the way her hand contrasted with the colour of his skin. ”On the contrary, I'm looking forward to hearing you snore again,” he teased her.

Avery knelt down beside Kimiko and brushed his fingers through her white hair. ”Don't worry. I'll be here when you wake up. I'll probably sleep beside you once I'm done eating if you're okay with that.”



Caden




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Caden enjoyed every time Nero made a happy noise or had a happy wiggle because of something Caden said or did. He enjoyed it even more that he enjoyed Nero's company enough that they could do something as mundane as research, but it was the most important thing to Caden at the moment.

Caden pulled forward some texts written in Japanese and flipped through them. He often found that every culture, language, or religion had their own take on lore but if you compared the facts, especially when it came to Heaven and Hell, it all lined up. And the Asian cultures usually held more information than people cared to pay attention to.
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