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Hello everyone. I'm Dutch, a mother of a 8-year old boy and I love both rp-ing and writing. Since May 2020 I'm one of the contests mods.

I started with writing Dutch stories in 2002, I was already 19 at that time. I joined a writing competition and that got me started. Soon I started to write down all the stories my over-active imagination came up with. I had my first forum rp experience in 2003 on a Dutch fantasy forum. While I continued to write, I stopped rp-ing when the particular rp and forum slowly died. In 2011 my love for rp's rekindled when I joined a site with a forum and I started to RP solely in English since that is the language of the site. This is also when I wrote my first story in English.

I've got a few 1x1 rp's going on this site and a couple more on another site. I've always been a fan of writing competitions and I joined a lot several of the ones that were hosted on this website. Now I get to host them myself and really enjoy that too.

When you come here to check if I'm online, know that even when I show as online I might not be able to respond to RP's. I open this site so that when I have time I can spend some time here, but I don't always end up with the time to do so.

If I haven't replied in a while, feel free to poke me. I don't ghost on purpose, sometimes I just forgetful and if I read your reply and accidentally closed the tab I might forget I was supposed to reply T_T

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Benjamin held Dia in his arms, but he looked at Ari when she spoke. "Ari, neither of you are to blame for what happened. Maybe it was inevitable; after Dia became solid, you had moments too. We don't know how it happened or why it happened, but Ray reacted out of proportion. I can understand worry or sadness, but this kind of aggression..."

He gently rubbed Dia's back as he spoke. The last thing he had expected was to see Ray like that. "By who were you attacked?" he asked Ari.
Winner of RPGC #32: The Inner Voice



The Voice Within


Death…

I sigh as I hear the voice echo through my head. Ever since I tried out one of those spells from that old book I found at the flea market, this voice speaks to me. And always in these unspecific nouns or verbs. What does it even mean with death?

Kill…

Kill? Kill what? That person standing next to me, waiting for the bus? That spider crawling on the pole? The pigeon eating some scraps from the street? Is this voice warning me that the pigeon will be killed by an incoming bus and be dead soon?

Kill…

The bus stops – luckily the pigeon managed to fly away just in time – and I enter it, taking place next to a lovely old woman, who smiles politely at me.

Murder…

What? Do I need to murder someone? Has that sweet old lady murdered someone? It’s possible of course, you never know what lurks behind an innocent appearance.
I ignore the voice as I always do. Sometimes it’s silent for a few hours, sometimes it says something every minute. It’s not bad though, I kinda like having a companion with me at all times, even though this one could work on its eloquence.
The voice stays silent during the bus ride. Maybe they’re enjoying the view. Maybe they’re scared of the old lady next to me. I don’t know, and I don’t really care either.

A few stops later I exit the bus and buy a hotdog before heading into the park. A man is walking his dog, or is the dog walking his owner?

Blood…

It’s ketchup really, I think to myself as I bite down in the hotdog. Maybe this entity has never seen ketchup before? I pity it if that’s the case.

Death…

Not only does it lack eloquence, its vocabulary if awfully limited. Maybe I can upgrade it with a second ritual, add some words it can use. Maybe I should have sacrificed more than my goldfish.

A pigeon swoops in and steals the last of my hotdog.

Murder…

Now I agree, that bloody bird deserves to be murdered. But, it is long gone now.

I get up and continue my walk through the park as I think back to the day this voice came to me. The ritual was actually rather simple: draw a symbol, sacrifice something (I really shouldn’t have picked that bloody goldfish), and say the words. It had gotten really dark for a moment and then I had heard it for the first time. And during the first hour it just wouldn’t shut up. Death, murder, blood, torture, kill, dismember. Either my goldfish had some deep resentment towards me, or this entity is just demanding things without telling me who or why or how. I don’t even like blood; it’s so sticky and it leaves terrible stains.

Now I am stuck with it, but it doesn’t do any harm. It’s good not living alone anymore; that goldfish was a lousy companion, this one talks at least.

Torture…

Sure, dude, I’ll torment my neighbour later and put on some loud music. Death metal?

Death…

I’m glad we agree.
With 3 votes the winner of this round is The Voice Within and that story will be added to the trophy case.

Thank you for voting!
Chiyoko laughed softly at the question if they wouldn't kill her. "That's what your agency does: dispose of demons that are a threat to humans." She had a cold look in her eyes. "Humans are my prey, so I have no ill feelings towards your agency for seeing me as a threat, but I value my life and I will defend it. Or bargain for it. In this case the latter happened." She smiled as she turned to look at Steph who had gone to the pole. "But you situation is different from mine," she added. "You are an agent, I was always an enemy. I don't doubt they wil dispose of me as soon as I have no use anymore, so I will continue to be of use for them."




Ethan offered a hand to Harriet for support. Why she reacted so lightly to the black goo - seemingly not even worried about the possibility of those being organs - was beyond his understanding.
"Where can you contact your father?" he asked her. "The old base is evacuated, but I don't know what happened to your personal belongings."
Benjamin listened as Ari and Dia talked; he felt a hint of annoyance when Dia recalled Ray had been ready to attack her. It was the last thing he had expected to see and if he had to choose he would side with Dia. Now he felt for both spirits. He knew Sara was standing behind him and probably needed the comfort, but he was also certain they weren't in danger here.

He stepped forward and first stopped near Ari, gently taking her shoulder for a moment. "We'll visit Ray later and see if we can work this out somehow. It's amazing you're solid too."
Having said that, he continued to Dia and sat down next to her so he could take her in his arms. Seeing her cry was one of the most painful things he had experienced so far.




A guard looked through the barred window. "The psychiatrist will evaluate first, then she'll decide if you can leave or not," he told her curtly. "Attacking someone of the staff is not something we take lightly, especially with your history."
Michael gave Missy a pat on the head. Now he had 4 small Pokémon with him, all in various stages of nervousness of what was happening.
"No, so stay close to me," he told the Poochyena, but it was a message for all four.
Lytse didn't need that encouragement and glanced around as he stood sat down close to Michael. Anthony settled on Michael's shoulder and his head shifted repeatedly as he tried to keep an eye on both Arceus and the gate.

"It will," Gathaar said, but he didn't sound as confident as he had wanted. Hantaar didn't even say he believed it had worked - he wanted to believe it, but he didn't want to say something he wasn't confident with.
They both watched Soul walk to Niccia and Lecrero.

Nethan had observed what was going on with Arceus and Mew, but it looked like Yalgai and her brothers already assisted there, so he decided to go to the gate. He had seen the unwelcome guest and he walked over, carefully, ready to act when needed.

"I have nothing to say to you," Ra growled back. "Why did you come?"
His muscles were tense, ready to jump into action at the first sign of his brother's attack. Why had he come to ruin this party? It had been going so well. Well, minus whatever was going on with Lecrero and Niccia.
"Oh, Ari." Benjamin grinned at the hug, but his eyes were on Dia. "That's great. I'm happy for you."
He gently pulled her arms away - he understood the excitement and he really was happy for her, but there was more on his mind and he couldn't share the same enthusiasm. "Is this why Ray lost her connection with you?" he asked Ari. "She suddenly flipped out and accused Dia of doing something to you."
It was somewhat reassuring to hear he was trying his best, but it sucked his best wasn't good enough to do something. He glanced at his uncle, who stood with his arms crossed and kept an eye on his Pokémon. He seemed okay with not doing much more than observing.
He returned to his Cyndaquil and Eros, and sat down with him. His other Pokémon, who had realised things had gone wrong, joined him. Anthony, still young and inexperienced, decided the best thing to do was to stay close to him.
Saruya, on the other hand, turned to him and asked: "Is there anything you'd like me to do?"
"Something is going on at the gate, two Legendary Pokémon turned into their Pokémon form and uncle send his Pokémon there as well."[/i]
The Arcanine nodded and rushed to offer her assistance there.

Gathaar and Handeer followed suit and summoned their items. It looked like they'd have to fight and neither was looking forward to it.
Gathaar narrowed his eyes when he noticed Ra and Luna had transformed to their original form again; the wouldn't do that without good reason.
But if Arceus was dark and another threat came through that gate, there would have to fight.
"Necrozoma..." Handeer said as he looked in that direction. He had expected Darkrai, but Necrozoma was equally unwelcome.

"Arceus is allowed to invite who we wants," Ra growled. "Don't tell me you don't know why you weren't invited."
He noticed other Pokémon joined him, Pokémon he had seen on the party and of who he knew belonged to the Humans. He wouldn't tell them to go away. "Be careful," he instructed them.
Chiyoko smiled politely. "Nukekubi," she stated. "They caught me as I was feeding and Lily took an interest in me. I probably would have been disposed of if that hadn't been the case." She sipped from the water. "I've seen some come and go, and my suggestion is to just cooperate with them. It's not so bad when you do. But since you're agents, I'm sure you'll be treated well. I offered to work for them, but so far they haven't gotten back to me about that."
She only glanced briefly at the dragon woman taking the boy with her - that was still something she didn't understand. Why was a boy here? It didn't seem like anything Lily would take an interest in.




"We're in town, I've been hunting vampires." He examined her for a moment. "You look like shit, what the hell happened? When you left you looked like you were going to murder people." He was about to say something about Steph and Gaia, but he decided Harriet was better off focussing on herself now.

He didn't notice agent Barrow walking away from the group and take his phone to send a text to the boss that Harriet had returned and seemed in a confused state of mind. Agent Morrison stayed with them and just watched Ethan and Harriet with his arms crossed over his chest.
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