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Current I was going to make the best status ever, but then I got high.
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2 mos ago
The good thing about having a dead parent, is that I can disappoint only one of them now! :D
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2 yrs ago
If you're still alive, you're not struggling with depression. Depression is struggling with you.
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2 yrs ago
Don't be ashamed of who you are! That's your parents job <3
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3 yrs ago
Anyone spare some serotonin?
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If you read this you are one nosy mf <3
BTW, why are you here? wanna send me a dm? talk?
Chismo(a)
Anyway, what can I say about myself? I like long walks on the beach, but don't like the beach much. I love spicy food even though I can't handle my spice. Oh! I tried juicy pork dumpling and holy shit my taste buds were having an orgasm.

U N P O Q U I T O D E T E ?

She/They . 28 . Scorpio . PTS . Lesbian

Discord: pyxislated


Call me Manzanilla or Fer, whichever is fine! I own a photography studio in LA and work as a full-time photographer
and editor. I love my job and the creative outlet it gives me. A few things about me: I love afternoon tea. My favorite
flavors of tea are chamomile, lavender Earl Grey and black tea with milk. I love dressing up all pretty and having tea
with my friends or by myself. I have three cats, two boys and a girl. The girl stays at the store since she loves
interacting with people and is the official cat and roach hunter of the store and is currently the employee of the
month for the next few years.

Currently taking it easy.


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LOCATION & TIME : SPORTS CENTER & SMOOTHIE BAR
INTERACTIONS : MARINALIA - @PrinceAlexus
MENTIONS : ARIA - @KatKook

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Overall, the food festival had been a success in Lilith's part. The date with Aria had gone extremely well with them ending up in Aria's apartment. Aria had shown her some of her instruments and such while they drank- in the end both of them ended up drunk. Lilith had spent the night over and it was the first time she had shared a bed with someone else in weeks without having sex. So it had been nice to wake up to Aria's adorable sleeping face in the morning.

Lilith did have to leave early to keep her strict work out schedule, so after cooking a nice breakfast for Aria and leaving a note saying "You look adorable when you, sleep and that bedhead is to die for. I hope you like pancakes with strawberries. I'll text you later <3" While their night had been nice, there had been a moment that Lilith had to do some explaining. She didn't mind it. Lilith was the kind of person to not be ashamed of who she was. So when Aria asked who t, he woman on her phone was she simply explained and showed her more pictures. The woman was her best friend, Ruby. The same Ruby who was apparently now dating some rich dude and she wasn't going to be working with Lilith anymore. She had gone on a rant about it that lasted their Uber trip to Aria's place. Lilith only shut up about it when Aria offered a beer.

After that, both women ended up drinking a little bit too much. At least not too much to stop Lilith from getting an Uber back home and getting ready for her workout in the Luna Center. After getting an Uber back ho, me to pick up her clothes she drove down to the sports center to begin her regular work out. Forty minutes on the treadmill, thirty on the stairs, ten on the wights and other thirty working her butt. Her butt was her moneymaker, other than the sick moves she could do on the pole- but she had to burn everything she had eaten the day before. And the beer.

After a quick shower and changing from her usual yoga pants and sports bras to pair of gray sweat pants, a black bralet, and a green fluffy sweater to keep her warm she headed to her favorite smoothie bar. Like she did usually, Lilith ordered a large green smoothie along with a breakfast sandwich and a fruit salad. But unlike she usually did, this time Lilith decided to eat at the place instead of heading back home to eat. Instead, she took a seat by one of the comfy chairs by the window to eat.

The sky outside was gloomy and a dark gray, Lilith's not so favorite kind of weather. She preferred the sun and the warmth than the rain and cold air. Though, she did have to admit that it was the perfect cuddling weather. Maybe she could head back to Aria's place and demand some cuddles.

By the way, Lilith still had to text her.

Morning sleepy head! Thanks for letting me sleepover. Oh! btw I took hostage of one of your hoodies. It was cold so I had to borrow one! Text me when you can.


Lilith made sure to add a cute bunny emoji before hitting send and putting her phone away. She looked around the place then looked back out the window. That's when she saw that one British girl from the day before. She double back to look at her and squinted her eyes.

"Hey! You! British chick!" she waved down the girl with a grin and her smoothie in her hand. "Come sit with her." She ignored all of the weird looks she got from the other customers. Lilith was happy to see a familiar face and while she waited for the girl she would get some time to, remember her name.

"Mar... Mari. Mary? No." Lilith rubbed her chin as she slurped on her smoothie. "Marmaduke? Nah that's a dog. Marinalia. Yeah, that sounds British enough."
Interested! I've been craving to do some zombie RP for a while now.
If there is an option to double up characters I would gladly do it too.

LOCATION & TIME : SWAN SONGS, MONDAY EVENING
INTERACTIONS : Aria - @KatKook , Marinalia - @PrinceAlexus
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Lilith shook her head and gave Aria another kiss on the cheek. "You'll tell me- when it feels right for you." She took Aria's hand and began to lead her out of the food festival. Aria seemed to have some unsolved issues, but like, who didn't? Lilith had plenty of her own, so she understood Aria's eagerness and ultimate effort to want to tell Lilith about them. If she were in the other girl's shoes, she would have done the same. But as a wise person said, "everything takes time." Or something like that. Aria wanted to tell Lilith and the thought is what mattered. Besides, Lilith herself wanted to tell her a few other things that would be best reserved for an already established relationship.

"Oh! You don't have the app? Don't worry! I got this one then." Lilith turned on her phone on, showing off a picture of herself and another woman in platinum blonde hair and bright red lipstick. In the picture, both women seemed to be on a beach while holding up coconuts with little straw umbrellas. "As I said, don't worry about it. I should have driven here but I thought they would have some cheap beer. These festivals always overcharge for alcohol." Lilith rolled her eyes just as she opened the app, and then someone bumped into her.

"Hey! Watch it buddy- oh! The cute girl from the coffee shop." Lilith had turned around to look at the blondie, her grimace turning into a grin. Lilith was ready to kick off her heels and throw hands if needed, but as it turned out, it was the girl from the morning. A pleasant surprise. Or something like that. "Nice seeing you? Or not? She had blinked as she watched the shorter girl practically run away. Was she usually this awkward? It was cute, so Lilith shrugged it off and turned her attention back to Aria. The uber! Right!

"Here, just write down your address." She let Aria have her phone while she rubbed her hands together for some warmth. Since they had left the smoking area she had gotten a bit colder and was just trying to keep her hands warm for now. How Lilith hoped that Aria had some heating in her place- or if she would let her borrow something warm to wear. Oh, Lilith would definitely steal a hoodie from her. When Aria was done, she smiled at her and took her phone back to order the Uber. "Two minutes away! Not bad. We should walk to the designated pick-up area to make it easier for the guy." She hooked her arm around Aria with a small smile and led the way down the small path to the reserved area in the parking lot.

LOCATION & TIME : SWAN SONGS, MONDAY EVENING
INTERACTIONS : Aria - @KatKook
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Lilith pressed herself back against Aria as she lit up one of her menthols. While the mix of cigarettes tasted a bit weird at first, the mint sting from the menthols overtook the taste of the Marlboro. By the time she was done, some of the cold had shaken off her, and the crisp wind didn't bother her as much as it did moments ago. Although, she did have to give credit to Aria for kissing her.

"Don't worry, I can understand how you feel." Lilith's exes were mostly with her for the sex or just because she was able to give them their fixes- as long as it wasn't too expensive or if it was meth. Lilith did not do that at all. "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to." She said with a quick smile. She knew how hard it was talking about the past to some people, Lilith included.

Thinking back, the whole thing must have been hard on Aria. She had been so shy and timid at first and yet she had been the one to kiss Lilith. And right after she had told her about her job too! Lilith glanced over at Aria with a small hopeful smile and rested her head on her shoulder. This was, for a fact, the nicest date she had been on in years.

"Hey, are we going to call a ride? I didn't bring my car." Lilith said after a while. Lilith herself didn't live too far from the park, but she didn't know if Aria's place was far. She deffenetly didn't want to walk for more than ten minutes. Damn her and her commitment to look nice. Lilith should have brought a pair of comfortable sneakers or sandals. Her feet were killing her and the chilly air only did so much to numb her aching feet. "We can get an Uber or something to your place," She wasn't sure if Aria had driven here either.






"I still can't believe you were actually invited," Elias, Crowned Prince of Luxembourg, said to his younger brother, Prince Christian Henri. Elias was two years, five months, and ten days older than Christian- or Henri as he has requested to be called now. The Crowned Prince had what he called a complicated relationship with his younger brother. While Elias took pride and honor to be the eldest son, the heir, and the favorite, he was stilling missing something that only his younger brother had; the ability to be something else than just another royal in the world. Elias dealt trades, took parts in public hearings, diplomatic talks, and all sorts of political events while Henri was off doing whatever he pleased while the future king attended to his duties. No matter what he did, Henri always seemed unfazed and indifferent to every situation.

That was, of course, until the betrothal of Henri's dear friend, Raiden, was announced. Elias had been there when it had been broadcast on the television. He had been there to see Henri's usual distant eyes focus and narrow of the news reporter from Xi'n deliver the great news of their Crowned Prince. It was a truly delightful sight, really! Those scrawny fingers ball up, and those empty eyes glare daggers into the television as if he could just turn it off by looking at it. Elias had had his suspicions about his younger brother for a while now, but now he was sure about it.

"Do you think Prince Raiden will be there? I do love talking to the man. He is skilled in the piano, much like I am." Elias continued after a second- pale eyes staring at Henri's unmoving figure. They sat next to each other in a Rolls Royce that had been provided by them. Their driver, a woman with bright colored hair and gentle eyes, glanced back just briefly. Elias noticed this and shot the woman a glare before turning to his younger brother. "I wonder if he plays for her, Princess Beatrice I mean. I do hope. Must be wonderful to be betrothed to someone so beautiful." Elias pulled out his phone from the inside of striking white his blazer. After a second, he pulled up a photo of the newly betrothed pair and leaned over to put it in front of Henri's unfazed face. "They make a nice couple, they'll have the most beautiful children. I can see it now. Raiden is a lucky guy, I tell you."

"Yes, lucky." Henri's first words in a while brought a sly smile to his older brother's face. The younger brother had been sitting still for almost thirty minutes as their car made their way to the grand Aciran castle, where the Welcoming Ball would be held for the evening. Aciras was warmer that Luxembourg during this time of the year, which had prompted the younger prince to wear fewer layers than he was accustomed to. It also meant there was nowhere to shove his hands and claw at his palms as he listened to the words of the Crowned Prince of Luxembourg.

"I do hope we get to see the lovely couple tonight. We should congratulate them on their engagement. They'll probably say the same thing about your own lovely engagement with Princess Fareeha." Elias had put his phone away with a small laugh. Ah yes, the engagement Elias had forced on Henri. It had happened just weeks after Raiden's. Elias had somehow convinced their parents that it would be good for the younger prince of Luxembourg to wed a Crowned Princess thousand of miles away. Henri knew that Elias was the most compatible with the marriage with the foreign princess, but somehow, he had managed to convince their father that Henri should be the one to marry her.

"I doubt we will see them, Prince Raiden and Princess Beatrice will have enough on their hands planning their wedding to pay attention to us. We are but a small kingdom, brother. Xi'n and Königreich der Welten are much too important for a Crowned Prince of a kingdom who is only known for its landscapes and art." Henri didn't have to look at Elias to see his older brother's spiteful glare. Elias prided himself too much on being a prince but never worked to further his own kingdom. He simply lived to be the same as all of the kings before him, much like every other king would after Elias was gone. Pride. Ego. Henri knew his brother too well.

For the remainder of the ride, Elias stayed quiet.

It left Henri alone with his thoughts while the busy streets of the Aciran capital. Outside, he could see the oranges, purples, and blues of the sky tinted by the dark window that separated him from the outside world. Aciras was a lively country with well-rounded connections, resources, and an economy to boom. Unlike Luxembourg, it was a growing kingdom ruled by growing royals that sought for the future and not longed for the past. There was no stopping it. Luxembourg was a small country with minimal connections to other kingdoms. Henri's marriage to Princess Fareeha had not only been a move by Elias to torture him further but to secure a powerful ally. The only question was, why had Elias not been the one to be married to the Princess of Mamlakat Asslahra?

It didn't matter now. Henri was only going forward with this farce until Raiden knew what he had felt. The second his betrothal to Fareeha had been made public; his phone had rung, and Raiden's face had popped up. Henri hadn't spoken to Raiden since his own betrothal had been made public. The man had ignored Henri's calls and texts up until Henri was set to marry a woman he had only met during diplomatic talks. The whole situation had been ridiculous. Both men had handled everything like children, but it was far too gone now.

Henri loved Raiden, he truly did. Loved him through the lies and the half-truths he had given him. Henri knew that Raiden had only meant well and was only trying to find a way out before it had been announced, at least that is what Henri had convinced himself of. Both of them ended up hurt: not just them, but their friends too- those who knew about them. Leo had been furious at Raiden from the start, which only fueled Ryn to lash back at her with the same anger. Unlike Leo, Ryn knew something. Henri could feel it and hear it in her voice- yet she never mentioned or explained anything to him.

It was like he was in the dark, and the celebrations of Princess Vivian of Aciras just seemed like the culmination of what these past weeks were to be leading up. He truly wished to avoid Raiden or his betrothed during tonight's welcoming ball, and that would near impossible. It was easy to spot the Crowned Prince of Xi'n through the seas of people anywhere. Just thinking about bumping into the man made Henri's heart skip a beat and his head spin. It was horrible. Henri did hope to at least settle things between them and come to a closure. It almost sounded like Henri just wanted to move on with his life and finally accept that he'd forever be his family's puppet. Just be a grown man and come to terms with his situation as Raiden had.

Acting like a grown man was something his older brother did not know the concept of as Elias practically glued his face against the window of the car as they rolled up the entrance of the grand Aciras Castle. The castle towers loomed over Henri, and suddenly he was five all over again staring up at the towers of his own home. Henri felt lost and out of place. There was no wind, but he could see the trees around the entrance to the castle rustle and dance in silence.

Everything came back, snapping into place around him as the door was opened for the two Princes of Luxembourg. The warm hair slapped Henri's face with the reality of his current situation. Elias was the first one out of the car. It looked like Henri's snarky comment had been forgotten inside the vehicle, and now he stood up tall and proud with his chin high up. Unlike Henri, Elias was a man of luxury and expensive tastes. He basketed in the attention of others, be it good or bad. Elias had been dressed by one of France's top designers that Henri hadn't bothered to remember. The white blazer trimmed with gold and royal blue looked good on Elias, he looked like he belonged in the scene of the Aciras Welcome Ball.

On the other hand, Henri had chosen to keep his outfit on the download to attract less attention. A dark gray suit with a black vest, and a pop of red in his tie and handkerchief. While Henri had no intention of bringing attention to himself, he wouldn't dress down because of it.

After the formalities of tedious royal protocols, their brief introduction, and a warmed welcome, the two brothers were finally allowed into the ballroom. Beautiful and intricate decorations greeted them. It was apparent the Aciran court had taken their time to make everything look perfect and in order- something that Henri could easily appreciate. Although he did marvel at the beauty of the ballroom, his eyes scanned his vicinity for any signs of a tall man with long black hair and neatly groomed beard. When there were no signs of Raiden, or his betrothed, Henri's shoulders fell just the slightest in relief and what felt disappointment.

"What? Your friend isn't here yet, is he? He's probably going to get here with his fiancee." Elias turned his head towards the smaller brother and looked him over. "I'll leave you alone now; everyone knows how fun you are in these events." With a roll of his eyes, Elias left Henri standing awkwardly near the entrance of the ballroom.

Henri watched his older brother make his way to one of the servants holding a tray of champagne glasses before looking back at the marvelous room he had been left alone to wonder. "I just got here, and I already need a smoke." Henri made his way around the ballroom looking for a place to get away for a second, but only ended up spotting the princes from Austerund and a few others he wasn't very friendly with. All Henri could do now was stand in a corner with a full glass of champagne in one hand, the other on his phone and hoped that no one would come up to him for the rest of the night.

LOCATION & TIME : SWAN SONGS, MONDAY EVENING
INTERACTIONS : Aria - @KatKook
MENTIONS :




Lilith wasn't sure if she was relieved or surprised or... she didn't even know. Aria had listened carefully and without judgment, as Lilith had explained her for as a dancer/stripper. She was glad, really glad that Aria hadn't pulled away when she told her about her ex either. It only made her like Aria a lot more. Lilith's mind kept racing just as her mouth kept moving and explaining all of her work to Aria, then it was over. She had told Aria, and she hadn't run away as some had in the past.

When Aria moved closer and began to talk, Lilith's heart skipped a bit. She couldn't help but to smile a bit and lean in closer when she felt the other girl's hand over her own. Then Aria said something that made Lilith's face almost match the pink of her hair. Holy shit, when had this girl become so smooth? Lilith couldn't help but to laugh a bit and look down briefly before the other continued.

"We are some fucked up people." Lilith said quietly just as Aria began to lean in closer and closer to her. She wanted to ask Aria about some of the stuff she had mentioned, but Lilith had her own shit she felt pretty guilty about. Probably best to not talk about that during the first date.

And then Aria kissed her. Lilith was expecting it by the way Aria had leaned in, but she was still taken by surprise. Lilith kissed back and moved her free hand to Aria's arm. By the time both of them pulled back, Lilith's face was the same shade of her hair. She smiled at the other girl just as Aria stood up and began to freak out.

"Hey," Lilith laughed a bit as she stood up too and pulled Aria closer to brush her hair out of her forehead. "I liked it; you don't have to apologize for kissing me." She gave Aria another smile and leaned in to kiss her cheek. "Besides, we are going to a second date, right? Kissing on the first date is totally fine with me."

Lilith pulled Aria back down on the bench and offered her the lighter again, "Want to smoke a bit more and head over to your studio?" Lilith was pretty full already, and the smell of constant food was starting to make her head hurt a bit. Some alone time with Aria didn't sound bad either, and she really wanted to see that studio of hers.

LOCATION & TIME : SWAN SONGS, MONDAY EVENING
INTERACTIONS : Aria - @KatKook Siobhan - @Almalthia
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A few moments before Lilith and Aria had taken their seats in the benches; a couple walked over to them to ask them about their fried Oreos. Lilith had smiled at the girl and complimented her hair before pointing back to the direction they had come from.

"It's a big stand with a bunch of people lined up, they got an American flag on it, and it smells like fried anything." Lilith had said with a friendly smile, "You can't miss it. After that, she waved them off and kept walking to the benches with Aria.

And now, Lilith had taken a cigarette from Aria's box and slipped it between her lips. She had tasted the basic Marlboro before but never the Gold. Lilith was a bit picky with her smokes, which is why she only smoked two types. Then again, today was about trying new things, and Aria had good tastes. After getting her lighter back, she lit the cigarette and took a small puff like she was tasting it first. After another short puff, Lilith nodded and took a deeper puff before blowing out the smoke away from their faces.

"Not bad, I like them." Lilith smiled as she tucked back the lighter into her bra and leaned in closer to Aria. She had to pull back a bit to let Aria give her the non-existant sweater. Lilith laughed a bit and leaned back in as she took another long drag from her Marlboro. "Don't worry, a smoke will warm me right up."

Lilith didn't say much for a minute or two. She just sat there enjoying the warmth of Aria's body next to her and the nicotine filling her lungs. She felt so calm for just those few minutes that when their little conversation about work came back into her mind, she closed her eyes and tried not to groan.

Right. That.

"So, um, I like you." Lilith started as she leaned back a bit and looked at Aria with a smile. "Like, you're cute but also pleasant to be around, and I would like to go on a date again." This was the part where they either ran away, stayed until the sex came, or they actually stayed for Lilith. "I have this rule to tell people what I do at work. Because my work is kinda... uh, not complicated, but people might not like it. I don't get why." Lilith was stalling but she had already said too much to go back and tell Aria to forget about it.

"I'm a dancer, or stripper, or whatever." Lilith took a long drag from her cigarette and looked away briefly to give herself a break. "I dance in this high-end club by Central Point. And... yeah. I just wanted to tell youbecauselikemyexgotreallyfreakedwhenhefoundoutaboutitandhebrokemywindownaditwasbad--" Lilith took a breath and tried to calm herself. Fuck, she was the nervous one now. "I just wanted to let you know before, you know, a second date or something like that."

Lilith felt like a complete idiot now. Oh gosh. She had to look away and take various puffs to calm herself. She just hoped Aria didn't run away. She rellly did like Aria.

LOCATION & TIME : SWAN SONGS, MONDAY EVENING
INTERACTIONS : Aria - @KatKook
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Lilith laughed when Aria mentioned about bitching about life. Wasn't that a mood. Lilith could go hours about life and still have days left to bitch some more. Of course, she'd have to tell Aria about her college years, but Lilith didn't think talking about hard rugs, and unwanted pregnancies were something you brought up on the first date. She could always talk about those times at work... Ah right. Work. If Lilith wanted a second date with Aria, she would have to tell her about her work. Ah, that sucked.

As they started to make their way to the smoking area, Lilith noticed a woman with long black hair and cute glasses waved over at them. She didn't recognize her, so when Aria waved back, she hummed softly and smiled at the woman. "She's cute, love her glasses. What can I say? Extroverts, we are pretty scary." She gave Aria a grin and pressed herself closer as the heat from the food stands was left behind and made their way to the smoking area.

"I should have checked the weather. I would have worn something warmer." Lilith said, mostly to herself, as she took a seat next to Aria and huddled closer for some warmth. When Aria mentioned a lighter, Lilith dug into her bra and pulled out a stainless steel lighter and handed it to Aria. It had the letters T. C. engraved on the front, and in the back it had "Vivere Senza Rimpianti" in smaller font.

"What do you usually smoke?" Lilith pulled her bag on her lap and pulled out a box of Newport Smooth Menthols. "I dunno, I like the taste of these, and they smell kinda good." They had been the same brand. Her father would sometimes smoke when he couldn't buy Fortuna from Spain. Lilith had tried those, but the taste had been too strong for her, so she had settled with Newport in the end. "My dad used to smoke these when I was a kid. I mean, he would do it outside while we were supposed to be in bed, but I usually stayed up until he came back in." She had to make sure that her father wouldn't leave as her mother had. She gave Aria a small, sad smile as she put back the box. "I'll try yours today."
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