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6 yrs ago
Current "Doing your best" does not mean working yourself to the point of a mental breakdown. Its no longer your best at that point.
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8 yrs ago
The word homeowner has the word "meow" in it. Good luck pronouncing it correctly ever again. You're welcome ^.^
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8 yrs ago
When everything seems wrong...something goes right, and it changes darkness into light, and makes the shadows a little less daunting.
9 yrs ago
People cry, not because they are weak. It's because they've been strong for too long
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9 yrs ago
the bad thing about being bullied is that every time it happens it steals a little piece of who you are if it happens enough little by little you become a little less of who you were meant to be.

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Penny was just contemplating knocking Shujin on his ass, more then a little annoyed that he insisted on touching her, and invading her space when she'd made it perfectly clear she did not want him close to her, when Damien intervened. Throwing him off the roof was probably more mild then Penny wanted, but it served its purpose.

"I thought maybe if I made the flames hot enough, he might melt, but" she sighed, "sadly not" she shrugged, slowly letting the flames die down, which had started to shift back to their usual colour, reds, yellows, oranges and a touch of purple.

"It's still my fault this happened to her. And she has her own problems to worry about, she changes so much, to magics around her, and even her own emotions. I promised I'd help, and then I neglected her, and Jasmine- although Jasmine wasn't angry... " she sighed again, "Ariel has a right to be angry, I should have been here. I should have taken her with me. I thought she'd be safest here, though. Turns out I just made it harder. I shouldn't have taken her with me back then... should have realised it would have had an affect on her. I wanted to try and make it up to her... but it seems the damage is done, and she doesn't want to deal with me"
She rose, not worried about falling off the roof, keeping her feet steady, the flames all but gone. "And then metal man came and just pissed me off, who does he think he is anyway? Normal metal would have melted, just my luck he seemed immune to it"
She fell silent for a moment or two, “I don’t know what to do anymore, Damien”




Sasha smiled, and wrapped her arms around him, nodding, “Of course we will come back. And we’ll give Faith a home, one we can be proud off, knowing we helped to make the world a better place” She said softly, hugging him, happy for the moment where she was.




“Well, sort of” Jarvis said, leaning against the bar, “We’re going to Tenuro island, see whats up there” He explained, “The other guilds are coming with us as well” He said, “or rather, some of their members and guild masters” not sure if it he should be telling her this, Jarvis frowned, “But if you are sick, it wouldn’t be wise to go, Amelia. I don’t want you getting seriously ill… “

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@Crono It's okay, thanks for letting us know^.^
I don't do good running!

I shall post tomorrow however!

Sleeeeeepy

And yeah, I get that. It's devastating when that happens, would a kitty picture help?
I see your kitty and raise another kitty



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It's okay! We understand
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Jarvis sighed, deciding to trust her for the moment, but if she appeared to be getting worse, he’d do something about it, watching her as she drank the drinks he’d give her, “You feel hot, Amelia… which isn’t particularly normal, is it?” he said, as he turned to make her some food, heating the stove rather quickly with a lacrima, moving smoothly around the kitchen until he’d made her a hot breakfast, and placed it in front of her.

“You have to look after yourself, okay? So, drink plenty of water” He added, putting a jug in front of her.




Sasha smiled, chuckling at his words, before she lay her hands on her stomach, as if she could protect the child within by such a movement. “I won’t let any harm come to her” She said softly, “This is just something I have to do, Lazarus… so that she might have a good life. So that our family, the guild, can survive, and that Fiore can continue as it is. I want to be a mother that she can be proud of” She said, “and I won’t lose her, or you” She promised, “Everything I’ve found… I have to be there, on the island. If there was any other way, I’d take it, but this is the way things have to be” She said, wanting him to understand, needing him to understand.




“Until the stranger realises you are more hassle then you are worth, wizard or no wizard” Penny replied, her tone becoming slightly anger at his words, wondering who he was to think he could try and talk to her like this. She shrugged away from him again when he reached out to her, shaking her head.

“It matters not what I feel, but what they feel for me, and right now, I’m not a particular favorite. I’ve neglected too many of them” She said, shaking her head again, “They don’t need me.” She said softly, her voice shaking, almost breaking with the emotions flowing through her, seeming more and more intense. “They can protect themselves”

His words only seemed to infuriate her even more, “You’re right, i’m destined to never die unless someone kills me! And that isn’t easy! I’m destined to watch everyone I care about die, and being unable to stop it! I’d rather die with those I love than to live without them!”



Nope just finishing up now. It's just been hard I've been so damn tired now but thank you!
I did respond didn't I?
Niesha


Location Building six:Armoury


Niesha headed to the gates, looking down as she walked, her gear secured on her back, sighing softly to herself. She knew she could have waited for the others, but she wanted to get out of there, be by herself for a few moments. Being in the armoury… it suddenly made everything seem more real, and she didn’t want anyone to assume she wasn’t ready, wasn’t cut out for it… so she walked slowly towards the gates, and merely focused on breathing.

Going outside the wall shouldn't frighten her, yet it did. They might not get many walkers in here, yet… outside, it was different. And there were people to contend with. She supposed there were people to contend with in here, as well, yet no one really had proven to be a threat. Sure, James had attacked Richard, yet she was sure everyone in the community had wanted to attack him at one stage or another throughout the months living here. Richard just hadn’t been… any sort of decent person, and yet, he had been. This world… it did things to you. He’d lost someone important to him. Bound to make a dick even more of a dick.

She sighed heavily. Maybe people didn’t change. Maybe human nature simply wasn’t made to change. Maybe people were just set in their ways… and she stopped, her hands curling into fists. She wouldn’t believe that, because if it was true, it would mean that deep down, or maybe not so deep, she hadn’t became a better person. Perhaps it was simply… that people didn’t want to change. A different distinction. Didn’t want to, and unable to.

She let out a slow breath, and started walking again. She knew she’d came a long way, and she knew she still had a long way to go. And her thoughts had gotten off track, once more. Going outside… yes, it did frighten her. And there was always the chance of being bitten, or dying… but she had to come back. She had so much to do… and she’d promise Tatiana that she’d be her midwife, and she certainly wasn’t going to let her down.

She couldn’t control what happened though, could she? Suddenly her breaths came hard and fast, and she could feel her heart start to pump faster. Was she panicking? It suddenly felt like it. How long had it been since she’d truly had one of them? Years? Surely… not before the break out? And yet, she could remember those first few days, weeks, months, clearly, as she struggled along with others to fight, to find a way… to build a home… to continue when it all fell apart… There hadn’t been time to panic… maybe she’d been inside too long… apart from a few things, life inside the gates had been relatively quiet…

She closed her eyes, trying to imagine a slow opening and closing animation, drawing in her breaths and letting them out with each motion. Slowly, it worked and she soon began to walk once more. She’d been out there before. She could do it again. She would do it again. Simple as that. She was always hardest on herself… she imagined things where they weren’t… imagined people judging her, when they weren’t… She was stronger than she had been, when she’d been so close to breaking all those months ago.

Waiting at the gates, Niesha watched, waiting for the others, her thoughts following that troubled train. Maybe it was like that story… the little train that could. She could be a train. Slow and steady, right?

Or was that the tortoise and the hare?

She shook her head, positive thoughts, not these twisting, distracting thoughts that she recognised as simple rambling. I think I can. That was it. That’s what the little engine that could had said constantly. I think I can. I think I can. I think i can. Was that just a… story to tell kids to never give up, to keep on trying? Or was it the power of positive thinking, of wishful thinking? I think I can… i think I will come back… no.

I know we will come back. That was a lot more definite. She sighed softly, looking ahead for the others, shifting a little uneasily. At least she felt better. Like everything, it seemed that once she’d made her mind up, cemented it into her actions, then she just wanted to get going, get it done. At least none of them had seen the mini meltdown. That was something, at least.

She sighed, and waited.
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