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5 yrs ago
Current It's been so long that I have to learn how to use the site all over again ;-;
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7 yrs ago
From BlackRose24 to just Rose
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8 yrs ago
I put the pro in procrastination
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Bio

Rose


I suppose I'll start with the basics. I'm a female, age 22, married, mother, from and currently living in the US.

Started rping about 8 years ago but haven't been doing much writing in the past 3 years.

Ridiculously unpredictable schedule, nonexistent motivation, professional procrastinator, tired mom.


Most Recent Posts

I really want to keep this rolling but my hands are tied at the moment. Your welcome to keep posting, but I know there isn't really anything to do right now.
Sorry me and TartanO88 haven't been on much lately. He's been working a lot of overtime irl and I've been trying to get the house ready for the in laws who are coming in a few weeks. On top of that my grandmother, who I am very close to, was admitted into the hospital yesterday. Life keeps us busy! Please don't give up on the rp. Even if things seem to be taking forever if you wait around I will bring it back to life. This rp can go a long way, just stick around and see.
@SolemnStories you just want me to kill you, don't you?
So quiet....
Captain Brandy Carson


When I see the drunk man fumble in I slowly loose my what's left of my good mood. I try to keep a calm exterior and ignore the situation, after all it's not my place to react. I know the Commander will handle this so I try to distract myself from it all. I drift into my mind, going over the routine of some surgeries in my head. I'm snapped back to reality though when I hear him stumble over to our table. I open my eyes to see him pouring a lot of alcohol into my cup. The sharp smell filled my senses. As those sickening memories filled my mind I felt my stomach turn.

It's alright, stay calm. I repeat in my head over and over. I don't know what scares me worse. The thought of picking up that cup and chugging it or the much more likely scenario of me going to the medical bay after dinner and shooting up enough pain killers to put a horse out. The temptation of the alcohol is enough to send me on a downward spiral to something much worse. Underneath the table I clasp my hands together and nervously rub my fingers. Tensions had been high the past two days and this wasn't helping any.

My eyes drift up to the girl as she comes by and removes the cups. I can't recall her name but I can remember that she's my bunk mate. Maybe I should thank her later? I should at least tell her she handled the situation well. Through all the mess I hadn't even heard the girl at the table talk to me.
Sorry things are slow right now. Mainly we're just waiting on a collaborative post from two players and then we'll go ahead and skip on to something else.
Rin smiled and chuckled at Tess's reaction. But her smile faded and was replaced by a more serious and reluctant expression. "I still have to break up with John and keep anyone else from finding out about me and Marcus." she sighed. It wasn't something she was looking forward to but there wasn't anything she wouldn't do for him.
Rin smiled and laughed lightly. With a dreamy gaze she fell back against her Viper, eyes drifting off and a massive smile on her face. "it was unlike anything else, truly amazing." she said in a star struck voice. Her head rolled to the side to look at Tess. "And Marcus... Well let's just say..." she said with a mischievous look as she gestured her hands apart to suggest his large size.
Rin rubbed her forehead and sighed. "I'm going to break things off with John, I just need a little time. I have to let him down easy, I don't want him freaking out and dragging my name through the mud." she explained in as calm a manner as possible.
Rin shook her head and rolled her eyes when Tess went off at her. "I didn't plan it! We were there, arguing and yelling, and then I hit him and then... Then we realized we couldn't loose each other. That even something this big isn't worth loosing the person you care most about in the universe." she said harshly but then lightened through the course of it. "Marcus isn't just some person to have sex with. He's everything to me and the thought of not being with him cuts me deeper than anything else." she said in almost a pleading way to try and make Tess understand. "And no, John doesn't know anything." she mumbled.
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