“It should've been a blank slate...”
He was blind…or what he imagined being blind was like. Black as pitch, not like being in a dark room or even some enclosed chamber that natural light had never touched…but like he was submerged in ink. In that space he had a sense that he wasn’t alone, but he couldn’t tell who, what, or how many were in the space with him…nor how large the space was.
He took in a breath, or tried to, but couldn’t. Couldn’t breathe. Didn’t need to. Didn’t matter. Farren swallowed, hard, peering sightlessly into the cloying black. He swore he could feel it on his skin…but no, that was impossible, the darkness couldn’t touch you…couldn’t touch him especially, not with how many layers he was…. Farren looked down and though some part of him knew he shouldn’t be able to, he could see himself. Just a shirt and trousers and a pair of threadbare boots. His mouth went dry, lips parting, eyes widening–for what little good it did him. Then there was a sense of sickening motion as if he were being pulled back away from his body, away from himself. His vision lurched backwards and he saw himself, his body reeling in the black, but from this perspective…it wasn’t darkness, but something else–though no less dark.
Inverse Radiance, something perverse had engulfed his body, he’d woken up in it, was submerged by it. Yet, somehow…in that inky substance he could feel something else…something moving. Many somethings…all of them with disjointed silhouettes he couldn’t parse. He tried to call out to his motionless body, bidding it to move, but it didn’t–he didn’t.
With a jerk his vision slingshotted back into his body, submerged in something inky black, a liquid void. He fell forward to his knees and as he did…something blazed through him. Crimson and bright, lively and fiery and…and…–painful.
A scream tore from his throat and he clawed at himself as he felt muscles stretching and tearing…blood burning in his veins. “Fucking…aggh,” he swore, clamping down his jaw as if on the pain. Then…he swore he felt something…clawing, cloying, teasing at his skin. He tried to shift, but it hurt too much to look–though he doubted he would see anything. Wait. Farren raised his eyes and as he did he found that the space around him was illuminated. It was as if veins had shot out like crimson lines of light through the inky black around him. The pain was gone, the strange touch forgotten, but something else loomed, bright eyed and covered in a disgusting mixture of matted fur and sickly wrinkled flesh like a massive diseased dog.
Farren tried to push to his feet, but stumbled instead and went from on his hands and knees, to sitting on his ass, his hands behind him catching him from falling onto his back. The creature seemed to sense him, smell him…see him. Drool slathered down from its too-white teeth…it had gore in its gums at the bases and as it clamped down on something, then released it…he swore he saw the pale white of a human skull shatter into fragments and fall from its maw.
Farren tried to scramble back, but the creature began to clamber and bound rapidly through the once darkened pitch. It lunged over the last few feet, but before it could touch him a bolt of bright gold light struck it like a ray from the sun itself. The beast yowled and was thrown back and as it did its body touched one of the pale veins of light that pulsed through the air all around them. Silently, Farren realized that the bloody light was pulsing inwards as if pumping into him.
The sickly creature lit aflame then in a loud screech and a fwoosh as if its body had been doused in oil prior. Perhaps it had. It was intense enough that the force of the heat and light knocked him onto his back, and he barely caught himself on his elbows. He raised one arm to shield his eyes as the light somehow…grew and grew and grew. The red and orange dimmed and as he squinted at the blinding luminescence where once the burning Beast had been all he could see was a massive golden figure. So large it eclipsed the black, moon-touched sky. Confusion and old unreasoning panic, combined with awe and foolish curiosity joined in his chest and brow.
He shielded his eyes as the light grew brighter still, began to burn and seethe–....
Farren
suddenly found himself staring at a high wooden ceiling, could smell incense burning, acrid blood, and hear the faint moaning of the sick–or so he thought at first. His mouth was dry, his body felt simultaneously filled with incredible vigor and an intense bone-deep, but fading, ache. “Ugh…” he groaned. Something was tight around his chest, his arms, his ankles and even his waist and legs. ‘Why am I tied–...’ the thought was interrupted as a brief flash of men and women in clerical garb explaining something to him came to mind. He couldn’t hear the words, but he saw himself in that vision, that memory and the man he saw looked…unlike him somehow. Like a stranger in his flesh, skittery, fidgety, with wild terrified eyes. Hunched over, pale, bags under his eyes. ‘Do I look like that?’ he wondered, but realized he knew he didn’t…somehow. He recalled another figure…the prick of a long, large needle into his skin. He turned his head and saw the metal stand at the top of which hung a now empty bag of what Farren knew had been blood. That made sense, somehow.Another flash of memory…a voice this time….
“Yes Farren, it will heal you and in return you will join the Hunt, not as a hired hand, but as a Hunter….”The rest was garbled, Farren shook his head, then himself, and that action alone had such surprising force that several of his leather bindings simply snapped. The newborn Hunter’s eyes widened slightly, he wet his lips and, experimentally, he tried to push into a sitting position. He moved far faster than he’d intended and with greater force than he ought to possess. The bindings around his chest and waist tore and fell away. He smiled a bit, but then the pale flesh of the Messengers caught his gaze and he found himself…chuckling lightly. They were cute, in a way, in the same way that some ugly things were so unfortunate looking that they circled back in that direction.
Still, something else in him recoiled, shook them off him. A faint memory from his sleep, his dream(?) came back to him, the sense of things touching him, things coming towards him from the pitch black inky dark. Had it just been these harmless, pitiful looking things? Farren shrugged a bit, what did it matter.
Reaching down, the blue-eyed Hunter undid the leather bindings on his legs before he easily pulled free of the ones at his ankles. So…he was to be a Hunter now. He’d say it was an interesting turn of fate, but he wasn’t sure what other turns fate had given him before now. Though…something about the radiant figure in his nightmare…the bolt of golden light that had struck aside that Beast? The haunted look in his own eyes in that memory.
Surely it was nothing. He shook his head. Now sitting on the edge of his cot, legs hanging off it and touching the ground, Farren stood up and glanced around, noting two others who had risen from their cots. Perhaps not a clinic for the ill, but for those who had imbibed of the Paleblood. He supposed that meant him as well now.
As he paid the two figures, he took in the one with silver hair…tall and lithe, shoulders and hips at width with one another told him she was a woman. She seemed…fragile, though hale now perhaps. Perhaps once, as evidenced by her silver tresses, she had been sick and that was what had driven her to the Blood.
‘Driven her?’ What was so wrong with the Blood? ‘Nothing,’ he decided. It didn’t matter, he’d already received the concoction directly in his veins. What use was worrying after the result? None.
Farren shifted his gaze to the other figure in the room, a man. At the sight of his clothes and the obvious muscle on his frame, Farren felt a strange kinship. Didn’t make much sense, since Farren was pretty sure he’d done work for the church before this…though he supposed it could have been manual labor of a sort. He gave the man a small companionable smile through his own thick beard, and then turned his gaze to the tables across the room. A bell tolled, far away, but loud despite that. The sound of roars and howls…some distant, others closer, reached his senses.
Right…the Hunt. His eyes narrowed slightly and then he gave a solitary “hah,” as if the whole thing were a joke. He felt like he’d conquered something far worse, though he had no idea what that could be. It gave him a sense of invincibility…though some dormant part of him that he could not hear seemed to scream and claw at its cage of forgotten memories within Farren’s mind, trying to warn him. He didn’t notice. Instead, Farren strode across the room, finding each footfall to be…surprisingly quiet despite his bulky boots and heavily muscled form. He frowned slightly, then smiled before he stopped before the table of weapons and placed his palms on the table’s surface. As he looked them over, Farren tried to figure out what called to him.
“Ought to equip ourselves,” he said almost idly, sounding…eager–talking more to himself than the others. It surprised him slightly, but he embraced it. Nights like this were what Hunters lived for…and he was a Hunter now so eagerness felt…well, it felt right.