Farren
didn’t think anything of Torquil turning away from him after they’d finished speaking briefly–why would he have? The man hadn’t seemed to express any discomfort or a need for further discussion. Farren glanced back at the headstones as his companion spoke to the Doll, inadvertently providing all of them with some further information regarding the so-called ‘conduits’.
“Mmm…these gold names, are they accessible to us now or only once we’ve discovered their, ah, ‘conduits’ ourselves?”Farren had raised his voice enough to be heard over the mid-distance between him and the doll, heard without him turning his head or walking over to her, that was. As he awaited a response, Ophelia chimed in and he listened somewhat absently as he studied the names again, trying to recall where the various locations were. He found that his sense for Yharnam felt…almost constricted. Farren closed his eyes, focusing inwards for a moment. At first he almost clawed at his own mind, as if he were dragging long-nailed fingers through his mental landscape, trying to tear free errant knowledge like some kind of ineffective sieve. At first he got very little, but as he got gentler and sort of…relaxed his mind, Farren found that more flowed into his awareness. He saw the elegant structures of Upper Cathedral Ward, the vaulted ceiling in Byrgenwerth and its often eerie halls and grounds–though he couldn’t quite recall as many details as he felt he ought to. Much more vividly however, he remembered the smell of shit and death, dirt and poverty and desperation that was almost universal in Hemwick and its Charnel lane and of course…the place he’d worked: the Old Healing Church Workshop. That place felt…a bit warmer than was comfortable with tinges of iron and a distinct dusty scent of sawdust intermingled with a sense of lingering sweat. Yet, it felt like home somehow. How odd.
After he was done piecing together what he could recall of Yharnam, Farren’s eyelids fluttered open again just as the Doll said something that caused a wave of nausea, distinct discomfort and deep unease to lance through his mind. He winced–almost recoiling–then clutched at one side of his head, eyes closing as if in pain as a series of flashes interposed themselves upon his awareness.
“Agh…that name,” he muttered, mostly to himself, his voice sounding strained for a moment. He took a deep breath and then exhaled it slowly, making it measured, focusing on it. Still the visions…no, memories, struck at him.
Darkness, a waning moon–full in the near-past, but beginning to forget. It smelled of hay and char and old burned wood, a fire no longer lit. Out of place amongst the others scents was that of fresh mountain air.
Farren wanted to shake his head, but didn’t, fearing it would only cause him a terrible headache, or maybe somehow dislodge more memories. It was possible after all, especially when in this new world he’d woke into, he could tread physically into dreams–apparently.
A small figure in ratty clothes, a bed and blankets and various implements newer than the hovel that contained them. No, not just a small figure, a slender one, not properly fed…with curves that spoke of womanhood.
Farren gritted his teeth and practically hissed, giving his head the tiniest of shakes despite his earlier resistance. It didn’t help.
The scent of chloroform…or ethers, he wasn’t sure which. A weight over his shoulder–though one that was far less than it ought to have been. Then a different weight, one of coins and comfort. But later…a burden of a different sort entirely.
Final, the flashes stopped, but it left him with that damned name–
Gerlinde–and a lingering sense of once-buried shame. Farren tried to compose himself, but ultimately turned his back to the others and moved to the headstone that contained the one conduit they’d lit themselves:
Rebirth’s Rise. Farren shrugged slightly, that was apt enough he supposed.
As he began to reach out, the Doll spoke however, looking at him as she cocked her head. "I don't know. I am sorry, but we have never had more than one Hunter bound to the Dream at the same time, but the marker is on the headstone, and Hunters have always been able to travel through the markers. I..." She paused, looked at the Shopkeeper, then turn back to Farren to correct herself: "
We assume that they are accessible to you now."
Farren simply nodded in reply.
“Just as well. Nonetheless…we should go, Victor’s waiting,” Farren said, ready to try returning to the waking world. All said, Farren wanted out of this place, especially after that memory. He needed…no it didn’t matter.
Anything else would do.