Kurisa said
Kaizo sat in his office, his head in his hands as he thought about Rio and the state she was in, it was tearing him up inside...seeing her in that state...he couldn't take it anymore, he just couldn't sit here anymore! he had to go after her, he had to make sure she was okay...if she did something terrible or drastic to herself he'd never forgive himself. Without a moments hesitation Kaizo stood up from his desk and walked around it, heading to his door as he then threw it open, stepped out and slammed it behind him. Kaizo then stormed out of the Barracks, making his way to one of the four exits of the Seireitei. It wasn't long before he reached the exit and the second he got out of the Seireitei he immediately began running to the first place he could think of that Rio would of gone, their home. Kaizo ran through the bamboo forest until he reached the house, he bolted up the steps then threw the doors open as he panted "Rio? are you here?" Kaizo got no response and immediately began running around the house. checking every room to look for her but there was no sign of her, Kaizo ended up back where he started...just inside the house looking outside the doors. He then dropped to his knees and grit his teeth as tears rolled down his cheeks and onto the floor, his right fist then slammed into the floor as he spoke in a sorrowful tone "Rio...please...please don't do anything silly...I'm sorry I didn't follow you sooner" Kaizo then hit the floor again but this time with his left fist and forehead as he sobbed slightly. He couldn't believe in her time of need that he had put his job first...the very position he was in now was all thanks to Rio...the memory of her helped him through that year away, it helped him get stronger...knowing he would return to her....everything he had achieved was because of her and in the time she truly needed him he failed to be there for her...this made his heart sink so low, the pain shooting through it was greater than any other pain he had felt before...
Rio continued to stroll through the forest, again letting her feet take her wherever they wanted to go. The small smile she held from seeing Kenta faded with time as her thoughts tried to attack her again.... She tried her best to focus on her surroundings, listening to the faint sound of the wind blow while watching her feet crush the leaves under her once more. Sighing, Rio closed her eye for a moment before opening it again.
'For goodness sake.... I don't want to deal with this right now... not now.... not after everything....' Her eyelid slipped down a little, only lidding her eye half-way as she watched the floor with a saddened expression.
'.... Why didn't I try harder to save my mother?... Why did I treat her so harshly when she came back to me?.... Why have I failed in regaining my memories?.... I was certain that I'd find myself.... but instead I'm even more lost.... since I know now exactly what.... wh-what I've lost.....' The more she spoke within her mind, the sadder her expression became, to the point where both of her eyes started watering again....
'I'm all.... all alone.... My f-father... d-daddy....' Her mother's memories directed Rio's thoughts to her father... It was as if she was watching as the child version of herself playing with her joyful dad. Out of both of her parents, her father was certainly the more playful, happy and excitable one, whereas her mother was always the strong, stern but extremely caring one. The worst thing about this was, since she was still missing her own memories of that part of her life, she couldn't remember how she felt at that moment.... she could only see the happiness that showed in her eyes, but not able to experience it....
'D-daddy...wh-why... Why?!....' "... wh-why?...." Tears began falling again.... Feeling vulnerable once more as she mourned her father for the first time despite the fact that he died just over 100 years ago.... It felt as though it had just happened earlier today.... Shaking her head viscously, Rio squeezed her eyes closed as she began running. She just ran with no where in mind, quietly sobbing to herself.... However as she continued to travel, she found herself within a recognisable forest.
The aroma was the first thing that got to her, causing her to open her eye and look around.
"... h-here?" Rio didn't know how she ended up here but she didn't care, her mind was now set on running to the house Kaizo had built for the two of them, feeling the need to escape from the eye of the outside world. She still cried on her way while memories of her father wouldn't leave her mind.... almost as though trying to force more emotion out of her, however then a sudden sensation washed over her, causing her eye to widen a little. Rio didn't believe her own senses however, not until she had reached the house and ran in through the gate to find her senses where right.
"K-Kaizo?" She pushed out through the knot in her throat as she stood outside the house's front doors to find Kaizo on his knees with his fists and forehead on the floor.
'Wh-what is he doing here? I-I thought...' Her thought trailed off as she just stood there, looking at him with teary eyes and tear-stained cheeks. She didn't want to think anymore.... She didn't want to remember her parents or who she was... it was just too painful to think about it right now... especially when she was alone.