I have to wonder of these like this. How events like this Paris don't make me feel much. In my head, I know it's sad and wrong. Yet I don't feel much. Or I don't recognize it.

Perhaps because part of my brain is like 'Whatever. It's just 160 people.' Even though I morally know that is heartless. I should feel something. Seeing people like Caits who get so passionate over it, they throw their anger at something. Or just sad. They are both interesting and confusing.

I'm strange and off indeed.

I do feel. Undertale made me feel something. Uplifted maybe.

In games, I always play the good guy. Wonder if that means if deep down, I do feel compassion.

Or maybe just playing life like a game. Picking the morally correct choices.

Still, I hope for the best for the lives lost and the lives left. Hope things get better.

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I think it's just because of...it's distant. It's not something we think of, until it happens, but because it hasn't happened to us, it makes it...unreal.

I have to wonder of these like this. How events like this Paris don't make me feel much. In my head, I know it's sad and wrong. Yet I don't feel much. Or I don't recognize it.

Perhaps because part of my brain is like 'Whatever. It's just 160 people.' Even though I morally know that is heartless. I should feel something. Seeing people like Caits who get so passionate over it, they throw their anger at something. Or just sad. They are both interesting and confusing.

I'm strange and off indeed.

I do feel. Undertale made me feel something. Uplifted maybe.

In games, I always play the good guy. Wonder if that means if deep down, I do feel compassion.

Or maybe just playing life like a game. Picking the morally correct choices.

Still, I hope for the best for the lives lost and the lives left. Hope things get better.

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I think it's just because of...it's distant. It's not something we think of, until it happens, but because it hasn't happened to us, it makes it...unreal.

I have to wonder of these like this. How events like this Paris don't make me feel much. In my head, I know it's sad and wrong. Yet I don't feel much. Or I don't recognize it.

Perhaps because part of my brain is like 'Whatever. It's just 160 people.' Even though I morally know that is heartless. I should feel something. Seeing people like Caits who get so passionate over it, they throw their anger at something. Or just sad. They are both interesting and confusing.

I'm strange and off indeed.

I do feel. Undertale made me feel something. Uplifted maybe.

In games, I always play the good guy. Wonder if that means if deep down, I do feel compassion.

Or maybe just playing life like a game. Picking the morally correct choices.

Still, I hope for the best for the lives lost and the lives left. Hope things get better.

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@Caits

120 there is one small country betqeen me and french so im a little more up to date but truly i dont care what happens. Even if terrorist would do something in my country then i wouldnt care. If i was in it dont care. The only thing that woild make me care was somwone i somewhat cared about would be in that terrorist attack but the only thing that gavw my hwart a missing beat was a man looking for his missing son while running through the street.

@liferusherI care because hey, 127 (from the latest news report in the net) are dead, 200 are injuried, 80 seriously so chances are there will probably be another 40 dead before tomorrow. I also care because I actually know someone who was in the Sydney Lindt cafe heist, from the guy claiming to be apart of Isis last year about this time and I care because no one has the right to do this

Mostly I just care because I think if the families torn apart, children expecting parents home, or siblings or parents expecting kids home and it just isn't happening. I think what would happen if that happened here, if my family was torn apart and I just can't not feel for Paris, and the people involved

Anyway I'm off to bed

@Caits@Silver Fox my family has been going on about this for the qhole day and its just driving me crazy. Telling me once is enough.

Apparently one of the refugees that had entered french last month was one of the bombers

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Oh don't tell me that! We're taking in 12,000 of them!

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Oh don't tell me that! We're taking in 12,000 of them!

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Frankly, you should have been paranoid before Life said anything.