Please note and understand, the part of my post in gold is not something I thought up off the top of my head. It is an actual part of a large fanfiction piece I may or may not post sometime in the future. Please do not use it, except within this RP thread, without my permission.
Though it's not like it'll really do anything... Just makes me feel better about using part of an actual piece I'm working on.
James has to let it out sometimes or it will just cause depression to take hold again and he may go down roads I've been down once before and will never go down again if I can help it and James is a part of me. Therefore I'll keep him off that road as much as possible.