Had they added more stairs going from the springs up to the temple? Tia thought they might’ve. The climb had never seemed longer, never more demanding, than it did right now with her aching body, the burning weight of their stares on her back. It was a slow process, one hand gripping the railing, the other – the one that couldn’t even manage to make a fist, with how sore it was – hiking up the heavy fabric of her sleeping robe. The wind tugged at her hair, blonde strands tangling in front of her face. Tia tried to stay as composed as possible.
Until she made it into the temple.
The door was heavy as it slammed shut behind her. Tia flinched – she was still getting used to the personality of the building, all the ways it needed care and consideration. Its voice echoed through the short hall, down into the main chamber and back again like a returning answer. Sighing, Tia leaned back against the door. Her head met the wood as she squeezed her eyes shut. For a moment – a moment... she could allow herself that, right? – Tia let her humiliation and self pity surge through her.
She’d just wanted to make sure he wasn’t dying.
Tia forced herself to take in a long, slow breath. Tried to relax her muscles one by one. Imagined that this hurt, angry and petty and twisting as it coiled around her, loosened and slipped away.
It would’ve worked better if she could wash in the springs without feeling the weight of those eyes again.
She brought the heels of her hands up to rub at her eyes. Then she straightened up again, pulling away from the door. The humidity of the springs had come with her, into the temple. It made her hair frizz and her clothes feel too heavy. Tia pulled at her scarf to loosen it, and it seemed to stick to her skin. On one last, childish impulse, she rubbed up and down on her arms, like she could scrub away the stain of the man’s stare.
Without anyone to witness her, Tia moved stiff and careful down the short hallway back towards the main chamber. The heat of Aelios’ flame grew warmer – it wasn’t as comforting as it should’ve been. It only made the moisture still clinging to her skin more intolerable. Tia pulled at her scarf again, eyes downcast and unfocused as she slowly made her way to the nearest pew on the outskirts of the room.
Tia winced as she braced her good hand on its wooden back to lower herself into the seat. A splash of red caught her attention – the bottom hem of her robe, too long for her, had dragged along the damp stone of the springs. It was saturated with water, dirt, and blood. Another mess to clean up.
Another sigh. Another closing of her eyes.
She was being petty. What had they really done? Bandied words not even meant for her. She hadn’t mattered, so why should it affect her? The woman had been kind at times, and the man had… well, he wasn’t bleeding out, at least. That was something to be thankful for. But…
Opening her eyes, Tia gingerly pulled at her robe to reach into her inner pocket. Her hand emerged with the shining, too-perfect gemstone she’d pulled from the cave. She remembered the voice that had haunted it, full of wrath and thunder like a vengeful god. The vision.
Her visions.
Tia could brush away every cruel word the man had thrown at her, given enough time. But… his words about Aelios echoed in her mind. That she’d dedicated herself to something that… wasn’t there.
The dismissal hurt on its own. But if Aelios was gone… then where did Tia’s visions come from? A familiar fear rose up – that she was being misguided by something dark and malicious. It only awakened more worries, that same swirl of nerves and confusion and contradiction that had consumed Tia the entire time she’d been in Dawnhaven.
She stared down at the gem cradled in her hand, firelight flickering along the cut edges.
From over the edge of an open prayer book, no more than five feet away, hazel eyes watched her intently.
She didn’t seem to notice him, but he’d been aware of her presence from the moment she’d slammed the temple doors. Every movement she made was slow, like the weight of the world had settled on her shoulders and even the act of existing took effort.
So, he’d stayed silent.
His gaze traced the troublesome look in her expression, the damp stains along the hem of her robe, the way her fingers curled around the gemstone he and Ivor had nearly died for. His brow furrowed slightly, and he let the book dip lower, just enough to get a clearer look. Still, he said nothing. She could have her moment.
As he waited, curious to see how long it would take her to realize she wasn’t alone, his hand drifted down, fingers closing around the last half of his cookie. Lifting it to his mouth, he bit down as slowly and quietly as possi—
cruuuuuuuuuunnchh
The sound shattered the stillness of the temple.
His jaw stilled. Slowly, his gaze slid back to her.
Tia’s back was straight, her eyes wide as she stared at him. She blinked.
The guard from yesterday was sprawled across the pew like he’d always been there. Tia’s gaze darted around the room, to the doors, to the other empty benches, like she’d be able to tell where he’d come from and when he’d gotten here.
Her lips parted to say something. They closed. Tia looked back at him, blinking again as she fully took him in – cookie in one hand, prayer book in the other, and… Ranni’s gecko?
Maybe she was hallucinating. Maybe the man outside was right and Aelios was gone and now the evil gem god-demon-man-thing was completing his hold over her giving her confusingly non-scary (but confusing) non-visions.
“...Hi,” she squeaked.
Zeph swallowed his bite, a slow grin creeping in as he took in her wide-eyed stare.
“Hey.”
Leisurely, he set the prayer book down along his outstretched leg, his gaze flicking over her again. His smile softened into something a little less teasing. “You doin’ alright, firefly?”
Something fluttered in Tia’s chest at the name – the gentle look in his eye. She looked down at her lap if only to break his gaze. As discreetly as she could, her fingers curled around the gem, her hand turning to cover it. She tried not to wince as she adjusted her seat on the pew. The wet hem of her robe was heavy where it brushed against her ankles. When she found the nerve to look back up at him, she gave a shrug and tried to smile.
It was embarrassing, but he’d already seen the awkward way she moved. What good would lying do?
Smile drifting away, Tia nodded towards him and tapped at her shoulder with her free hand, a question in her eye. Briefly, she saw him sprawled on the cave floor, skin too pale as his own blood painted him crimson. It had been a long day yesterday – Tia hadn’t checked up on his healing as she should’ve.
Zeph glanced at his shoulder, then back at her, shrugging casually. “I’ve had worse,” he said with a smirk. It was true—he had. “But you’re quite the medic. Thank you.” He resisted the urge to reach up and touch the spot where the injury had been, his fingers still remembering the odd smoothness of his healed skin. “Can’t tell anything happened at all.”
Letting his attention drift to the gemstone she was trying—and failing—to conceal, he nodded toward it. “So, is that thing everything you’d hoped for?” He raised an eyebrow, curious. Her fingers curled tighter around the gem, eyes wide with poorly hidden panic. “Did you lose it there or something? How’d you even get out to that cave? Why didn’t you ask that Champion of yours to come?”
The moment the words left his mouth, he knew he was asking too much. Too fast.
Zeph wasn’t blind—he saw the way she hesitated before speaking, measuring each word before releasing them. He heard the faint rasp in her voice, the subtle strain against each syllable. His gaze dropped briefly to the scarf loose around her neck, catching a glimpse of pink scarring peaking just above the fabrics edge.
Meeting her gaze again, he studied the weariness behind those big beautiful doe-eyes. Her lips parted, like she was waiting to find the words.
“Never mind,” he said, shifting his tone—lighter, a touch easier and less insistent. “You don’t have to answer.”
A moment of quiet stretched between them, just long enough for Zeph’s gaze to wander around the empty temple.
Tia sat on the other end of the pew, trying not to glance at him. She swallowed, feeling the way the muscles in her throat didn’t quite move as they should’ve, didn’t layer over each other in the way they were meant to fit. She hadn’t missed the way he’d… he’d switched somehow, his curiosity muffled under something dismissive. It was almost like he’d deflated himself.
Something tightened in her chest as she thought of how easily he let go of his questions with a light voice and curving lips.
He was so quick to smile, this one.
In the quiet, another memory came to her — of him laughing at her as he’d dismissed her request to enter the pool in that frigid cave. How he’d dove in after Ivor without hesitation, when the clear water had turned bloody.
Zeph tilted his head, a new—easier—question surfacing.
“Is your Keeper around?” From what he could tell, they were alone. No angry, watchful presence lingering nearby.
When he looked back at her, his amusement returned in full force, tugging at the corners of his lips. “She didn’t seem too pleased last night,” he mused, a playful glint in his eyes. “I’m surprised she let you out of her sight.”
Tia flicked her eyes back up to him, and let herself be pulled along by the lightness in his words — even as her heart twisted uncomfortably as she thought of how Dyna had treated him last night, and the difficult conversations she’d yet to have with her sisters.
But they were out for the day. And Tia liked the spark in the guard’s eye, the light tease in his voice. She didn’t want him to douse himself again.
She looked up at him for a long moment, watching the way the firelight danced in his eyes like laughter. Hesitating, she bit her lip. Tia slipped the gemstone back into her pocket and reached out to tap the side of his shoe closest to the pew’s back. She looked back up at him. He arched a brow, curiosity flickering in his gaze, silently asking—And what, exactly, do you think you’re doing?—a challenge hidden in the way he held still, waiting to see if she’d follow through. She tapped again more insistently, before that became a shooing motion.
When his feet were finally on the ground and he was sitting more acceptably on the bench, Tia made a beckoning motion, calling him closer to her. He obliged her without protest this time, shifting to close the distance. She scooted closer in turn. The half of Tia’s mind that she was not currently giving control said that what she had planned was not normal behavior and he was going to think she was bizarre.
But then, Tia convinced strangers to go on secret spelunking missions with her, and had dreams that may or may not have been the result of an angry powerful being who hated her — or it was just her anxiety. She supposed she was bizarre.
Sitting together, they were less than a foot away from each other on the bench (and Ranni’s gecko was very carefully retrieved and placed on Tia’s other side). She looked up at him — and realized she may have miscalculated. Her plan — and her nerves — had failed to account for how very tall he was when he was this close. And how his little smattering of freckles —
Looking away from his eyes, Tia reached out to softly pull at his sleeve. She’d already gotten this far. Maybe she could just… ignore how warm her skin felt. Slowly, hesitantly, Tia guided his arm out until she held his hand out in front of them, his palm angled towards them. She swiped the side of her hand across it, cleaning away stray cookie crumbs. Tia glanced up at him, an eyebrow raised slightly, her smile almost more amused than shy. He shrugged, a flicker of mirth in his expression.
Then she began tracing careful letters into his palm.
Zeph watched in silence as Tia’s fingers moved across his skin, intrigued by the way she chose to communicate. The closeness of her, the gentle way she held his hand in hers, the soft press of her fingertips—it all felt… oddly intimate.
He wasn’t sure what captivated him more—the feel of her, or the sudden bursts of bravery that she seemed to possess.
M Y S I S T E R
It wasn’t much, but at least Tia could give him this — he could ask some questions without feeling like he had to deflate himself again.
She looked up at him, offering another smile, checking to see if he understood. He met her eyes, offering a small, lazy smile in return.
As she continued, his gaze didn’t leave her face.
D Y N A
When her eyes returned to his, he glanced briefly at his palm, trying to recall the feeling of the patterns she had traced, rather than the way she looked under firelight instead of crystal light.
“Well, you two look nothing alike,” he said flatly, feigning a look of disbelief, though the humor in his tone was unmistakable. He knew she likely meant sisters by faith, not by blood. The church did love to call themselves a family, all toxicity included.
Still, he was rewarded with a growing smile and a suffering look.
“Did you tell her where you were last night?”
Tia faltered. Her hands drifted down, lowering away from his. Her eyes were distant for a moment. They flicked to the fire burning in the heart of the temple. She shook her head. Then she refocused on his hand and lifted a finger again.
C A N T Y E T
Tia almost pulled away — but her indecision settled. With her other hand she pulled out the gemstone again, pink and glittering in her hand. Looking down at it, Tia bit her lip. She looked back up at him. She felt… guilty that she’d tried to hide it from him. It was especially silly, since he already knew she had it. He’d been there, when Ivor had pulled it from the water. He’d nearly died for it. He deserved what truth she could give.
N E E D I N F O
Zeph furrowed his brow, his gaze drifting to the gemstone in her hand. His mind replayed the sound of it clattering against the cavern floor, the image of her scrambling away from it in a panic still fresh in his mind. The more he learned, the less anything made sense.
He had so many questions.
But every time he broached the subject, he saw the hesitation. He didn’t want to press her. It wasn’t his place to demand answers out of a Priestess. He had no right to pry into something that wasn’t his to know.
“You don’t have to tell me about it, but….” his gaze softened, his tone turning more gentle and respectful than it had been. “If there’s anything I can do to help, just let me know.” He paused, locking his eyes with hers for emphasis—to make sure she understood.
Tia’s breath caught in her throat as he held her gaze.
“I do owe you a debt, afterall.” he said, offering her a small, sincere smile, as if the notion might be a joke. But even as he did, his chest felt tight, weighed down by a debt he wasn’t sure he could ever repay.
Tia couldn’t look away from him, watching the shifting glow of firelight over his skin. She tried to catalogue the different ways he smiled, and what they all might mean. Something bloomed in her chest, soft and warm and guilty as he gentled himself for her again — like he wasn’t owed answers. Like she hadn’t been the reason he’d almost died in the first place.
She shook her head.
“You don’t,” she whispered.
Zeph tilted his head, the playful glint in his eyes returning—searching for a way to bring a smile back to her face. He leaned in slightly, his voice low. “Oh, but I do.” he insisted, though there was no force behind it, only the warmth of his growing fondness of her.
Tia couldn’t help herself — she let out a bemused puff of air, as the corners of her lips quirked up. His mood seeped into her. His closeness casting a shadow over his face, that flicker in his eyes, made Tia feel like they were sharing a secret. For once that didn’t seem quite so scary.
“Besides,” he added with a chuckle, straightening up and leaning against the pew, “I had fun. Way better than guard duty.” His grin widened. “Promise you’ll let me tag along for whatever mischief you get into next time?”
Her eyebrow twitched up, smile only growing. Maybe there was a spark of mischief in her, too. Then Tia blinked. An idea popped up that she was too nervous to examine — a way for him to help, as he’d offered. Her fingers curled tighter around the gem in her hand.
He paused, a thought of his own suddenly striking. His smile faltered, remembering why he had come here in the first place.
“Actually, that reminds me… Do you happen to know anyone with the last name Hawthorne?”
Tia blinked again, refocusing on him. It took her a moment to process his words — the name. Her eyebrows drew together as she looked down and searched her memories.
Hawthorne… It sounded… vaguely familiar? Tia hardly knew anyone in Dawnhaven, and as far as she was aware, she hadn’t met a Hawthorne here. From before maybe? In the capital? But it was the biggest city on the continent and Tia had cared for countless people.
Eventually, she looked back up at him and shook her head, an apology in her eyes. Meanwhile that stray idea stewed in the back of her mind.
Zeph sighed. He wasn’t all that surprised, but still, he had hoped.
“That’s alright,” he shrugged, brushing off his disappointment easily enough. “Maybe your Kee—” He caught himself, glancing at her before correcting, “Your sister will know, then.”
His gaze flicked toward the temple entrance, thoughtful. “You know where she went?” He asked, though he was already considering how the conversation might go. If the Champion even let him speak to her, would she just take the opportunity to interrogate him about where Tia had been?
Her eyes snapped back to him — she’d drifted away, distracted by her own thoughts. Tia gave him an alarmed look at his words. She did not think a meeting with Dyna would go well for him.
“I’ll keep our little secret, don’t worry,” he added with a smirk, though the thought lingered. Perhaps asking random Aurelian guards would be the wiser choice.
Despite herself, Tia let out another huff that might’ve been a laugh. Her smile came easier each time. Finally she shook her head and shrugged, gesturing vaguely towards the door. She’d woken up alone — she had no idea where either of the twins had disappeared to.
Her expression drifted again, those distracting thoughts pulling at her. Her eyes flicked around the room — to the door, the fire, the gemstone… Tia could feel her nerves building under her skin, that anxious promise of trouble making it hard to sit still. She glanced at him. Her mouth opened — only to close again as she fidgeted in her seat, looking away.
Zeph arched a brow, watching her carefully. He let the silence settle between them, waiting, giving her the space to say—or write—whatever was obviously on her mind. But she didn’t.
And the questions building inside him only grew heavier.
After a moment, he shifted, reaching for her hand. His fingers brushed against hers, hesitant at first, his gaze flicking to hers, seeking permission. When she didn't pull away, he gently took her hand in his own, turning it palm-up. Her skin was warm and impossibly soft against the roughness of his own, a contrast that sent an unbidden thought skimming through his mind—one he quickly forced himself to set aside.
Slowly, he traced the curve of a question mark into her palm. His gaze stayed locked on her face as he watched for a flicker of understanding, of trust—of anything that might tell him what was going on behind her eyes.
Tia forgot how to breathe. She could feel his touch echoing through her hand, down her arm, along her spine. There was that fluttering again in her chest, more frantic as it fed on her nervous energy.
Stars, she realized distantly. His freckles looked like stars.
She bit her lip, his gaze settling there for a heartbeat. Tia looked back down at their hands between them, her smaller one surrounded by his. She let herself hesitate — but only for a moment. Then she turned her palm over to draw another word into him, somewhere between a request and an offering.
M I S C H I E F ?
A slow, devilish smirk spread across his lips as the word formed beneath her fingertips, igniting something reckless in his chest. An ember catching flame.
Dark eyes met hazel.
For the moment, things didn't feel so dreadful anymore.
Because somehow, in this wretched town, she was here—a spark in the shadows, something bright and powerful. His mistress of temptation personified, wrapped in silken robes and staring back at him with eyes like smoldering emberwood, dark and endless, catching the firelight in glimmers of gold. He could've kissed her.
How strange it was, to find a partner in crime in a High Priestess of Aelios.
And yet, he nodded, silent still.
Cheeks warm, too aware of the places his skin still touched hers, Tia couldn’t help but smile back. Then she hesitated, suddenly self-conscious. Lifting her free hand — the one still holding the gem — she held her index finger and thumb close together. Small mischief. He was so excited, Tia didn’t want to now disappoint him. She emphasized the motion again. Hopefully he’d temper his expectations. Then she held up her index finger, a request to wait for a moment.
Another beat of Tia tracing the feel of his warm hands on her, his closeness, his smile —
Then she pulled away, standing — wincing — as her hand slipped away from his. His gaze followed her, a flicker of concern crossing his expression as she hurried out of the main chamber and back towards her room.
It looked even worse than she remembered.
Papers scattered about like a storm had blown through, progressively messier handwriting, and a bare spot in the middle of the floor where Tia had finally passed out. Embarrassment filled her. At least no one else was here to see this chaos.
Picking her way through the cold, darkened room, Tia made her way to the middle and knelt down on sore legs to sift through the pages. She found it — the final, complete recollection of the vision she’d received from the gemstone. There was even her best (though still bad) attempt at drawing what she remembered of the runes in the margins. The page was easy enough to pick out when her eyes had finally adjusted enough to the darkness — it was the only version she’d given a title to.
Upon Touching the Gemstone From the Crystal Cave
Yesterday’s date was written in the top corner. It had been one of the last things she’d written last night, her hand so stiff from writing that the letters were positively sloppy on the page. Maybe it would be enough to hide her handwriting. What was she going to do otherwise, ask him to rewrite it? She shook her head. This would have to do.
Carefully folding the letter into thirds, Tia pushed herself back up and found the winding path to the door that kept her from stepping directly over any papers.
When she emerged back into the warmth and light of Aelios’ flame, the guard was still waiting for her on that bench. Her heart skipped a beat.
Tia stopped in front of him, meeting his eyes. Her nerves swam — but she’d come this far. She thrust both the gem and paper out towards him. Zeph sat up straighter, his gaze flicking between the two items curiously.
Her heart hammered in her chest. She watched him, oddly worried that this request was too… petty for him. Like she should’ve been more ambitious with her rule breaking. But the gravity of the situation weighed on her, oppressive and ominous. This needed to be done, and Tia didn’t know who else to ask when involvement would put them at risk. The guard was already involved. He’d offered to help. Plus he seemed much more experienced with troublemaking than she was.
And… childishly, Tia wanted that feeling again, of sharing a secret. She could still feel his finger on her palm as his other hand cradled her — his silent, voiceless message as she watched the warm glow in his eyes turn bright and crackling.
“Sage Eris Hightower.” Her voice was soft — all the better to keep it from echoing in the halls of the temple. But the name was clear enough. “Anonymously.”
Zeph’s brows lifted. “Hightower?” he echoed, recognizing the name. His fingers brushed against hers as he took the gemstone and paper, weighing them thoughtfully in his hands. Running his thumb along the cut edges of the gemstone, he considered her request.
It wasn’t exactly the thrill he’d been hoping for—no perilous cavern dives or life-threatening experiences—but it was still mischief. Small mischief—a secret mission. And that, he could get behind.
Slipping the gemstone into his left pocket—the one that didn’t already hold the small bell chime he’d swiped from the entrance table—he glanced back up at her with a smirk.
“Consider it done.”
She released a breath she didn’t realize she’d been holding.
After a beat, he tapped the folded paper, tilting his head. “Can I read, or…?”
She paused, looking down at the folded paper. When she looked back up to his face, Tia remembered how he’d softened, dampening his own curiosity for her. She heard his voice gentling, only to brighten as he redirected himself to safer topics.
She saw him bloody on the cave floor.
It wasn’t like a Lunarian would put much stock in a Sun Priestess’ maybe-visions anyway, she reasoned. And… Tia was choosing to trust him with this task. She wanted to trust someone, anyone at all, with at least a fraction of what she’d been carrying since before she’d arrived in Dawnhaven. She couldn’t stand the thought of him taking a peek anyway and then lying to her about it if she denied him. She didn’t want a reason to doubt him.
Tia lamented that he was going to see how awful her handwriting had become.
Still, she nodded.
Zeph unfolded the paper with care, angling it towards the firelight as his gaze swept over the words. Slowly, as he read, his brows drew together.
Sprawling darkness. Obsidian spires. A towering figure, golden eyes blazing with unbridled wrath. The image she described was vivid, as if he could feel the weight of it himself—the fury that cracked through her like a physical blow.
Tia’s hands tightened at her sides as he read, curling around the fabric of her robe with a grip that sent pain arcing through her overworked muscles.
A slow breath escaped him, the gemstone feeling heavier in his pocket, as if it had suddenly gained substance. He lifted his gaze to Tia, his expression shifting—uncertain, wary.
His mind flashed back to the cavern, to the way she had nearly backed into the frozen water, eyes wide with fear.
“You saw this?” His voice was edged with disbelief, but he hesitated. It wasn’t that he didn’t trust her—he did. He had no reason not to. But it sounded like something from a nightmare. Except… Tia hadn’t been asleep.
She didn’t respond. Tia was frozen under the weight of his gaze, pinned down by the new sharp edge. Her heart thundered in her ears like the voice from the vision. The reality settled into her finally — she’d told someone. Not everything, but Tia could see the questions building in him, his quick mind working her out like a puzzle.
Neatly, he folded the paper again, slipping it into the safety of his coat pocket. His gaze remained fixed on her, countless unspoken questions flickering behind his eyes. “Why don’t you want the Sage to know it’s from you?”
A thousand words she couldn’t say tumbled in her chest. She thought of the Arch Priest’s careful warnings. The Prince’s stern face as his eyes hardened with distrust and he demanded answers.
Her lips parted. She closed them again.
Tia uncurled a hand and brought it up to tap against the small emblem of the Church of Aelios embroidered on her robe. His eyes followed the movement, settling there for a few heartbeats.
“My words,” she managed in a soft, unsteady voice. It strained against her throat, tightened by her nerves. She tried to swallow. Tried to relax. Took another breath. “Have weight.”
Understanding clicked into place. Slowly, his gaze lifted back to hers, a small smile curving on his lips.
She fascinated him.
Beautiful, brave, and entirely unexpected. A mystery he hadn’t meant to start solving, but now he couldn’t stop himself from wanting to understand.
“Oh, I don’t doubt that.” he murmured, his tone light, teasing—but not dismissive. Her words did have weight. She was someone people listened to. Someone people followed.
And for some unknowable reason, here she was—trusting him.
“Your secrets are safe with me, Priestess.”
“Tia.” It slipped out without thought. She was too warm, too lightheaded with relief at his words, the return of his smile.
She wasn’t alone with her secrets anymore.
Her smile was small but real as she looked at him. Everything seemed lighter, suddenly. She gave a bow of her head before meeting his gaze again.
“Thank you.”
As she straightened, Zeph pushed himself off the bench in one fluid motion, rising to his full height. In an instant, the space vanished between them. Standing, he towered over her, close enough that the temple’s eternal flame wasn’t the only warmth he felt.
“Anytime, Tia.” he said quietly, a sly smirk forming on his lips.
Tia blinked, suddenly face to chest with him. Her eyes, wide and round, darted up to his.
She didn’t want to know what color her cheeks were. He was close enough that she had to crane her neck to look at him, his smile sharp and his eyes dancing in the firelight — her name on his tongue. Her secrets in his pocket.
Oh no.
Her brain didn’t work anymore. She blamed his proximity. Or her panic. Or the heat she felt that dangerously was not panic. She should step away, she knew. Give him space. She didn’t think she knew how to move.
“Mhm.” It was a high, strangled noise. Tia was fairly certain she’d never been a bigger idiot.
Zeph settled in place, as if he belonged there. His gaze drifted over her face, tracing the delicate curve of her cheek, the way the firelight played along her skin. Slowly, unhurried, his eyes lingered on her lips for a few breaths—just long enough for the thought to register.
Meeting her eyes again, he let the silence stretch, savoring the tension—and the surprising way in which she didn’t move away from him. When he finally spoke, his voice was soft, teasing. “Anything else I can do for you?”
Maybe Aelios had actually blessed her, Tia considered, by taking away her voice — if only to keep her from answering his question.
She couldn’t look away from him as his gaze burned tracks into her skin. Hazel was too indistinct a word, she decided. His eyes danced in shades of the earth and forests, pine needles and honey gold, and a green so pale it was almost silver, like new growth on a desert plant. The fire splashed sunrise orange across it all.
Caught by his distracting eyes and starry freckles and smirking lips, Tia forgot how to breathe. Every nerve in her body felt taught and electric, crackling like the fire she tended to so dutifully. Her mouth was dry. She tried to swallow.
Tia taught herself how to move again and gave a small shake of her head. Then an abrupt step back.
Panic shot through her as her heel caught on the dragging fabric of her robe — but she managed to catch herself before she could do more than stumble.
It was like the world suddenly snapped back into reality, expanding beyond the tiny bubble that held them. Sight and sound existed for more than just his face and voice. Warmth existed beyond what radiated off his body, close enough to feel without touch.
Currently, all the warmth in the world was concentrated under Tia’s skin. She blinked rapidly as she looked back up at him — now from a safer distance. He still felt very close.
There it is.
The uncertainty, the wariness he had glimpsed in her yesterday. Zeph had caught it then, and he caught it now, pleased to see he could pull the same reaction from her so effortlessly. From a High Priestess of Aelios, no less.
That was satisfying.
His smirk deepened, smug and self-assured. She had flustered easily before, but now? Now he was certain—delighted—that it wasn’t just the natural unease at standing too close to a stranger. She had been quite comfortable mere moments ago, unbothered by the proximity she had initiated. But now, as he examined the heat creeping into her cheeks, he knew.
There was something else causing her to step away, something warmer. Familiar to him, but something she clearly didn’t know what to do with.
And he thought, for a moment, how interesting it might be to discover all her unspoken desires.
Did she even allow herself to have them? Did the church permit it? Did she? Or had she spent so long under the weight of that emblem that she’d convinced herself she was above such things? Above wanting?
A shame, if that were the case. Because Zeph knew desire. He knew the pull of it, the freedom in it, the way it could unravel even the most disciplined of minds.
He could show her how to indulge, if she so desired.
Letting the silence stretch again, he watched as she blinked—using the moment to steady himself, too.
“Well,” He finally said, his voice light, casual. “See you around then, Tia.”
He turned, shoving his hands into his pockets as he strolled toward the entrance, the faint jingle of the charm barely audible beneath his footsteps. Near the door, he paused, plucking a fresh prayer book from the stack—why not?—and, with the same unbothered confidence, snagged one more cookie.
The door slid shut with finality, the sound echoing through the temple.
Tia collapsed into the nearest bench. Her heart was too quick, and she was breathless, and she was never wearing this robe again.
His face was too warm. Tia brought her hands up to feel her cheeks, eyes widening as she remembered the way his gaze had trailed over her, his soft voice as he’d said her name.
The fire popped loudly and she jumped like a scolded child.
Reaching to the end of the pew, Tia grabbed Ranni’s stuffed gecko and sighed as she hugged it tightly to her chest. But beneath the flustered nerves and overwhelming unease — there was that warmth again. The sense of accomplishment that she was doing something with all of her secrets, and that someone (a someone who conjured fondness and amusement and panic) was going to help her with them. A soft smile found its way to her lips.
Tia still didn’t know his name.