A suspenseful moment passed, drawn out by the lingering unknown, and finally, Aliseth's shoulders dropped as that held tension evaporated.
He turned back to Elara just as a young skinny white
fox came shakily and wearily trudging through the snow.
Elara’s breath stilled, her pulse of panic dissolving as swiftly as it had surged. Before her stood not a predator but a creature no larger than her palm, its fur matted with frost, eyes wide as twin moons.
A laugh, soft as snowfall, caught in her throat.
“
Oh,” she exhaled gently, lowering herself until her knees kissed the snow. She wanted to appear less imposing, her every motion smooth and calm so as not to startle the frightened animal. Her hand drifted forward, palm upturned—not a demand, but an offering. The fox flinched, muscles coiled like springs beneath its silvered pelt, yet something in her stillness held it captive.
“
It’s all right, little one…,” she whispered tenderly, her voice laced with uncommon warmth. “
No harm shall come to you.”
Minutes stretched, thin and brittle as ice. Then—
crunch. A tentative paw breached the distance, the snow protesting softly beneath its weight. Elara didn’t blink, didn’t shift, her body a statue save for the steady rise and fall of her chest. The fox zigzagged closer, a dance of instinct and curiosity, each step a question. When she adjusted her stance, it recoiled, haunches trembling—but she remained rooted, a calm in the storm of its doubt. Slowly, the tension seeped from its frame, replaced by a tilt of its head, and a sniff toward her fingertips. She wondered if it sensed the absence of blades, the emptiness of her hands, or simply the quiet ache of kinship she couldn’t name.
They hovered in a fragile truce, the fox now an arm’s length away, its nose quivering as it sampled her scent. Its ears, once flattened, pricked forward with cautious interest. Elara’s lips curved, not in triumph, but in recognition: this was no conquest, only a fleeting intersection of two creatures bound by curiosity. When the fox finally settled on its haunches, pawing at the snow with a mimicry of play, she felt an absurd sting of pride. Its eyes met hers again, no longer saucers of fear but pools of tentative trust, before darting away as if embarrassed by its own boldness.
Only then did she glance at Aliseth.
“
No injuries… but it’s odd, isn’t it? Being alone out here.”
Foxes seldom wandered solitary in this season—not unless driven by hunger or worse.
Loss.
Aliseth watched the moment in quiet contemplation, careful not to move or make a sound that might interrupt or draw attention his way. It was truly an experience, multilayered and faceted. He knew undoubtedly that beyond this point, the creature would not survive for long on its own. Perhaps that added to the universal artistry of that moment.
He knew that perhaps there was a life lesson hidden here but whatever it was, it eluded him.
He walked forward after the fox had left and offered Elara his hand. "They suffer in these times too, if not more." He replied gently, trying not to sound heartless. Trying not to point out the obvious. It was destined to die but weren't they all?
"
Their numbers have been dwindling. Lack of food drives them closer to town. The mothers never make it back and the babies never learn any better. In reality, there is far ess of them now but we see just as many as before, much of the wildlife is becoming concentrated around our town while the deeper forests are becoming barren, filled only with monsters and blight..."
There was a new expression that flashed across his face ever so briefly, hidden in the twitch of his sword arm. Disgust, anger, resentment. Realizing he had once again spilled more than intended, he pursed his lips shut and feigned a soft smile.
"
C'mon, let's get out of this place." He offered.
Elara hesitated for a moment before taking his hand, her fingers cool but steady within his grasp. She cast one last glance toward the path the fox had taken, a flicker of sadness barely veiled behind her composed features. The wilderness was no place for a creature so young and fragile, but she could not intervene. The same cruel inevitabilities that shaped their lives governed the fox’s fate as well.
Still, she wanted to believe that it would survive.
As they resumed their walk, Aliseth’s earlier words circled her mind, pressing against her thoughts with an insistence that would not be ignored.
“She might not demand our lives, but she holds them all in balance.”
“And there are those that are giving it.”Amaya, the fulcrum. The axis. The lodestone around which their world spun, its gravity bending wills and destinies alike. Elara had orbited her for years—not with the fervour of a zealot or the grim resolve of a soldier, but with the constancy of a moon tethered to its planet.
Some offered reverence; others, duty or grief.
She had offered something quieter, softer, yet no less consuming.
“There are those that are giving it.”
Yes.
Elara knew that better than anyone.
Because she had given.
She had given Amaya her steadiness, presence, and trust without question or hesitation. From the moment she’d been tasked with Amaya’s protection, Elara had moulded herself into a shelter. For years, it had been enough. Now, the hollowness of that
enough gnawed at her, insidious as frostbite numbing flesh before the rot sets in.
She had never tallied the cost. Not until Amaya’s retreat began—a slow, glacial withdrawal, each step back a fracture in the ice they’d once crossed together. The princess had never been cruel, only encased. A statue of poise, polished to a mirror sheen, reflecting everyone’s hopes and none of her own heart. Even in their rare, unguarded moments, a barrier remained, transparent yet unbreakable. Elara had accepted it, savouring the fragments Amaya spared her.
Until now.
She told herself it did not hurt.
But.
▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅Deep down, Elara had always understood that Amaya’s love was not the same as her own.
▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅“
I see the weight she carries, you know?” she murmured at last. “
And yet… I still give. Even knowing she cannot carry me, carry us, in return.” Amaya’s arms were full already: cradling kingdoms, balancing fates, bearing the world’s ache like Atlas with his celestial burden. Elara? She was but another voice in the chorus, another hand lifting a brick to the edifice of Amaya’s legacy. Recognition was a luxury the princess could not afford—not when every glance, every breath, belonged first to Lunaris.
“
She is my dearest friend.”
The words tasted of ash
Her lips parted as if there was more she wished to say, but the towering entrance of the temple loomed before them now, stealing the words before they could form.
Aliseth was not ready for this to come to an end, the looming effect of the temple doors unable to still his words. Pausing in his stride, he turned his attention back to the handmaiden once more as he spoke.
“
We all have choices Elara, some less obvious than others. Amaya is no different. And I do not believe for a second she bears the weight of worlds, no. That is felt by the people carrying her. People like you.
We praise the flame but disregard the candles, and only one of them could exist without the other."
Speaking as he did, soft and cryptically or not, was already grounds for severe punishment. Yet he continued, bearing a concern for Elara in his voice.
"
I cannot pretend to understand the depth of your emotions or fathom the bond you have built over time, but I do know what it's like to not be seen, and not be heard. And by her nonetheless."
His voice rang with an earnest honesty. Moving on however he posed another question.
"
If you could take a new path, any path, free of consequence or retaliation. Removed from the tethers of burden and guilt. What would it be? What would bring light to your soul? What missed opportunities would you seize?"
He had unclipped his sword from his belt and started to pace around Elara as he spoke, dragging the tip of the sheath through the snow making a perfect circle around where she stood.
"
Elara, you are surrounded by more choices and options than you see. With your talents, your mind, your gifts, your compassion, your beauty. Little is beyond your reach should you truly seek it."
On his second passing around her, now occasionally glancing up at her to flash a playful grin, he flick his wrist and slash the sword through the snow creating many different lines or 'paths' leading out from her bubble. Some straight, some deep and obvious, some light and jagged, some short, some long.
Coincidence or not, he ended at the end of one of these sharp jagged lines as he looked at her, standing a bit off to the side of the deepest, straightest, most obvious line leading to the temple.
"
Hypothetically, of course, right now, what choices do you have over your own life that you probably haven't given thought to?"
With his weapon, he pointed to a wavy line that slowly grew more jagged and sharp, growing fainter before simply vanishing.
Then he hovered over a more pronounced line, on a straighter path but some patches broke it apart, separating. Moments where it didn't exist outside of what came before and after.
The lines he drew were for her to interpret. For her to use. A tool to draw forth ideas and give substance to them.
They were the cards of a tarot reader who already had the answers within.
Elara halted, her boots sinking into the snow’s crumpled canvas as Aliseth etched his speculative paths. His lines sprawled like vines across the white expanse, each one a tributary of possibility.
Choices.
She had made a choice once—one that led her here, that shaped her into the woman standing before him. But when had she last considered the others? The ones left untaken, buried beneath obligation, duty, and love?
Her mind drifted to the princess.
To the trust she’d poured into that void.
A river flowing ceaselessly into a cold desert.
Amaya had never asked for it—never demanded anything but loyalty and Elara’s idea of friendship. Yet the handmaiden had offered more, her devotion a mirror polished too brightly, reflecting only the cracks in her own unmet yearnings. Those hungers, once sharp, had dulled with time, swallowed like stones until they settled heavy and silent in her gut.
Her lips quirked, a ghost of a smile that never reached her eyes.