Her feet landed on the icy surface of the lake surprisingly gracefully, twirling before letting the icy surface carry her halfway across the lake.
Ah jeez, she had really messed up again, hadn't she? For someone who used ice magic, she was the total opposite of the element sometimes. Really, stupid stupid stupid. Goddamn it. She should just go back and do something before that stupid cat did something drastic like spend an hour outside in the cold looking for her. Not only would that make her feel worse, it wasn't good for Maoin to do something like that. Ugh, but if she went back now and walked back on whatever it was they were doing because it was clear Maoin wanted the pettings it'd just make her angry again, and she honestly had no idea why.
...no, of course she knew why. She just was too stubborn to admit it because she was a goddamn idiot that couldn't be honest with herself. Still, Maoin wanted those pets, and she shouldn't let her own jealousy get in the way of Maoins wants. The cat had finally managed to find some friends and had even spoken out of turn for once! That was what she wanted after all.
Ugh. EMOTIONS.
WHY YOU BE DIFFICULT.
"Mistress!"Ah damn it.
Gwynn turned her head to the sound of the voice. The kitten had probably been doing exactly what she had thought she had been doing then. The blond sighed, skating in the direction the cat had been standing it. For the odd second, Gwynn simply stared at the cat, frowning slightly and giving her a not so friendly look before folding her arms and sighing.
"You should have at least put something a little more warm on." Gwynn grunted.
"How many times do I have to tell you to think about yourself more?" Still, the blond shook her head and took a seat next to Maoin, pulling her close to her, but said nothing for the moment.
”Sorry, mistress, that was a bit s-silly of me.” The kitten was truthfully glad that she didn’t have to wait long, but she only looked up when her mistress talked to her. The black haired girl was cold - very cold, she realized. Running around had kept her warm, but now that she was still it was starting to get more than a little chilly for her. Shivering just a bit as she leaned into her mistress, she didn’t say anything for a bit, wondering if her owner had anything to say first. After all, it would be prefered if her mage spoke first.
Gwynn rubbed Maoins shoulder, unsure of what exactly to say. She wasn't exactly smart or very...tactful at these sorts of things if her track record was anything to go by. Which it was. A very good thing to go by.
"Sorry about...err, flipping out back there." Gwynn started.
"Heh, just got a little irritated with them and I guess I sorta took it out on you." Annnd she didn't say anything she wanted too again. Ah, damn it. Well, she at least had time to sort of salvage this now, didn't she? She wasn't any good at this sort of thing. Personal things like this...she tried to start getting better at it, but she didn't think she was improving. A few more silent seconds passed before Gwynn continued.
"...what are you doing out here anyways? You wanted them to pet you, didn't you? Heh, you looked like you were having fun, especially when Lyssa was petting you. I don't think I've ever heard you make a cute noise like that...not outside of other activities, heh."The kitten looked up, blushing a bit at that comment and enjoying the little shoulder rub she was experiencing.
”... Yeah … the pettings feel nice, they always do. Maybe if you were turned into a kitty like me I would show you mistress … and we could pet each other for a few hours ...” A brief smile crossed Maoin’s face as she thought about it, and for a few moments it was clear that was what she was imagining her mage looking like. An absurd thought.
Of course, she wouldn’t let the conversation become sidetracked to her getting pet. It was rather obvious her owner had been very upset about something.
”I left almost as soon as you ran out, getting their addresses in case we had any business with each other in the future. I’ve been looking for you for two hours all around town, wondering where you had gone …” A slight frown crossed her face as she looked around. It should have been rather obvious based on their bond that she had been panicking …
”What bothered you so much? Did I do something wrong, mistress?”Gwynn gave Maoin a silent look, quite unimpressed with the suggestion that she of all people be the one receiving any sort of physical affection in the form of petting. She quickly let the thought go with a sigh, looking out over the lake and trying to help warm the kitten up a bit.
"Wrong? You? Pfft, when have you ever done anything wrong?" The blonde replied. If anyone was at fault here, it was her for both overreacting and getting jealous in the first place.
"Just got annoyed with them."The kitten’s eyes simply looked into those of her mistress.
”Mistress … I do many things wrong. I should have noticed you being annoyed. I …” Truthfully, she actually didn’t know what she could have done. And really, she knew her owner was trying to deflect the conversation.
”... I can’t be a good familiar unless you tell me things. You’ve said you trust me, and that you would tell me everything. Tell me what’s going on. If there’s anything within my power, I will do what I can to help.” The black haired girl’s tail flicked around behind them, making small impressions in the snow as it moved around.
Gwynn looked at the ground, grinding her teeth together. What was wrong? Nothing was wrong, really. The mage sighed, leaning on the kitten as she thought about what she should say. Chances were even if she did come up with something to say she'd completely flub it but she couldn't just not say anything since Maoin asked.
"...they were being uh, awfully flirty in front of us." Gwynn said hesitantly.
"I guess I was just a bit...uhm, jealous." Her fault really, she's the one who told Maoin to get to making the food for them. She reached a hand up and started petting the Kittens head.
"And no, you have never done anything wrong, Maoin. Not even any times I get upset with you. You're already good enough the way you are. You uh, still need to work on the friend thing and doing something other than doting on me all the time. Because ya still do that."The kitten rubbed her head against the pets she was receiving, enjoying herself. By the time they were done, the girl’s tail and arms found themselves around her mistress.
”I know, it’s just hard on me. You know I care about you, mistress.” Still, there was something that confused the kitten.
”What … what exactly was making you jealous? As soon as I em … made my exclamation .... and Mugi started petting me, you sprinted out of the room and it sounded like I had done something wrong. I just finished … um … embracing you … so …” Overall the kitten was finding herself more and more confused the longer the pair spoke to each other.
Gwynn fidgeted slightly where she sat.
"...do I not pet you enough?" She asked, still petting the top of the neko's head, running her hand over one of the kittens ears.
The kitten rubbed her head against her owner, ear twitching happily against the hand that went over this.
”Meeeeeewwww.” Maoin let out a happy noise, but eventually collected herself enough to actually make some sort of comment.
”Not mmeeewww place to ask … but … I could use a bit more, mistress.” After all, while she certainly enjoyed being pet between the legs, it would be nice to be pet for extended periods of time elsewhere as well.
Suddenly the most absurd thought entered the girl’s head, and she actually moved away from her owner’s pettings.
”Is … is this about other people petting me?” The girl seemed to be a little confused at this notion, but she was trying to hide it. It had always seemed like in the past her owner had encouraged physical contact with others.
Gwynn flinched at the question, seeming somewhat disappointed that Maoin moved away from her. She sighed, leaning back and supporting herself with her hands as they made an impression in the snow.
"...Ha, yeah." Gwynn replied, shaking her head, looking up towards the sky.
"Stupid, isn't it? Here I am telling you to get friends and the next I'm getting jealous that you're trying that." She cast a look over to Maoin, giving her a small smile.
"So it's nothing to worry about...me just being an idiot as usual.” Smile turning into a mischievous grin, Gwynn continued.
“But hey, if you wanted to be pet more you just had to ask."The kitten looked at her mistress with a slight frown. She nodded in response to the girl’s final question, but decided to respond to her earlier comment. It had been over a year since they had been together. And this girl STILL hadn’t figured out rule number one of being a familiar.
”Gwynn. I’m only doing this because I love you.” A second later the blonde haired girl would feel a sudden pain on the right side of her face as Maoin slapped her.
The girl actually had a few tears starting to form. She really didn’t want to do that. But it was rather clear that sometimes there was only one way to communicate with her mistress, and that was to physically awaken the brain that was somewhere beneath that thick skull.
”It’s my job to worry about you. I chose to do that when I became your familiar, mistress.” A brief sigh left the girl.
”Listen, I had other, more impressive options to choose when you picked me. And yet I chose to be an adorable little kitten that would hopefully be easy to talk to and tell to do things if you needed to. Please make me believe that decision was at least somewhat effective.”Ow.
"Ow goddamn-sweet fucking baby Kraken in a goddamn reef! What was that for you-you-I'd call you a bitch but aargh!" A slew of colorful curse words left Gwynn's mouth as she was slapped. The kitten could hit surprisingly hard! And with the cold weather, it stung more than a little. The kitten herself was a little surprised at this colorful language, but she kept herself from making a comment.
It caught Gwynn off guard, and for a moment after she managed to get her mouth under control, and could only stare at Maoin in slight disbelief and surprise as the kitten spoke. Gwynn was fully aware that was supposed to be her 'job'. That didn't mean she was ever going to be comfortable with it. Not with how...just cute and defenseless the kitten looked. She simply listened quietly, trying to form words, but failing more spectacularly than usual, silence following for a few seconds when the kitten finished speaking before Gwynn could say anything, lightly holding her right cheek.
"...Maoin," She began with a sigh.
"When I look at you, I see an adorable, defenseless kitten. A defenseless little kitten that I have to worry about or she's going to get hurt. A little innocent kitten that doesn't need to handle the problems of some idiot who can't even handle personal relationships that well. I can't help it. If something were to happen to you because of me, I'd never be able to live with myself." She removed her hand from her cheek, unsure of what else she could say.
"I'm not saying that you should have picked another form, but...I don't want you to worry about me. I can't help it. I know you're supposed to, but it makes me worry that you worry. Worry that you're going to do something stupid like you just did and run after me in freezing goddamn weather without even putting a jacket or something on and get hurt."The kitten paused for a moment .... the blonde haired girl knew of her powers as her mistress … right? She’d go back to that in a second, but first she needed to mention something else.
”Perhaps if my mistress didn’t run out of the building like it was on fire, I wouldn’t have. I’m more capable than you think I am ...” The girl prevented herself from bringing up the promise of sword training from earlier.
”... and mistress. I don’t think this involved fighting a dragon or some sort of hellhound. Can you explain … why seeing another pet me made you upset? Have a bit of mercy on this poor, adorable, defenseless kitten and help her out so she doesn’t have to worry as much?” Of course, she was making a little fun of herself towards the end there.
"I already said I was jealous that you wanted to be pet by them." Gwynn replied, unsure what more of an explanation Maoin could possibly want.
The kitten looked back at her, letting out another sigh. She’d have to phrase this differently.
”I mean, can you tell me why me wanting to be pet by them makes you feel jealous?” There was a variety of reasons why, and the girl wanted to hear what it was. Or maybe she already knew, and Maoin just wanted to hear her say it.
Gwynn fidgeted uncomfortably. Had Maoin always been so...insistent? It was refreshing, but damn it she didn't want to be on the receiving end of it.
The kitten sighed. Apparently her owner had the full intention of keeping things quiet, for whatever reason. After giving her a little bit of pleading eyes, Maoin decided to have mercy on her mistress.
”Mistress. I’m assuming you don’t want anyone else doing things … more than petting, either?”Gwynn's face reddened a little bit at the question. Of course she minded.
"What you do in your free time isn't any of my business." But it wasn’t like she could tell Maoin she couldn't if she wanted too.
The kitten rolled her eyes. There wasn’t really a way to get her to say anything, even after slapping her across the face. But Maoin had a few guesses.
”Mistress. You promised you would tell me everything.” Of course, she knew the answer. But if her owner would ever be someone of consequence … she’d have to get comfortable with requesting things. This was one of them.
”I’m - I’m not exactly sure how you intend on ordering a crew around if you can’t give a cat one, Captain Mistress.” That was pushing it a bit, but hopefully it would give the mage a little perspective.
"I am telling you everything!" Gwynn retorted with a huff and a small glare.
"And I can give orders just fine! Because they would at least be able to handle them! I tell them where to shoot and how to steer the ship, and they do what they do best. I don't need to manage every little detail as long as they do their job." Gwynn said, folding her arms. There was no need for her to do things like that. She'd be the captain. She'd be the one making sure they had a goal and how to get to that goal, and everyone else would do what they would be best at.
The kitten frowned slightly as she abandoned her attempt at making an analogy. Clearly, she had pushed a little too far. Her ears fell just slightly, her tail slowing in it’s movement. Her owner would feel a small impact as the cat leaned back into her, rubbing her head slightly on the taller woman’s shoulder.
”Mistress. It’s alright to be a little possessive of me, for whatever the reason. I belong to you. I won’t let anyone else do more than … hugging me, alright? I can handle that, okay?”Gwynn simply wrapped an arm around Maoin again, resting her head on hers.
"...yeah, that's fine." She had to resist the urge to say if that's what she wanted.
"...want to stay here for a bit? I still haven't build a snow fort since the last one was destroyed."The kitten looked up at her owner, reaching into the small bag she brought and handing the contents within over to her mistress.
”Cookies. For you, mistress. You should eat something before creating another battleship.” Truthfully Maoin always kept something tasty to eat around.
As she waited to see what would happen, she lowered her head into the world’s best lap, closing her eyes and rubbing her face lightly against her owner’s thigh, hoping she’d get a few pettings before they assailed someone else.
"Deal!" Gwynn said with a grin, without warning standing up with excitement.
"Come oon, up and you think I can't order anyone around I'll show you! On your feet kitten we got a ship to build! You'll get all your pettings after it!" She pulled Maoin to her feet, grinning brightly.
”Meeew!” The startled cat let out an excited cry as suddenly she was face planting the snow, and then getting yanked up to what amounted to a standing position. With a smile on her face, she finally replied.
”Yes mistress!”