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I am experienced and over 18+. I prefer original pairings and concepts. If you have an RP idea please PM me. We all have lives outside this site I am no exception, any other questions please PM me.

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Eye of the beholder

Sya just nodded to that, there was no answers needed and she felt the other woman truly understood her nature. "We can watch out for each other, and keep each other safe." Sya said with an firm voice and maybe a little hope, Sya had an impulsive idea but resisted it. A friend, a friend was something she greatly valued. Sya did not want to just be protected, but she could try and help her friend out too.


Safe... A word so long disassociated from the pale woman now being used so freely felt, like she might wake from the nightmare of her life. Lost in the fresh new possibilities the single word implied. Certain a word her own people had used to describe the nightmare in the red keep. Her rule while fair was one that gave birth to the peoples fear and that fear was what she fed on night after night. Growing cold as she donned the mantel of monster, demon, and death to her people. In this singular moment the white haired woman felt that heavy mantel slip from her weary shoulders. Lost to her flight of fantasy she failed to heed the words mentioned of cost, coachmen, or trouble instead smiling completely smitten for some time and nodding to the syllables.

To this news Olivia was surprised. She had lived her life after the turn in darkness. So much so that her cycles of hiding from the light had become second nature and now there was no need? Normally the dark creature would have been very skeptical about such a bold statement. The training of her father would have demanded she investigate the information at once! Yet... the nightmare was caught up in a whirlwind of those tiny bats beneath her very pale skin.

“You might find me in your bed if you keep talking so sweetly and acting so temptingly..”

How freely she thought the way commoners confessed without trappings or decorum they expressed their intentions so boldly it made the monster hesitate out of surprise, it would last a mere tick between seconds as she, the creature of nightmares let her icy exterior melt like the snow in spring. The bashful smile played one the woman's visage as she looked at her Sya with a deep longing. Letting her new friend trace her own lines with the warm soft fingertip. "Would that be so bad?" Her own voice a sultry whisper. "The nights are so long..." Tilting her face away to let the tavern keeper see the soft contours of her milk colored neck and how the lines connected to other, more intimate curves. Where she a normal woman Olivia was certain she would have felt a shiver up her spine at such an intimate moment, instead she sat there like a statue of marble in adoration of the beautiful Sya's attentions. Leaving the creature feeling like a creation of art receiving the final brush strokes from the master indulging their latest work of passion.

Her ruby eyes casting shy glances at the blue jewel and the features below the heavenly gaze. In the moment the nightmare faded and the dawn of her life seemed just over the horizon. Whatever dream this was she begged the gods silently to never let Olivia wake. The pale lady forced herself to breath through slightly parted lips still moist from her Sya's affection. For the first time in a long, long time, the nightmare didnt think of feeding, or any dark misgivings. There was a warmth quickly spreading from her chest outward, not from heat, but born of desire.

A quiet whisper Olivia replied, "No more questions..." She sighed as the dark monster encircled her prey with both arms and tenderly pulling her friend Sya to her own figure. When the new found friend so boldly placed her very life in her hands and in her lap she swooned like never before. Allowing her to gently, slowly lean in to every kiss, summitted to every embrace, and shared in ever tenderness. As close as two could become....

Even as the lady lay there, her arms never fully releasing Olivia's friend as if their distance would break the dreamscape she found herself in. Loving kisses to the warm skin of Sya's neck as she cuddled in the afterglow. The monster felt the soft whisper of the pit from within, pleading for a taste. Holding onto her friend Olivia told it no in her mind. Never! This would be the one thing she would keep pure! Free from her hunger, no matter how tempted, or so very close... Oliva would feel her eyes roll and her lungs expand taking in the scent of her meal. So easy it would be to just, the ruby eyes flashed open as she quickly regained control. The pit howled in her mind for food, to slowly drink deep the life that lingered in the arms of the monster. With a silent quiver of her lips she flinched denying that part of her the satisfaction of a easy meal. Denied its feast, the darkness within her growled. Burying her face in the earthen brown hair she tried to hide from the nightmare that was herself. The dark hunger that clawed at her even now in her beautiful dream. Trying her best to protect the few remaining bats that still flew in her chest from the hungry endless void.

Eventually she would have to rise, to dress, and go about the town. Donning the mantel of lady, seeing to the reasons she had traveled so far to the newly formed realm. Yet in the arms of Sya she wanted to live out her life, to just be a simple woman lost in the moment forever, end of times, come what may. The ruby eyes looking over every facet of the rare beauty in her bed with smitten affections. Choosing selfish desire Olivia stayed in the bed refusing to move for as long as she could fighting her inner demon and the threats it so quietly whispered to the pale woman's soul. The very selfish Olivia sighed quietly as the monster embraced her lover so tenderly.

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Eye of the beholder

The woman's request was rather simple of less candles and guessed that she also had a sensitivity to the light and found what she needed far less than before the blight had turned them, she still missed food, water was still unavoidable but food was something she no longer needed. Emotions and energy.. were not as satisfying as what she cooked in some sense. “Of course, I feel the same, I keep my rooms so.” Sya snuffed out most of the candles bringing the room to a soothing darkness that would probably disconcert one of the living.

As the light in the room dimed to no more than a few soft glowing spots about the room she felt more comfortable. It reflected in the pale woman's normal resting face than that of the squinting one from earlier. Giving a gentle smile of approval. The tavern woman's willingness to accommodate her guest was quite enjoyable to see. To her Olivia was just a simple patron no titles or airs and yet she still helped out a stranger in need. The creatures chest felt light with the effort on her behalf. There was something so simple and honest about the moment where Olivia felt herself more so than years past. Indeed being around Sya let her relax to a level the lady had truly missed. "That is better thank you." The lady's voice hinted with kind inflections.

Sya blushed when she noticed the woman's gaze turned to her, she seemed to follow her and had no fear of her eye, ears and even seemed to welcome it. The gesture of tucking a hair behind her ear was so very normal, the lady was well shockingly normal, if you could call any of their kind normal. But it was simple, a gesture you could see anywhere anytime. Her heart that probably did not beat as fast as before picked up a pace, so close she could smell the lady wore a scent and the subtle smell the furs had left on her clothes, the fact was plain. Whatever this woman was, she was curious and pushed through her nerves, Dawn Haven was all about second chances even for those who were considered monsters by many.

Olivia was so close it was conspiratorial, she was inches away now, the proximity was both the most scary and exciting thing she recalled recently. I want you… that was a bold statement but somehow Sya was honestly tired, she pretended to be normal for wider people, Sunni had let her be open but this was different. “I… I have seen them, I am glad you have not. I came close, in those forests, the howls, they drew to me, things… pulled at my mind's own corners… but somehow I kept my head. I am truly glad I am your first.” Sya was genuine and she revealed more detail than she had told almost anyone, it felt lighter somehow. Easier, then the implication of her word choice came to mind and blushed, memories of… no, not that right now. That was a different time in a hay loft.

“I was never magically trained, I had to figure it all out… I'm still unsure if I understand it, surely. But I can try.” Sya broke into a smile a faint one but it reached her eye and she was rather expressive. I'm the gesture. “That's quite a story. I fled my home with almost nothing, what little I could scavenge. I am maybe the last of that place. The Borderlands, I am one of the border folk, we are a rare kin now alas even ember Kin. So much is now blighted.” She said with a little sigh, they lay now heavily in the blight zone and she had felt no desire to enter it again, however immune to its effects and toxins. She did not know how she could refuse if Prince asked her though.


The lady's voice was calm and cool like the night air through an open window. "I confess that magic is not my area. I dont know most of what I can or could do. It's more like a instinct or reflex. I have been able to learn restraint and even that is not as polished as I would like. I know you can understand when I say it is hard to find people who would willingly allow us to practice on." Olivia gave the brown haired woman a shy glance admitting her weaknesses was something again her father taught her from the time of her being a child never to do and yet, she couldnt help herself it seemed around Sya. Was it an ability of the giant blue eye to coax the truth or just her own desire to be free of carrying the burdensome secrete for so long, the ruby eyes creature cared not. Olivia ran to her friends openness with full speed never wanting to be so isolated ever again. Sya was going to be her dear friend, she just had to be!

“I was worse than homeless for too long, until Dawn haven… A merchant helped fund all this, but I am its keeper and left it to my hand.” She glossed over what she did to survive, it was far from a light topic but she wanted to live more than they did. Gesturing to the building with a proud expression. She said mode than she thought, her hands rolling the fabric of a skirt between two pale fingers with hands that seen a less comfortable life.

“I would appreciate that, their are others here but.. some Who do know, I do not feel yet able to trust myself, they serve the Royals directly and … I am still cautious of them. My people were left to die by them… they ignored us, as we sent message and messengers.” Sya was honest, deeply honest and risked opening up herself, an open… well if the eyed were windows to the soul, Sya had a rather large gate. A gate that opened a crack as its iron hinges swung slowly. A crack that let out a fierce emotion and a hot fire that she usually kept locked up tightly.

She talked of her sight , how she could see in the night like prevention in darkness black and how the world was a… pallete of not colour In the darkest night but greys and tinged almost blue. How she could almost see something but could not put her mind to understand it, there were hidden layers and an… another layer that had yet to reveal itself.

Sya talked maybe too much but her heart felt lighter and listened intently to what she said about he needs and plans. But Sya felt a hand in her lap and made a choice, maybe a dangerous one but she had died… what was much after being dead? Fuck it. She died once, she had lived through hell.. why not…

Sya moved her own smaller hand and turned It to interlock smaller hand with Olivia's, intrigued how both their skin was cooler and the fact that her nails felt dangerously sharp, hard but also did not hurt Sya.

Olivia felt herself becoming closer to Sya with every hardship the young woman confessed. The lady wanted to kidnap her and carry the blue eyed girl far from here back to her lands and pamper her like some beloved pet. The royals here seemed to be a far cry to her own rule of justice and fairness. How could someone just let their people die so carelessly? It made her smooth brow furrow to hear such things from those in stations far above her own. She would have words about this after more information was gathered of course. A creature yet still her fathers daughter and his lessons were ingrained into her very sole whether Olivia cared for them or not. It was time for her formal introduction except that would mean she would have to formally announce herself to the area, and that might break her friendship prematurely. "That sounds very brutal. You really are a strong flower to have blossomed under such hardships." The tenderness in her voice carried with it the feelings of sincerity of her words. The creature pursed her full lips in thought on how to best handle such a delicate situation. Her new found friendship was far more important then the decorum of some royals who let their people die so carelessly. Yes they could wait, Sya would have to come first. She watched silently as the tavern woman took her fingers and interlaced the warmer slender digits made her sigh ever so quietly. Certainly no one at the keep would dare to touch the nightmare for fear of losing their soul yet here in the tavern she was making a simple connection that Olivia had always been so envious of common folk for.

How hard it was for the ruby eyed nightmare to not pull Sya close and comfort her from the dark like two lost girls in the woods. A deep stirring in her chest like a dozen tiny bats flapping wildly within her chest as she listened on to the destitute servant girls strife living in the streets like a foul creature. In her lands if there were homeless then they were put to work and given a wage even if it was to patrol the streets at night or clean the land for farming families it was a wage they could claim from the holdings and in turn produced a tie to the land and the families that worked it. Far be it for anyone who knew of the demon of the keep to cross those within its boarders. So peace through fear as her father had always suggested was actually a decent way to rule.

The mentioning of the girls blue eye allowed the demon next to her to boldly gaze into its depth. It was so beautiful to Olivia. Held captive by its grandeur, the lady knew why it had such a deep impact after living in the shadows of her keep for so long not wanting to frighten her people she hid and now beneath this radiant jewel she felt completely exposed! There was nowhere to hide from its gaze and the pale lady felt so deliciously revealed when Sya looked at her, almost to the point of being trapped. More tiny bats fluttered about within her chest.

Lost in her own selfish thoughts Olivia nearly failed to pay attention to the information she wanted to know. This Sya was a treasure she had to keep safe at all costs. The two coachmen it seemed would be staying a bit longer then she had planned. There were other creatures here? In the town boarders?! A protective instinct for her Sya grew as did her black nails albeit slightly as it concerned to her nails.

“You have it. I will call you friend.” Sya said, repeating self when she realized she deviated from the common tongue of her former homeland. It is almost said as an oath than a statement.

The snow white haired woman's eyes went wide at the words! Without court trappings or royal titles she had made a friend all on her own! So utterly ecstatic to the new friend she half caught and suppressed a squeal to where it sounded like one of those tiny bats deep in her chest, cried out for joy. Looking away Olivia took a second to regain her composure, even though all she wanted to do was to hug her friend ever so tightly. The creature from under the bed of her peoples homeland was now with a friend which brought the grand total to two. When her face returned to meet Sya it was of a simple warm smile. "I would like this very much Sya. I will also be your friend and no matter the hardship I want you to lean on me as much as you like." Her body froze not trying to imply things or deeper meanings yet the loosely worded statement she realized invited all manner of misunderstandings. Brave faced she let them stand, if Sya, her friend wished for there to me more to them then the simple kindness, well so much the better.

“I have to run the Inn, but I will help you in my spare time, this room… and the room your coachman has. I can do.. a … longer. term. Lease. Yes.?” Sya said she was still unsure of the wording but gestured. “If you wish, I keep it for you, the basement… has room for goods, and strong room? If you need.” Sya said, wondering if her wording was right.
“I do not know why, but I feel like I should help you, like… something important…” Sya shook her head unsure, the big blue eye of hers was confused but content in a way that could not be hidden. Looking at the red eyes of Olivia, she have the hand a gentle press and well. Sunni made her Mistress…it was her choice… and she made it. Olivia she would aid. “I Live up, near the back. There's a stair back near the way down to the bar, if not, my office is on the hall to mine and the merchants personal rooms. You are welcome to find me there if needed.” She smiled at that, she was proud, her office, her ledger. her quill and ink she practiced so hard to learn to list the accounts.

The pale lady with the faint pink tone to her milk cheeks smiled deviously at the thoughts in her head. "Yes, please come to me and I will see you are well compensated for the rooms." The ruby eyed girls voice sounded a little eager for Sya to visit and talk more. Pausing to reel in the excitement, she continued with a very friendly smile. "My coachmen can help out during the day for tavern chores. I think they would also be happy to find things to do instead of being kept in their room while I rested." Olivia didnt really sleep per say but having people think they could enter the room and possibly expose her to light would be... problematic. "They are brothers, the burly one with dark red hair is john while the one with bright red hair is Alex. They are two of.. the most trustworthy coachmen you'll find. I will ask them to find you for things you may need done. Since I will be extending my stay here for the foreseeable future."

Talking of more light topics, fell to explain dawn Haven, some of its characters and some of the gossip she picked up, such as Lunaris soldiers, to be careful of winged blightborn, but not fear him and lesser topics.

“Anything in particular you want to know?” Sya never really noticed she had not let go of the other woman's hand, nore they shifted closer over time.

And.. Sya did something impulsive. She closed her large blue eye. “Forgive me, but I died once, I saw fire consume the wolf and man conjoined I was treated worse than a beggar, and i… I thought no one would ever be truly comfortable with me.” Sya perspective and her very nature and... deep something changed that day, the day the blight took her, and now she did not hesitate when she saw a chance because who knew if she would ever get one again.


The pale nightmare watched intently as her friend made such a deep confession. Her own face turning to sympathy as she held onto as one of the few human qualities like a priestess's rosary. Her fingers moved slowly caressing the warm skin of her friends hand. "How long are the days here?" Her voice quiet and sincere. "My friend I promise that for as long as you so desire I shall hold you close, and protect you form those dark nightmares."

Sya leaned over the short distance, a matter of inches and leaned up cutely to kiss Olivia. A soft and tentative one as she felt the gentle strands of white Cheekily nudging it from her ear.


Though she could catch a bird in mid flight Olivia watched frozen to Sya's movements toward her. Loosing the focus, her breathing stopped as the brown haired blue eyed girl leaned in closer and closer. So bold it scared Olivia a little. Yet when the full lips of the tavern keeper pressed themselves to the nightmare she impulsively squeezed the warm hand in her own. The ruby eyes bashfully glancing at her friend as the free hand moved up to her lips and with just the tips of her fingers felt the spot where the kiss made its mark. The tiny bats went wild within the cage of flesh. In a simple gesture Oliva hoped her friend would understand the meaning, slowly she carried her friends hand to her lips giving the back of Sya's hand a tender kiss before turning it over and kissing her open palm and smiled with a nod.

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Alex and his brother had gotten quite drunk as told to by their lady who for whatever reason retired early. Arm in arm they steadied each other to their room and not caring to lock their door John who had been less eager to be the victim tried to drink more than his brother. There was simply no way he wanted to be sober for whatever she had in mind. The images of the lady slowly climbing out of the carriage was more then enough to feed a dozen nightmares. Where ever she was he just hoped the person was deserving of their lady's attention.

Before they could feel the beds embrace or the softness of their pillows they were sawing logs with John having made it to the bed, and Alex on the floor scaring the mice. Both still fully clothed and oblivious to the rest of the evenings on goings.

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Eye of the beholder

“Sunni? Na'ri had the bar. Just sorting rooms.” Was Sya's first reply as she turned around to see the woman from downstairs. The … woman from downstairs. Her brain had to do a switch a second to fully engage back before she could reply. “Sorry, I'm…still preparing the room miss.” she said automatically at first. The woman's hood was down now though and could see in the candle burning in the room for lights, skin paler even than her own and strikingly bright red eyes that made her stop. Striking and … she unlike few others had met Sya gaze prior, was not afraid of her eye. Unlike Sya her hair seemed to have turned white or perhaps it was pale before…

Olivia Kept her pale face tilted away from the innkeeper as she smiled shyly casting glances at her from across the room. Forcing herself to breathe more often which she learned caused her skin to become a pale pink in its hue. The lady leaned heavily against the door at first before shifting her weight to her feet and moving very slowly to the bed in the room. "Might I ask for less candles? The light ...is too bright." The woman's voice soft and warm much like her cloak instead of texture her voice reflected the comfort in her tone. Reaching the edge of the bed the ruby eyes stole another glance at her ...room mate. The new term feeding the devious smile on her full lips.

Sya had seen other blight born but you never knew what another one was like, some far more animal than human, barely able to tell friend from foe. Dawn Haven was one of few places she had seen more than a handful of their kind in a single place. Most in Dawn Haven where the … safe kind if you could call them safe, the true monsters would be driven away or killed. Few even blighted themselves could blame that attitude.

The revealed attire of the woman was rather normal, a finer cut than her own and material she could ill afford but travelling clothes akin to many others. The dark skirt, corset looked nice despite their more muted tones and were fitted nicely. Standing up Sya also noted the woman was a few inches taller than the Innkeeper herself.


Olivia let her face turn to Syraeia soaking in every detail. The slender slope of her neck the plushness of her lips, the earthen brown hair, and of course the most fascinating feature, the big blue eye like a window into heaven staring at her now from the side of the room. It felt as if the gods had made this woman just for her. After being hidden for so long and subjects scared at times to gaze at the lady of the keep now in this part of the world was a creature like she who had no trouble gazing at her visage so openly, so fearless. This feeling so fresh and tantalizing covered her from hear to toe. Unclasping the cloak to place on the bed the pale lady softly chewed at her lower lip before tucking some loose strands behind an ear.

The second part really caught her guard down, her name was Olvia, a first name even without title or such. A rather personal gesture for a better, and then she asked to sit down and talk, the tone, the wording. She was asking Sya, no command or expectation… turning bodily to face the woman pepper, no Olivia in fact. “Syraeia, or Sya if you like.” She forced herself to be steady, forced herself to think. That big blue eye blinked and she nodded and sat on the bed's edge. Why did she want to talk, what did she want?


Her own nerves came as she ran a hand through the rather intricate braids and stick that kept her brown hair in place, the natural pressure held it all tight without need of more expensive pins and such. “Please, If you would talk with an innkeeper.” She gestured next to her. “If we cannot show our true self to a blight, who can we?” She said more boldly than felt and the glow in her eye returned with her feeling of hope. Yes, hope. Maybe she could explain more of the blight, maybe she knew more of why she was cursed so or why the blight would return her but wipe out all her family and village bar perhaps 2.


There was a chair by the small desk in the room for writing and yet the blight borne choose to sit on the bed. Olivias eyes grew wide for a moment seeing the bold gesture from the slender tavern woman. The lady wondered... before shaking her head softly dismissing the thought. Taking a seat no more than half an arms length from the other woman. A sweet smile and glance as a gesture of appreciation. Her hands fidgeting with the black fingernails nervously. There was no court or reception hall so she broke with decorum, the rebellious feeling that followed felt good.

“Why the interest in me, I desire to be, but am no lady of wealth or influence with the beautiful dresses and bright robes? I been without, its much easier with.” The words were out her mouth before she could stop herself, before she could think and before she could hide… Sya was entirely honest about her desire to be more than just… she wanted more, wanted to be the one in fine clothes and maybe earn more respect, maybe have to hide less…maybe be seen for someone to be with? Someone worthy of care?


As Syraeia spoke the pale woman leaned in just a little. "You are the first person like me I have ever seen. I had always heard tales of blight borne beig mindless savages, blood thristy monsters, yet I find you tending to travelers at an inn. I never would have imagined there might be someone like me and so unlike the stories one hears. I want you," She paused looking away her hands clenching the fabric of her skirt waiting for the feeling of embarrassment to leave her chest over the poor word choice before continuing. "It would be nice to talk to you about our condition. Perhaps together we may find out more of our selves in similarities and our differences." Olivia listened to her new room mate speak of desires and private wishes. "If things go as I plan then I will be relocating here in a fortnight or two. I will need many things. A room, food for my guests, a friend of discretion who I could count on to gather things and be trust worthy enough to take messages to the prince on my behalf during the day time." Giving a pause as her face tilted down a little. "I may look like this but I'm not a mindless monster. I think if you would give me the chance I could be your friend. I would like that very much." She glanced at Syraeia with some hope.

That was all a dream though, she still almost felt herself run, the desire to hide, people did not normally voluntarily sit those close to one of a Blight affliction knowingly like this in private.

Olivia took the leap of faith and slowly with her pale hand placed it into the tavern girls lap. "If you, my friend could arrange things for me during the day, tell me things about this town, then I could help you with the things your heart desires."

But she held her nerve, this was no ordinary woman, she would resist that Instinct, and talk with this strikingly pale lady as she saw her close up. Iris was red as blood and could see the blue veins in her exposed flesh.


Blight born has to breathe… maybe not eat but much as people claimed…they were dead…alive…it got confusing. However long, she still had little understanding but what she could learn herself.


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