@Enkryption Alright bud I'm kinda sick of the shit I've been dealing with this week. I was trying to not to complain as much as I have y'know maybe to give people a break. (My problems are my own and they shouldn't be yours so I removed that part. And the way I began my response was rather aggressive.)
I am sorry about my complaining and in the future I'm just going to shut my trap, seems I say shit that comes out worse than I think. Apologies.
EDIT: But it is no excuse for my behavior as of late, no matter what I'm dealing with I haven't the right to expect things to happen so I think I will do as you suggest and be proactive. It is good advice that you offered, that I will take. I shouldn't just expect things to trigger, it never works. And in hindsight you were offering me genuine advice rather than your criticism so I apologize for taking it personally.
Once again, sorry for my antics. I've been nothing but an asshole lately and I really need to learn to take things better, and more importantly leave my own personal issues at the door. I shouldn't let it reflect on other people because it causes issues like this.