False Prophet

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Tally Hall - Hidden In The Sand

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A Strange Letter To Myself {My Weird Vents}

Warning: This deals with serious topics such as depression and suicide.

This is going to be everywhere, but I’ll organize it the best I can. I guess this short piece of writing is a vent, but... I don't think it's a conventional vent.

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I think I’m going to be okay.

I used to want to kill myself. I used to wish that I'd fall asleep and never wake up. I wanted to die because I was in so much pain that I felt stuck in an endless cycle of complete misery. Even now, I'm still severely depressed but I refuse to die at my own hand. Why I have suddenly stopped wanting to commit suicide even though my situation hasn't changed much is beyond me. I think it just clicked and I finally found my will to live.

Even if I’m in agony, I won’t do it. I’ve promised myself that I won’t end my own life because I understand how painful that is to others. I understand how it can hurt people. I understand what it can do. The very last thing I want is to truly hurt those that I care about so much. Suicide won’t end my pain, instead, it’ll transfer to others like a disease. That won’t fix anything. So I’ve got to keep going and I’m not going to lie, it’s going to be hard, but it’ll pay off.

I’ll struggle, I’ll probably struggle a lot, but it’ll be part of the process. I want to recover from the diseases that have enveloped my mind over the past few years. I know that all I really want is a way out. I want to feel truly happy again. I want relief. I know it’ll be a long road ahead and recovery won’t be instant, but if I can be cured then I’m going to take that chance. If I can’t help myself, then I’ll help others. Maybe I’ll learn how to heal that way. Maybe it’ll help.

My will to continue living may sound cheesy and pretentious but it's my love and compassion for those who cared about me when I hated myself. I know that I'm not a waste of time and space because of them. They helped open my eyes and helped me breathe when I was drowning in my depression and self-loathing. They gave me a reason to keep going. I want to thank them because without them I'd probably be dead. If no one cared then I am certain that I would've committed suicide.

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You’ve got to keep fighting. If you do, I know you’ll get rid of it. You’ll triumph over this malady. It’s not an impossible task.

Stick to this, please. You’ve still got a life to live and a story to tell. You can and will win this battle.

Don’t give up on yourself, because someone out there believes in you.

Your pain will end, you're going to be okay.

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If you are suicidal, seek help from a professional or call a suicide prevention hotline. Someone out there cares about you.

~Beautiful Betrayal~ My character art. :D

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Felix's Character Dump [WIP]

(I have no clue how to insert images lol help)

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Coda Ashter

Full Name
-Coda Ashter

Nicknames
-None

Age
-17 years

D.O.B.
-10/11/2000

Gender
-Male

Orientation
-Homosexual

Species
-Human

”Not going to lie, that is actually kind of terrifying.”

Height
-5’6 ft

Weight
-135 lbs

Build
-Slim

Skin Tone
-Tanned

Eyes
-Emerald Green
-(possessed) Pale yellow with vertical slit pupils

Hair
-Spiked Jet-black hair

Scars
-No noticeable scars

Tattoos/Markings
-A small pentagram on the back of his lower neck, hidden by the red scarf he wears. He received this “tattoo” after making a sort of deal or bargain with a demon.

Other features/Characteristics
-Noticeably larger canine teeth, almost fang-like.

”Am I really that short? Is this why nobody takes me seriously? Shit.”

Casual Outfit
-White or blue t-shirt, light brown bomber style jacket with a pentagram shaped patch on the left breast, denim jeans or gray pants, red or black shoes, and a red scarf.

Formal Attire
-He doesn’t do anything or go anywhere formal lmao.

”Me? No, I would never do something as obscene as that. Iv on the other hand definitely would.”

Personality
-Coda can be a bit of an idiot because he is overly trusting with almost anyone. He likes to give people the benefit of the doubt and believes wholeheartedly in second chances. Coda is naturally curious and tends to stumble into things blindly but always with the best intentions. Coda is rather awkward and easily flustered. It was difficult to drill into his thick skull that bad people and beings do exist until he met Iv.

-Iv is a malevolent demon who was “accidentally’’ summoned by Coda during his desperate attempt to contact the dead. Iv is shrewd, clever, and extremely manipulative. They specialize in the possession of others. Along with being witty, Iv is also rather lewd and obscene. They posses Coda frequently, during these possessions Coda has no control over himself whatsoever and Iv does what they please while in control. While possessed, Coda’s personality alters drastically. He becomes much more like Iv, very cunning, charismatic and rather flirty.

-Coda may hate Iv, but they've come to terms with each other. Almost like an awkward friendship. Almost.

Likes
-Close friends
-Good dogs
-Music (Alternative Rock)

Dislikes
-Iv
-Liars
-Iv again.

Habits
-Seemingly uncontrolled flirting (Possessed)
-Talking to the invisible demon
-Spacing out

Strengths
-Pretty
-Much
-Nothing

Weaknesses
-Combat
-Rolling a Charisma saving throw
-Anything that requires wisdom (this kid is a bit of an idiot)

Stats

Intelligence
5/10 (regular)
7.5/10 (possessed)

Endurance
7/10 (constant)

Strength
6.5/10 (constant)

Charisma
4/10 (regular)
8.5/10 (possessed)

Agility
6.5/10 (constant)

Perception
5/10 (regular)
7.5/10 (possesed)

”God dammit, Iv.”

Siblings
-None

Parents
-Jonathan Ashter (Father)
-Elizabeth Ashter (Mother, deceased)

Friends
-Micah A. (17, male, closest friend)
-Alex R. (17, female, friend)
-Danny J. C. (15, male, friend)
-Hope C. S. (15, female, acquaintance)

Backstory
-Coda was born in eastern Texas and lived there for about 12 years until his mother died in December 2013 from a car crash. At the end of the school year and after his mother’s death, he and his father moved out of state to upstate New York where a majority of his father’s family resided in the summer of 2014.
-Coda, riddled with grief from his loss, turned odd coping mechanisms. He became interested in contacting spirits and the dead all throughout the summer and fall of 2014.
-During some time in the October of 2014, Coda summoned a demon named Iv who had promised to let him see his mother again in exchange of have partial control over him. Coda agreed with the conditions. Naturally Iv had lied, no demon has the power to fully bring back the dead, but by the time Coda found out it was far too late. Iv had already taken control of Coda and there was not much he could do about it.
-For about the next 5 years, Coda had to learn how to cope with his new and rather unpleasant alter ego. Coda never told anyone the exact truth about Iv until he was 16, before then, many were under the impression that he had a very odd case of split personality disorder. That was not the case. Exorcisms seem to have no effect on dispelling Iv since they did not forcefully take control of Coda, Coda allowed Iv to possess him on his free will when they made the deal.

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What Are You Listening To?

Tally Hall - &
Genre: Alternative rock
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