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6 mos ago
Current I feel deep grief for the people I have hurt in a variety of ways over the years -- I'm so sorry I had to disappear to find a way to stay alive.
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4 yrs ago
"that time I thought I could not go any closer to grief without dying" ~mary oliver, heavy
4 yrs ago
I need more coffee
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Bio

I drink too much coffee. I love cats. I'm hella bisexual. I play a lot of D&D. I'm a full time student, future high school English teacher. My favorite shows are Teen Titans, She-Ra and the Princesses of Power, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Code Lyoko....there's a definite pattern here. I read a lot. My username is from Watership Down, my favorite book of all time.

I used to RP all the time in middle school/high school, I won a few Fanfiction contests in my day, and am just getting back into roleplaying/writing. Fantasy, science fiction, modern, I'm game for pretty much anything. I love incorporating romance, definitely enjoy a little steam, open to any pairings (MxM, FxF, MxF) and can write any side.

Roleplay Interests:
-Warriors
-Modern Fantasy
-Modern Romance
-Medieval Fantasy
-Dragonriders of Pern
-Tortall
-Avatar: The Last Airbender
-Post-Apocalyptic
-Pretty much anything fantasy/science fiction

Most Recent Posts

Started a post, got a migraine, so sorry -- will be posting tomorrow. Sorry y'all for the massive delay on my end, I feel awful, life has been so hard :(
ok things have calmed down with my mom a little bit, again I am SO SORRY for the delay as it's definitely Stonefall's turn, I will post tomorrow night I promise!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hi y’all, yes I’m so sorry I’m hoping to post soon, mom has been in and out of the hospital…my deepest apologies
Hi everyone I'm still here....taking care of my mom, she's ill and having surgery, will try and post as soon as I can...love and light to you all, I've loved the posts I've seen so far!
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THESE TWO ARE SO CUTE I JUST CAN'T ;w; XD


I KNOWWW they are so cute :3 :3

okay I got a quick post out, I'm about to head out of town on a family trip so I'll be AFK until next Monday!!! So if the plot needs to progress without Stonefall I tried to leave it in a place for him to just listen to what's happening :3 have a great week everyone!!!!
Stonefall: WillowClan Camp

Interacting with: @The Elvenqueen


Stonefall had lost himself in thought as he waited for Fernstar to speak, his claws reflexively digging into the cold earth. But then he scented something familiar approaching, turned his head to see Spidernose delicately sitting next to him, her flank brushing against his, and for a moment he forgot about all of his problems. There was only Spidernose’s warm body against him, her tail draped over his tail and he instinctively let out a quiet purr.

He twined his tail a little more tightly around hers, an acknowledgment of the current that had been quietly running between them for what felt like moons at this point. But being Deputy had been a difficult challenge, something he hadn’ tbeen prepared for and didn’t want to fail, so he hadn’t let himself dream. And yet...here she was, as though she knew anxiety and self doubt were coursing through him.

Ancestors above, she really is perfect…

He turned his head towards her ever so slightly, not wanting to draw too much attention away from Fernstar and what she was going to say. He kept his low voice quiet, nothing more than a quiet murmur as he spoke.

”Thank you. And I want you to know that no matter what happens...I will always have your back,” and gave her the softest nudge with his nose to her neck, keeping his tail wrapped with hers as he turned back to watch Fernstar and wait for her to speak, sitting as tall as he could, bolstered by Spidernose’s strength at his side.
I'm sorry I couldn't help it I ship it so much skskhskjghjdgdhjfdghj plus poor Stone seems like he needs a hug sort of...a tail hug? rn XD


I AM DYING I SHIP IT SO HARD AHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm going to write a super fast response for Stonefall before I head out of town for the week because I CAN'T LEAVE SPIDERNOSE HANGING
Posted, sorry it was a little short, life has been a lot lately! Just a heads up that I'm going out of town tomorrow for a funeral and won't be able to post until I get back on Saturday!
Stonefall & Honeypaw



Stonefall glanced over at the empty fresh-kill pile and felt guilt gnawing at him for not thinking of sending out a patrol himself. Too much had been happening with the loners showing up, coupled with his anxiety about making sure everyone was safe while Fernstar was gone...he hadn’t even thought to send out a hunting patrol. Spidernose's kind eyes blinked softly at him and he tried to focus on that, on her comforting scent, on everything about her...not on the yawning pit of guilt that threatened to swallow all of his thoughts.

His tail lashed in a little bit of irritation at himself, ears flicking back for a moment before Fernstar called for a Clan Meeting and he turned his head, gratitude washing over him at her presence on the Highstump.

”Come,” he meowed quietly, trying to mask his shame and disappointment at himself. ”Fernstar is calling us.” He turned to trot over towards the Highstump, lingering a bit near Spidernose, sharp light blue-green eyes glancing at her before turning to face up at Fernstar, hoping that she wasn’t too disappointed in him.

Being Deputy was so much more pressure than he’d thought.

Meanwhile, Honeypaw had been about to retort at Moosepaw about how asking Stonefall didn’t make sense because the Deputy was clearly busy, but then she heard Fernstar’s clear voice and her heart soared. She didn’t even say anything, just darted out of the Warrior’s den, her tiny body bounding forward before skittering to a stop a little bit away from Stonefall, gazing up at her foster mother and leader with affection and pride shining in her eyes.

Then she glanced back and meowed, probably too loudly, ”Moosepaw, come on! Clan Meeting! with no thought for the fact that all of the other cats in the Clan could probably hear the over-eager young apprentice.
I’m so sorry you’re not feeling well! I’ve had a lot on my plate, hoping to get a post out on Monday as I’m out of town helping family with stuff until then!
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