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Current The election is stressing me the hell out. The cycle exhausted me and now I wanna puke. Hopefully, a big win comes soon.
6 days ago
Marathon training started today, and it's just as painful as I expected. Wahh. But I do feel a bit better than I do on my normal run. Pain - Bad. Runners high from a long run? Great.
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6 days ago
So, it looks like I am training for the Austin Marathon, starting tomorrow. RIP my calves lol
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7 days ago
Twisters is my new comfort movie. As someone who grew up a weather nerd in Tornado Alley, I am in love.
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20 days ago
I twisted my ankle on my run because of a damn pecan and now I think pecan trees in parks should be illegal T_T Good news, it's not broken. Bad news, I have to rest it for a day or two.

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Hi!
You can call me Anna!
I'm a veteran of the old Guild, before the shutdown.
I love Supernatural, and currently, all of my RPs are Supernatural related. Feel free to message me with ideas!

Dean Winchester is me. I am Dean Winchester.

A mom. A wife. A very protective best friend. Pathological People Pleaser. Intimidating due to my patience and general ability to be unbothered.

I'm addicted to working out, running, and generally having an endorphin high. I also tend to be very annoying talking about it, but I'm way more annoying when I'm depressed.

I'm a hopeless Swiftie. So, if you hate her, I wouldn't RP with me, if you like OOC banter. 90% of songs I use as fuel are Taylor Swift deep cuts. Not really any exceptions.

If I currently RP with you, you're basically my best friend and I will protect you with my life. <3

And also, also, because I have super severe ADHD, I tend to ghost on accident. Never be shy to send me a reminder message. I don't get offended!

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Cason


Cason listened to her explanation for the meal, wanting to stop her and tell her she didn’t owe him an explanation, but she felt like she needed to. That meant that she felt at least a little of what he was trying to convey. The thought caused him to smirk, echoing the look on her face, “I’m just saying that it’s probably not the best for your gut to eat all that grease. But for tonight? Knock yourself out. At least you’re not washing it down with whiskey, this time.”

His smirk faltered just a bit when she mentioned every meal being like her last, as he was quickly reminded of how lucky she was to even be alive. He dropped the subject, and placed the soft smile back onto his face, and simply watched her as she took in the lights and sounds around her. If she was happy, for now, he was going to let her enjoy it until she had her fill.

——

Cason laughed genuine laughs as she enjoyed herself, taking in every smile on her face. Taking in all the new kinds of laughs that could replace her screams in his mind when he thought too hard about her. And by watching her, he began to feel an odd pain in the pit of his stomach, something like attachment or something. Maybe it was the food. Then again, food never affected him. The feeling was unpleasant, but at the same time, he was relaxed and just wanted to spend time around her. It was odd.

As they walked back across the parking lot, Nat’s skipping made him laugh a genuine laugh, his arm moving with ever bounce of her skipping. She just seemed so happy. He didn’t even want to break the silence that seemed so high and happy, but then she stopped skipping and thanked him. At first, he shook his head, but she was walking backward in front of him. The action tempted him to reach his hands out to make sure she didn’t fall on her ass. Before he could do that, she stopped, causing him to quickly pause and then kissed him. His eyebrows rose, and his eyes closed as he inhaled a deep breath through his nose, kissing her back. He was more than surprised at the action, considering the entire blow up at the motel had started with him kissing her, “Um…y-you’re welcome.”, he muttered, opening his mouth and giving his own small smile.

When they arrived back at the car, he flinched and raised both his arms away from his sides as she fished her keys out of his jacket pocket, and he chuckled nervously. She was becoming very comfortable around him, which he both loved and hated. She was unpredictable and exciting, and honestly…intoxicating. Her leaning into the backseat and buckling the plushie into the seatbelt caused him to raise an eyebrow with a confused chuckle, and then her explanation caused his laugh to get a bit louder, “I never would have guessed that a plushie could do much damage. I honestly thought you were just looking out for his best interests.”

He shrugged his shoulders and laughed again, but then he remembered she had the keys, just as she was running around to the drivers side. He held his hand up and opened his mouth to protest her driving, but she once again stopped him, and he couldn’t argue with her. He hated driving, “Better you than me. I’ll guide you…if you forget. Just don’t kill us. Well, don’t…kill yourself.”, he finished with a chuckle, opening the passenger door and sitting down in the seat.

Dean


Dean raised both his eyebrows and pursed his lips in a shape that almost said ‘what is all this for’ as Mika brought all her snacks to the counter and laid them down on the surface. He looked over all of the food, and chuckled, “I’m not judging. It just looks like enough to feed an army. I mean, getting some of Nat’s favorite food seems like the best idea, considering she basically hates everyone in the universe and she’s out with a demon. Not like he eats…”, he grumbled, the grumpy feeling he had left at the motel trying to bubble up in his stomach again.

But then Mika mentioned pie, and his eyes lit up, “You got the pie!”, he exclaimed happily, scooting a few of the snack items away, and pulling the pie boxes toward him. Before he could get too excited about the pizza, the lady came back and slid their box of pizza onto the counter with a smile.

“Here you go sweeties! I love your hair. It’s just so unique and pretty. You don’t see girls like you around these parts often…”, the lady mused as she punched the pizza price into the cash register, “Is this all together?”

“Yeah. Everything on the counter…”, Dean laughed, pulling his wallet from his back pocket. The lady scanned everything, and looked up at Dean, and then to Mika, as if she was just so happy to see two people together. Dean handed her his card, and as she took it, she winked at him and glanced toward Mika, which caused him to blush, “Don’t worry…most of this is for her.”

Duke


As soon as Duke felt Esme’s forehead press against his neck, he took a deep breath, calming his heartrate a little more as he closed his eyes. His breath almost echoed her own sigh, although a bit heavier. He chuckled tiredly as she began to explain, but he dropped the smile from his face as she started to go through what had just happened. Truthfully, he just wanted her to take it easy until he was confident she wouldn’t fall out on him. She felt a bit weak, and judging by the stutter in her voice, whatever had just happened…hurt.

She spoke his fears out loud, reading his mind. Truthfully, he was waiting for her to push her away, to give him a reason to leave, or to leave herself…like she had all those years ago. It wouldn’t surprise him a bit if he lost her again, and had to convince himself she was probably dead, “Well, I ain’t like all those other people. I know you inside and out and…”, he started to explain, but Esme turned, and he scanned her face with a serious and convicted look on his own. As she said that she wasn’t planning to push him away, he pressed his lips together firmly and took a deep breath through his nose, in pure relief, “Good…”

The feeling of Esme’s hand on his cheek caused Duke to close his eyes, leaning his face into her touch a bit. He frowned though, as she began to explain that he could leave if he wanted to. The fear that she had somehow read his mind, and knew that he had been thinking of leaving without even telling her bubbled up in his chest and his slowly opened his eyes, just as she said the words ‘i love you too much’. He pushed aside that stinging fear and shook his head, taking another breath, before simply stating in a quiet voice, “I’m not gonna go nowhere without you. If I leave, you leave…”

There wasn’t much time to dwell on the subject, and Duke decided to hold off on that discussion until she was in better shape, as her body language worried him. As she released him, he perked up at her instructions, ready to help in any way he could, though her words rang like an echo in the back of his head. He nodded at the instructions, and slowly walked her back, until she was able to lean her back against the side of the car, holding his hands out as he released her to make sure she wouldn’t fall. He then stepped around the side of the car to the passenger side, and opened the door, quickly flipping open the glove box. He spotted the chocolate bars immediately, along with a small bottle. Snatching them, he quickly shoved them in his pocket, before leaning over, and pulling her keys from the ignition.

He pocketed the keys as he stepped over to her, chuckling at her question as he pulled a chocolate bar from his pocket and ripped it open, peeling back the wrapper and handing it to her, “I think that if I called him and said I had a problem…and I wanted to cash in some son points for my girl, he would be a little more inclined.”, he laughed softly, and pulled the pill bottle from his pocket as well. He read the label for a moment in the dim light of the moon, before shaking two pills into one of his hands, and holding it out for her, “I don’t have nothin’ to drink. So, I hope dry is alright.”

With a wince and an apologetic look, he finally pulled his phone, and dialed Bobby’s number. Within 15 seconds, Bobby had already agreed to come get the car, and had told Duke to never apologize to him again for needing help, as he was the easiest of the boys to deal with. He rarely needed anything. He closed his phone with a proud laugh, and turned his eyes up to meet Esme’s, “Bobby said that if we wanna go back to the motel and get some rest, he’ll come get the car. It’ll be safe at his place, and we can go get it in a few days…”
Cason


Cason smirked when Nat seemed to be ripped from her thoughts to order food. Though her order caused him to scrunch up his nose. They were direct opposites in their taste in food, which didn’t really surprise him. Her brothers were both walking heart attacks, especially Dean. At least Sam seemed to try to take care of himself. But when she pulled her wallet, he began to protest, holding up a hand until she spoke. He sighed and dropped the hand, and glanced around, “Fine…”

He gave a small smile to let her know he wasn’t upset, and as the food came up and they were ready to go sit down at a table, he reached for the food. Nat grabbed all the food she could carry, causing him to reach a hand out to try and keep her from dropping half of it on the ground, but with a small chuckle, he shook his head and reached back for the rest. Nodding politely to the cook, he followed her away toward the tables.

As he approached, he realized she had sat her puppy in one of the chairs, and once again, he couldn’t help but chuckle and shake his head. He pulled one of the chairs and sat down, setting the food down on the table between them. He carefully pulled his fries toward him, making sure that he got the right ones, and quickly pushed one into his mouth. While was chewing, he leaned forward, “You really should eat better if you wanna live past forty, you know…”

He chuckled and tapped his fingers on the table, “I mean, we’re just now getting to know each other. I would hate something as boring as a heart attack to take you out.”

Dean


Dean smiled brightly, not entirely sure if his mood was a good one or just an obligatory positive one, due to all the human stress around them at the moment. Honestly, monster stress was easier to deal with, by far, than human stress. At the suggestion that giving her the choice of movies was a bad idea, he laughed loudly, and shrugged his shoulders, “Honestly? Even if the movie makes me wanna vomit, and I have issues staying awake or quiet because of how stupid the relationships are…it’s still better than any drama. I’ll take what I can get.”

As they walked into the gas station, his smile remained on his face. When she let go of his hand, he watched her head straight for the snacks, a moment that reminded him of the old days for sure. She was always the snackier of the two. He preferred actual pastries and pies, where it seemed Mika could fill an entire room with snack wrappers, and never even feel it in her gut. He stepped away from her with a wave at the suggestion that he go get the pizza and beer. Dean stepped over to the beer cooler, reached toward the bottom and pulled a case. Letting the door slam, he walked up to the counter, where a nice lady already had her book ready, having overheard him and Mika speaking.

“What would you like?”, she asked him in a sweet voice.

“Well, hello, sweetheart! We’ll take a pizza with basically whatever you got…”, he ordered, figuring that Mika could just pick off whatever she didn’t want, the way they always did. The lady blushed and nodded sweetly at him, walking away from the counter. Dean lifted the case of beer onto the counter, and then turned, leaning against it while he waited for Mika to finish finding her snacks.

Anna


Anna listened to what Sam was saying, but after the stress of the day, she honestly couldn’t think of anything she wanted to say about the drama. In fact, she was kind of excited to get back and just experience the tension…something normal. She watched Sam’s face for a while, a small smile on her face as she just took in all of his features, and concentrated on his fingers brushing her hair and her face, “Well, when we get back…I can’t wait to hear the girl gossip, if Nat is willing to talk, considering her thing with Cason.”

She smiled and closed her eyes. After a few moments of him being back in bed and close to her, she slowly drifted off to sleep. No dreams. No visions. No nightmares. Just sleep. She would wake up the next morning barely remembering falling asleep.

Duke


Duke held onto Esme, trying to ignore how helpless he felt. He didn’t know what to expect. He didn’t know what would happen when she exploded, if he couldn’t bring her back from that edge. He gritted his own teeth a bit as she tightened her own grip on his arm. He didn’t move. He only provided as much support to her body, “I got you. C’mon…just hold on.”, he grunted, before she warned him, and her head fell back onto his shoulder. Duke’s heart began to race, and he glanced over in Sarah’s direction, hoping that whatever this was couldn’t hurt her. Esme would never forgive herself, if she hurt Sarah.

Before he could really warn Sarah or even react further, the explosion happened. He growled loudly as he clenched down on Esme, half trying to cover her head, as if this was something around them, and not from inside her. He faintly heard the screams of the demons that were lurking in the woods, mentally noting that at least they wouldn’t have to deal with them. He wasn’t exactly in the mood to fight today.

As things settled, he panted, dropping to his knees with her in his arms. He wasn’t just going to let her smash her face on the pavement, even if he was a bit freaked out. As he pushed Esme’s hair out of her face, Sarah showed back up and he took a big deep breath, calming his own heart a bit. He had to figure out how he was going to handle this, or Esme would start to push him away, and as usual, he would let her. When she asked if she had scared him, he swallowed heavily, looking off into the distance for a moment to try and find his words.

“Um…yes. But, it was bound to happen eventually…”, he panted, with an incredulous chuckle. He took another deep breath, trying to steady his breathing as he placed a kiss to the side of her face, “I um…I need a bit of a chance to process the whole thing. Not the wierdest thing I’ve ever seen. Definitely the weirdest from you…but I um…I think I’m okay. And you didn’t kill me with it, so that’s a plus.”, he explained breathlessly, finally breaking a smile as he processed things behind his eyes. He wasn’t upset or ready to run away from her, he was just genuinely confused as to what her powers…meant.






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Cason


Cason nearly gave a disgusted look at the puppy as the carnie handed it to her, shaking his head with a goofy smile on is face. He had pleased her. He had made her night better, just by winning her some plush animal. Her life was so chaotic and tragic, that something so simple could completely change her mood, and give her hope.

He flinched, frowning for a brief second when she kissed his cheek. It was what he considered an unwarranted display of affection, one that he definitely didn’t expect in public. He nodded his head, a bit speechless, “You’re welcome.”

But then she asked where he wanted to go, her mood still high and happy. That brought the smile back to his face, even though he rolled his shoulders, attempting to bring back at least a little of his bravado. He was about to open his mouth, and ask her if she wanted food, but then she decided for him, causing him to laugh.

“Alright, alright. Let’s get some food.”, he chuckled, wrapping an arm around her shoulder, before leading her over to a cart. The cart had some of the most random disgusting food he had ever seen, but it was intriguing. He only really ate food to keep up appearances, and although he had a few favorites, he just…didn’t see the need for taking the time around Nat. Then again, he would feel awkward just watching her eat, like some spectacle. As soon as he reached the counter, he leaned his elbow on the surface and looked up at the cook with a smile, “I’ll take a cheeseburger. Lots of rabbit food and no salt. Drink…I’ll take a coke.”, he ordered, before turning to Nat, “And then whatever she wants…”

Dean


Dean took a deep breath, not at all surprised that Mika would agree to go back to the motel. She always was a bit lower key, even if they enjoyed their crazy nights out…that typically led to them having way too much alcohol and often a fight or two. Her touch and tenderness was welcomed, and his eyes became a bit hazy as he listened to her speak.

After a moment, he pulled his hands away from her waist slowly, and reached up to grab her hand, lacing his fingers with hers without another word. He pulled his wallet with his other hand, and walked back to the counter. Tapping on the counter to get the bartender’s attention, he tossed a bill down and waved to let the bartender know they could keep the change. With that, he pulled Mika toward the door, smirking as they walked by several couples that definitely would not be going back to their motels any time soon.

“I say we hit this little gas station next door. They look like they have some cheap beers and snacks…maybe even some pizza. Then, it’s cheese. Any movie you want. Cheesy lovey movies, horror movies, action…whatever…”, he beamed, as he dragged her across the parking lot once they exited. He turned to her, and kept her hand in his as he walked backward, “Junk food. Beer. Quiet. No drama. No siblings. No demons. Just us.”

Anna


Anna stood with Sam from the floor, and on their way to the bed, she kicked off her boots, remembering that she wasn’t wearing much under the buttoned up flannel she wore as a dress. It would do as a gown for the night at least. She climbed onto the bed, and once up to the headboard, she kicked the covers out of the way, and then pulled them over her legs, “I will text Max on my way out, and let him know that I’ll see him soon, after he cools down. I don’t know if he fully understands what happened, and I don’t want him to be hostile toward you, as if I can’t take care of myself.”

She shook her head, making sure he understood that she didn’t want to stay in California any longer than necessary. Otherwise, she would lose her courage, and wouldn’t be able to come back with him. Around and around the circle…not exactly what she wanted. She laid back against the pillows, rolling on her side so she could look up at him.

“I say we leave tomorrow afternoon.”, she started, before his words crossed her brain again, “Nat ran away with Cason? After everything? Must have been a good night after I left…”

She frowned, and then cringed, as she tried to compute the two of them in her mind, and then a sudden giggle left her throat, “Though, Cason with someone like Nat is pretty funny to think about. She’ll eat him alive.”

Duke


Duke nodded his head with his lips pursed as Esme explained why she was thanking him. She was right. Sending her alone was the worst idea on the planet with the current situation in the demon world, one that they didn’t even truly have complete understanding of. He kept walking around the car, but he saw no physical damage that he could make out without opening the hood.

“I would have to take a closer look to…”, he started to mumble, but she spoke up about getting food and he took a deep breath, exhaling quickly. He had a bad feeling that the car wouldn’t start. There was no way that a pack of demons would just key the car and walk away, when she was able to get away from them so quickly. He placed both his hands on his hips, “Yeah, we should probably go grab some food, reassess what’s happening out there…and maybe see if we can hear anything through the wire about what might be coming.”

As he was speaking, she began to move things out of the way of her car, springing him into action. She was still injured but of course she wouldn’t let him help, she never did. He walked over to a set of spikes that were attached to a board, and thrown across the road. Grabbing a side of it, he picked it up, and dragged it to the side, before tossing it into the ditch. He reached for the second barrier, at the same moment that Sarah grabbed it, invisible to him, and began dragging it away.

“Show off…”, he spoke in the general direction of where he thought her eyes might be. He brushed her off as Esme commended her for her actions, and he realized that he was playing second fiddle to a dog…well…a hellhound. Chuckling to himself, he began to walk back to his truck. He heard Sarah bark, which caused him to flinch, and then watched the truck bed dip as she jumped in.

Duke vaguely heard Esme’s car refusing to turn over, and he wondered if maybe he was correct, but after waiting a few moments for her to come to him and tell him what he already knew, he heard her cry out in anger. Flinching, he quickly looked over the back seat of the truck, and didn’t see her as she was still hidden by the car. But Sarah jumped out of the truck, checked on her and quickly ran to him, barking like crazy. He frowned in confusion, looking up in the direction of Esme, “Alright! Alright. I’ll go check…”, he told Sarah, climbing back out of his truck and following Sarah as best he could back over to Esme.

As soon as he walked up close enough to her, he gasped, not even sure what he was seeing as his eyes scanned over her face, “I’m not a demon. She can’t hurt me, right?”, he asked Sarah, as if she was magically just going to start talking to him any second. He didn’t know how to handle all this. He had never met a demon nuke. Well, of course he had, but he didn’t know it at the time!

He pushed his hat back on his head and carefully wiped his hands on his pants, nervously trying to figure out what to do to dissolve this situation. She was also speaking in a foreign language, which didn’t seem like a good sign, and made him even more afraid to reach out to her. But he did.

“Don’t you kill me…”, he grumbled, shaking his head, his blue eyes massive as he finally reached her and wrapped his arms around her, “C’mon sweetheart. There’s nothin’ under this hood we can’t fix. Ain’t no reason to kill your puppy and get yourself all worked up…I don’t even know if you can kill me. So take a deep breath with me. C’mon. Don’t make me knock you out…”, he cooed to her, chuckling at the last part, to try and break through with humor if he needed to.
Anya


Anya listened to Sam speak, her face twisting a bit into sadness over the fact that not only was his ‘sister in law’ not around, which Anya could only assume meant she was dead, but also that Sam’s memories of her were fond, which meant that Dean was likely in shambles. She didn’t know him, or know if she even liked him, but losing the person closest to you was something she could relate to.

She took his ‘I’m fine’ at face value and decided not to press it further, and potentially open a new can of emotional worms, instead, concentrated on learning more about him in general. Her sad look evolved into an amused smile at his answers, imagining such a serious person actually enjoying tv, but of course he did. He had understood her Dr. Who reference and was obviously a nerd.

She thought for a moment, and then pulled her phone up, “Honestly, I love that. I’m a huge nerd when it comes to tv shows and computers. We could possibly chill out together sometime, while I’m stuck here and give the others some space after dinner?”

Dean


Dean blew air up from his lips to his forehead to prevent letting Lexi see him fanning himself, or seeing the red face that he had plastered on from their flirting. Thankfully, she popped into work mode at the same moment he did. When she turned her laptop around, he leaned in close and began reading some of the information that was, while very limited, telling of someone who was desperate. Either they were being chased, or they had demon issues. That was the only excuses he could think of.

“Well…”, he stopped, and pointed at the profile picture, which was vague, and seemed to be a pseudo face claim. He frowned, and then pointed up toward the envelope to message the person, “Maybe we should do a little undercover job. Get ahold of the buyer, pretend we might have a lead. We have proof we can send if he needs it. Then we shake him down for answers?”

He held his hands out, and leaned back in his chair with a ‘sounds like a plan, right?’ expression. He then reached forward and grabbed the bottle of whiskey, and poured some into his glass, “Might give Anya some peace of mind that we’re at least working on this. We can go tomorrow if he’s as excited as he seems. He’ll answer tonight…”
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