| Three Days AgoExiting the bathroom, Lorcán nodded a goodnight to Rory before venturing from their dorm’s shared common room into his bedroom. He paused, catching sight of himself in the mirror while removing his athletic uniform, the contrast of the white gauze against his tanned skin drawing the eye. His hand absently moved over his chest before rising up to his face. Molten eyes stared back at him, that cruel sneer haunting him as Lorcán quickly shut his eyes and pulled away.
Raze wasn't real, and he wasn't Raze.
Changing into a new pair of boxers for the night, he pulled back the covers of his bed, pausing to look at a photo of Blackjack. It was one taken at the end of last year, when Mei and Pallyx were still part of the team. Amma, Gil and Harper had all been newcomers last year and now Gil was fighting for his life in the infirmary.
Sleep was honestly the last thing on Lorcán’s mind, but at this moment it felt like the only option he had to make the time pass. His thumb hovered over Aurora's smiling face, a saddened smile forming on his own lips.
She got hurt today because he wasn't strong enough or fast enough. If he could have melted that door or even reverse engineered it faster she wouldn't have been put in harm’s way. A growl formed in his throat and Lorcán suddenly grabbed a nearby trophy and whipped it across the room.
No one should have been hurt.
At times, he had found himself almost sympathetic to Hyperion's mission, but after today, after senseless Hyperhuman on Hyperhuman violence, there was no way Lorcán could reconcile their mission with their behaviour.
Aurora had been staring at her phone for the better part of an hour.
She’d been back in her dorm for a while after getting assessed at the infirmary, where upon checking her over they confirmed she was indeed concussed. It was minor enough that they simply cleared her to go rest, but still was told to take it easy for the next while. That meant no running for the following few days and especially meant not overexerting her abilities - no teleporting excessively.
After showering and getting into her pajamas, the redhead was having a hard time turning off her mind as she lay on top of her bed. Everytime she tried to close her eyes, she found herself back in the simulation, whether it be face to face with her stepfather or watching her teammates abandon her. Over and over again she re-lived it, and she had no doubt that she would continue to do so for weeks to come.
She didn’t want to be alone tonight.
Which is why she had been hemming and hawing about picking up her phone and calling Lorcán for what seemed like an eternity. She knew he was injured too; he’d arguably gone through a more grueling scenario physically and needed his rest. But with how close they were, something told her he’d be more upset if she didn’t go to him when she needed him.
So she called him.
The phone rang once, twice, before he answered.
“Sorry, hopefully I didn’t wake you up.” Aurora hesitated, but proceeded. “But can I… come over? Would that be okay?”
“Shoots, Lady Dude” Lorcán replied, “I wasn’t going to catch any shut eye tonight. I’ll unlock the door for you.” He stated, walking towards the door.
But Aurora suddenly appeared in his room causing Lorcán to furl his brow slightly.
“Rora, you’re not supposed to be ‘porting.” He scolded slightly, immediately pivoting his body to turn the scarred side of his face away from her.
“It’s fine, I’m fine.” The redhead subtly leaned against his desk to stabilize herself and waited for the dizziness to subside, not wanting to admit that he was probably right and shouldn’t have used her abilities. “It was either that or attempt to get past my roommates and fail miserably.” She sighed, “They’ve been coddling me since I got back from the infirmary. I’m practically on house arrest.”
Aurora noticed how Lorcán had shifted, saw how he tensed as he hid his wounded face. She frowned, “You don’t have to do that, you know.” She stood up straight, taking a step towards him, “It’s not like I wasn’t there before they put the dressing over it.”
In her arms, she held his red Canis sweatshirt, the one she had technically stolen from the night before. She extended it towards him with an apologetic smile. “They threw this in with my stuff when they brought me my things from the tent. Figured you might want it back.”
Out of the corner of her periphery, she saw the light catch something on the ground, and her gaze fell to the broken trophy, recognizing that he had likely thrown it. Without saying a word, she set the sweatshirt on his chair and leaned down and grabbed the pieces it had split into, placing them on his desk.
She knew he was still upset about how things had gone down during the Trial; he blamed himself for what had happened and she didn’t understand why. Choosing to not mention it, she continued her previous thought. “Sorry again for taking it. When I went outside to get some air last night, it was a little chilly. Didn’t want to make too much noise and it was the closest thing.”
“What’s mine is yours,” Lorcán smiled briefly, “Possession is only like temporary, it was mine until you needed it and then it totally became yours and now it's mine again,” He explained, “But it's totally always there for you if you need or even like want it again.”
He chuckled slightly, “I guess I should totally keep my voice down so my bro, Rory, doesn't get like the wrong idea about you being in here, Lady Dude.”
Her bruises had begun to form, the colour changing slowly becoming more and more evident. Seeing them left Lorcán’s stomach in knots. He flinched again at the memory of her face being slammed against the window, the sound it had made echoing through his mind.
“I wish I could understand why the Trial was tampered with, were we targeted? Are we just doomed to hurt each other?” He asked, though not necessarily expecting an answer as he invited Aurora to take a seat beside him on the bed. “It doesn't seem to matter if it’s H.E.L.P. versus Hyperion or the Foundation versus Pacific Royal, we keep being pulled into the line of fire.”
He shook his head.
“Hyperhumans face enough adversity without fighting each other and yet we keep choosing to fight one another.” He let out an agitated sigh.
“Sorry, I’m ranting but I’m just feeling like I’m caught in a riptide.”
A blush pricked Aurora’s cheeks as Lorcán mentioned lowering his voice, not having even considered the implications of her being in his room at such an hour. To her, it just felt natural to go to him when she was needing comfort, no matter when it was or where they were. She sat down beside him on his bed, letting her legs dangle off the side.
“I know, Lorcán, I don’t understand it either.” She tried to reassure him, not minding his rambling in the slightest as it took the weight off of her own inner monologue. Her lips settled into a fine line and she looked up at him, a hint of sadness in her eyes. “The world already hates us, it will never make sense to me why we continue to find ourselves pitted against our own kind.”
“Today was scary. Really scary. But we’ll get through it, just like we always have. We’ll be okay.” The redhead said, reminding him but also reminding herself.
“But what will the cost be next time?” Lorcán asked, his tone low.
“I could have lost you today, that clucks me, like more than anything else, more than anything ever has.” He paused, taking a moment to swallow, “That’s what I keep seeing over in my head. Everything I went through in there was focused on getting you back,”
He shook his head, “This is supposed to be the safest place on Earth for Hyperhumans, but that makes it a magnet for trouble. Days like this, I just want to take you by the hand and disappear into the sunset, we could go our own way.”
“And what if we did that? What if we left right now, packed our bags and hopped on the next ferry. Would it change anything?” Aurora let her question hang in the air for a moment, looking deeply into Lorcán’s eyes before continuing. “If I’ve learned one thing, it’s that bad things can happen wherever you are. It’s not something we can control by leaving.”
She reached over and took his hand, squeezing it gently. “I know you want to protect me and I can’t even begin to tell you how much it means that you stopped at nothing to find me today.” The redhead felt a flutter in her chest at the thought of him going through hell and back during the Trial just looking for her. “But it doesn’t matter if we’re here or halfway across the world. Hell, Lorcán, some of the worst things that have happened to me happened in my own house.” She stated bluntly.
He knew she was right, as he hung his head in defeat. Running a hand through his hair, he looked up at the ceiling and then back at Aurora.
“I’m not used to feeling,” He waved both of his hands in front of his chest, “All of this,” He caught a glimpse of himself in a nearby mirror, a mirthless chuckle escaping his sore chest.
“I’m usually the one making everyone laugh,” He rolled his eyes, “And here I am ruining the mood more than ankle slappers on a balmy dawn.” Lorcán reached into his bedside table, producing a bag of red licorice before extending it towards Aurora,
“I read somewhere once that sugar helps with shock,” He explained, “Plus, I don’t think there's a problem on Earth that can't be made better with something sweet.”
The redhead smirked, gladly taking a strand of licorice from the bag. She was never one to say no to candy, especially given the day they’d had. She held the piece to her lips but hesitated, moving her hand back down to her lap for a moment to impart another thought. “I know you always like to be the one lifting everyone else up, making people happy, but it’s okay to put yourself and your emotions first sometimes.” Without elaborating further, not wanting to dwell, she took a bite of licorice, letting the sweet strawberry flavor coat her taste buds.
“New topic,” Lorcán smiled, pulling two pieces out for himself before placing the bag between them. “Did I seriously see Hyperman and Daytripper on campus?” He asked, the familiar amused grin returning to his face.
“What's up with those kook outfits? I mean, with that red coat, Hyperman may as well be wearing a cape. And then there's Daytripper’s mustache,” He shook his head before reaching for another piece of candy. “Pretty glad H.E.L.P. agents don't dress like that.”
Aurora laughed, although the speed in which Lorcán changed the subject was only slightly concerning. She pocketed that thought to mull over later. “It’s called fashion, look it up.” She playfully nudged him before taking another strand from the bag. “Hey, they can wear whatever they want, I heard they saved a lot of people today, including Jim and Tad.”
She said his name without even thinking, but her thoughts now were directed towards their advisor who was in critical condition. Her face fell once more, it seemed they couldn’t avoid touchy subjects even if they tried. “I hope he’ll be okay.”
“Tad survived Hyperion,” Lorcán replied somberly, “He’s a survivor, Jim will make sure he gets the best care possible.” He shuffled awkwardly on the bed, “I’m worried about Jess though, if anything happens to Tad I’m not sure what she’ll do. Not sure what I would have done if anything had happened to you. No pain worse than losing someone you love.”
The redhead nodded, although found herself stuck on his words.
Someone you love.
She knew that Lorcán cared about her a lot and she herself cared about him significantly. They were best friends, of course they cared about each other. But for him to describe that as love cut deep.
Because simply put, Aurora couldn’t remember what love truly felt like.
It was very possible it was this feeling, but doubt pulled in her gut. How could someone like him love her? Setting down her half eaten strand of licorice, she looked at Lorcán with a sad smile. “Jess is strong and we’ll all be there to support her, whatever happens.” She held out the candy to him, offering it up. “I probably shouldn’t have more sugar before bed, seems counterproductive to my already terrible sleeping habits.”
A smile of amusement spread across Lorcán’s face as he reached across the bed and snatched up the half eaten piece before devouring it and putting the rest back in their hiding spot.
“Speaking of bed, do you need anything?” He asked, standing up and stripping his shirt off, wincing as it caught on the bandages on his back. He paused as he brought the shirt over his head.
“Oh wait, would you prefer I wear a shirt? I don't want anyone to get the wrong impression, I can totally suck it up for one night.” He added.
Aurora did a double take, processing his words and actions after the fact. “Wait,” She looked almost confused, her brow raised.
“I can stay?”
“Duh,” Lorcán replied with a grin, “Best place for you is here.”
The redhead let her perplexed expression melt into a grateful smile. She’d imagined that this conversation would be terribly awkward, that asking if she could spend the night since she was so afraid of being alone with her thoughts would have been met with at least some hesitation. But Lorcán’s response, and the fact that he had simply assumed she would be staying, was all the more reason that she felt so fortunate to have him.
“It’s up to you, whatever is more comfortable with the bandages.” Aurora indicated, “Doesn’t make a difference to me.”
He reached around her, grabbing some pillows from the bed only now drawing Aurora's eyes to the large pile of pillows that Lorcán apparently was stockpiling.
“Choka, Lady Dude,” He replied, “Bed is yours, floor is all I need tonight.”
Aurora raised her eyebrows before shaking her head, clearly in disagreement. “Yeah, no, I’m not letting you do that.” She swung her legs up onto his bed, moving to the far side of the mattress and patting the ample remaining space. She knew Lorcán was just trying to be nice and gentlemanly, but that simply wasn’t going to fly tonight. “There’s plenty of room. Besides, you’re gonna aggravate your injuries if you sleep on the floor.”
“Either we share the bed or I’m teleporting back to my dorm.”
“You’re not allowed to teleport,” Lorcán repeated, taking one look at Aurora's expression and relenting. He put his pillows back on the bed and climbed up beside her, before hanging one leg over the side and keeping a foot in contact with the floor.
“Fine, Lady Dude, you win.” He said with his arms raised slightly, “I’m in the bed,” Lorcán teased before wiggling his way further into the mattress and stacking two pillows under his head.
Aurora smirked, satisfied with her small victory, and slipped under the covers, her copper locks fanning out behind her as she laid back. She instantly relaxed as she inhaled citrus and smoke, recognizing that Lorcán’s bed sheets smelled just like him. Her coy expression turned into a genuine smile. “Thank you.” She spoke softly, conveying her appreciation to him for letting her stay. Her eyelids grew heavier, exhaustion beginning to tug them down. Finally not on high alert, finding peace in his presence.
He laid back, his nostrils taking in her sweet aroma while Lorcán folded his hands together over his stomach, staring up at the ceiling above him. His tense body language might have given the wrong impression, but he loved that Aurora was next to him. He just never imagined that this would be the situation that led to her sleeping in his bed.
Lorcán had at least wanted to make her dinner first.
In contrast, the redhead drifted off quickly, indicated by the steady ride and fall of her chest as rest overtook her. Minutes passed, and the only audible sound was her slow and even breathing. But her stillness became short lived as she began to move in her sleep, shifting her body to find a more comfortable position. She turned onto her side, her back to Lorcán, but only lasted a few moments with her bruised face resting on the pillow.
In one movement, she flipped to her opposite side, now facing him, her extended arm draping across his torso, hand resting on his chest.
Lorcán’s heart skipped a beat as the cool hand came to rest on his chest. His mind raced as he tried to quiet the swirling thoughts inside his head, ignoring the based ones and focusing on that Aurora was here for comfort, nothing else.
They were just friends after all.
Weren’t they?
His eyes drifted back towards the ceiling as he intensely studied the stuccoed roof of his dorm. It was doubtful he’d sleep that night. No, it was most certain that he wouldn't.
Not a wink.
Interaction(s): @Melissa - Aurora MitchellPreviously: Riptide
| PresentThe mist off the ocean stung in his wounds, the salt creeping into his new scars. The healers said they could remove them, but Lorcán wanted to keep them. He didn't tell Aurora that, it would only upset her but he needed the reminder, the reminder that he needed to continue to train and the reminder of what he could become if he didn't get it back under control.
The open water was a welcome reprieve from the looks of pity he received across campus. Thankfully with the dress code abolished, Lorcán was finally free to wear his hat and a hood, keeping his face shrouded so as not to draw onlookers who gawked at the fresh scar. Memories of Raze still haunted his nightmares, his mother had insisted he return to seeing his own psychiatrist, but Lorcán was reluctant. Even after all these years, that same darkness, that inferno raged inside of him. He saw it in Raze and even if it was someone else's idea of who he could become, he knew his own mind is what had made Raze so real inside the Trial.
The swells were small today, but Lorcán just needed to be out on the water, away from the campus for a bit. He had visited Gil almost daily since the Trial, but despite the support of his team, Gil had slipped into a depressive state.
Then there was whatever was going on between Lorcán and Aurora. His feelings for her were stronger than ever but he was more confused about where they stood after waking up with her wrapped in his arms. Her body had been pressed up against his, his hand tightly gripping her hip, while she moved against him. The soft skin of her side touching his fingers that had slid under her shirt in the night. But as Lorcán awoke, and Aurora accidentally scooted her hips closer to his, he realized she was feeling all of him and panicked. Aurora awoke soon after and realizing what was going on immediately teleported to her room.
She had yet to acknowledge that morning again.
He looked down at his reflection in the water again before it disappeared as a small white cap disrupted the glassy surface. A bark from the shore caught Lorcán’s attention before he raised his molten eyes to see Rothschild waiting for him at the water’s edge.
“You can swim out here.” Lorcán teased as the dog barked back again. Rothschild turned his head, and Lorcán followed his eyes before they were drawn to a cliff overlooking the beach. Above the morning's waves, just outside the forest's edge was a creature Lorcán had never seen before.
White like a fresh snowfall, it almost seemed to glow even in the Dawn's early light. Large antlers stretched from either side of the majestic creature’s head as the place stag let out a powerful bellow that echoed over the water.
It wasn't uncommon for the island to have deer or even the occasional moose, but Lorcán had never seen one such as this. It appeared almost ancient as vines and moss coated its horns, small buds of flower interspersed across them.
Lorcán felt a pulse in his pocket, reaching for his phone only to remember it was still in his bag on the shore. Only then did his hand pat the object that Jonas had given him. It pulsed again, growing warm in his grasp.
Another bark from Rothschild brought Lorcán’s attention back to the stag, watching as it disappeared into the treeline before the border collie gave chase, kicking up sand before leaping into the air and flying towards the cliffs.
There was something about a flying dog that never got old.
“Slag it,” Lorcán muttered before dropping onto his stomach and paddling for show. “Wait up, dude, I’m coming too.”