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Location: Home - Debolt, Alberta, Canada
Human #5.054: Lover, Can you Help Me?
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Interaction(s): Haven - @Skai
Previously: Growing Vanes


The world swam as Rory wrestled with that liminal space between deep sleep and reality. It shook, but any sound that graced his ears felt muted and dull. He desperately didn’t want to open his eyes. He felt a little heavier, his brain only just recognizing the doubling of blankets that had been thrust over him.

What truly roused him was the sharp bang of the door as the handle impacted the wall. His eyes shot open, taking a moment to blink away sleep and process what he was seeing. The spot in front of him was empty. His heart sank, despite not being able to process the words and distinct thoughts on what might have happened to her. Rory flung the covers off as he rolled onto his other side, and slid himself to the edge of the bed. He moved his legs over the edge, and felt that warm sting.

Nothing quite wakes you up like pain.

Rory took a deep breath, before quickly pulling himself to his feet with his hands. The movement was quick, and ended with Rory falling back down into the wheelchair set up only a step away. Within moments, he was rolling back and over towards the open door, eyeing Haven’s discarded boots. His fists clenched the armrests of his chair as he stopped in the doorway, looking out into the night. He paused, his eyes trying to scan the tree-line in the moonlight. It was hard to focus on anything through the panic.

He rolled his way back towards Haven’s side of the bed in a frenzy, grabbing at the flip phone they had purchased on the road. He flipped it open, powered it on, and grunted at the one thing he was praying he wouldn’t see: no signal. He closed the phone and tossed it back into the bed. His eyes shifted to the fireplace, where he moved to grab the old iron poker from its stand. He set it in his lap, and wheeled himself over to the door. He parked himself near the screen door for a moment, eyes scanning the yard and forest. He slowed his breathing, the blood thumping in his ears making it hard to listen for anything.

But the shrill, primal laugh still reached his ears.

Rory didn’t know how to process it, reaching a hand for the screen door. He wasn’t going to be any use to her if she was taken again, but he had to do something. But as he listened, the tone of the laugh halted his movements. He remained sitting in wait, darkening the entrance, until he heard the soft crunch of footsteps breaking the tree line. Haven’s form sent a mixture of shock and relief in his system. She was nearly nude, sweat glistening in the moonlight, shirt clutched to her chest. Of course, his eyes only lingered on those familiar folded wings that protruded from her back. They were not the well-endowed pair he had grown familiar with, but they were recognizable all the same. Rory felt the tension in his body release as he focused on catching his breath.

Haven’s bare feet slowed to a stop just within the barrier of light that the fire behind her lover’s form cast on the ground. His shadow, and that of his wheelchair, ended just at the tips of her toes. The look on his face said everything she expected it to, and yet the shock displayed in his eyes as he took in the sight of her still left her speechless.

She wasn’t aware of how wild she looked until now. With her feet and knees dirty from the forest floor. The halo of hair around her head stuck to the sides of her face with sweat. Every inch of her skin exposed except for the parts covered by her sleep shorts. The damp shirt she now clutched to her chest with dirt-smudged hands was more for her comfort than the privacy it provided.

Her feet shifted in the leaves as she watched him stare at the freshly grown wings on her back. She had no words to describe them. So, she simply turned her body away from him so that she could stretch them out once more. They ached, as much as the rest of her body did, but a small pride still swelled in her chest as she displayed them. A gentle smile spread across her lips as she faced him once more, having completed a full 360 where she stood.

“They’re growing back, Rory.” She breathed out. Her words were puffs in the chilly night air, and her eyes still glistened with the tears she had shed. “It’s like I’m going through puberty again, but this time it’s fast and overwhelming. It’s…” She huffed another quiet laugh as she tried to explain it. There was no other word that came to mind but, “It’s incredible.”

Rory nodded along to Haven’s words, his eyes scanning her regrown wings. A small twitch formed at the end of the smile that grew on his lips, a feeling brewing in the back of his skull he didn’t want to give air. So he nodded, and lifted his hands up to wave her over. “They’re beautiful, Dove.” He took a deep breath, fully relaxed save for the chill of the night air. He wrapped his arms around his own bare chest, half-regretting not taking a minute to at least put on pants. He was glad he had at least worn boxers to sleep.

His smile, and his compliment, had her heart warming within her chest. Her eyes tracked the movements of his arms, noticing how he was hardly dressed himself, and she realized what it must feel like for him to be at the edges of the fire’s warmth. Her face fell. “Shit, you must be freezing.” She said, her feet moving into a fast pace across the ground. She quickly crossed the portico and stepped into the doorway, stopping just inside the house as her dirty feet rested on the warm wood.

“I… I left the door open. I wasn’t thinking right.” The words sputtered out as her eyes glanced between his. Her mind was still piecing itself back together as she tried to explain herself. It was as if the nightmare and the surge of power had left her out of her mind. Which, in all fairness, was probably true.

“You scared the shit out of me.” The relief and warmness had given way to a small swell of residual panic and frustration. The smile had dropped, and he just looked incredibly exhausted. Rory wheeled himself past Haven slightly, just enough so he could close and lock the door behind her. “Door was open, you were gone… thought you were screaming for a moment.” His hands rested on the deadbolt for a moment, before it dropped back to the fire poker in his lap. He lifted it up and gently rested it against the wall. “We don’t get reception out here… so I can’t even call for help.” He wheeled himself around, his eyes focused on the ground. “So please… don’t run off like that.”

Haven’s lips pressed together as she stepped to the side of the door. The deadbolt locking into place felt like both a comfort and a weight on her chest as Rory’s words settled in. Her eyes lingered on the iron as he set it against the wall, and she knew that she must have scared the hell out of him. Because she had been screaming, and she had run off thinking of her own peace of mind instead of theirs.

“I’m sorry.” She murmured, the guilt audible in her tone. Her eyes fell to her dirty feet. She didn’t want to make a mess, but she couldn’t just go into the bathroom to clean up while he was upset. She had to fix it. She had to help him understand why she’d acted so erratically in the first place.

She swallowed and took a breath before speaking again as she moved to follow him.

“It was a nightmare. I was back at the dance.” She was past him now, and she could barely glance his way as she took a seat at the end of the bed. “I could feel its fingers–” She cut herself off as her hands released her shirt in her lap and reached to touch the sides of her face. A sigh escaped her lips as she shook her head, her eyes looking at her footprints on the floor as a distraction.

Rory sighed, shaking his head slowly as he continued looking towards the ground. “I know…” His grip tightened slightly on the armrests, as his mind replayed that same scene. “I know.” The frustration and panic had melted into exhaustion once again. He moved near the bed, positioning himself in front of Haven. His hands reached forward to grab the shirt from her lap, transferring it over to his own lap and folding it up carefully. His eyes remained fixed on the shirt as he worked with it. “I’m scared too.” His voice was flat, antithetical to his own words. His hands carefully smoothed out the shirt’s creases, before he set it on the ground next to her boots. It needed to be washed… he hadn’t had to wash clothes by hand before. Another fun challenge he’d have to get around to.

“It’s going to be ok.” These words were softer, coupled with the gentle touch of Rory’s hands cupping Haven’s as they clutched at her head. He lifted his gaze to meet Haven’s, the tiniest hint of tears forming at the edges of his eyes. “You should wash up while I get you a glass of water, ok?”

The tenderness with which he took her shirt and folded it, the movement of his fingers as they smoothed the creases out, was a strangely comforting sight. Her toes gently brushed against the sides of his legs where she sat before him. An absentminded connection between their skins. She wanted him to take those hands and smooth out her own creases, too.

It’s going to be ok.

She repeated his words in her mind, the simple phrase doing more for her than it should as she felt his hands cover her own. Her eyes lifted to meet his gaze at the same time he’d looked up at her. Fingers spread just to intertwine with his. Every brush of his skin against hers was somehow amplified, sending tiny caresses of energy along her spine. The ions that had been depleted in the forest had left her body raw and sensitive.

“Do you… want to take a bath with me?” She asked softly. “I know you’re tired, but I think the warm water will do us both good.”

Rory hesitated as she spoke, that air around the two seeming to shift. His eyes trailed down her face, resting below the collarbone. Warmth spread through his core, and he looked away to clear his throat. “I… guess we should try out the water heater.” Rory slid his fingers from Haven's grasp, and turned himself around. He tossed the dirty shirt into one of the chairs near the dining table, before moving his way over to the kitchen. He plucked an air-dried glass from the counter, filled it with water from the tap, and took a few gulps before refilling it.

The balancing act was difficult, as he rested the glass between his legs as he spun himself around carefully. The water swayed in the glass a little, threatening to spill out the top onto his thighs. He rolled himself carefully back towards Haven on the bed, and held out the glass when he came to a full stop. “Here, Dove.”

The glass was taken gratefully, a shy smile still gracing her lips until they touched the rim. Her head tilted back, greedily downing the liquid until the glass was empty. She exhaled as the glass was lowered, then, and she licked at the last drop on her lips. “Thank you.”

She leaned forwards to set the glass on the floor, and then stood with her feet placed between his. Her hand reached towards him, running her fingers back through his hair and down the side of his head to run her thumb along his cheekbone. Her breath stilled as the action sent tingles up her arm.

“I’ll get the water running.”

The few steps into the bathroom felt harder than they should have been. As if her body had gotten heavier after sitting down. She leaned into the tub to turn the faucet, and then plugged the stopper once her hand had felt the temperature. Her mind still lingered on the way his eyes had looked at her as she waited for him to follow her inside.

Meanwhile, Rory took a few breaths near the bed. Her touch had sent jolts down his spine, and his gaze had lingered on her lips as she drank. The exhaustion that called for him seemed to melt in her presence.

He slowly rolled his way towards the bathroom as he heard the tub beginning to fill. He parked the wheelchair in the door frame, resting his hands in his lap to hide what the thin fabric was struggling to. Rory’s eyes traced the tips of Haven’s wings and down her spine. He wet his lips subconsciously, still unsure on how serious his partner was on simply washing up.

He banked on that being a perk, but not the only intent.

He rolled himself further into the bathroom, coming to a stop next to Haven at the tub. “I'm… probably going to need some help.” His thoughts raced to find the connection, the innuendo he was attempting. He reached a hand up to Haven's waist, sliding his finger along the waistband of her shorts as his mind worked. He flashed his usual smirk as he hooked his thumb under the fabric near her tailbone. “Of course, I can help with yours if you help with mine.”

Her eyelashes fluttered with the movement of his finger along her skin as she stood from the tub, and she turned to him just as his finger caught her shorts at the base of her spine. The smirk alone could have melted her, but his teasing warmed her chest as much as it warmed her cheeks.

They’d shared passionate kisses since the night they were both rendered broken, but this kind of tension between them had been missing. Too caught in their own grief, too focused on the shabby locks of the motel rooms, and too worried about where their next destination would bring them to fall back into the banter and lust that had become a staple in their short relationship. This moment was wild and unexpected, and while they were both exhausted by the day’s work to get the cabin into working order, and drained from the frightening experience that had gotten them to this place, Haven was suddenly so, so grateful for it.

“That sounds fair,” she breathed, her lashes falling low to glimpse the boxers he wore and what was hidden beneath. A grin spread on her lips as she looked into his eyes, and she stepped between the footrests of his wheelchair. “Me first.”

Rory leaned forward in his seat, lifting his other hand to Haven's lower back. He closed his eyes and pressed his lips against his partner's side. His fingers were delicate as they slid under the fabric, thumbs lifting to catch the shorts and slide them down in the process. His hands caressed Haven's most pronounced curves, slowing down to relish in the intimate moment. His torso continued to bend lower, leaving a trail of kisses down Haven's side until they reached her waist.

The shorts dropped to the floor unceremoniously as his hands remained cupped behind her. The warmth that spread through every inch of him yearned for more than his body could handle. He reluctantly leaned back, his fingers trailing up to the curve of her hips as he looked back up at her.

Her head had tilted back the moment his lips met her skin, eyes closing as her hands rested on his shoulders. Every aching bit on her body warmed with the caring act. A simple motion turning into something she craved more of with every passing second. If she weren’t so sore she would have crawled into his lap in the chair and made the most of this feeling. Yet the tub was filling now, and the urge to soak her muscles in it still outweighed the need that was building between them.

Her smile was kissed by a blissful joy as she brought her head back down to look at him again. Her earth laden hands began to slide down his arms, her body kneeling until she sat on her heels before him, and her hands squeezed his own for a moment before coming to rest on his knees. They traced remaining scars from his injury. Her smile fell as she focused on them, before she leaned to place a gentle kiss on the place where his femur had broken the skin apart. She tilted up to place a kiss on his lips next and her hands carefully began the process of pulling his boxers off.

She had to bite her lip to keep from grinning as she knelt back down to pull the underwear off of his feet. The sight of his arousal was hard to ignore, but she was doing her best to at least get them into the tub before it went any further.

Rory eyed the bathtub, sighing as he had to move a hand away from Haven to turn the faucet on the tub off. He dipped a finger in, pleased at the warmth. All the hassle was worth it for a moment like this. His other hand lingered on Haven’s waist, his fingers pressing into her soft flesh as he seemed to weigh his options.

He kicked his feet down onto the wheelchair’s brakes, placed his hands on the armrests, and hoisted himself onto his feet. The sudden pained expression that marked his face seemed counter to the warmth of his skin as he leaned his weight against Haven. His tender skin pressed against hers as he repositioned himself slightly. The pain in his legs was only mildly dulled by the endorphins rushing through his system. He didn't linger too long, before stepping one foot into the tub. As soon as the second was in, he crouched down and used his hands to support himself until he was sitting down. He looked back towards Haven, trying not to stare at what was at eye level.

He was failing miserably.

“Come on in, the water's fine.”

All thoughts were muddled and hazy as Haven stepped out of her shorts one dirty foot at a time. The flush on her cheeks only darkened once she noticed the direction of his eyes. She looked into the tub, eager to soak the soreness out of her body, but unsure which position to take when Rory’s legs took up the entire space. Should she face him? Should she…?

Words lingered on the edge of her lips that still tingled from their shared kiss as she hesitated to join him.

“Rory?” Her hands took his where it rested on the edge of the tub and she played with his fingers as she looked between his blues. It wasn’t a hard question to ask, and she was sure he’d say yes, but it was difficult to overcome years of avoiding another’s touch with just a few words.

“Would you like to… touch them?”

Rory audibly gulped, before confusion muddled his thoughts. His eyes moved from below her waist and up the length of her torso, before his mind finally hazarded a guess as to what she was talking about. He instinctively pressed his thighs together in a subconscious effort to hide his feelings. “Yes… Yeah, I would.”

Haven’s entire body perked under his searching gaze. The small wings resting on her back responded by ruffling, and she even shifted her legs as she squirmed. Still, she grinned through it because of the confusion on his face, as she realized she should have specified which part of her she’d been talking about.

Meanwhile Rory's eyes shifted to the bathtub, noticing how much space he was taking up. He slipped his fingers from Haven's grasp. He used his hands to help shift his legs wide, before patting the space in front of him. “Ummm… let's try this.”

Haven’s hands moved to pull the hairband out of her hair as he made space for her, her eyes greedily looking over his chest and into the water where the rest of his athletic form sat. She set the hairband on the edge of the sink with a nod. Her tongue traced the back of her teeth instead of responding. Her thoughts were just as dirty as the foot she lifted over the edge of the tub. Each hand rested on the edges of the tub, like Rory had done to get in, as she lifted the other leg inside too.

As she lowered her backside into the water, she felt an instant relief from the ache in her muscles when they submerged beneath the warmth. The dirty thoughts escaped her for one second as she audibly sighed in relief. Eyes fluttered shut, head leaned forwards as she wrapped her arms around her knees and rested her chin on them.

“This feels like heaven.” She murmured, one eye peeking open as she turned her head to the side to look back at him over the crest of a mini wing. She smiled hazily, and enjoyed the feeling of her muscles relaxing for a moment longer before she scooted herself backwards, closer to him. Her head turned forwards again as she looked into the water at her feet. Brown swirls of dirt were already lifting from them and spreading.

Her wingtips were already wet from sitting, and small drops of water fell from the longest vane as she slowly lifted them off of her back. Her breathing slowed, eyes falling shut once more, as she felt herself bracing for his touch. She knew he wasn’t going to hurt her– knew that it would feel even better than the massages he’d been giving her back since their last night on the island. So, the words came easy this time as she spoke. “I trust you, Rory. More than I’ve ever trusted anyone. I want to know what it feels like for them to be touched by your hands.”

Rory nervously shifted in the bath, as Haven's proximity came dangerously close to invading his most personal space. Her words and moans sent shivers down his spine. They had shared a number of intimate moments since their night in the tent, but this moment was far more vulnerable than either had been before. His heart raced in his chest, and it was unclear if his palms were slick with bathwater or sweat as he cleared his throat.

There was something about Haven's words that didn't make sense to him. The trust and compassion of her words seemed far more serious than the action she had requested. More importantly, he had touched them before. Not as much as he would have liked admittedly. Unless that wasn't what she was asking for.

“Hey, Dove… what exactly am I touching here?”

“Hm?” She murmured, lifting her head again to really look back at him. Her wings shifted again with the movement, the tips drooping into the warm water once more. A slow blink was all she gave him, her mind too muddled by the relief that the warm water provided to fully understand his question. “My… wings. What else are you…?”

The words trailed off as it dawned on her. Her wings twitched, and suddenly she was giggling into one hand. “Oh.” Her eyes dipped south, and she had to bite her lip to keep herself from saying something that would fast forward to a mess of tangled limbs and heated breaths.

“I was asking if you wanted to touch my wings.” She cleared her throat as she tried to gather herself again. “I-I haven’t allowed anyone to touch them since I was young.”

The admission seemed to dull the light that had sparkled in her eyes as she giggled, and her fit quieted into something serious again. Her smile softened into something bittersweet as she lowered her hand onto her knee again. “I’ve forgotten what it feels like for someone else to love them, and I want it to be you that reminds me.”

Rory lifted a hand up from its position on the bathtub’s rim to gently brush a few strands of hair from Haven's face, nodding as he smiled softly. The electricity that seemed to spark in the air flipped off like a switch, replaced instead with a soothing coziness. “I'd love to… well, love your wings.”

He slowly moved a hand from Haven's face, his breathing slowing down as he was slow with his movements. He examined the small set of wings before him, weighing his options. He opted to start with the outermost feathers, her primaries. His fingers gently grazed the tips, brushing over a few one by one as he admired the feeling. A small exhale escaped his lips, a mixture of excitement and comfort. His other hand dipped into the water and rested against Haven's side, where he had kissed her earlier. His voice was low and soft, barely more than a whisper. “They're beautiful, Dove. Absolutely stunning.”

She’d watched as his hand extended towards the vanes, and was grateful that he was moving carefully. When his fingers first grazed their softness, she closed her eyes in preparation for that unsettling feeling that came with it. He traced the outline of her primaries, and the gesture felt tender and kind. Suddenly it was as if the tension that had built over ten years of protection and defense broke free from her chest. She found herself exhaling with him as her body truly melted into a form that hadn’t been seen since she was a child. Her shoulders lowered, muscles going as languid as the water that surrounded them, and the smile that crept onto her face was blissfully at peace in the space that they had created within the tiny bathroom.

It was everything she wanted it to be, and he had only grazed the tips.

Her wings responded as if they had a mind of their own. They stretched themselves out for him, opening to any further curiosities or strokes of his hand that he wished.

Rory's smile grew, as he leaned forward and craned his neck to press his lips against Haven's. It was soft and gentle, as his fingers slid slowly up the lengths of the feathers. They teased into the gaps, remaining gentle and stopping briefly in every new sensation. He listened with closed eyes, feeling for reactions in Haven's body or wings to guide his movements. He moved from the primaries to the secondary feathers, before further sliding his hand up towards even the coverts.

He stopped short, however. Instead of continuing to explore the wings, he settled into a gentle pattern of running his hand flat along the span of Haven's wings. His soft petting motion remained as he broke the long, tender kiss. His breath was a little ragged, as his chest tried desperately to contain the swell of feelings that surged through him. “Is this good?” His voice was small, wrapped in a slight air of uncertainty.

Haven’s eyes slowly opened as he broke the kiss, looking through her brown lashes at him as her breaths mingled with his in the air between them. Her chin dipped in a nod, yet the sensation that traveled across her integument and into her spine was so much better than “good.”

“It’s so much better than I remember.” She whispered, and a small smile spread as she leaned in to press a kiss against the corner of his mouth. “That feels… You know how I reacted when you touched my spine? It’s kinda like that too.”

Her wings adjusted themselves beneath the passes his hand made against them. Unfurling and furling as his hand reached the bottom and moved back up to the tops. Ensuring he touched each feather on the way down their length.

Rory closed his eyes, as the atmosphere grew electric once again. He had to will himself to lean back in the bath and away from the kiss. He knew it wouldn't defuse the situation, but it could at least delay the coming storm. His left hand moved up to grace Haven's other wing, petting both softly as his legs shifted slightly in the water.

A smile grew on his lips, as his soft tone had a hint of humor. “I take it back… maybe you should run out in the middle of the night more.”

Haven’s shoulders twitched as she let out an absentminded snort. She leaned back towards him after he pulled away, her wings splaying out just enough to feel every tingle his touch sent through them. Her head tilted left as she simply enjoyed the gentle caresses, blissfully lost to the sensations until the feeling began to build within her. Her toes curled in the water ever slightly as her back began to arch.

“I might fake it next time just to get us here again.” She teased.

Rory's breath halted for a moment as she spoke, his mind going blank. He felt almost magnetically drawn to filling what little gap there was between them. His right hand stopped its motion to swoop under his partner's wing and wrap around her mid-section. He scooted her back slightly in the tub, pressing their bodies close.

He kissed her, his left hand continuing the soft petting in a gentle rhythm. His kiss was the most passionate they had shared since the dance, greedily cutting off any more words or sounds except for the sound of sloshing water.

Her own breath was stolen the moment his arm wrapped around her and pulled her against him. Her head turned to meet the kiss that made every inch of her body melt, every place, skin to skin or palm to feather, igniting with a need to somehow get closer to him. Closer, warmer, more, more, more of this moment between them. A passion blooming in her chest that felt similar to that night in the tent, but much more intimate and tender than their first.

The kiss became hungry, every intent focused on merging their souls as well as their bodies. Eager to leave the fears and pain that had plagued them since the trial behind for as long as possible. Hoping that the release this would give them would mend their souls kiss by kiss, touch by touch.

A small noise was muffled by his lips against hers as she felt his toned frame pressed against her back. The electricity of his fingers running over the barbs of her wing ran down the length of her spine and settled in her stomach. Her legs turned to the side so that she could curl them up in front of her, and her hands grasped the arm that held her against him and squeezed it in a silent plea to turn herself completely.

He obliged, letting go of Haven and lowering a hand from her wing to guide Haven's hips in the motion. He refused to break the kiss in the process, matching her movements as he shifted his legs closer together. As Haven's entire body turned to embrace him more fully, he was careful in giving her space to settle into his lap. He kept one hand braced below her hips for support, while another reached up to run his fingers over his partner's wings.

The kiss was only broken for a few moments of heavy breaths and wandering hands as she climbed into his lap and pressed herself into him once more. Her hands roamed his upper body where they could. Their chests rising to meet each other with each heavy breath between heated meetings of their mouths. The need reached an intensity between them until she couldn’t hold back any longer. She claimed him for the second time since that fateful night. Each of them reliving the spark that had kindled the fire that kept them together.

They weren’t sure how much time passed, but neither minded. The bathwater had gone lukewarm by the time their bodies cooled down, and yet they still tended to each other’s bodies with soap and cloth until all of the night’s sweat and earth was washed from their skin. They helped each other from the bath, both bodies settling into a mindless exhaustion by the time Haven helped Rory back into the bed.

She took a moment to tend the fire before joining him. Her smile was happier than it had been in weeks as she crouched in front of the flames and fed a log into the hearth. Slowly, she stood from the fireplace and stretched out her body. Her muscles were deliciously sore for an entirely different reason now, which made her giggle softly to herself before turning to make her way back to him.

Rory was sprawled out on the bed, his eyes half-closed with a dumb grin on his face. Haven had sapped nearly all the energy he had this late at night, leaving him moments away from slipping back into sleep. He hadn't bothered to slip on boxers again, draped in only an old ship around his lower half. As Haven drew near, his smile grew wider as his head turned to face her. He held his arms out, beckoning her over with his hands. “Come to bed, babe.”

He didn’t even need to say it, for Haven was already nearing his side of the bed. She took his hands as she lifted a knee onto it and crawled up his body to lay with half of herself laying on top of him. A careful leg draped over his, her knee resting against the bed to keep most of her weight off of his healing limb.

The arm she didn’t tuck between them draped across his chest, fingers idly swirling against his skin while her head rested in the crook of his neck. Her wings settled onto her back, and the arm Rory wrapped around her back rested on top of them as he placed his palm on the side of her ribs. She kissed his pec, and lazily smiled up at him with the light of all of the love she had for him shining in her eyes.

“Goodnight, Rory.” She whispered, her free arm reaching up to trace a line down the center of his forehead and to the tip of his nose.

Rory closed his eyes as he enjoyed the sensation of Haven tangling herself with him. The last vestiges of consciousness were melted away by the warm and soothing feeling of his partner beside him. The few times they had slept apart in recent memory had left him feeling restless. Now, he couldn't imagine falling asleep without her. So it was, with barely more than a pleased grunt, he softly muttered his own goodnight.

“I love you, Haven.”

Haven’s breath hitched as those three little words filled her chest with an emotion she couldn’t quite pin. Lingering somewhere between heart throbbing joy and bitter sorrow, until the happier emotion overcame the other and her cheeks blushed with the warmth that spread through her. She tucked herself in closer to him, a soft smile playing on her lips, and murmured her own reply as she closed her eyes. She knew a nightmare wouldn’t come for her again tonight, and that the next thing that would wake her would be the light of the sun shining in their cozy cabin.

“I love you too, Rory Tyler.”
K A Z R A N
K A Z R A N


Everything Kazran had ever owned jostled around in a single burlap strap slung over his shoulder. He had spun it around to cover his chest upon hopping down from the wagon. He had managed to hitch rides among friendly merchants and farmers for weeks, offering up the meager sum he had saved little by little until a single coin remained.

He was not a particularly appealing sight: he was large, covered in grime, and his hair was slick with grease. The sack was barely large enough to store his more treasured items, a simple wrapped handle clearly peaking through. The only thing on his person that clearly denoted his intentions in Atutania was a polished kite shield strapped to his back. He had cleaned it three times a day since he had gotten it, and it shone so bright you could practically see your reflection in it. Murmurs had followed him since he left Itenaire, but no one dared to accuse the teen of theft.

Especially not when they saw what tool he carried in his bag.

Atutania's festivities meant little to Kazran. He had not the coin nor the time for pleasant festivities. The smells did send his stomach twisting into knots of hunger, but he simply ignored his body's cries for sustenance. His soul needed to be quenched first.

If he failed here, nothing else mattered.

So, Kazran ignored the opulence on display. He ignored the aristocrats and nobles who seemed to watch the common rabble for entertainment. He ignored the greedy stares leveled at the shirld on his back. He ignored all but the target of his journey: the trial grounds.

It was easy to recognize, by the high concentration of armed young adults. Most looked rather well put-together, with a not-insignificant assortment of those with noble blood. Kazran's heart sank at the sight of the others gathered. He knew that only some of those here gathered would even make it past the first steps: what chance did he have of being one of them?

Kazran wandered into the dwindling line in front of the sign-in desks, drawing a few odd looks from hopefuls and attendants alike. He shuffled along, until he was finally ushered before one of the attendants.

"Can I get your name?"

"Kazran... Kaz for short"

"Family name?"

Kazran simply shook his head. "I'm from Itenaire."

The simple statement seemed to be enough of an explanation, as the appropriate information was catalogued and noted. She half-turned towards the proving grounds, motioning towards the various facets. "You are encouraged to demonstrate your skills as you see fit. If you did not bring equipment, some may be provided for you."

Kazran shook his head , untying the knotted rope that drew his sack closed. He loosed the opening, before pulling out the large warhammer. He let the momentum and gravity swing the weapon's head towards the ground, forming a small spiderweb crack in the cobbled stone. The attendant's eyes grew wide for a moment, before clearing her throat. "Ah... well, um, we have some practice dummies set up over there for you. Feel free to find a free space first and set up as you wish."

Kazran nodded, smiling softly as he hoisted the hammer up onto his shoulder with ease. He lumbered through the crowd towards the training area. He searched for a sizable enough rock to take a seat, setting his belongings down in front of him as he did. He looked up to watch the other aspiring applicants go through their routines. His hands absentmindedly fiddled with the buckles and straps of the breastplate he had been gifted. He lifted it up over his head, easily shimmying his arms into their respective holes before sliding it over his chest. The arm guards were much easier, as were the greaves.

As he reached the bottom of his sack, he felt a small metal chain. His heart seemed to speed up as he removed the small locket from the sack, running his thumb over the small crest of the Bonderal family. He couldn't bring himself to open it, instead sliding the chain around his neck. He tucked the pendant under the breastplate, and rose to his feet. He readjusted his old smithing gloves, plucked his hammer and shield from the ground, and strode off towards the melee practice dummies.

He had everything to prove.
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Location: Home - Debolt, Alberta, Canada
Human #5.048: All the Small Things
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Interaction(s): Haven - @Skai
Previously: A Place to Nest


Rory's eyes glazed over as he refused to focus on the trees that lazily rolled by. The jostle in the old truck's movements were clear signs of its suspension going bad. The old man certainly knew, and mentioning it would certainly come across as a complaint instead of an observation. So he kept his lips sealed, ran his fingertips over the tight muscles in his legs, and dissociated.

When the truck stopped, it took him a moment to register that they had arrived. It was that sudden absence next to him that registered action, and he instinctively used his arms to slide his body across the old bench seat. He swung his legs over the end, and eased his weight onto his legs. Pain shot through him, duller day by day but sharp enough to loose a strained grunt from his lips. Haven's fingers wrapped around his arm to help support him, as Rory flopped into the wheelchair. He felt the frustrated look from his partner, but shook it off.

He still didn't like the doting, but knew he'd be doing the same in her position.

While she admired the nature around them, Miller approached, holding out an old set of keys. The key-ring had small flecks of rust from years of wear and tear. Rory reached into his inner jacket pocket, feeling for the stack of cash he had counted and bound that morning. He had always intended to use his inheritance to begin putting down roots, but never expected it to be this soon and under these circumstances.

He was sure that his parents would be disappointed.

That made it all the easier to place the stack into Miller's hands.

Miller left, and Rory ran his finger along the keys the man had left him. He handed the keys off to Haven when she motioned for them, and he watched her enter into their new home. He sat in front of the porch stairs, a small smile on his lips as he saw the wonder in her movements. Her happiness was infectious.

Infectious enough that he couldn't help but shift his legs off the footrests, and plant themselves on the course gravel. His arms did most of the work in pulling himself to his feet, adrenaline working to dull the pain. His right arm rested on the bannister, and his feet took each step one at a time. It felt almost surreal to walk again, grounded only by the shaky pain that made him feel like he would keel over at any second.

Haven had rushed to his side by the time he reached the porch proper, and the feeling of her lips against his melted the world away for a brief moment. She moved to support him, and he wasted no time to settle his weight on his shoulders. It would take time for him to be back to normal, but he felt a surge of pride in his chest at the steps he had made.

Most folks wouldn't even be able to stand for a second this quickly from a fractured femur.

“Let’s walk inside together.”

Rory nodded at the suggestion, letting her take the lead in guiding them through the open front door. He set the pace, taking one step at a time in a slow marching rhythm. He resisted Haven’s urge to set him down in the rocking chair near the door, instead nudging them in the direction of the dining table. They lowered him into one of the seats, Rory’s labored breathing intercut with sudden inhales. His legs burned in pain, but he tried not to show it. Haven was already out the door again to grab the wheelchair as he took the moment to admire the space. It was much larger than their former accommodations, and had much more natural lighting.

Of course, next came all the small tasks that came with moving into an old, small place. Rory had plucked an old towel from one of his bags, and began using it to dust everything he could reach from the comfort of his chair. He gave the handle of the sink a quick flick, grimacing at the sight of sputtering brown water. Miller’s comments on the water heater now felt more like a bad omen than an off-hand comment. He shook his head, flashing a look over in Haven’s direction. She had taken the towel from him to wipe some of the harder to reach places. Her eyes met his, and a faint smile traced his lips.

Rory rolled himself over to the bathroom. It was modest, sporting little more than a toilet, bathtub, and sink. Except, of course, for a small door. Opening it revealed the water heater, along with a junction box. He opened the later up briefly, noticing the handful of switches and making sure everything was powered. He then turned his gaze back towards the water heater, fiddling around with the controls until he found what he was looking for.

”Dove… can you check the shed out back and see if Miller left a hose? I think we need to flush the tank.”

Rory powered off the water heater, listening as the screen door to the back porch slammed shut. His legs still ached, but he refused to let that stop him. He locked his chair's wheels, and slowly lifted himself up out of his seat. He tried lowering himself down slowly, only to lose his grip on the door frame in the process. He let out a sharp cry as he fell onto his tailbone, coupled with the newly fresh pain his legs were in as they had bent sharper than usual. He took a few deep breaths, centering himself as he pushed himself with his hands to sit near the base of the water heater. He turned off the cool water spigot, and leaned back to rest his head against the wall. Now, he simply needed to wait.

It took 3 hours of trial and error to finish flushing out the water heater and getting a nice, clean stream of water to come from any of the faucets. Running a hose out the bathroom window, fiddling with the water flow to flush water in and out of the tank to clear out the sediment buildup, and then letting the tank refill again while sprawled out on the bathroom floor had left him feeling somewhat satisfied. Haven’s relieved sigh at the sight of clean water sent a smile over his lips. His chest rose in a swell of pride.

Rory Tyler would be ok.

He would survive.
Made my CS colors blue and still ended up on red team, smh.
K A Z R A N
K A Z R A N

“Underestimating me is a mistake.”
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Kazran is a former blacksmith's apprentice in service to the Bonderal Merchant Family in the Kingdom of Itenaire. He is a hopeless romantic desperately searching for identity, status, and purpose in the most reckless way. He has a set of armor, a shield, a hammer, and a dream to finally be someone that people will see.

Age: 17
Race: Human
Nationality: Itenaian
Weapon of Choice: Warhammer and Shield
Elemental Affinity: Earth
Spiritual Affinity: Light
C H A R A C T E R B I O G R A P H Y
C H A R A C T E R B I O G R A P H Y
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Kazran "Kaz" Harrond was the third born of seven children, born to the lowest caste of the Kingdom of Itenaire. The family at large worked various jobs, taking up what work they could to serve their lords and various merchant families. Kaz's eldest sister took a position as a maid for the Bonderal Merchant Family, while his older brother toiled in the fields as a simple farmhand in the fields. But Kaz, from birth, was a large boy. He was strong, tall, and skilled with his hands. It is no surprise he was scouted as a competent apprentice at a young age.

Wesley Daur was the premiere blacksmith of the Bonderal family, crafting everything from fine cutlery to horseshoes to even arms and armor for brave men and women who would keep the rich safe from the poor. Wesley saw in Kaz the same clever deftness in the boy that his own mentor had seen in him years ago. So it was that Kaz became an apprentice blacksmith, and proved to be quite skilled at this craft.

The only thing he wasn't skilled at, however, was keeping his heart guarded.

Everything changed when Isabella Bonderal, the youngest daughter of Alphonse Bonderal, stopped in at Wesley Daur's smithy to pick up a custom order of cutlery for the family. In a life of toiling day to day just to make ends meet, her smile cut through Kaz's core. Since they were 13, she would stop by on a monthly basis to watch the apprentice work. They would talk as he toiled, but an unspoken divide always remained between the two. For three and a half years, they continued their ritual in relative secrecy.

Of course, things shifted as Kaz grew older. There was only one means by which anyone in Iteniare could even hope to attain a little upward mobility: martial prowess. His days were spent in the smithy, while his nights were spent honing and training his body and form. Isabella managed to sneak him books teaching form and technique, while Wesley and his sons sparred opposite of Kaz. Before long, it was clear that Kaz's sheer strength, speed, and persistence had made him remarkably skilled. He had even quit his apprenticeship to enlist and train as a foot-soldier in the army. But Alphonse Bonderal has some considerable sway, and rumors of the Blacksmith's apprentice had even managed to pierce his ears. So, Kaz has set out for his last chance to attain some semblance of status and meaning in Atutania with a few parting gifts from his master: a hammer, a shield, and a breastplate.

His goal is simple: Follow in the footsteps of the great peasant hero (at least, thats how his mother described the Hero of the Glades) to earn a respect no man can deny.

After all, how could Alphonse refuse to recognize a Warden?

C H A R A C T E R I Z A T I O N
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Blunt Caring Creative Persistent Reckless Stubborn

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Kazran Harrond is a remarkably skilled martial fighter. Having grown up doing back-breaking labor since he was old enough to walk, Kaz is exceptionally strong and in peak physical condition. He has spent several years honing his reflexes and skill with weapons, outside of the less serious training most children partake in within Itenaire.

Being a Blacksmith's apprentice, and being the size of a grown man for several years, Kaz has had the opportunity to grow comfortable with armor and shields, without it becoming a detriment to his athletic capabilities. Combined with a deep well of stamina, Kaz is what a soldier dreams of having their back when things get rough. He is the wall meant to stem the tides.

All that being said... Kaz's greatest weakness does come from some mobility issues due to his armor. Combined with the fact he has not had his magical awakening, and it is exceptionally clear that strength and stamina can only get you so far. Beyond that, Kaz is not battle-tested nor knowledgeable on how to work as a team. He is a workhorse without a driver.

Can't wait for the boy's night arc.
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Location: Canis Dormitory - Dundas Island
Human #5.030: Scary Love

Interaction(s): Haven, Girlfriend @Skai
Previously: Birds in Their Little Nests Agree & Nobody Likes You


All her tears had dried by the time Haven entered Rory’s room for the final time. As she slowly shut the door behind her she took the time to look over the room. It was littered with things neither could carry, and missing most of what they both cherished. All of his pictures had been taken down and packed away. The clothes he couldn’t make room for still sat in his hamper or on the floor of his open closet. Some of her own were mixed in with it. His father’s suitcase, of course, sat on his desk ready for transport.

She stood holding her favorite Jansport by the strap. A newer pair of sneakers were stuffed deep inside, surrounded by the clothes she considered practical for their journey ahead. Bathroom essentials, two pairs of pants, a few basic tops, layers for warmth, and her favorite tee’s she’d taken from the abandoned cabins she once called home. She held a coat in her other hand, with a pair of boots dangling by their strings. The worn sneakers on her feet would be left behind with the rest.

The backpack was stuffed full, and yet she’d still made space for her father’s sketchbook. Any photos she had of her time on the island had been carefully tucked between the first sketch and the cover. It had been hard to look at the team photos when she packed them. Rory had told her of his suspicions by that time, and while she believed him she still found it hard to comprehend.

Each photo with Katja made the ache in her chest worsen, and yet she still kept each one of them.

“Do you need help packing anything else?” She asked softly, although she knew he didn’t need it. The words were empty, more like a verbal olive branch before she said what was really on her mind.

Rory had planted himself near the window, which had remained locked since the incident with Haven. The scattered mess was a reminder of his years spent on the island. Equipment he had never returned, borrowed and purchased clothing that he had worn ragged over the years. On his desk rested his old high school letterman jacket, which he had managed to snag out from beneath a pile of old hoodies in the little closet space he had. But what he needed remained secured in his suitcase and in a duffel stuffed underneath the bed. He turned his tired gaze towards his partner and shook his head.

”Can’t use most of this stuff anymore. It made packing easier.” His voice shook, as if it were hollowed out and reverberated an exhaustion that had been building. There was something about the air between them that he could tell was wrong, and he could hazard a guess as to what it was. But putting a name to it and ushering it out was too much for him. If a storm was coming, it would come.

Haven could only nod in response. While she’d never needed anything to take flight but her sneakers, she could only imagine what it felt like for Rory to even look at his Hyperball equipment now. Although she wasn’t sure if she understood exactly how he was feeling after his outburst on the beach.

She walked over to the bed to rest her Jansport and boots at the foot of it, in the place she’d placed it’s empty form not too long ago. Her coat was laid over the end of the bed. She slipped off her worn sneakers and tucked them close together, before turning to face him.

“Rory,” she began, hesitant about what she would say to him for the first time in their short relationship. “What happened earlier… Are you alright?”

Rory’s expression darkened for a moment. He moved his hands into his lap from their positions on the armrests. ”They needed to know.” He refused to look Haven in the eyes as he continued to stare out the window, wringing his hands. His voice was more firm this time. ”I’m fine.”

“I know you’re not fine.” She rebutted, her back muscles tensing with a mixture of frustration and worry. Maybe she didn’t have the energy to argue with Harper, but she wasn’t about to let Rory lie to her. Not when she could see how much he was hurting.

“I know it hurts you more than the rest of us. Of course it does. You were best friends.”

”Were we?” There was a sudden and almost desperate fervor In that question. He finally turned his head towards Haven, his eyes still red and puffy from earlier. ”Or was I just a mission for her?” He shook his head, the remnants of the rage he felt earlier that day beginning to boil in his chest. ”She was never one of us.”

“She was in the beginning, Rory.” Haven kept her tone soft. Her sympathy for his heartache was keeping her own anger at bay, for now. “She was broken when she came here, like most of us were. If her life before was anything like what you told me she went through in the trial… I don’t think she had any reason to doubt the sweet lies Hyperion whispered to us.”

She thought of the way Katja’s anger had dissipated the moment those blue eyes met her own. How her heart had cracked just a little more as she recognized sympathy in her expression. It hurt that Katja had lied to them for so long, and yet it was worse that Katja still cared for them after all this time.

“I’m not trying to justify what she’s done. I don’t want to forgive her for it.” Her tone was bitter and heartbroken as she spoke, but her eyes soon fell to the floor as she gathered the courage to speak her mind.

When she finally lifted her eyes to meet his sky blues, her tone was firm despite the concern in her eyes. “I don’t think she deserved what you said to her, though. It was cruel. You weren’t acting like yourself, Rory.”

“Please tell me you didn’t mean it.”

”What if I did?” It was less of a question and more of a statement as his tone and expression hardened. His eyes lacked the usual light and spark, instead dull orbs that seemed to look past Haven.

”I don't care if she was lied to, Haven. She betrayed us. She trusted terrorists who attacked us, and she would have never come clean about it. You and Harper can defend her all you want, but she is not your friend.” Rory’s hands gripped each other tightly in his lap, a pained sneer forming on his lips. ”She was the monster, not Amma.”

“I’m not defending her.” The words came out a bit faster than she intended. She didn’t know if they were right, but she at least didn’t mean to be defending someone who had betrayed them this way.

“Amma was never a monster, either. Tiamat was the monster underneath. The Foundation created that part of her. Dae-... he made her that.”

Her stress was returning in the way her hands began to shake at her sides. Again, this was a side to Rory that she had never seen before. A side that she knew came from the pain he held within himself. A pain that she wasn’t sure she could comfort.

“Katja meant it, when she said that she never intended to hurt us. When she said that she didn’t know about the trial.” She continued as the frustration of it began to simmer in her stomach. “It’s all so fucked up.”

”Kruger's friends nearly killed you, Haven.” His tone seemed desperate and pleading, underneath the pure disdain with which he spoke Katja's name. ”She should have known. After what Hyperion did, after everything… she's not an idiot. She just didn't care.” Rory turned his gaze away from Haven, looking out the window as if he would catch a glimpse of the person they talked about.

”If she was sorry, she would have confessed after the Trial. But no… she continued to lie to us and pretend like she had nothing to do with them. And now she says exactly what you wanted to hear, and you're willing to believe her?” Rory looked back towards Haven, an anger in his eyes that dissipated the second he saw her shaking hands. His brow stitched together in a mixture of confusion and concern. His tone grew limp. ”I… don't believe her, Haven. And even if I did, I will never trust her again.”

Haven exhaled as she saw the anger leave his eyes. Relief and heartache consumed her as he seemed to become less hostile about it all, just because of her. She tucked her hands into the pocket of his hoodie to hide them.

“I just… I can’t believe she lied for so long. She did care for us, in some twisted way.”

”She had a funny way of showing it.” There was no smile or jest in Rory’s words, and it stung with the faintest remnant of anger. But he took a moment to breathe, letting out his anger. His voice was calm and resolute. ”I stand by what I said to her, Haven. She needed to hear it.”

“I think what you were feeling at that moment was right, Rory. I really do. I’m angry, and I’m also just heartbroken.” She wrung her hands together where they were hidden from view now and watched him through her lashes. It was hard to say it directly to his face, and yet she gathered the courage to tilt her chin up and meet his gaze. “But I can’t stand by how you said it.”

“I hope that’s okay with you.”

Rory's face screwed in temporary discomfort. He opened his mouth to respond, before biting his lip to stop himself. He turned his gaze away, taking the moment to recenter his thoughts. This only amplified his disappointment. ”I would have stood by you punching the shoulders kid. Or going after Torres.” He looked back towards Haven, confusion knitting his brows. ”But Katja… she lied to us for years. Stood by an actual terrorist that actually hurt people like us. Said nothing and didn't help find the others who nearly killed you, and you can't stand calling her out?”

The fire was lit behind his eyes as he lifted a hand to roll his wheels, slowly spinning himself to fully face Haven. ”Was I supposed to say please and thank you when she stabbed us in the back, or ask her to do it again? Or should I just stay quiet and see which one of us she helps kill next?” Rory's nostrils flared in indignation, and his cheeks burned with a rage that refused to continue eating away inside. His eyes refused to get the memo, still bearing the sad pain he had since the dance.

Haven’s cheeks turned pink to match his, in the way that they always did, but this time it was a result of her frustration. Her own brows had furrowed in response to his accusations, and his last words had sent a shiver up her spine that made the muscles on her back ache. Another muscle in her neck ticked as she quickly rebutted.

“That’s not what I mean, Rory.” Her voice was louder this time, laced with hurt that he’d even assumed that she didn’t want Katja to know how much pain she had caused. “I was ready to back you up if nobody believed you, and if Katja denied it, I was going to be the one to call her out next.”

“But you said that no one loved her, and then you used Amma against her like she hadn’t just been dragged into hell with that thing. Katja was clearly torn up about Amma, and you twisted the knife. You cut deeper than you needed to, Rory. I don’t know if it’s because of how you’re hurting, or if you’re still hung up about how you used to feel about her, but I know you didn’t get any pleasure out of it. Even if you smiled when you said it.”

She shook her head as she took a breath.

“It wasn’t you, Rory.”

Rory nodded, running his tongue along the inside of his cheek as he took in Haven’s words. Her frustration was finally clicking into place in his head. His eyes shifted down towards the ground for a moment, before he simply shook his head. ”Being me hasn’t done us much good, has it?” He let the words settle for a moment before he looked up again. Tears formed in the corner of his eyes, as his voice grew borderline desperate. ”Didn’t help you, didn’t help the team, and it didn’t help Amma either. Being me got me in this fucking chair!” His eyes shifted to his seat, and he slammed a fist onto his arm rest, wincing slightly from the pain of it.

But that only wound Rory up more.

”I didn’t enjoy it, but at least I hurt her, Haven. Not because I liked her, not because she was our friend, but because she hurt us! I couldn’t hurt Hyperion, I couldn’t hurt the monster, but I knew how to hurt her.” The tears flowed freely at this point, his fists clenched so tightly blood laced his fingernails. ”We’ve lost everything without even a chance to fight back. So I hit her where I could, where it would hurt, where she would feel for even a second what I do because we can’t even touch the others. And we never will.” His voice had crescendoed into a booming shriek, that was almost immediately snuffed out by a sudden exhale of tension as Rory was hunched forward, almost doubled over.

His voice grew quiet, as if he had used up what little energy he had left on the tirade. He still refused to look at Haven, barely able to see the ground as what few tears he had left clouded his sight. ”I needed to do something. Anything.”

He heard a few soft steps, and then suddenly Haven was kneeling before him. Through his blurred vision he could see her hands reaching for his. They carefully peeled back his fingers where his nails had dug into his palm, and slid themselves into his open gestures to press against the self-inflicted wounds.

“Being you brought us together.” She began, her voice shaking with sorrow. “Being you got me through all of this. I don’t know how I could have survived it alone.”

“You’re all I have left, Rory. You’re all I want.” She squeezed his hands as she looked over his defeated expression. “It was all out of our hands from the start, and I’m just… I’m so glad you’re still here.”

A few of her own tears slid down her cheeks.

“Tell me what I can do to help you through this. You’re not alone. We’ll get through this together.”

Rory squeezed Haven's hands back, and his shoulders sagged with exhaustion. What little anger had seeped out of him, leaving just the shell. He shook his head. ”I don't know, Dove. I don't know.” He lifted his head to look about the room and the assorted mess.

”For now, I just need help getting to bed. We've got a long day ahead of us.”

Haven took a breath as if she had more to say, but her eyes fell to their intertwined hands and she just nodded in response. Slowly, she rose to stand and wiped off her face with the back of her sleeve. Her hands then tucked her stray hairs behind her ears as she moved around to the back of his wheelchair.

She pushed him over to the side of the bed, beginning their nighttime routine they’d only had a few nights to act out. Except this time there were no little jokes to make light of their situation. Haven knelt down to remove his shoes, placing them in front of where his duffel was tucked under the bed. She stood again and moved to his side, placing a single kiss against his temple as she waited for his arm to sling across her shoulders. Her own arm slid around his back, and then the other under his knees.

She lifted him out of the chair with ease. The center of her back ached with the movement, but it had become a normal pain over the last week. A bearable pain. She didn’t mention it as she rested him on the bed. As she released her hold on him, her arms moved then to carefully position his legs with a pillow underneath his knees.

“Is that comfortable? Do you want your shirt off?” She asked, moving up to his torso where she adjusted his pillow under his head although she knew he could do it himself.

He always felt so useless at this part. The tenderness with which Haven always helped him was the only thing that kept him from losing his mind. But he still needed to do what he could. He sat himself upright in bed. ”Can you please shove this in my bag?” He lifted his arms to his back and yanked his shirt up over his head, before holding it out towards Haven. His exhausted face tried to contort itself into the facsimile of a pleading smile.

Haven nodded as she took his shirt from him, eyes lingering on his for a second before she knelt down to fold his shirt into his duffel. She took a breath as she stood, preparing herself for her own display of what she’d been left with following the dance. Slowly, she pulled his hoodie off of her back to reveal the tank top she’d been wearing underneath. She faced him for as long as she could as she folded it over her arm, and only turned her back to him to take it and her coat to a chair nearby.

What remained of her wings twitched as she moved, while normally her wings would have shifted behind her. The pin feathers that covered the healed skin were growing faster than she expected. The openings at the top of the pins already revealed soft, downy feathers that made the nubs look like freshly hatched chicks. They were still itchy, but as her arm bent behind her back to scratch at them she just couldn’t find the right angle. She huffed and swallowed down the frustration of it before turning back to the bed.

Soon she had crawled over Rory to take her place next to him. She sat upright for a moment to tie her hair back, and then toss her dirty socks into the hamper across the room. As she laid down, she still found it strange how large the bed felt now. She no longer needed to cling to Rory’s side to give her wings space. After their argument, their first fight, she left a bit of that extra space between them as she turned to lay on her stomach to give them some breathing room. With her head on the pillow, she finally looked across at Rory’s head where it laid on his pillow.

“Do you think you’ll sleep soon?” She wasn’t sure when she’d fall asleep, herself.

Rory had watched Haven undress, watching her movements carefully. As she revealed her back, he felt another wave of pain and regret. She was healing better than expected… but the grim reminder of what she lost made his tirade feel immature. He watched her try to stretch near her wings, before she gave up. He instinctively reached down below himself to lift himself up, before a small shot of pain in his right leg reminded him of his own situation.

He scooted himself over slightly as Haven went to lie down, staring up at the ceiling with a hand over his stomach. The distance between them felt deeply uncomfortable. Her question cut through the air between them. Rory shook his head, turning over to look at Haven. ”I doubt it.” He paused for a moment, before he took a breath. The movement was quick, and punctuated with a small grunt of discomfort, as he lifted himself up onto his side. ”Do you need help with those?” He motioned towards the nubs on Haven's back with his free hand, as one arm kept him propped up on his side.

Haven’s brows rose with hesitation, unsure how she would feel about another’s touch on such a sensitive spot, before she thought of the relief it would bring and nodded. With a sigh, she shifted herself closer to him. The kind gesture closing the distance that their fight had created.

“Can you just… scratch between the feathers? Gently, please.” Her voice was soft, carrying a tone of apprehension that came with letting anyone near her back like this. She hoped he wouldn’t be hurt by it.

Rory gave a small nod, lifting a hand up and placing it on Haven’s back. He slowly rubbed the area near her joints first, his fingers massaging her skin in an effort to help her relax. He then hesitantly moved his hand to the closest one, hesitating the moment his finger glanced feather. His brow was knit together as he focused on being slow and gentle, his fingers softly scratching at her direction. ”Like this?”

She’d melted like butter the moment he massaged her aching muscles. Her eyes fluttered before they closed, and she allowed herself to relax under his care. Even as his fingers neared the center, the only thought she had was that she wished she’d asked for this sooner. A bitter pang of regret made her breath catch in her throat before his fingers began to move between her pins. It was bittersweet relief.

This moment should have been the first time he touched her wings.

“That’s perfect.” She murmured, a hint of her sorrow in her tone. “It might even put me to sleep.”

Rory nodded, moving his hand to the farther set. ”Then get some rest, Dove.” He continued with the small, gentle movements, doing what he could to soothe his partner. He lost the hesitation in his touch, growing more comfortable the more Haven relaxed.

His confident ministrations soothed her discomfort far faster than either expected. Her breathing soon became slow, deep pulls of air into her lungs. Her mind went quiet, focused solely on the feeling of his fingers.

“Thank you.” She managed to slur out as her exhaustion began to settle into her bones. She gave him one last, sleepy blink his way as a smile crept onto her lips, before her eyes closed again and she was lost to sleep.

Rory continued to gently massage Haven's back until he was certain she had drifted to sleep. He looked at her face for a moment, his own exhaustion wearing on his face. But he leaned forward, brushing his lips against Haven's cheek as he extended himself as over. As his head was near hers, and the swarm of feelings that bloomed inside his chest ceased their fighting, he whispered softly to her. His words were tender, clear, and deliberate. They felt natural as she rested near him.

”I love you, Haven.”

Rory turned away, repositioning himself onto his back to stare at the ceiling. His cheeks burned, and his head swam with the day's events.

Sleep would not come for him that night.

| A Few Days Earlier |

Rory had never felt his bones before. Now he had, and he was worse for it.

The casts felt deeply uncomfortable, and a dull thrum constantly pulsed through his body. The morphine helped, but kept him nearly catatonic to the point he didn't know what day it was. It was hard to tell what was a dream and what wasn't. It always felt like something was standing behind him, just out of view. News has been passed on that the school was closing. The government was stripping the place for parts, and HELP was on life support. For once, he felt free. He couldn't follow in his parent's footsteps if he tried: within a few years, his entire future had been torn asunder. He could do anything.

But could he?

No diploma, minimal life skills, and two broken legs. He finally had the chance to slip away into obscurity, and even that was barred from him. Through no fault of his own, he got to choose which new shiny cage he could lock himself into. What a treat.

But it was all he could do to distract what little there was left of him from the screams he had heard and the things he saw. That faint copper smell that permeated the room and was so rich he could taste it. Or maybe it was his own blood that wet his lips then. Was he still bleeding? Was he dead? Part of him wondered if the sterile white room he had trouble leaving was his own personal hell.

He barely remembered his discussion with Mary and Will. What he did remember was the look they both had on their face. Mary's eyeliner ran down her cheeks. Will couldn't even look at him. Rory wondered if he looked like his brother at their father's wake. He hated that this was the closest he had felt to him in years. He hated how cold and absent he was. It felt like they were at his funeral.

Then again, maybe part of him died at that dance.

He didn't know what time it was when he seemed to come out of his stupor. Mary was squeezing his shoulder, and he could feel the vibration of contained sobs. They were both staring out the window, watching students lug bags across campus. Rory raised a hand up to Mary's, squeezing it gently. He wanted to tell her it would all be ok, but he knew he couldn't promise anything.

He couldn't keep anyone safe.

So Rory just watched out the window. Mary lingered a little, before muttering something about packing, and that she would be back. Rory continued staring out the window for a while, becoming more and more aware of the fact the morphine was fading. His bones throbbed, and Rory desperately wished to return back to that dream-like state. At least then, he could pretend the nightmare wasn’t real.

The sounds of the hospital had blended together over the past few days. Doctors and nurses had their usual rhythms. He had made a game of guessing who was approaching by the sound of their footsteps echoing in the hallway. He even grew to recognize Mary’s footsteps. So he was confused when he heard a set of footsteps he couldn’t recognize approaching his door. That intense feeling of not being alone creeped up his neck, but he couldn’t bring himself to look. His shoulders were hunched forward, and his hands gripped the arm-rests of his wheelchair tightly. But he continued to watch the world outside.

The steps slowed to a stop as they reached his doorway. Their hesitation was clear in the sound they made as they shifted in place. Worn rubber soles whispering against the vinyl tiles where Haven stood like a ghost.

Until her relief broke the silence in a quick, but soft set of feet making their way to him.

“Rory.” She breathed, tears already welling in her eyes at the sight of him alive. Her arms were slow and gentle as they wrapped around his chest from behind, her body leaning over the back of the chair to get closer to him. She rested her head against his, and only then did she squeeze him in her embrace. Her tears gently dropped onto his gray henley as she breathed in the smell of him. “Rory, I-” She began, but the lump in her throat kept her from saying anymore.

There was so much to say, and she had no idea how to begin.

Rory felt the tension in him melt away the second the footsteps had quickened. He lifted his hands up to Haven's arms as she embraced him, gently squeezing her to offer some semblance of reassurance. His heart dropped at the sound of Haven's tears. He was getting very tired of tears. He didn't have any left to shed, opting instead to softly brush her arms.

“How are you holding up?” His voice croaked, hoarse from a lack of training the past few days. He wasn't sure if he had spoken since the dance. His voice shook more with uncertainty, though. He couldn't get the image he saw from the dance out of his head. He knew there were bigger, far more important questions to answer. But none mattered more to him than the one he asked.

Haven bit her lip as she tried to reel in the tears that kept silently falling from her eyes. She looked down at his legs, glad to see that they were back in one piece but unable to forget how she’d seen them look on that night. A subtle shake of her head and a sniffle was her only response for a moment as she found the words.

“Miserably… but it already feels better being here with you.”

Rory gave a solemn nod before brushing his lips against her arms. The soft kiss felt more like a reflex than a decision he made. His hands continued to hold her in the embrace. His eyes remained fixed forward, focusing on the scene outside. His stomach churned at the thought of leaving this place, but he didn't feel safe either. Part of him still expected to see a winged shadow pass over the campus. One monster was already made: how many more were waiting for them?

How many more monsters were waiting for Haven?

“I- I couldn't… I can’t protect you, Haven.” It turned out he still did have some tears in reserve. His breath caught in his throat, his choking gasps interrupting his thought as droplets fell upon Haven's sleeve.“I… I'm tired of losing the people that I lo-” His sobbing overwhelmed his ability to speak. The lifting of the haze had only sharpened his recollection of the dance. He had done everything right, and yet it didn't matter.

Haven only held him tighter as her tears doubled to match his. She had no energy for sobs left, and yet she still felt the crushing weight of his pain intermingled with her own. Holding him didn’t feel like enough to comfort his grief.

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” She choked out, guilt settling onto her shoulders although she knew none of it had truly been her fault. She was only to blame for putting herself in harm's way, in her failed attempt at a resolution to the suffering. “I’m so sorry.”

He’d been through so much because of her. Because of the trials, and because of him. Would it have hurt Rory this much if she hadn’t made a move in the tent a month ago? If they’d stayed apart, remaining as friends and not as lovers?

“I don’t want to lose you, either.” She whispered.

Rory continued to hold on as they both cried into one another. When his own crying died down, he lifted his sleeve to wipe his tears and nose.“What do we do now?” His voice was soft and quiet, barely more than a whisper under his breath. “Is anywhere safe? Do we run?” He paused, catching himself on his words. He didn’t want to even ask the question, but felt it tumble out of his lips before he could stop himself. “Is there a we?”

“I don’t know where to go… I don’t know if anywhere is safe.” She murmured softly where she still clung to him.

Her arms slowly drew away from him as she stood upright. Her back aching now from being leant over for so long. She wiped her eyes with the edges of her sweatshirt, trying to compose herself before she pulled a chair over to the wheelchair’s side. When she finally stepped into view, she hardly looked any different than she usually did. The only difference being her red and puffy eyes, rimmed with dark circles from both a lack of sleep and entirely too much of it, and the empty space behind her where her wings used to rest.

She took a seat in the chair, still subconsciously leaving space for her wings, and greeted him with a miserable smile. “But I’ll go where you go, Rory. You’re my home.”

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Location: The Beach - Dundas Island, Pacific Ocean
Human #5.013: Nobody Likes You
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Interaction(s): Haven - @Skai, Katja - @Zoldyck, The Gang at Large
Previously: Anything but Blood


Rory sat like a log for most of the conversation amongst his gathered comrades. He gave Haven a single look at her words, before his eyes returned to the fire before them all. He was stuck here in this position, unable to freely move to follow Gil and Lorcán as they broke off to have a heated discussion of their own. So instead, he just simmered. He tried, desperately, to push down the boiling contempt and frustration that rose like bile in his throat. All the talk of safety, home, and justice felt like wasted breath to his ears. It was less substantial than the sand beneath their feet.

He finally began to understand Jim's frustrations.

After everything, they hadn't learned a thing.

Rory's heart broke.

"I won't attend your funeral, Olly." Rory's eyes didn't move from the flame... or perhaps more accurately, they never moved from that spot behind the fire his glazed eyes were fixed upon. But the nickname, one he had not used for the Aussie in ages, was more than enough of an indication of the man he was speaking to. His words dripped with a certainty that made his voice seem like someone else's entirely. "If you want justice you can get..."

He didn't need to look to feel the slight bump that reverberated up his spine with Katja's approach. The anger continued to seep out of his mouth, his voice growing ever so slightly in volume. "Why not start with her?" Rory's eyes finally moved, his head turning in Katja's direction as he clenched on to the arms of his wheelchair tight. His voice carried across the beach, crashing like the waves that lapped the shore. "Come to finish the job, Kruger?"

He didn't wait for the confused expressions or questions. The second Rory had laid eyes on the person he had pined for since they first met, he lost any semblance of self-control left. "Been out high fiving your Orcinus pals? Or were you busy leaving flowers for Hyperion?" He let the accusation hang in the air, shifting slightly in his seat as he hunched forward. The torrent of anger couldn't be contained. Neither could the tears that began streaming down his face.

"A few days ago, I just wanted answers. I wanted to know what they could have promised you that would have made it so easy to turn on us. How you could have possibly chosen the janitor over your own team. Or if you thought leading us to where Haven was kidnapped would make up for nearly getting her killed the first time. If you thought playing the hero then would make up for what Harper, Gil, and Calliope went through. Or if you even fucking cared."

Rory shook with rage, his knuckles white against the arm rests. His voice quivered with a manic energy as his eyes shifted down to those two useless appendages connected to his waist. "But you know what... I don't care about answers anymore, Kat. Or excuses. I can't stop you or hurt you. I can't do anything!" His words rose to a shriek, shoving off any attempt of comfort or care Haven could possibly extend as he panted and frothed.

"The only justice, Kruger, is that you're alone. Hyperion and his children are dead and gone. There's no more Pacific Royal, no more Blackjack. You've burned everything to the ground. No one loves you."

He leaned back in his chair, a small sadistic smirk rising to the corner of his lips. Piecing together what little details he had picked up from the dance and the morning before the Trials, he had one final thorn to lash out with.

After all, subtlety wasn't his strong suit.

"Not even Amma."
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