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Current I was going to make the best status ever, but then I got high.
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The good thing about having a dead parent, is that I can disappoint only one of them now! :D
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If you're still alive, you're not struggling with depression. Depression is struggling with you.
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Don't be ashamed of who you are! That's your parents job <3
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Anyone spare some serotonin?
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If you read this you are one nosy mf <3
BTW, why are you here? wanna send me a dm? talk?
Chismo(a)
Anyway, what can I say about myself? I like long walks on the beach, but don't like the beach much. I love spicy food even though I can't handle my spice. Oh! I tried juicy pork dumpling and holy shit my taste buds were having an orgasm.

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She/They . 28 . Scorpio . PTS . Lesbian

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Call me Manzanilla or Fer, whichever is fine! I own a photography studio in LA and work as a full-time photographer
and editor. I love my job and the creative outlet it gives me. A few things about me: I love afternoon tea. My favorite
flavors of tea are chamomile, lavender Earl Grey and black tea with milk. I love dressing up all pretty and having tea
with my friends or by myself. I have three cats, two boys and a girl. The girl stays at the store since she loves
interacting with people and is the official cat and roach hunter of the store and is currently the employee of the
month for the next few years.

Currently taking it easy.


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Very interested!
I would never get married to a person who wants children.
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got some free time in my hands for the next three months or so

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L O C A T I O N : D e l b r o o k , H o m e r o o m
I N T E R A C T I O N : Molly, @Blizz
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Monse couldn't help herself but smile at the sight of Molly trying to act cool next to her. Molly always looked so cool and chill around others, always giving off that "idgaf" vibe until Monse stepped in the room. Then the girl was nothing but a cute little puppy. Monsered was all the same, but she had more practice hiding her feelings and emotions from others. Thanks, mom and dad!

"She was too busy to give me too much shit, got lucky today." Monse leaned in closer to brush her cheek against Molly's hair. "That ice cream sounds great, babe. You lead the way, you know how I get distracted easily sometimes." It was hard for Monse to concentrate with so much going on around her. There were too many people packed into small pathways surrounded by the sea of food and games. It wasn't unusual for her to wander off, so Monse tended to stay close to Molly.

"I wonder if we can get away later, maybe behind the old bleachers. The ones by the empty parking lot." Monse thought out loud, "I could use a second dessert after that ice cream." She smiled, glancing at Molly for a second before tugging the girl's hand.


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With some effort and a bit of internalized shouting, Kaylen had managed to get her tears to stop. At least for a moment to catch her breath and gather her thoughts from the previous call with her brother. Little shit- no big shit that he was. A pile of big stinking shit with good hair, that's all he was.

She heard other students around her, but she ignored some of the whispers coming from the bleachers above her. Kaylen already had too much in her mind and cared very little about what the other students in her year thought about her and her little dilemma at the moment. Instead, she worried about her shirt and how she was going to have to take it off or wash it in the bathroom. Anything to carry around a sticky shirt. At least it didn't smell bad. Although, the odor of tres leches could get overwhelming.

"Yo, want some funnel cake?"

Kaylen looked up from her ruined shirt up at the boy, then down at the plate he was offering. Cassian, was it? He was in her homeroom, she knew him from there but neither of them really spoke outside of school. Yet here he was offering his funnel cake.

Kaylen shook her head at first before finally nodding and accepting the plate with a smile. "Thanks., um, Cassian." She cleared her throat and wiped her cheeks with her free hand, some of the blush she had rubbed on her cheeks coming off.

She didn't know what to say, really, other than thanks. Kaylen was glad, at least, that Cassian hadn't asked what was wrong.

"I owe you a funnel cake now."

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"Dude, it's not even that serious." Kaylen stood in the shade of a waffle fries stand offering tres leches cake with her phone between her ear and her shoulder. "Literally only said that if she had a problem with me, she could just su- oh fuck off! She's the one that is always giving me dirty looks." Kaylen mouthed a thank you to the older lady behind the table as she took the small plate and fork.

She paused, rolling her eyes at her brother's words over the phone. "Fine. She can come over when I'm not there!" She held her cake with one hand and her phone with the other. The more this conversation went on, the more she wanted a bus to hit her in the face or for a piano to fall from the sky right above her magically. Kaylen was trying so hard not to raise her voice over the phone and bring any unwanted attention to her.

Or any more than was already on her.

Stupid.

The more she heard her brother's words, the more she could feel anger boiling in her stomach. It also did not help one bit that she had not had breakfast that morning. Or the heat of the sun burning the top of her head.

Kaylen scoffed, giving some guy looking her way a dirty look "Sabes que? Vete a la chingada. You know why she is always giving me dirty looks. You know exactly why, and you still want to be with her? After what she pulled last time?" Kaylen's voice cracked. She could feel heat rise up her neck to her cheeks, and tears pool on the corner of her eyes.

One more person looked her way, followed by another. Kaylen needed to get out of here before she made a scene.

"Tienes suerte que no le dicho a mi mama y papa." Too late. "Quieres saber que me dijo? - oh, ya sabes?! Pues que bueno que no eres un pinche-" Mid insult in, Kaylen met one of the classmate's shoulders. The paper plate with the tres leches cake coming in contact with the baby blue turtle neck and black velvet spaghetti strap.

Kaylen could hear her brother's angry voice through the phone, but she ignored it, hung upon him, and shoved the bright yellow phone into her canvas tote bag with a frog printed at the front.

Deep breaths. Deeeeep breaths. That is what her therapist always told herβ€”deep breaths.

In, and out. In and out. In and ou-

"I am. So sorry." Kaylen's voice was flat, empty, and void of any emotions.

In.

She took the crumpled paper plate to scoop some of the cake off her shirt as other students and a few teachers watched her before moving on or being distracted by the smell of food. The dude, Kaylen didn't even bother to look at him, was about to say something to her when she raised her index in front of his face.

"No."

"I-"

"I. Said. No. Do not talk to me. Do not acknowledge me. I do not exist. I am nothing but a fragment of your minimal imagination. This never happened. Goodbye."

With that, Kaylen threw the discarded cake into the nearby trashcan and made her way to the bleachers and far away from the tents and crowds of people. She needed to get far away from that and gather her thought together. The call with her brother this early in the morning had already drained her of any of the energy she had leftover from yesterday. The bleachers were still empty for the most part. She had enough time to pick herself up before other students made their way to her.

When she finally took a seat a few steps up the bleachers, far away enough from the few people there for them to not hear her, she took a deep breath. Tears were still threatening to come out as she pulled out her vibrating phone and flipped it open to see the flood of messages coming from an angry older brother. Maybe it was time to turn off her phone.

Peace, finally. But no breakfast and tears rolling down her cheeks.

The perfect first day.

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