Rose

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The loud thud of her boots slamming against the metal floor rung through the corridors as she ran, diamond like tears falling from her cheeks. She could hear Marcus call after her but all she could do was keep running, it's all she knew how to do in the moment. It felt like time slowed as her stride lengthened, her silky black hair flowing behind her. People went by like faceless blurs. Before she knew it though it was only her, Marcus still trailing behind her. She turned and ran down a empty corridor, only to be met by a dead end. Slowing to a stop she raised her hand and slammed a fist against the wall and rested her head against it as she continued sobbing. That year had felt like forever since she had been with him, and no one had ever told her that forever felt like home, sitting all alone inside her head. She had lived in agony without him, and now she lived in worse pain then ever with him.

In that moment of she could no longer deny he was who she wanted to be with. "Goddamnit" She chocked out through her tears. She knew that they were over, she had killed any chance of being with him. He hated her. Then the truly dark thoughts entered her head. If I have to go on living without him, then life just isn't worth living anymore. She thought about her gun, there on her hip. "I love you so much." She sobbed as she leaned face first against the wall. Marcus was in every thought, every emotion, every part of her longed for him.

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@SolemnStories I swear, your always doing this shit. At least your reliably unreliable...

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She was no longer to hold in the storm of emotions. The anger had replaced the sadness, but now they mixed together in a volatile combination. Biting her lip and clenching her eyes shut she turned her head away as the tears rolled down. She listened to him shout at her, each word landing in her back like a dagger. By her side her fists curled tightly and trembled. Suddenly her arm flew up and her fist struck against his jaw, she could feel the pain of her knuckles cracking against his hard bone. After pulling back she staggered backwards, the realization of what she had just done sinking in.

"Unlike you John has been here for me this past year. No, he doesn't know me like you do but he's been here. And my life has been a non stop up hill climb and I fucking need someone!" She yelled, tears streaming down her face. "You mean the world to me.... that's why I so desperately lonely. I couldn't stand it. I loved you and you were a million miles away." She stepped to the door and grasped the handle. "But I guess none of that matters now, so I'll be leaving.... " Her voice cracked as she forced out the words. "-Good... Goodbye Marcus..." She swung the door open and stepped out, running down the corridor.

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This is so sad but so great!

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A turbulent array of feelings washed over Rin. It felt like her stomach sunk yet also like her blood was boiling. Something between a snort and a huff puffed from her nostrils as she locked her jaw and shook her head. For a brief moment she wasn't sure if she was going to cry or hit him. "I didn't realize I was under a contractual agreement to tell you every damn detail of my life! Maybe that's the problem, you forgot it is my life and I can do what I want with it. It's not like I need to discuss every decision with you!" She yelled at him. Immediately she knew she shouldn't have done that, yet she couldn't bring herself to stop.

With a jolt she stood up, jaw clenched and arms crossed. "And it was a mistake. I know that because I regret ever doing it." She growled. Her eyes were sharp yet full of pain. It took all she had to hold back tears. It was like watching a house burn down and all she could do was watch. The best relationship she ever had was going up and flames, and she just tossed gasoline on it.

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It felt like her stomach had dropped and her heart was going to beat out of her chest. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you about me and John, I should have. I guess I just didn't want to worry you with something so trivial and then before I knew it I was attached." she explained the best she could awhile sitting on a bunk directly across from him. Her arms were crossed with her heads tucked away to conceal their trembling. "And what happened in the hangar... We can't mention that to anyone, especially not John. It was just a mista -" she dropped off and swallowed deeply before continuing. "I shouldn't have done it."

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It had taken a little while but Rin had managed to track Marcus back to his room. Without wasting anymore time she went straight there. Her exterior seemed somewhat unfriendly but cool and calm. But on the inside she was a nervous wreck, and nearly slamming into one of his squad mates didn't help. While the door was still opened she slipped inside and looked around for anyone else. "We need to talk." she said after being sure they were alone.

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Rin chuckled at her friends remark. Her main assignment of the day was to repair her Viper so once that was completed she had a little time on her hands. The manual labor had given her a good chance to ponder her thoughts and help her come to the conclusion that she needed to talk to Marcus. So she set out to find him.

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Rin scratched the back of her head. "Yeah I'll see you around." she said waving her off. Trying to shake off the thoughts of her confusing situation she returned to her work.

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Rin's eyes drifted off and went soft, a gentle smile creeping across her face. "it's amazing. Like everything you ever wanted. Comfort, passion, trust..." she trailed off. Her whole face showed how she really felt, yet she still couldn't really admit it to herself. "But it was a mistake, I shouldn't do that to John. He's such a good guy." she said as much to herself as to Tess. Clearing her throat she shifted around, trying to shake off her feelings.