Location: Portland
Human #5.061: How Can I Make It OK?
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Previously: Interlude
Still-quiet dawn crept in on velvet feet across the streets of Portland. A fragile light painting long strokes of gold and rose. Cleo rolled forward letting her skates whisper over the cracked asphalt, the emptiness of the road unfolding ahead of her, ready to be discovered. Her arms lifted, elbows loose, wrists fluid. Drifting over the road, passing and swaying across the painted lines as the symphonies heard only in the wires of her headphones threaded through her.
She twisted her ankle just so; allowing her body to spin in a slow, deliberate pirouette, allowing the world around her to bleed and blur into indistinct hues. The sprawl of the city rendered into a watercolor dream.
Manny and Lucas still slept while the haze of the night continued to linger in her veins, warm but sour. Buzz from the wine she’d drank into the night with Violet and Daisy. The wine she’d drank a little too fast - hoping that the rich body of the pinot noir would ease up the awkwardness between them all. The empath had been the first to drift to bed, but the first to rise and slip out into the morning, snatching up her skates to escape.
She hummed as she pushed forward, moving her arms fluidly with the music. With no interference around her, there was a brief moment of feeling free and light - like a bird.
Haven’s ruined wings ripped into her mind again mercilessly. Feathers torn from sinew, blood running in glistening rivulets, rising like smoke into the air. Garnet pools of memory churned within her, wine turned bile, until the taste of last night's wine clawed at the back of her throat, the colour of it too strikingly familiar to the stains that had seeped into the silk of her cream dress, staining it to ruins.
She tore to a halt by a patch of grass and caught her breath. Her breath came hard and ragged, and she leaned forward, bracing against the bark of a tree. Her visions came again, sharp-edged and relentless. Grotesque snapshots; ribbons of blood, the sound of flesh ripping, bones breaking, terrified screaming.
Cleo gripped at the earth.
“Stop, stop, stop,” she spoke in a broken whisper. Raising her hand again to rub against her heart instinctively.
When would it stop?
There was a peace to be found sat on the grass bare foot. The world had gentled, at least on the surface. Cleo sat free of her skates with her hoody beneath her - the cold air taking away the frightened heat from her skin. She allowed her eyes to close as she remained cross legged. Exhaling away as much of the visions as she could while scouring her mind for softer things—fleeting glimpses of warmth, laughter, a flicker of sunlight across a kitchen table that she danced around—but they felt thin. Faded photographs held up to the light.
“Cleo?”
The voice startled her. Soft and familiar, but still edged with recent estrangement, as though she was getting used to the cadence all over again. She opened her eyes and tilted her head upward, squinting against filtered sunlight to see Chaney standing above her. His hair was an unruly tumble of blond, his expression caught between worry and exhaustion - cheeks flushed red.
Chaney was no stranger to her peculiarities and whimsy, nor to the meditations she often drifted into with Manny. Still, the sight of her, motionless in the morning stillness, had stopped him mid-run.
“You’re up early,” he added, stretching his arms above his head, catching back his breath. “The others up?”
“Not when I left,” Cleo said, forcing a smile. “I just needed… space. Air.”
“Yeah,” Chaney nodded, his face shadowed. “Me too.” He lowered himself onto the grass beside her, watching her carefully. “You okay?”
The question lingered between them and pressed uncomfortably against the silence. At last, she exhaled, shaking her head. “Nah,” she answered simply. The nonchalant honesty felt strangely like relief, like more than the meditation could have soothed. “Are you?”
Chaney’s frown deepened. “We should’ve fucking been there,” he said, his voice tight with regret.
“It wouldn’t have mattered,” Cleo replied quickly, her hand reaching out to touch his. “It wouldn’t have changed anything.”
But Chaney pulled his hand back, clenching it into a fist that sparked faintly with electricity. The arcs moved across his knuckles, small and furious. “Shit,” he muttered, shaking the energy away. “Y'know Nick? Nick was my lab partner. He… he didn’t make it. He was my friend.” His voice cracked, and then he erupted, balled fists shaking at his sides as he stepped into the light. “I didn’t even get to—” He stopped.
He turned back to Cleo, an imploring and darkened expression that erased the sunlight from his features for a moment. “Show me.”
Her breath caught. “Show you what?” she asked, though the answer was already there between them.
“Please.” His voice cracked again as he knelt back down, desperation softening the edges of his anger, his eyes pleading, his posture begging. “I need to know.”
Cleo’s instincts screamed against it, but the weight of his grief was insistent, pulling at her resolve. She closed her eyes, a tear slipping free as her fingers moved, weaving the air until a bubble of energy formed between her palms.
It quivered and warped. Dark and unstable, its surface flecked with veins of red—like cracks in glass. She pushed it forward, her heart already aching with the regret of what she was about to share - the shape of her regret followed, glittering and gleaming in shades of dark green, a celestial bruise moving toward the man.
The bubble touched Chaney’s chest and burst with a splash and he gasped—a sharp, guttural sound that tore itself from his throat. It all hit him hard and fast - like a shower of bullets, cold and unrelenting. Everything and everything and everything. Fear roiled in his stomach, rising until it gripped his chest like two clawed fists in his lungs, burying any chance of him breathing again. The interpreted sounds came next: screams, the groan of the roof collapsing in, the wet, awful thud of bodies. The crack and shatter of ice forming from nowhere. The silence inside the waves of it. The sound of words that would never be spoken by the bodies suspended inside. The snuffing out of heartbeats.
His eyes widened, staring into nothing as the scents followed—sulfur, iron, spilled champagne, sweat, the acrid dust of ruined foundations.
He punched the grass beneath him and clenched it, the soil bunching up under his short nails. Sparks of his electricity surged outward, scorching the earth in singular currents. But it didn’t stop the next wave. An entire eclipse of deep, suffocating, despair. In those seconds, he was drawn so unwillingly into the crushing gravity of a void so absolute that it felt like the blackness there would swallow him whole, forever.
The connection broke and his jaw slackened, his breath ragged as the memory receded, leaving only a corrosive residue in his chest. He couldn’t unsee it, couldn’t unfeel the endless nothingness that had stared back at him.
In a surge of raw emotion, he turned to Cleo, pulling her into a fierce embrace. His electricity hummed faintly across her skin, and his eyes, glowing yellow, shimmered with tears.
“I’m so sorry,” he sobbed as his voice broke against her shoulder. “I’m so, so sorry.”
The sun climbed higher, painting the clear blue sky in bright daylight now, leaving only faint grey smudges of rain clouds to cling to the farthest horizon’s edge. Chaney finally broke the silence, his voice steadier, even if still subdued. “So… the Foundation, huh? You’re really sure that’s what you all want?”
“Mmhmm,” Cleo murmured as her eyes closed once more. “There’s so much I still need to learn,” she added softly, but final. “But first, we’re doing a wee visit—seeing everyone.”
Chaney shifted–keeping a deliberate distance from the woman. Whether out of unease or some instinctual need to stay beyond the reach of her psionic energy. “Is… is that a good idea?” he asked while uncertainty threaded through his words.
Cleo’s eyes flickered open, her brows knitting together in faint confusion. “Why wouldn’t it be? We miss you. The three of us. A lot.”
Chaney studied her reaction and a realisation flickered behind his eyes that he was glad he was far enough from her to keep it to himself. It was like she was refusing to face the last weeks of Team Eclipse. Or maybe she just didn’t want to dwell on it. Either way, he let the thought pass.
“We miss you guys too,” he admitted quietly, eventually. He returned his focus to the grass beneath his hands and plucked a blade from the earth, twisting it idly between his thumb and forefinger. “Why don’t we head back?” Chaney offered after a time, rising to his feet and brushing the dirt from his hands. “I can grab us some coffee?”
Cleo smiled faintly, a dreamy edge to her expression as if the morning had finally softened something inside her.“Alright.” She smiled. “I’ll stay for a couple more minutes. See you back there?”
“Yeah,” Chaney nodded, his movements still restless as he stretched, trying to shake off what he’d felt. The memory clung to him; like sweat that seeped beneath the skin. It prickled in his veins, refusing to leave him be, tattooed forever.
He turned back before leaving, his expression thoughtful. “By the way…” he began, his voice quieter now, almost hesitant. “That voice… in the memory. Who is it?”
Cleo blinked, her brow furrowing. “What voice?” she asked, her head tilting.
“The one that calls your name,” Chaney said, the faintest hint of recognition of it in his own mind, just out of reach.
Cleo stared at him. “What are you talking about?” she said softly, though her voice betrayed her unease.
He didn’t wait for an answer, sensing her confusion - sensing something that pushed him back; and so he only glanced at her for a moment longer, his brow knitting with concern and apprehension, then turned and jogged off toward the distant tree line.
Cleo sat frozen. Clawing back through her memories for an echo of it.
She didn’t remember any voice.
She twisted her ankle just so; allowing her body to spin in a slow, deliberate pirouette, allowing the world around her to bleed and blur into indistinct hues. The sprawl of the city rendered into a watercolor dream.
Manny and Lucas still slept while the haze of the night continued to linger in her veins, warm but sour. Buzz from the wine she’d drank into the night with Violet and Daisy. The wine she’d drank a little too fast - hoping that the rich body of the pinot noir would ease up the awkwardness between them all. The empath had been the first to drift to bed, but the first to rise and slip out into the morning, snatching up her skates to escape.
She hummed as she pushed forward, moving her arms fluidly with the music. With no interference around her, there was a brief moment of feeling free and light - like a bird.
Wings
Haven’s ruined wings ripped into her mind again mercilessly. Feathers torn from sinew, blood running in glistening rivulets, rising like smoke into the air. Garnet pools of memory churned within her, wine turned bile, until the taste of last night's wine clawed at the back of her throat, the colour of it too strikingly familiar to the stains that had seeped into the silk of her cream dress, staining it to ruins.
She tore to a halt by a patch of grass and caught her breath. Her breath came hard and ragged, and she leaned forward, bracing against the bark of a tree. Her visions came again, sharp-edged and relentless. Grotesque snapshots; ribbons of blood, the sound of flesh ripping, bones breaking, terrified screaming.
Cleo gripped at the earth.
“Stop, stop, stop,” she spoke in a broken whisper. Raising her hand again to rub against her heart instinctively.
When would it stop?
There was a peace to be found sat on the grass bare foot. The world had gentled, at least on the surface. Cleo sat free of her skates with her hoody beneath her - the cold air taking away the frightened heat from her skin. She allowed her eyes to close as she remained cross legged. Exhaling away as much of the visions as she could while scouring her mind for softer things—fleeting glimpses of warmth, laughter, a flicker of sunlight across a kitchen table that she danced around—but they felt thin. Faded photographs held up to the light.
“Cleo?”
The voice startled her. Soft and familiar, but still edged with recent estrangement, as though she was getting used to the cadence all over again. She opened her eyes and tilted her head upward, squinting against filtered sunlight to see Chaney standing above her. His hair was an unruly tumble of blond, his expression caught between worry and exhaustion - cheeks flushed red.
Chaney was no stranger to her peculiarities and whimsy, nor to the meditations she often drifted into with Manny. Still, the sight of her, motionless in the morning stillness, had stopped him mid-run.
“You’re up early,” he added, stretching his arms above his head, catching back his breath. “The others up?”
“Not when I left,” Cleo said, forcing a smile. “I just needed… space. Air.”
“Yeah,” Chaney nodded, his face shadowed. “Me too.” He lowered himself onto the grass beside her, watching her carefully. “You okay?”
The question lingered between them and pressed uncomfortably against the silence. At last, she exhaled, shaking her head. “Nah,” she answered simply. The nonchalant honesty felt strangely like relief, like more than the meditation could have soothed. “Are you?”
Chaney’s frown deepened. “We should’ve fucking been there,” he said, his voice tight with regret.
“It wouldn’t have mattered,” Cleo replied quickly, her hand reaching out to touch his. “It wouldn’t have changed anything.”
But Chaney pulled his hand back, clenching it into a fist that sparked faintly with electricity. The arcs moved across his knuckles, small and furious. “Shit,” he muttered, shaking the energy away. “Y'know Nick? Nick was my lab partner. He… he didn’t make it. He was my friend.” His voice cracked, and then he erupted, balled fists shaking at his sides as he stepped into the light. “I didn’t even get to—” He stopped.
He turned back to Cleo, an imploring and darkened expression that erased the sunlight from his features for a moment. “Show me.”
Her breath caught. “Show you what?” she asked, though the answer was already there between them.
He’ll never unknow.
“Please.” His voice cracked again as he knelt back down, desperation softening the edges of his anger, his eyes pleading, his posture begging. “I need to know.”
Cleo’s instincts screamed against it, but the weight of his grief was insistent, pulling at her resolve. She closed her eyes, a tear slipping free as her fingers moved, weaving the air until a bubble of energy formed between her palms.
He’ll never unknow.
It quivered and warped. Dark and unstable, its surface flecked with veins of red—like cracks in glass. She pushed it forward, her heart already aching with the regret of what she was about to share - the shape of her regret followed, glittering and gleaming in shades of dark green, a celestial bruise moving toward the man.
He’ll never unknow.
The bubble touched Chaney’s chest and burst with a splash and he gasped—a sharp, guttural sound that tore itself from his throat. It all hit him hard and fast - like a shower of bullets, cold and unrelenting. Everything and everything and everything. Fear roiled in his stomach, rising until it gripped his chest like two clawed fists in his lungs, burying any chance of him breathing again. The interpreted sounds came next: screams, the groan of the roof collapsing in, the wet, awful thud of bodies. The crack and shatter of ice forming from nowhere. The silence inside the waves of it. The sound of words that would never be spoken by the bodies suspended inside. The snuffing out of heartbeats.
He’ll never unknow.
His eyes widened, staring into nothing as the scents followed—sulfur, iron, spilled champagne, sweat, the acrid dust of ruined foundations.
He’ll never unknow.
He punched the grass beneath him and clenched it, the soil bunching up under his short nails. Sparks of his electricity surged outward, scorching the earth in singular currents. But it didn’t stop the next wave. An entire eclipse of deep, suffocating, despair. In those seconds, he was drawn so unwillingly into the crushing gravity of a void so absolute that it felt like the blackness there would swallow him whole, forever.
The connection broke and his jaw slackened, his breath ragged as the memory receded, leaving only a corrosive residue in his chest. He couldn’t unsee it, couldn’t unfeel the endless nothingness that had stared back at him.
In a surge of raw emotion, he turned to Cleo, pulling her into a fierce embrace. His electricity hummed faintly across her skin, and his eyes, glowing yellow, shimmered with tears.
“I’m so sorry,” he sobbed as his voice broke against her shoulder. “I’m so, so sorry.”
The sun climbed higher, painting the clear blue sky in bright daylight now, leaving only faint grey smudges of rain clouds to cling to the farthest horizon’s edge. Chaney finally broke the silence, his voice steadier, even if still subdued. “So… the Foundation, huh? You’re really sure that’s what you all want?”
“Mmhmm,” Cleo murmured as her eyes closed once more. “There’s so much I still need to learn,” she added softly, but final. “But first, we’re doing a wee visit—seeing everyone.”
Chaney shifted–keeping a deliberate distance from the woman. Whether out of unease or some instinctual need to stay beyond the reach of her psionic energy. “Is… is that a good idea?” he asked while uncertainty threaded through his words.
Cleo’s eyes flickered open, her brows knitting together in faint confusion. “Why wouldn’t it be? We miss you. The three of us. A lot.”
Chaney studied her reaction and a realisation flickered behind his eyes that he was glad he was far enough from her to keep it to himself. It was like she was refusing to face the last weeks of Team Eclipse. Or maybe she just didn’t want to dwell on it. Either way, he let the thought pass.
“We miss you guys too,” he admitted quietly, eventually. He returned his focus to the grass beneath his hands and plucked a blade from the earth, twisting it idly between his thumb and forefinger. “Why don’t we head back?” Chaney offered after a time, rising to his feet and brushing the dirt from his hands. “I can grab us some coffee?”
Cleo smiled faintly, a dreamy edge to her expression as if the morning had finally softened something inside her.“Alright.” She smiled. “I’ll stay for a couple more minutes. See you back there?”
“Yeah,” Chaney nodded, his movements still restless as he stretched, trying to shake off what he’d felt. The memory clung to him; like sweat that seeped beneath the skin. It prickled in his veins, refusing to leave him be, tattooed forever.
He turned back before leaving, his expression thoughtful. “By the way…” he began, his voice quieter now, almost hesitant. “That voice… in the memory. Who is it?”
Cleo blinked, her brow furrowing. “What voice?” she asked, her head tilting.
“The one that calls your name,” Chaney said, the faintest hint of recognition of it in his own mind, just out of reach.
Cleo stared at him. “What are you talking about?” she said softly, though her voice betrayed her unease.
He didn’t wait for an answer, sensing her confusion - sensing something that pushed him back; and so he only glanced at her for a moment longer, his brow knitting with concern and apprehension, then turned and jogged off toward the distant tree line.
Cleo sat frozen. Clawing back through her memories for an echo of it.
She didn’t remember any voice.