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Welcome to my profile :)

I am a 25 years old woman from Belgium, Europe. You can always send me a message to chat or about a roleplay. Even though I can be pretty busy at times, I always inform my partners when I lost interest or when I want to stop a roleplay for a different reason. This means that if I haven't replied to a roleplay yet, I didn't have time yet. I didn't ghost you. Since I regularly check the site on my phone, my replies OOC whould be fairly fast (if you keep my timezone in mind).

I can play as both male and female characters with a preference towards FxM and MxM pairings. Additionally, I can play multiple characters at the same time. I prefer to double (as in both playing a male and a female character), but this is absolutely not a requirement. I absolutely love romance in roleplays, but I tend to not include smut as it easily takes over the plot and that is quite boring to say the least.

I prefer my roleplays to be situated in either modern times or the future, since I am not interested in researching a time period in order to write about it in the roleplay. Also, I mostly use fictional locations. The reason for this is that I haven't been outside of Europe (except for two vacations in Egypt when I was a child that I hardly remember) and I am not willing to do a lot of research those countries in order to write about them in the roleplay.

Romance, drama, horror/thriller and slice of life are the genres that I have the most experience with, since there is a lot of describing the situation and a lot of dialogue. I have the least experience with fighting scenes, so please don't judge my fighting scenes as I am trying and learning. Since I mentioned horror/thriller, let me tell you that I have absolutely no limits with dark themes. If you have any, tell me BEFORE we make our characters. Do not be angry at me if you didn't even tell me about the topics that are sensitive for you and I happen to use them unknowingly. If you tell me about sensitive topics, I will ALWAYS avoid using them, no matter what they are.

I can work with long, short and no character sheets. My preference goes towards sharing a picture, name and age before starting the roleplay. I am most comfortable with using anime pictures, but I can also use pictures of real people if it's my partner's preference.

If you aren't sure that our writing styles are compatible, please ask me for a writing sample beforehand. Don't ghost me or reject me right after I wrote an intro post to our roleplay. That's just a huge waste of time for both of us. Of course if you find out during the roleplay that it's not for you anyways, you can always tell me (please do instead of ghosting).

Topics that I am ALWAYS willing to write about:
- the Fairy Tail universe
- Demons and/or angels coming to Earth
- the Apocalypse concept
- the Big Brother concept
- an adult version of Miraculous or Precure

Most Recent Posts

I added more movies and series.
Heyy!

I am looking for partners to roleplay some fandoms with original characters and an original plot.
The rules under which I roleplay are mentionned in my bio, so please read them carefully.

I prefer my partners to be over 18 years old, not because I prefer to write smut, but because I prefer to be able to write about dark themes if it fits the story without having to worry about anything (if you are over 18 years old and there are sensitive subjects, mention them beforehand!).


The list of fandoms (in color are the ones I am really craving at the moment):

Animes
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Fairy Tail
- Shiroi Suna no Aquatope
- Aikatsu

Series
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Locke & Key
- The Good Place
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Modern Family
- Full House
- Two And A Half Men
- Miraculous

Movies
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PM me if you're interested :)
You can also ask me about fandoms that aren't in this list.
Sora felt hurt inside, seeing how uncomfortable his sister was acting. That's why he needed to battle. That's why he needed to win. If he were to win, then he could wish for Rui and him to be like a REAL brother and sister again: playful, loving and caring. He needed to win, although he had absolutely no idea how he was supposed to do that. Now that he was thinking about it, what was the reason that his sister wanted to battle? He had never asked and he wasn't going to either, because if he did ask, he had to tell her his wish and he was NOT ready to talk about it with her of all people.

"I'm sorry. I'm just not good at games like these, so they frustrate me. Thank you for helping me with my deck, I'm sure I'll be able to become better with your help." He said with a wink, faking happiness. "I... I had a weird night with that girl, Natsuko. But let's not talk about that." Wolf started to chuckling. "They are in looooooove." He pretended his usual playfulness, but inside worrying about that girl's obsession over Sora. However, Sora couldn't laugh with the joke and gave Wolf an angry look.

"Let's go home." Wolf said, shocked by his own willingness to go home to that hell.
After some time, Sora suddenly went unusually quiet. "She was strangely happy." Wolf looked at Sora with a questionable look in his eyes. "What do you mean, Sora-sama?" Sora sighed. "Of course she was just acting nice and all, but she wasn't acting like the girl I used to know... The girl I used to lo... She was acting weird, alright?" Wolf sighed too. So he did see it, huh? "Don't worry about it, it's... it's... probably... nothing." Wolf was usually very cheerful, but this time around... he couldn't even act as if he believed his own words.

Sora started to think. There was something about that girl, something he couldn't remember. Did she also act that... obsessive - to put it in Wolf's words - towards him in the past? He just couldn't remember. He even got a headache from just thinking about it. What was she like in the past? Was she somehow related to the memories he had lost? If that were the case, would they even be good memories of her?

At some point, he noticed Rui and she noticed him. She even started running towards him, but he wasn't in the mood to talk. "That's good, Rui." He blurted out, but after he noticed the look in Wolf's eyes, he decided to change his answer. "I mean... That's very thoughtful, Oneesan." He smiled softly.
Natsuko dominated the conversation with Sora by talking about all kinds of Nexus battles that she had witnessed and fought. Apparently, the girl had been a Commander for quite some time. Sora wasn't really in the mood to think, hear or talk about Nexus, but Natsuko sounded so passionate that he didn't want to interrupt her. She had six out of seven coins, but she also lost two times already. In other words, her next Nexus battle determined the rest of her life. It really was a life or 'death' situation for her. That's why she tried to avoid that last Nexus battle for as long as possible.

"Look, I know that you don't want to hear it right now, but it would be great if my last battle was to you!"
"It would be great, because you would win with absolute certainty and you won't lose all of your memories."
"You're funny. But I swear that's not the only reason."
"Of course not. It's because you love ..."
"Battles! Battles! I love battles!"
"Nice safe. Nyaaa!"

Natsuko looked very angry at Ema, while Ema couldn't stop laughing. Sora couldn't understand what was going on at all. "Sora... Sora..." Wolf suddenly whispered. "What? You're ruining the mood." Sora answered in a whisper without taking his eyes of Natsuko, who was holding Ema's card in her hand. "There is something wrong with that girl. I don't think that you're safe with her. It's a feeling I have." Sora didn't want to hear anything that Wolf had to say. Wolf was right about Haruto. He was right about the strategy Sora should have used in the battle with Haruto. But Wolf was wrong about Natsuko. Natsuko was just a sweet girl who had Sora's best interest at heart.

Wolf sighed loudly and clearly annoyed. "Come on. That girl is obsessed with you. It isn't healty." Wolf's words actually made Sora angry. "What are you talking about? She is just being nice." Natsuko put Ema down and continued to talk about all of the stories that she could tell about Nexus, the wishes she heard about and saw come true, the people who lost their last memory right before her eyes. "Look, Natsuko. I think it's getting a bit late. Maybe I should think about going home." Sora said, finally giving in after receiving a lot of other warnings from Wolf. Wolf himself sighed relieved. "You're really going home? Already?" Sora nodded and gave Natsuko a big hug before leaving the house.

"Goodbye. Nyaaa!" Sora yelled at Wolf for being so rude the whole walk home and Wolf didn't try to defend himself. He didn't talk back. He didn't say a word. He knew that he succeeded in protecting his Commander... for now.
School ended some time ago, but Sora and Natsuko were still laying in the same pile of grass, looking at the sky. Sora put his hands underneath his head, while Natsuko decided to take her avatar out of her pocket. She put the card next to Wolf, whose card was leaning against a rock in order to be able to see the two Commanders. Natsuko's avatar was a cute, blond girl named Ema who wore a cute, blue suit and who had her hair up into two pigtails. The two avatars easily got along. They were talking, whispering, so silent that even the two Commanders couldn't hear them. Not that Natsuko or Sora were paying attention to anything else than each other.

"It's fun to hang out with Sora. He's cool. But I hate that I have to lie to him."
"Hai. Natsuko is so sweet. I know we have to lie, but it feels wrong. Nyaaa."
"What is Natsuko's wish?"
"It's ... Nyaaa!!"

Wolf's mouth fell open out of surprise. He was silent. Speachless. Shocked. That's Natsuko's wish? A voice inside of his head told him that he needed to warn Sora and keep him away from Natsuko, but he wasn't planning to listen to the voice. Natsuko seemed to really comfort Sora. He liked being around her. She respected him and treated him well. She would only be a danger if her wish came true and that probably wasn't going to be soon.

Sora took a deep breath and turned his head in Natsuko's direction. Their lips were a couple of millimeters away from each other. They were so close, yet so far away. He came closer and closer and right on the moment that he could feel their lips touching, his phone vibrated. He pulled back, preventing the supposed to be romantic kiss that otherwise would have occurred.

Stay out of trouble? She probably heard about the punch in Haruto's face. Why would she ask him to stay out of trouble if she didn't hear it? His breathing became heavier. It wasn't up to her to decide what he could and couldn't do. "She is going to bring you some cards too? Your sister is so sweet." Wolf suddenly said, after secretly looking at the text on Sora's phone. "She probably only said it, because my bad reputation would ruin her good reputation. She only cares about her books." He tried to convince the other Commander and the two avatars, but mostly himself.

"Why does it matter? Let's go on a walk, just the two of us." She said, smiling at him. Sora nodded agreeingly. "Let's go." He said. "I hate this day." He took Wolf in one hand, so he could see where they were going, and Natsuko's hand in the other. Natsuko did the same with her avatar, Ema.

"Nyaaa!!"
"You're such a cute neko! So kawaii..."
"What's wrong, Ema?"
"Your hand is sweating."

Natsuko raised her arm in order to look at Ema. She wanted to yell at her, but was thrown off balance when Sora laughed. "You two are amazing together." Ema put her hands on her cheeks, closed her eyes, shook her head and blushed. "We are. Nyaaa." Natsuko smiled and lowered her arm. "Let's go to my house." Natsuko's parents owned a small café in the middle of town. There weren't many customers with the bad weather, which means that they had the whole place to themselves. Sora ordered a hot chocolate and Natsuko simply ordered the same thing. The two of them said across from each other holding hands. Their avatars laying on the table.
Confused. Down in the dumps. Afraid. There were a lot of words that could describe how Sora felt the moment he woke up the next day and at the same time, there were none. He had to crawl his way out of bed, to the closet to dress himself, downstairs and finally out of the door. Wolf wanted to tell him that he should eat something. He wanted to tell him that losing one time wasn't such a big deal. He wanted to tell him that he would get back at Haruto for his behaviour. However, not even a sound escaped his throat. The Avatar looked at his Commander with a sad expression on his face, not sure if Sora was planning to ever battle again.

For once, he didn't care about his friends or the girls surrounding him. He ignored all of them and when he didn't ignore them, he simply nodded yes or no without giving much of an explanation of what happened.

"I had a bad dream."
"I had a big fight at home."
"I am having a hard time keeping up with the homework."
"I am just having a bad day."
"It's nothing. Don't worry about it."
"I just have a cold or something."


He made up a lot of excuses, a lot of lies, to silence the others, but it didn't work. None of them believed him and they kept on pushing him to tell them what's wrong. So he went on to sit alone during the lessons and even sit alone during lunch, not that he decided to eat much of the food. Although Wolf knew that Sora couldn't answer him where normal people, the ones who aren't Commanders, could see him, but it didn't stop Wolf. "Come on, Sora-sama! Let's battle! Let's fight! Let's learn about the rules! Maybe you can ask your sister to ..." He didn't dare to finish that sentence. The moment the words 'your sister' came out of his mouth, Sora looked straight at him. If looks could kill ...

After a couple of minutes, he started to notice the crowd surrounding Rui. He didn't know if he should have been glad that she was a lot better at the game than he was or that people finally started to notice her. He didn't know if he should have been jealous or angry. But the moment that Haruto approached Rui, he knew exactly what he felt: anger. He waited for the guy to walk away from the crowd, after which he quickly ran up to him.

"You want me to bless me with a win again? That's so sweet of you." Haruto said on a polite tone, knowing that they were still in public and he couldn't afford to ruin his image.

"You know that's not what I am here for!"
"Then why are you here?" He said, playing dumb.
"I want you to stay away from my sister! I am not going to let you do to her what you did to me!"
"That wouldn't work. She is a lot better at the game than you are. She probably wouldn't fall for the same tricks."

Those last words were the last straw. He couldn't take the guy's attitude anymore. His anger took complete control over his body and he finally punched him right on his nose. That's when a lot of eyes started to direct towards the two guys. People started to talk. "I thought those two were close friends." Most people said.

The guy, usually very popular, ran away from the cafeteria. "Sora-sama, they're gone. You can stop running. Sora-sama? Sora-sama!" Wolf yelled, which finally made Sora come to a stop. He could still feel the angry looks from other students. In their eyes, Sora was the bad guy.

Sora laid down on the grass with his hands underneath his head and his gaze directed at the sky. He let out a big sigh when Wolf disturbed the silence Sora was enjoying so much. "Sora-sama! I feel a Commander nearby!" A confident girl walked towards Sora with a big smile on her face. Sora looked up to see who it was, but laid back down calmly when he recognized the girl.

"Sora-kun!" She yelled, laying down beside him. "How are you?" She said playfully.
"Natsuko-chan. Bad." He said with a soft smile on his face. Her presence was a great comfort.
"I really liked that punch. You know he's bleeding, right? It's so perfect."
"I know you can't stand him, but he used to be my best friend."
"Yeah, used to. Hey, I didn't know you were a Commander."
"I am not very good at it and I am certainly not in the mood to battle."
"That's alright."

A silence followed after those last words from Natsuko. A silence where Sora and Natsuko were laying close enough to each other for their shoulders to be touching and were both simply enjoying looking at the sky.
On their way back home, Sora had to seek support from his sister to be able to walk. He couldn't help but keep on looking at the sleeping fellow in one of his cards. Why was he so stupid to believe Haruto? Why did he think Haruto would go easy on him? Why did he even go out to battle? He sighed deeply out of frustration. "I guess I only have one coin left, huh." He whispered, almost inaudible, but just loud enough to be heard by Rui and Lumia.

"You know what? Maybe it's better to lose this stupid game. That way, I don't have to worry about winning or losing and I've already lost most of my most precious memories anyways." He said with a sad smile on his face. He really thought he meant those words, but a little voice in his mind kept on reminding him what his wish was, how important his wish was. He couldn't handle the pressure anymore, the betrayal of his best friend and the shame of losing so badly really got to him. That's why he wanted that little voice to keep quite, why he NEEDED it to keep quite. So he kept on going.

"Who will miss me if my personality disappears? Not okaasan (mother) or otousan (father). My friends will find someone else to take my place and we haven't been close in years." The moment those last words came out of his mouth, he regretted it. He shouldn't have said those words out loud, but he did and he couldn't take them back. Well, he could, but that would be lying and he couldn't lie to his sister, could he?

"I will find another dream." He declared, not at all convinced of that statement himself. When Rui and Sora arrived at home, their parents were waiting on them. They wanted to make sure that Rui was alright, so she could go back to study, and they wanted to yell at Sora for disturbing his sister's studying. A normal person of his age would be sad and would possibly cry, maybe they would even be depressed, but Sora didn't care about their yelling. What he actually cared about, was that it was the first time in a long while that his parents were talking to him. Actually talking to him, instead of giving him some sort of command without even looking at him. He was even glad and happy to hear his parents yell. For that reason, a big smile appeared on his face, which made his parents even angrier.

"I am going to my room, okaasan, otousan." He said, completely ignoring his sister after all that had happened and not waiting for his parents to answer. He ran upstairs, towards his room, threw himself on the bed and started to cry. Wolf's card lied on the pillow, right next to Sora's head, but Wolf was still sleeping. "I guess my wish is not meant to come true after all."
Wolf realised it was a bad move, but he couldn't go against the decision of his Commander. With fear and pain in his heart, he jumped off his platform towards the Avatar who apparently carried the name Sacchi. "We lost." He whispered. From the distance, Wolf and Sora could hear Rui's voice yelling that they shouldn't attack, but it was already too late.

"No. No, it doesn't feel good." Wolf answered Sacchi. It did feel good to hit the horrible guy, it really did, but the attack felt bittersweet knowing that they would lose big time in the next turn. Wolf was shaking out of fear. Tears were streaming down Sora's face. He really hated crying in front of others, but he couldn't help himself. However, soon after, the tears suddenly stopped as he heared his sister stand up for him.

Hearing how Rui got mad at Haruto and Sacchi for bullying her little brother felt familiar. It felt almost like he was remembering an event from their past, which caused Sora a headache. He put his hands against both sides of his head and started to groan out of pain. "Sora-sama?" Sora groaned louder and louder. "I see. That happens when you try to remember a memory that Nexus took away. Just focus on something else." Wolf's advice seem to work as Sora's headache faded away.

"Thanks, onee-chan. For everything." Sora smiled at Rui before turning back to Haruto. "You're right. There is nothing left for me to do. Turn end." He said. The second those words came out of his mouth, Haruto began the end of the battle. Sora had a hard time watching, but he owed it to Wolf. He was forced to watch his friend being beaten until one of his coins turned black. "My second most important memory will disappear, right?" Wolf nodded.

A little Rui and a little Sora were playing at the playground somewhere in their street. They were laughing, running around, teasing each other. At one point, they decided to play tag. Of course Rui was no match for Sora as he had more energy than she did. Then Haruto suddenly walked up to them. "Go away!" He heard himself yell to Haruto. What? Why would he ask his best friend to go away? Something felt wrong about the memory. Did he already know how evil of a person Haruto was? Did he push the memory away? Did he try to forget the memory. He wanted to remember so badly... but he couldn't anymore. Previously, he didn't want to, and at that point, he couldn't.

"AAAAAAAH!" Wolf yelled out of pain and with that shout, the battlefield started to break apart. Sora closed his eyes and when they opened again, he found himself still leaning against the tree. Haruto was standing close to him... and so was his sister. "Onee-chan... I'm sorry." He said tiredly. He took Wolf's card, but Wolf seemed like he was sleeping. "I hope you feel better soon. I'm sorry I'm such a horrible Commander." He put Wolf's card back into his pocket and turned to Haruto. "I thought we were best friends."
Wolf turned around to take a look at Sora. His face showed an angry expression, which really didn't match with his usual personality. "I told you, Sora-sama! You're going to make us lose the battle!" Sora put both of his hands against his face and closed his eyes. "This can't be happening. Haruto-kun is a good person! He was always there for me. Always. Even when others weren't." Wolf sighed and actually started to feel sorry for the guy. "Sora-sama, he is just using you. Let's fight back." He could hardly finish the sentence before Haruto made two of Sora's cards disappear. "Sora-sama, please!" Wolf begged Sora.

Sora couldn't do anything but sob at the thought that the one guy he trusted the most wasn't to be trusted at all. His mind went back to all the time he spent together with Haruto. When Rui graduated primary school, his parents threw a big, fancy party to celebrate her excellent grades. One year later, Sora graduated primary school and his parents just didn't care. They didn't throw a party, they didn't even congratulate him. Sora was so sad that he ran out of the house, not being chased by anyone. His parents simply waited until he came back and his sister wasn't allowed out. But Haruto came after him. Haruto consoled him and congratulated him. Haruto told him what he wanted his parents to tell him so desperately.

That guy was gone. Maybe that guy never even existed. He didn't know anymore. He didn't know anything anymore. Was there whole friendship a joke? Had he always been using him or did the thought recently came to mind that he could? "SORA-SAMA!" Wolf yelled. The sound of his voice made Sora aware of the battle again. However, it didn't matter anymore. As he didn't know or understand anything about the game, he was forced to watch his Avatar be beaten. "WOLF! WOLF! WOLF, I'M SO SORRY!" Sora cried. He felt like the worst Commander Wolf could have gotten.

"I'm... I'm alright... Sora-sama. Don't mind me. Just play." Wolf coughed and couldn't even stand up the first two attempts, but he didn't cry. He didn't give up. He believed in his Commander. He wanted to believe in his Commander. At that point, it didn't feel like he had much of a choice. "Sora-sama... The fight is only done when you stop believing you can win." Wolf still had hope. He still had the courage and the willingness to fight. Sora on the other hand had no hope, no courage, no willingness to fight against the guy he considered to be his best friend up 'till that battle.

Then suddenly, another platform rose out of the darkness and on that platform was Rui. The last person Sora expected, but probably exactly the person Sora needed. "Onee... chan..." Sora said with the tears rolling down his cheeks. He couldn't remember the last time he cried where other people could see him. He couldn't remember the last time he called his sister anything but Rui. And he couldn't tell if it was because it was too long ago to remember or if it was because Nexus made him forget. "Haruto-kun... Haruto-kun..." He couldn't even get himself to tell his sister out loud. "Haruto-kun is a traitor." Wolf said, obviously being out of breath. "Sora-sama, please. Battle. Fight back." Wolf begged Sora again.

"Colour charge." Sora said after drawing two cards, just like before. "Now, Sora-sama!" Wolf yelled, but Sora had no idea how the game worked. "Sora-sama, it doesn't matter what you do. Just do something." Wolf lied.

"Euhm... Haruto-kun has three attackers, so I probably should summon three attackers too. One level 0, one level 1 and... another level 1." Although Wolf was extremely injured, he started jumping up and down out of excitement. "Looks like the presence of your big sister has a great influence on you." Wolf winked at his Commander.

Sora took a deep breath. "Wolf... Full attack." He whispered.
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