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Welcome to my profile :)

I am a 25 years old woman from Belgium, Europe. You can always send me a message to chat or about a roleplay. Even though I can be pretty busy at times, I always inform my partners when I lost interest or when I want to stop a roleplay for a different reason. This means that if I haven't replied to a roleplay yet, I didn't have time yet. I didn't ghost you. Since I regularly check the site on my phone, my replies OOC whould be fairly fast (if you keep my timezone in mind).

I can play as both male and female characters with a preference towards FxM and MxM pairings. Additionally, I can play multiple characters at the same time. I prefer to double (as in both playing a male and a female character), but this is absolutely not a requirement. I absolutely love romance in roleplays, but I tend to not include smut as it easily takes over the plot and that is quite boring to say the least.

I prefer my roleplays to be situated in either modern times or the future, since I am not interested in researching a time period in order to write about it in the roleplay. Also, I mostly use fictional locations. The reason for this is that I haven't been outside of Europe (except for two vacations in Egypt when I was a child that I hardly remember) and I am not willing to do a lot of research those countries in order to write about them in the roleplay.

Romance, drama, horror/thriller and slice of life are the genres that I have the most experience with, since there is a lot of describing the situation and a lot of dialogue. I have the least experience with fighting scenes, so please don't judge my fighting scenes as I am trying and learning. Since I mentioned horror/thriller, let me tell you that I have absolutely no limits with dark themes. If you have any, tell me BEFORE we make our characters. Do not be angry at me if you didn't even tell me about the topics that are sensitive for you and I happen to use them unknowingly. If you tell me about sensitive topics, I will ALWAYS avoid using them, no matter what they are.

I can work with long, short and no character sheets. My preference goes towards sharing a picture, name and age before starting the roleplay. I am most comfortable with using anime pictures, but I can also use pictures of real people if it's my partner's preference.

If you aren't sure that our writing styles are compatible, please ask me for a writing sample beforehand. Don't ghost me or reject me right after I wrote an intro post to our roleplay. That's just a huge waste of time for both of us. Of course if you find out during the roleplay that it's not for you anyways, you can always tell me (please do instead of ghosting).

Topics that I am ALWAYS willing to write about:
- the Fairy Tail universe
- Demons and/or angels coming to Earth
- the Apocalypse concept
- the Big Brother concept
- a Jumanji inspired story (either old or reboot)
- an adult version of Miraculous or Precure

My group RP inspired by Avatar: The Last Airbender (still accepting new players!)

Most Recent Posts

@Estylwen Ahh okay. I somehow switched it in my head to a being full stat 😅 Sorry for the misunderstanding
@Estylwen Wait, she's dead? 😅 How is she dead already?
Amanda Lewis
@Estylwen@Lexisheeps
Amanda was shocked to see another stuffed animal in the room, but that wasn't all. Both of them spoke. They actually spoke. And they spoke in the voice of her beautiful son. Why was this happening? Did Nigel turn into one of those dolls? But then which one? Were they simply teasing her? She didn't have a long time to think about that as water started filling the room. Whatever was controlling the environment, it needed her to make a decision, to make a choice. She needed to take a risk. However, the fear started getting to her and making her feel weak in the knees. She walked up to the unicorn sitting with the food. It sounded friendly, as if it really cared about her. Maybe she should trust it? Slowly, Amanda's hand reached for the sandwich next to the stuffed animal. As she wasn't a very trusting person, she felt the need to check what was inside it, even though it looked like regular jelly. What she discovered, made her unable to hide her fears like she had been doing until then. Blood... and spiders. Two of her worst fears. Those combined with the fact that Nigel was in trouble and that she was all alone with these talking stuffed animals... She couldn't deal with it for a moment. She started shaking her body as if the spiders were crawling on her, then distanced herself from the food and the unicorn and crawled up in a ball, crying.

'What are you doing, Amanda? You aren't a kid anymore. Act like the adult you are. You are stronger now. Nigel needs you.' She said to herself, trying to get herself to stop crying and stand up. It was however the water filling the room that made her snap back to reality. Right. She needed to make a decision now. Hesitant and shaking, she inspected the rest of the food. She took apart everything, making the sandwiches and waffles into mere crumbs. The crumbs that she deemed to be safe, she started eating. She didn't want to, but she needed her strength and who knows how long it would be until they would offer her food again.

Okay, now what? She needed to choose one of the exit doors. The unicorn was with the exit door in the cafetaria and the worm was with the exit door at the end of the hallway. She needed to choose one, but both of them sounded like her little son. The unicorn talking about how they loved her, the worm who had hidden himself until then and everyone knows that kids love hide and seek. 'You tried to trick me into eating that sandwich, didn't you?' Amanda whispered to the unicorn. The worm had done nothing wrong yet. It only hid himself for her. Maybe she sould trust it more then? Or it was simply waiting for the right time... Both of them sounded suspicious, so she couldn't help but trust her gut for this one. That is why she started walking down the hall, towards the worm and the exit door there. Her hand reached for the door knob and started to feel if the door was unlocked.
@Estylwen@Lexisheeps I'll try to post tomorrow :-)
I already have her reactions in mind
@Estylwen Yes, now I see it! Thank you :)
@Estylwen I don't see the zeroth post with the Hunger Counter. Does it still need to be posted or am I just not seeing it?

I wrote my first post :) This weekend will be a little busy, so I won't have time to do the second until Monday probably.
Amanda Lewis
@Estylwen@Lexisheeps
If only she had chosen another place for her son to stay at while she worked. If only she had brought herself to find a father for her child, then one of them could have stayed home with Nigel. If only, if only, if only. Amanda could think of several ways to have prevented this situation. However, now it was too late. She did wish that she had hugged him one last time. Even though she still saw Nigel that morning, she could hardly remember what his warm embrace felt like. She needed him with her to feel safe. This wasn't safe. She felt a failure as a mother that she needed her child to feel safe herself. It was selfish of her. What wasn't selfish was her running into a building, following the screams of her helpless child. She needed to be strong for him. She needed to find him. That's why she wouldn't show any sign of weakness to whatever danger was waiting for her. This would grant her the biggest chance of actually finding the boy that was probably crying for his mother somewhere.

Inside the building she couldn't see Nigel or anything or anyone that reminded her of the place she had left her child at that morning. The smell was strong and the floor was so bright that it almost blinded her. Her fear of not being with her son or anyone else for that matter and Nigel's scream that kept repeating in her mind were both starting to get to her. But it was too soon to give up. It was too soon to show any kind of weakness. She just got there, and for all she knew maybe she could leave at any moment. It wasn't Halloween yet, but maybe they had planned an activity of some sort. To scare the parents? It wasn't likely, but she wanted to think that way.

Slowly, being highly alert, she walked towards the cafetaria. Inside was more than enough food for her to stay there for a longer period of time. How long were they planning to keep her there? An eternity? Was she supposed to stay there... alone... for all of eternity? She couldn't take that. She needed to find Nigel and leave. For all she knew, the food could be poisoned. Amanda immediately decided to leave the food there until she could no longer bare the feeling of hunger. She noticed the 'employees only' door that turned out to be an emergency exit, but that could be a trap. It had to be a trap, it was way too easy. In front of the door she noticed a stuffed animal. Did one of the children leave it there? It wasn't Nigel's, but maybe one of the other children was here? In that case, she couldn't leave that child alone. 'Hello?! Is anyone here? Did anyone leave this here?' She looked around. There were shadows and squeaks, but no people. She was still all alone, without anyone to comfort her with their presence.

'So what are you doing here? Did someone leave you here all alone?' She whispered to the stuffed animal. Her hand softly rubbed the unicorn's head as she showed a little smile. 'I wish my childhood had been happily enough to share it with someone like you.' She whispered as she turned her back. Where was she supposed to go? The exit door was too suspicious. There was a hallway connected to the cafetaria and it seemed that it also had a door with an exit sign at the end. That was too suspicious as well. And then which exit door was the correct one? Were both of them correct? Or maybe neither? Maybe she should inspect the classrooms?
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