The Odeoron

Myriad Reality

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*Nods*
Thanks for the encouragement. I'm glad I have people on my side who are as helpful as you all are.

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So am I. But it'll be okay in the end.

@Server

*Kicks a random rock on the ground*

Well then... do we call it quits then orr....

Myriad Reality

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*Smiles*
Thank you for worrying about me. I'll be okay. I don't want to risk it.

@Server

Well then... *I look again at the ominous and sealed away curse manifestation*
This is... confusing... well, at least give me a call in the future if things get bad!

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I respect the call. I don’t really think it’s killing you, necessarily. At least not yet. So you have time to make sure you make the right choice.

@Magnanimity

Well i'm still worried... to be honest at least...

Myriad Reality

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I'm starting to lean toward asking SideSlash. She's done a lot to help me so far, so I think she'd probably know the best person to ask.

@Server

But do you think you can survive without feeding for a while? Shouldn't i at least remove this manifestation of the curse? Perhaps it will allow you to eat a bit... even if not complete feeding... but something is better than nothing...

Myriad Reality

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We could always ask what someone you trust thinks, as well. You trust your boss, yeah? She’d steer you in the right direction? I understand we’re ultimately just two strangers speculating.

@Magnanimity

@Server Yup... I mean i am fairly confident in my ability to remove this, but talking with you two has made me think about the concequences of removing a potentially self-defending parasite type curse...

Myriad Reality

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*Shakes my head*
I really think we're all just guessing. I'd rather have someone who knows what to look for help and give advice.

@Server

*Looks to you with compassion and sadness*

Well... i can only suggest the two people i know would be the wisest in this decision, as i hinted earlier... My wife or Myallah... Otherwise, risk chasing down the rabbit trail of Orthrus's suggestions...

Myriad Reality

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No. I'm not confident in anything at all in here.

@Server

Coin flip then?

Myriad Reality

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It's just empty. My body, my mind, nothing knows what this is. It's like my hunger, but someone else's.

@Server

So are you confident in me eliminating it?

Myriad Reality

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*Furrows my brow and concentrates*
It's—

@Server

*Raises an eyebrow*

What's wrong?!

Myriad Reality

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Um, let me think.
*Fiddles with my thumbs while my eyes are shut*
I would really like for it to go away. But what would happen if you got rid of it, I don't know.

@Server

This is not about you thinking, you now have the ability to feel what the immediate reaction will be to such a forceful removal...

Myriad Reality

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Are we able to remove it from inside here?

@Server

I could. But before we try anything drastic, try and hone in on how does your being feel about this parasite and what will happen if i went and blew it to pieces...