TW: SELF-HARM AND VOMITING As the other witchlings slowly drifted away from the table and to the house, Calypso sat in her chair and wolfed down her food. It wasn’t that she was starving, per say. She just figured that it wouldn’t be great to go to the ceremony on an empty stomach. But it also wouldn’t be great to be late either. So she ate as fast as she could, only finishing half of her plate before realizing that she was the last one at the table and that everyone had started congregating on the porch. She blinked and glanced down at her plate, stomach roiling. Am I ready? She didn’t know if she was, but she had to be. Or else… she didn’t know what else. This was her life, her purpose. If she wasn’t a good witch, what was she? On the drive to the coven property, Calypso had done some tarot readings for herself, and the results had been a bit… mixed. She was self-aware enough to know that, even with magic involved, the readings weren’t always the most accurate… but it was still concerning.
The last person at the table, Calypso stood from her seat and tossed her plate in the garbage can. She walked over to the porch. She waved at the other witchlings standing and chatting before going up the steps herself and sitting down in a cushioned wicker chair by the window. Being a little too nervous to join in on any specific conversations, she kind of just sat and listened to everybody else talk. It was really just normal conversation for the most part. Summer was being snide, Charlie was trying his best to counter her, and Dakota and Iris were messing around with each other. Kate was trying to freak Rowan out, and there was some… new girl? Calypso blinked and leaned forward a bit, interest piqued. Two new people in one day- in a community that rarely accepted outsiders. That was unusual, to say the least of it.
Before Calypso could introduce herself and possibly interrogate this new girl with the stick, however, the front door opened up and a woman popped her head out. It wasn’t Sister Deborah- rather, it was one of the younger elders named Sister Lark. The woman smiled warmly at the witchlings. She would’ve waved if she could, but she was carrying what looked like a stack of black clothes in her arms, similar to the robe she herself was wearing.
“Isolde!” she said, smiling at the girl with the stick. “You made it just in time, sweetheart. We were starting to get worried you wouldn’t make it before we set off.” After speaking exclusively to Isolde, the woman then seemed to remember herself and turned to the congregated group. “You guys all know me of course, but this is Isolde Morden.” She gestured to Isolde with her otherwise occupied hands. “She’s from one of the… independent witch families. They have a wellspring of their own, but Isolde decided she wanted to join us instead. Give her your warmest welcome, please!”
Lark paused for a moment, smiling, and then launched into something else. “Well, let’s get this show on the road! What I have here in my hands is the coven’s ceremonial robes. You don’t have to take off your clothes or anything, but you’re going to put these on over your clothes for the ritual.” She held out the stack of robes, waiting for everyone to take one.
Calypso shuffled forwards first, taking one and muttering a thanks to Lark. Then, she unfolded it and shrugged it on. It… wasn’t that bad! Loose and baggy, sure, and the sleeves extended a bit past her wrists, but it looked… witchy? It was black with white markings, and covered her entire body. She fastened the row of buttons going about a quarter way down the robe, fumbling with them before finally getting it right. Fully buttoned up, the robe started at her collarbones and hit at the ankle, covering up Calypso’s entire outfit. It wasn’t too flattering, but it was a tradition, apparently.
While everyone was putting on their robes, Lark spoke up again. “Oh, and since I’ve gotten everyone’s attention, we can’t bring any of our personal things to the wellspring. That includes bags, phones, and any magical items. Oh, and familiars. That goes for you especially Dakota, you can’t bring Astro. Put your things by the door, and you can get them once we come back.” She gestured to a spot next to the front door, and waited for everyone to put their things there. Lark especially eyed Uaithne, with his giant bag full of weapons. Calypso took her phone out of her pocket and unclasped a pendulum from her neck and put the two on a small end table next to a chair.
As everyone put all their things down, Lark watched in silence. “Well, if that’s it, then I guess we’re ready to get this thing on the road! Woo!” she said, once everything had been put down. “I’m going to head inside and get the other elders so we can get going down the trail. If you still have anything in your pockets, take it out! Please and thank you.” At that, she disappeared into the house again, seemingly to get a few other elders.
A few minutes later, she reappeared with two other people in the same robes as her. An older, gray-haired and stern-faced man named Lucien and a middle-aged looking woman named Claudia. As far as Calypso could remember, neither was particularly important in the grand scheme of things, just like Lark. Of course, each was a member of the Elders’ Council, but neither was particularly high-ranking. But they were important enough to escort them to the wellspring.
“Well, I’m sure you’ve all met Brother Lucien and Sister Claudia before… or if you haven’t, I guess you have now. Now that we have you all ready, we can start walking down to the wellspring,” Lark said. She grabbed a lantern from a hook on the porch. With a few muttered words, its fire flickered to life. The porch lights were on, so it didn’t do much to light up the area, but it would probably illuminate a fair amount of the trail. She also lit two other lanterns and gave one each to the other elders. “It’s going to be a long walk, and it’s nearly dark,” she explained. “Now, let’s go!”
With that, Lark turned around and started to walk towards the forest. Calypso followed close behind. At first, it seemed like she was walking right towards a giant oak tree- which was certainly confusing. Calypso herself raised a brow, about to mention something. Then, Lark spoke an incantation under her breath. The illusion of the thick undergrowth vanished, and in front of the group appeared a thin opening into what appeared to be a skinny dirt path cutting downhill and through the forest. Lark turned to the group of initiates and gestured for them to follow her- and then entered the forest.
Calypso followed, but quickly realized that the path was not suitable for anything but single-file walking, and the group of witchlings was in a disorganized blob of people at that moment.Once they had all organized themselves into a single-file line, the group went through the first fluidly. Lark and the two other elders held lanterns aloft at the beginning, middle, and end of the line. As the lights from the party and the house faded, Calypso grew grateful for the lanterns. The trees blocked any of the remaining light of the sun from lighting their way down the mountain, and by god was the trail steep.
The walk took about 30 minutes. For the most part, Calypso was quiet as she went down the trail. Although there was definitely some chatter from the other witchlings, she was uncharacteristically silent. Walking to the wellspring really cemented it in place for her- it was her time. Her place, her day. She contemplated this reality in her head, the reality that she was about to become what she had always wanted to be. And she was scared. Excited, yes, but scared.
As they walked, the scenery around them began to change. A witch good with magical energy would begin to sense the air around them… shifting. It became heavy with magic, however that particular witch might interpret that. Calypso felt a heavy feeling like a weighted blanket settle over her, as well as a tickle in the back of her nose. Plants were larger and stranger, and psychedelic flowers started to pop up along the path. The soil grew darker and richer, and strange sounds echoed from the depths of the forest. The noises of rushing water became apparent as they walked down the path, and grew louder and louder until the path opened up and into the wellspring.
For a single moment, its majesty stole Calypso’s breath. The wellspring was a lake, which she had already, but its pure blue waters looked out of place in this world. It looked like water, yes, but it shone with something other. She could smell the magic in the air, feel it heavy on her skin. It smelled like a basket of fresh strawberries, or a bushel of roses. Enchanting and powerful. Mountains rose up all around the lake, concealing it from the world. Ancient knotted trees stood tall and mighty next to the lake, their branches vigorous with life. Water lilies of vibrant, unearthly colors dotted the surface of the lake, and reeds grew up along the sides. It was almost something out of a fairy tale. A buoying sense of wonder rose in her chest, and a smile bloomed on her face. She could see why they protected this place. It was truly something else.
Sister Deborah stood in front of the lake, hands clasped neatly in front of her. She stared at the group with a warm smile on her face. “I would like to first say,” she started, voice firm and confident, “that I am so proud of you all. Really. You have chosen to take the next step in your lives as witches of this coven- bonding to our wellspring. It’s a remarkable, crucial choice, and one that will shape the rest of your life. Taking on this kind of power and duty is not something to be scoffed at. But you are doing so today with the full knowledge of the magnitude of it in your hearts. Today you cross the threshold from witchling to witch, from child to adult. Congratulations!”
“The bonding ritual is one of our most sacred rituals,” she continued. “It is a well-kept secret, which is why I am just telling you about the specifics of it now. As witches, you are expected to never expunge the secrets of our ways. This is one of them.” She gave a meaningful stare to the group for a long moment, and then gestured to the ground behind her.“Step forward, please, and kneel on the pillows we’ve set up for you.”
Calypso stepped forward and up to the shore of the lake. There were red, tasseled pillows lying on the shoreline- one for each of them. Laid next to each of them was a vial full of assorted herbs and a dagger. Calypso knelt on one, eyeing the dagger suspiciously. What would they need a knife for? But she folded her hands anyways and raised her head to listen to Sister Deborah.
Calypso could see the elders behind them shift to face the wellspring and the backs of the initiates. She gulped- even Lark’s generally cheery face had turned solemn. “In front of you, there is a cup full of herbs with special, magical properties and a ceremonial dagger.” Sister Deborah stepped forward to take the knife from Calypso’s area, leaning over the girl to get it. “I want you to fill the cup with water from the wellspring. And then you’ll take the knife and… well, I’ll demonstrate.” She backed up a few paces, still holding Calypso’s knife. Then, while everyone was watching, she took the dagger and dragged it across the inside of her wrist. She didn’t cut herself- but the intent was clear. “Then you will let the blood drip from your wrist into the cup, mix it together, and drink the mixture. You’ll also let some of the blood drip into the wellspring.” She smiled thinly. “It will hurt, but afterwards you can heal it yourself. Now, when you drink the mixture… well, it always has some odd effects. But after this, you’ll be able to call on the power of the wellspring to perform magic. I am excited to see what you’ll do with its power-”
“Um, Sister Deborah? I have a question.” Calypso interrupted Sister Deborah and raised her hand, sweating profusely. Her hand shook a bit.
Sister Deborah grit her teeth. Her eyes flicked to Calypso. “Yes, Ms. Barnes? You know that it’s rude to interrupt someone while they’re speaking.”
Calypso’s eyes went wide. She gulped. “Oh, well… you know, I was wondering…” Her voice squeaked. “If there was maybe another way to do this? I mean, like, w-without the… the blood?” She giggled and offered a nervous smile.
That smile was met with a furious glare. Calypso wilted under Deborah’s fury. From behind Deborah, she saw Lark silently gasp and motion for her to cut it out.
“You would like me to- hold on. You want me to find another way to do this ancient, sacred ritual so that you don’t have to see blood?!” Her voice shook with anger as she walked forward to wag her finger at Calypso.
“N-no! Of course not, m-ma’am, I just… you know. I just wonder… is it sanitary?” Calypso was not in fact thinking about how clean the knife was- rather, she was thinking about her crippling fear of blood. One of two things happened when Calypso saw blood: she either fainted or hurled. And she wasn’t quite in the mood to do either today. Just the thought of blood made her feel faint around the edges, like she was now. She was feeling the fullness of her stomach acutely at the moment, and was not a fan.
Sister Deborah made a noise halfway in between a scream and a groan. She pressed the dagger into Calypso’s hand with force. “Just do it. I promise you won’t die, okay?” With that, she stepped back. She smoothed her robes and her expression back into something resembling calm and happiness, and took a breath while Calypso tried not to cry. “Please feel free to get started now. If anything happens while you’re… doing the ceremony, we’ll be here to take care of it.”
Calypso held the dagger in her shaking hands. It’s okay. You can do this. You’ve got this! You’re almost a witch- you won’t let a bit of blood get you down! She took a deep breath. Then another. She grabbed the cup with her left hand and dipped it into the wellspring, making sure to fill it high. The water shone and sparkled in the cup, but also shook along with Calypso’s hands. It smelled of magic, but she couldn’t really appreciate that right now.
Calypso had to close her eyes before she dragged the dagger along her wrist. The pain was slow to come at first. She didn’t open her eyes, just thrust out her wrist to where she thought that the lake might be and let it stay there until a sudden, stinging pain bloomed on her wrist and she thought it might’ve dribbled into the water. Then she took her wrist back and slowly opened her eyes to the sight of a bloody mess. Her vision went black around the edges, and she had to put one of her hands down to stabilize herself at the sight of it. She made a noise halfway between a whimper and a yelp. This was why she never did healing magic. Aiming to keep her eyes open for as little time as possible, she extended her wrist over the cup and then closed them tight again. She only opened them again once she thought there might be enough blood in there, she closed her eyes tight and yanked her wrist out of her sight, only opening it once it was behind her back. Calypso stared at the glass of now bloody magic water, face turning a green shade. God, she had to drink that.
She didn’t think she would make it. Reluctantly, she picked up the cup, fighting back the urge to regurgitate her dinner. And then, she tilted it bak and chugged.
The change was immediate. She barely made it through the first sip before feeling a sudden burst of magic energy, an ethereal feeling. That feeling you get when you’re dropped on a rollercoaster, or when you swing as high as you can. The potion was bitter, irony, and salty going down, but it gave her such a good feeling. Her head cleared and her fingers grew tingly, and she could swear she was floating on a marshmallow cloud for that moment. This wouldn’t be nearly as bad as she has thought, she thought.
But once she finished off the cup, something violent ran through her. Chaotic and beautiful and horrible and… oh God. Her vision was fading, blacking out. Foreign power swept through her, and her muscles shook involuntarily. The cut wasn’t even the worst of it anymore. Now, it was… everything. Everywhere and nowhere all at once, like a magical ache. Vaguely, in the back of her pain-filled mind, she thought that her body was trying to reject the wellspring’s power- it did that to most foreign substances, right? But why would she reject the wellspring’s power? It was supposed to help, not make her feel like this. But it did. Her eyes shined white like a flickering lightbulb at different moments, making her feel even worse.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity to her but was probably only 15 seconds, the pain stopped and her body returned to semi-normal, but with a strange, different feeling. Once she was sure that she was normal again, she shakily stood from the ground, clasping her bloody wrist in her hand. She did not feel good. That had been an intense, strange, bad experience. The nausea was still there, but she didn’t feel like she was about to die anymore. Which was… good. Calypso glanced around at the other initiates. There was one girl laying face down in the water (which was weird), but other than that, everybody seemed okay.
Calypso glanced at her wrist, which she was hoping had miraculously healed. It had not, and another wave of nausea raced through her. Instead of healing, her entire forearm was covered in bloody streaks, and so was her right hand. Physically unable to contain her dinner anymore, Calypso leaned over and… vomited. All over her robe and the ground. She came up for air after a few seconds of horrendous retching to the sight of Sister Deborah looking at her, disgusted.
“Sorry,” she muttered, and then leaned over to hurl some more.