I've been thinking about this for the longest time now and I think it's time I made it official. I quit.
The fact is simply that this game isn't going anywhere as far as I can see and that I have lost all interest because of it. Honestly I don't even remember the name of my character any more. So that's it for me. There is no point in pretending that I am going to get something out of this game. And if I continued "participating" all I'd do is make things uncomfortable for my self and all of you.
I wish you all the best and hope that you will have more fun than I did.