One thousand servitors. One thousand! All following her, all choosing to go on this expedition, all believing that she can get them in and get them out and--
You know, it still doesn't feel real? Like, time was she felt like a dozen-and-one was too many, too many names to keep track of, too many emotions to manage. And that was before she found out that apparently, the dozen-and-one she'd had in Irassia were also actively managing her back?
And it's like, she feels guilty that she doesn't know everybody's name? Or, you know, can't always put names to faces? Granted, that's a problem at the best of times, but like. It feels important, here, and now, crammed like sardines in a tin, listening to the chants of the engine crews.
A thousand servitors. Too many to know personally, and somehow still not enough.
It's like, she knows--
Well, if she says the important ones, she'll feel guilty, right? She hand-picked all of them, for sure. They're all important. But it's like, some people you hand-pick because you've worked with them, and know them, and trust them--for a given value of trust, given any crowd containing Pix--and some people you hand pick because those you do know and trust have advised you that they should be included.
The Captain isn't the captain anymore, now that the Firetree is gone. Or, you know, not gone gone, but salvaged. Incorporated into other ships. Point is, she's not the captain anymore, because captaining requires a ship, and also captaining is a somewhat nebulous concept for a species that's constantly competing for top fox, but the actual point is that she's still the captain in Dyssia's mind, right? And she's one of the know-and-trust crowd.
Which is weird, right? Because like, you'd think having a lieutenant that's always scheming and plotting would be bad for unity, but it's like. Having her there means Dyssia is also always being pushed to do better? To prove that she deserves this by doing the things that would prove it?
Lots of Pix, still hanging around, and her heart warms to see it because it means she's doing something worth following. Lots of other breeds, too, all mixing with them. A few models based on falcons, all screeches and speed. Some lumbering slabs of meat, each a phalanx in their own right, like sentient bulldozers.
But it's not a monospecies, is the point. It's an alloy--a mixing of different strengths, all working together and, more or less, working together.
Manira. Manira has been a godsend. She's the perfect mix of-- How to put it. Like a diplomat, but the goat version of one? Where it's less softness and curls and more headbutting, at least when headbutting is called for. Twice now, she's smoothed over the differences between the groups, brought them to see the light, kept the crew together.
It's like, in the books, you never read about the ones that keep things together. The administrators, the diplomats, the bureaucrats. She's chosen an abnormally high number of them for this mission, she thinks. One in twenty or so.
Maybe an overreaction? She likes the Dust Knight, right, but he's…
Well. He has a very impressive hammer, and so all he sees are nails. Warror servitors, warrior legions, all set up to punch problems, and let someone else sort out the details.
She worries about it, a little. Fifty organizers isn't a lot, but it's almost five percent of her forces. They're only going to come into play once the dust settles.
Or rather, that's what she's hoping. If it comes to it, maybe fifty is too little. Manira and Gelt are good at their jobs, but she's hoping to liase and, if necessary, evacuate as many people as she can. Fifty might do for one city, but a planet?
Stretched thin. Always stretched thin. Ancient parts, only one thousand servitors to pull off a miracle.
But they'll make it work. She trusts her troops. They can do it.
You know, it still doesn't feel real? Like, time was she felt like a dozen-and-one was too many, too many names to keep track of, too many emotions to manage. And that was before she found out that apparently, the dozen-and-one she'd had in Irassia were also actively managing her back?
And it's like, she feels guilty that she doesn't know everybody's name? Or, you know, can't always put names to faces? Granted, that's a problem at the best of times, but like. It feels important, here, and now, crammed like sardines in a tin, listening to the chants of the engine crews.
A thousand servitors. Too many to know personally, and somehow still not enough.
It's like, she knows--
Well, if she says the important ones, she'll feel guilty, right? She hand-picked all of them, for sure. They're all important. But it's like, some people you hand-pick because you've worked with them, and know them, and trust them--for a given value of trust, given any crowd containing Pix--and some people you hand pick because those you do know and trust have advised you that they should be included.
The Captain isn't the captain anymore, now that the Firetree is gone. Or, you know, not gone gone, but salvaged. Incorporated into other ships. Point is, she's not the captain anymore, because captaining requires a ship, and also captaining is a somewhat nebulous concept for a species that's constantly competing for top fox, but the actual point is that she's still the captain in Dyssia's mind, right? And she's one of the know-and-trust crowd.
Which is weird, right? Because like, you'd think having a lieutenant that's always scheming and plotting would be bad for unity, but it's like. Having her there means Dyssia is also always being pushed to do better? To prove that she deserves this by doing the things that would prove it?
Lots of Pix, still hanging around, and her heart warms to see it because it means she's doing something worth following. Lots of other breeds, too, all mixing with them. A few models based on falcons, all screeches and speed. Some lumbering slabs of meat, each a phalanx in their own right, like sentient bulldozers.
But it's not a monospecies, is the point. It's an alloy--a mixing of different strengths, all working together and, more or less, working together.
Manira. Manira has been a godsend. She's the perfect mix of-- How to put it. Like a diplomat, but the goat version of one? Where it's less softness and curls and more headbutting, at least when headbutting is called for. Twice now, she's smoothed over the differences between the groups, brought them to see the light, kept the crew together.
It's like, in the books, you never read about the ones that keep things together. The administrators, the diplomats, the bureaucrats. She's chosen an abnormally high number of them for this mission, she thinks. One in twenty or so.
Maybe an overreaction? She likes the Dust Knight, right, but he's…
Well. He has a very impressive hammer, and so all he sees are nails. Warror servitors, warrior legions, all set up to punch problems, and let someone else sort out the details.
She worries about it, a little. Fifty organizers isn't a lot, but it's almost five percent of her forces. They're only going to come into play once the dust settles.
Or rather, that's what she's hoping. If it comes to it, maybe fifty is too little. Manira and Gelt are good at their jobs, but she's hoping to liase and, if necessary, evacuate as many people as she can. Fifty might do for one city, but a planet?
Stretched thin. Always stretched thin. Ancient parts, only one thousand servitors to pull off a miracle.
But they'll make it work. She trusts her troops. They can do it.