Eve - Grand Magic Games
Eve continued to latch onto Nero for support as he started to say something about think happy thoughts and she honestly wanted to do that for the way she was feeling. The Necromancer could never say that she never tried at staying happy before something bad might happen, and she closed her eyes trying to think happy thoughts. However, Eve was met with the same problem as before with her smile as something seemed to be blocking or restricting her from trying to feel happy. All she could see was darkness as her eyes were closed... She could barely feel anything at this point as her mind was receding to the nothingness. To be honest, Eve actually felt pretty nice as the world around her fell into darkness. She didn't need to worry about anything anymore, she would just finally get a break... a rest from her endless torment. As she was about to finally let go of her defenses to the sorrow in herself, the tips of her mouth twitched barley into an actual smile.
However, now was not the time to lose herself inside the eternal damnation that she had brought upon herself. Her mind, her body suddenly jolted as something gripped at the very source of her sadness. Inside of her body, it screamed in agony as it was slowly being pulled out of Eve's very soul. A mind bending scream echoed through her conscious as it suddenly found itself solidifying, the misery found itself being trapped within its very being. It reached out into Eve's mind, trying one last attempt to stay within the body it had been trying to claim for so long, but the agony soon found itself almost grabbing Eve's reeling mind before it was completely taken out of the Necromancer's system.
This sort of action did well to awake the Necromancer from her near eternal slumber. Her entire being felt out-of-place, an entire emotion and big part of herself was suddenly missing. Eve's mind was out of control, trying to find something to fill in the giant gap within herself. Eve's entire body was also panicking as there was nothing controlling her mind anymore. The faked happiness was now without no equal and soon found itself rampant in her mind as the faked happiness was trying to control everything. Eve soon found herself to be spiraling out of control as her consciousness was trying to do something to fix all the problems at once. The Necromancer's body started to stiffen and her mind would soon follow suit, however, something stopped all of the madness within herself.
It was a realization. A basic idea that everyone has within themselves even when they are born... Eve realized that she was in control. There was no longer any bullshit of having two crazy sided emotions controlling her any longer, it was just her thinking and acting by her own thoughts like any other person. This basic realization hit Eve like a brick wall as her eyes fluttered open. For the first time in her long life from becoming a Necromancer... Evelynn 'Eve' Nyx was in full control of her mind.
Now, Eve didn't have any words to explain this feeling. Literally, she was in so much shock from everything that had happened, she couldn't form words from her mouth. Her eyes were merely just wide open as she was finally letting this idea of being herself sick deeper and deeper into her mind. It was only until she felt something hug her. Eve's eyes glanced up to find Nero hugging her. She had forgotten about him through all this confusion even though he was the one that sparked this whole reaction. Soon, another brick wall hit her. It was not made of reasoning and logic, but it was made up of strong emotions as it slammed right into her. It was Nero that finally freed her and it was him that saved her and soon embraced her inside of a hug. Suddenly, Eve soon found herself reacting in such a way she had never seen before, she was crying in happiness. This entire response was new, as it combined her reaction when she would usually be sad, but she was extremely happy. Eve just felt weird combining the two.
So, with the tears slowly streaming down her face and still not actually able to speak out her feelings like she had done earlier, Eve would try to do the next best thing that her rigid body could muster. All the necessary muscles started to move to enact such an act that she was preparing to do, and it didn't take long until everything was in position. Eve just did the last thing and that was to tightly hug Nero. However, this was no ordinary hug that Eve would give to people in the days of old. This was actually the most sincere hug that Eve could ever give to someone, and she hoped to any type of god that this hug would be able to convey the mixed bag of emotions her body is going through at the moment.