CW: graphicThe sound of fabri-printed boots echoed down the corridors of the station, through its myriad pipes and passageways, their true layout long forgotten for millennia past. A man swung his rifle back and forth to an inaudible tune as he walked, eyes scanning the empty halls around him. Another person struggled to keep her eyes open, hunched over and shuffling along with the group - but careful not to be left behind.
They’d been patrolling this way for some time, now. Ever since that… whatever it had been had impacted the station. Whatever was loose was something they needed to find, even if it was something they might not have
wanted to. The number of mutant attacks had dwindled since then, as though something had been drawing them away - or perhaps keeping them away. Whatever the cause, it had been eerily quiet. Some had relaxed, taking the reprieve to repair and patch up their defenses or to simply sleep a full night. Others knew
something was wrong, even if not what. Were they simply experiencing the calm before the storm, or had something worse entered the fray?
It was quite possibly that. They’d seen hide nor hair of
living mutant, but now and then they were finding
pieces, shards of bone and claw, mangled viscera. Always the parts of the organism with the least nutrition, as though something was eating them. Or hunting them.
Did they
want to find whatever was hunting these things? Did they even have a choice in the matter? If they were all to die to a new unstoppable superpredator, it’d be better to know it was coming.
And, at the very least, it got the constant clicking of Arash’s slapping the cylinder back into that gun out of the goddamned community. But that also meant it was with them now. An annoyance at best, giving away their position at worst.
“If you weren’t actually useful with that thing, I’d have cut your arms off by now just to get some peace and quiet.” Another member snapped, whirling on the man. “Do you
need to do that? Or is that just your way of trying to kill us all before the mutants do?”
“Ah piss off, Kaveh, we’re all gonna die sooner or later. We’ve lost contact with the rest of the station. We might be all that’s left before the muties kill us all. Can’t a man have his simple pleasures in life before the end?”
“We might die even sooner if you keep at it, you know.” Came another voice from the head of the patrol. A heavily augmented woman, her hair fanning out behind her as she turned to the squabbling pair. An autocannon that, ordinarily, would have been mounted to a vehicle, or at least a tripod, nestled in her augmetic arms. “By alerting whatever muties are still around, or by starting a shooting war amongst ourselves. So why don’t you shut both of your mouths and keep your eyes peeled. We don’t know what we might be facing out here, an-”
She froze, the sound of a heavy boot treading in something wet, interrupting the unfolding argument. Flashlights, or augmented eyes, turned down to the floor. One man let loose a string of muttered curses in some unintelligible dialect from another region of the station. Others simply stared. The woman in question held only a look of absolute disgust as she stepped back, shaking her foot to clear it.
A half-eaten human corpse looked up at them through eye sockets devoid of contents, only a thin trickle of blood seeping from when something had pried them from the still-warm body. The bare ribcage poked up, a boot-shaped imprint still visible in the ripped and mangled innards it had trodden on. A stray strand of intestine clung to her boot, still, but she like the others seemed not to notice, instead continuing to stare in dismay at the corpse.
Where might ordinarily be the unmistakable marks of razor-sharp blades of warp-altered bone and armor-piercing claws, there were none. Where one might have expected to find the telltale signs of gnashing jaws and knifelike teeth, they saw only smooth skin. The eyes had not been
bitten out as if by a ravenous beast, but rather plucked out, deftly, by human hands. There, the marks of fingernails - not claws - around the eye socket. The gash pulled open in his stomach - those same marks. Something human, or at least, human in form, had done this.
One man - Kaveh, who had spoken earlier, seemed nauseous. It was one thing to see a man dismembered by some mutant, feral beast. Abominable constructs of whirling claws and gnashing teeth were, though terrifying, at least sensible. Such things would of course want to hurt and kill and hunt and rip and tear and maim an- it
made sense. But this? What sense was there to make of this? In a world gone mad, had they finally lost the one thing they could rely on? Was a human face and form now just another guise for the predators who would hunt them? Was it not enough to die in agony at the hands of amorphous monstrosities, never seeing the light of the sun and stars sung of long ago? Did they now have to fear themselves and each other, too?
The corpse was far too damaged to even hope to identify. Whether it had been one of their own or someone from another part of the station seemed immaterial now. If he had
survived then perhaps he might have brought news, or he might simply have been one of their own who got lost. Whatever he might have been seemed immaterial compared to what had killed him.
They all looked around at each other, each one trying not to say what was on all of their minds. Thumbs rested on hammers, and one made a gesture over his chest, warding off bad luck.
Someone broke the tension, pointing further down the hall. More carnage, mutants this time. They hadn’t seen it before now with the variably dim lighting in the area. Flashlights turned towards it, illuminating jagged spires of shattered bone and torn cartilage. All of them picked over clean by the same human hands that had killed the man they stood around. Dead, empty eyes stared out from a misshapen mass of flesh that sprawled before them, closest. There was no apparent cause of death that could be seen on it. It was as though something unearthly and terrifying beyond even the fearlessness of the mutant’s degenerated brain had simply reached out, and willed an end to its life.
Others lay piled further behind it. Eyes, chunks of liver, hearts - these had all been forcefully ripped from the bodies with exacting precision. The hands, whoevers they had been, had seemingly known the exact easiest route to the most nutritious parts of the beasts. Hardened and malformed plates of bulletproof chitin had simply been peeled back, ripping away skin and flesh from bone. Images of the battle seemed to conjure themselves in the onlookers’ minds. Or perhaps less of a battle than a slaughter. The creatures seemed to have gone from
hunting to fleeing.
“There’s more.”
The voice dragged the horrified group’s gaze back from whence they had come. Their leader, the augmented woman, crouched below a piece of open ductwork, inspecting something on the floor. Then she stood, reaching up towards the ductwork to pull back… what looked to be a piece of liver. Her lip curled, and she tossed the meat down, then pointed towards something indistinct. The group drew nearer until it became apparent what she had found.
Handprints. Human handprints. Scaling the wall and then into the ducts. Little tiny human handprints, no larger than a child’s.
The child stood, looking at her handiwork. She was proud. Right? She had accomplished the task successfully. This was something to be proud of, right? She wondered if this was a test. Something had taken her, she knew that much. This was not where she had been made. So had she been put here to find a way out? To test her ability to survive? She wondered when it would end, when she could go back to sleep. It was warm in here. But not warm like the tank. This was a different warm, it clung to her in a way the tank did not. She looked down at her hands, the bright crimson liquid covering them shining in the light. It was blood, of course. It suffused the circulatory system of complex, multicellular organisms bringing oxygen bound to hemoglobin and nutrients required for basic vital function. It also served to carry away metabolic waste to the kidneys, liver, and lungs for disposal.
The words slid into her consciousness easily, from where she knew not. Perhaps they had been placed there by her testers-slash-creators. Had the words always been there? Or had they been placed there
now, to educate her about something? Had they already educated her?
She crouched down, looking over the body. Where to begin? The eyes were the tastiest. The liver was the most nutritious. She pouted. This was a dumb test. She already knew all of this. She wanted to go back to sleep in the pod.
Tiny little fingers dug into the skin in the upper right abdomen of the corpse, gripping harder and harder until the skin ripped apart under her grasp. The soft hands of a child reached in, feeling around in the hot, sticky environs of the organism. There, the liver. She grabbed hold of it, but it slipped from her grasp. She frowned, ripping the cavity open wider, tearing off a chunk of the body -
rectus abdominis muscle, she thought,
contained within the rectus fascia comprised of the anterior abdominal aponeuroses and the internal and external oblique muscles, an important postural muscle responsible for respiration and the flexing of the lumbar spine. Muscle tissue was nutritious, but it was not what she needed. She was a growing girl. She dove deeper, glimpsing properly the reddish-brown tint of the liver, and fastened her hands around it. Her eyes glowed with a golden hue as she pulled, and a ripping sound echoed through the hall as it tore free.
She sat down, happy, pulling chunks off and stuffing them into her mouth. These creatures always tasted the best. The spiky-monsters tasted funny. Some of their organs weren’t good. It was always hard to tell, but she was getting better every time. Soon she would be able to tell on sight if a monster was good eating or not. But these, these ones were always good. Barely anything truly toxic, as long as she avoided the digestive tract. She made a face at that memory, bad taste, very bad taste, and shoved more liver into her mouth to clear the thought, happily munching away. She pulled it apart further, separating the yucky bits out. The hepatic portal vein, hepatic ducts, inferior vena cava, the gallbladder, all of them she pulled out and tossed aside, splitting the liver into its four lobes.
The anatomy of the creature was strikingly familiar. It reminded her almost of her own - at least, superficially. Some parts were the same, others so… simple and silly. She reached down, fingers digging in around the eye socket, clenching, and then pulling it free. She looked at the eye, like this, for instance. It was so much… simpler and yet less elegant than her own. She held it in her hand as she studied it, blood dripping down to the floor. She understood everything she saw and what it meant, but not
why she did. Sclera. Vitreous body. Optic nerve. She popped it into her mouth and chewed. The vitreous was soft, gooey in a way - and then a crunch.
The cornea, the transparent frontal portion of the eye that acts to help refract light for vision. She chewed some more, pondering, as she reached for the second eye.
Or perhaps it wasn’t a test? Or at least, not a test as she would think of or know it. Perhaps whoever had been making her had been planning a test, a different test. But whoever had taken her had wanted to do their own test. Was this a test? Was she failing? Was her test to see what she would do here, in this strange space station? What did they hope to learn from the test? Why was she packed in here with these strange creatures? So similar to her but so weak and stupid. This one had been running - logical, of course. But then it had seen her and had stopped. Obviously, it stood no chance against her might, as she chewed on its eyes, but why had it stopped? Why had it started walking toward her, making noises she hadn’t understood?
Why would she know the anatomy of these creatures so well, as well as her own anatomy? She did not know the anatomy of the spiky-monsters nearly as well or of the teeth-things, the flesh-pits, or the skin-walls. So why these? Why these… almost harmless, weak, stumbling things? Why, when she looked upon them, did words and definitions and
thoughts force their way into her mind? Who had put them there? If this wasn’t a test - and she was truly starting to doubt it might be - then had she been taken before she was ready?
Was it by the white-faces? Those figures that moved almost like her, but burdened. With the white, crinkly skin and the polarized acrylic faces. They looked different from her, or from these creatures. But she
had seen them outside the tank. Turning dials and knobs on control boards whose readouts she could not see. It probably was the whitefaces - who else could it be? She poured over her memory, searching for names or faces, or for words to offer themselves up to her. Who else could it be but the white-faces? She did not know any others who had interacted with her before she left the tank. Not well, anyway. She did remember… a man. She remembered a man, or something like one. Hazy and unclear, clouded by saturation and the patchwork nature of memory, the edges fuzzy and indistinct. He looked at her with an expression she did not understand. But she did remember him, if just barely. Maybe it was him, then, or the white-faces.
She looked down at the creature, chewing. She was small, it was very large. Almost as big as the white-faces. But she was stronger than it, stronger than the other creatures too. It and the others like it had exuded fear and anger when she had killed them, too. Nothing like the curiosity and diligence of the white-faces.
Fear, that
was what she had felt. And anger, too, or something close to it. She had run towards it, and it had begun moving towards her - until she jumped. She remembered its fear as she did so, and the crunch of bone under the impact of her hands. It was a fun feeling! The satisfying cracking of something unyielding finally giving way beneath her hands. She had squeezed harder, laughing as she shattered vertebrae and collapsed the esophagus. She was just annoyed at what the creature had felt. The fear and anger sat in the back of her mind like something heavy in her stomach, spoiling all the fun. It always came back whenever she sat down to think, and she hated when it came back. She wanted to have fun, to break more of the funny things and hear the crunchy bone sounds. If she wasn’t being tested, that meant she got to have fun. And if she got to have fun, that meant she didn’t want it being spoiled by their mean thoughts.
Something pulled her from her contemplation and she froze, looking down the hall. Sounds. Footsteps. The sound of something clicking - mechanical? It was definitely mechanical. She looked around for an exit - there, a duct. She grabbed everything she could carry, ripping the heart out and stuffing it in her mouth, throwing pieces of muscle and liver up through the hole, as much as she could as the footsteps came closer. There were voices, now, she could hear voices, and she stepped back, taking a running jump as she clambered into the duct above, dragging as much of her haul with her as she could. Just in time. They were almost below her, she would flee. Flee back into the network of ducts and ventilation and forgotten passageways until they left. She turned, carrying the meat, and scurried away.