"I'm taking us there, now. You may feel dizzy for a moment, Sloane. Three... Two...One."
Like a poorly coordinated trust fall near the roof’s edge of the Burj Khalifa, the darkness and weightlessness Sloane experienced felt like it lasted much longer than it actually did. Jack seemed to slip away. He was replaced by a strange sensation of serenity that only solitude could provide, one that was stripped away and replaced with a feeling of vertigo as the fall stopped. There was no dramatic splat on top of the Lamborghini but rather the unsatisfying and sudden end of a recurring nightmare where Sloane awoke before ever hitting the ground. She blinked her eyes and shook the dizziness away as the Dairy Queen became an alleyway, Jack once again by her side. A gripping fear that she’d just isolated herself with a potential Father Wolf left as sudden as it came when Jack spoke:
"The hospital is five minutes away from here on foot. I thought you'd like a few minutes to get your thoughts in order, before interacting with more people."
“Okay. I’ll manage on my own from here,” said Sloane, sounding exhausted.
She gently slipped her hand from his and then, much to her own surprise, hugged him. Surprising no one, her hug was an empirically bad one. It was stiff and oddly hesitant, as if she was unsure of where to put her hands or how to angle her head. Jack would probably detect her involuntary shudder, and like their step through the Void it ended almost as soon as it had started, with Sloane even muttering a quiet okay to signal that she had overdone her quota for the year. She turned and walked, perhaps a bit quicker than usual, away from Jack but paused at the mouth of the alleyway and looked back.
“Thank you, Jack. I,” Sloane stopped, unable to admit that she had misjudged the Void traveler. She cleared her throat with a cough into a clenched fist and continued, “I owe you. If you ever need anything, you have my number.”
Sloane kept her head lowered but her senses on high alert as she made the trek to the hospital. It was properly dark now, but still early enough into the evening that there were still people out and about. She turned her head to look across the street or windowshop at a closed boutique whenever she stepped into a streetlight or passed by a stranger, low-key worried that someone would see her face and embarrass her further with their attempt to help. Perhaps more worried that they’d see her nice watch, her fancy shoes, and her disheveled state then proceed to generate an opportunistic idea in their head, fail to control the dark impulse, and act on it. And not because they were a bad person, per se, but simply because they were a normal person and normal people were capable of terrible things.
She quickened her pace, her hand in her pocket, her fingers on her Channeler, her other hand holding her phone up to her ear and “listening” to a mock call in the universal sign of don’t-bother-me. Jack had prescribed her to get her thoughts in order and so she tried as she made her way towards the hospital, blue H’s posted on street corners guiding her way to a building that began to tower over the rest like a protective sentinel. The punch could’ve been many things. It could’ve been humbling, teaching Sloane to be more careful with her words and less liberal with her judgments, or at the very least to learn how to use tact when she spoke. It could’ve continued to be defeating, sending her spiraling into a further state of depression as she perpetually realized she had nothing and was nothing, lacked control and understanding, and loved and was loved by no one.
However, as she stepped through the sliding doors and into the bright fluorescents of the hospital lobby—chairs filled with normal people who had made a terrible choice, been put in a terrible situation, or just had terrible luck, all too distracted by their own troubles to notice the woman with a bloody face move towards the receptionist—Sloane realized that with the flare up of pain in her face there was also a kind of pride. Drake had hit her because she had struck a nerve, but she had only struck a nerve because she was right. So instead of the punch being humbling or defeating, it was toxically self-affirming: when Sloane did a terrible thing it was justifiable and for the greater good, when anyone else, including Drake, did a terrible thing it was because they were a stupid, shit-eating peasant who was simply unable to change their barbaric ways.
After the paperwork, and the waiting, and the waiting, and the waiting, Sloane found herself in the bathroom of a private hospital room still waiting as she posed in front of a mirror and admired Drake’s handiwork. The broken nose morphed and became a symbol, a badge of honor proving that Sloane was someone of great import simply by possessing a nose worth breaking. The swell of vainglory she’d feel the first time she would attempt to put on a pair of designer sunglasses only to find the bridge didn’t fit quite right would be well worth the pain, the crooked frames proving to the world something that she already knew: Sloane was better than a normal person. It was with that in mind that when the doctor finally returned and presented Sloane with the idea of coming back for reconstructive surgery to correct the crook in her nose she simply shook her head, unwilling to part with her crown.