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Current Is it a red flag or not if he makes me listen to Avenged Sevenfold like it's church music? I'm not sure, but I just found me a new favourite song...
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7 days ago
I just met an absolutely enchanting person. He likes DOOM and D&D and WH40k and Keygen Church... and he's shorter than me 👏👏 I'm head over heels already
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I've been struggling a little bit the past few days, please give me grace as I struggle to reply to things lol
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24 days ago
Anybody else royally confused by the Starbucks drink sizes?
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25 days ago
I keep sending people texts when I'm asleep then wake up with no recollection of them...
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"Searing Flesh hardly saves
The time you could have bent
Such as the blade I lent the
Mother of the crimson steaks
Ingrained within your Skin

Hanging, knotted ropes
Can’t undo the countenance
Of wide-eyed anticipation
Or dissatisfaction with your
Cumbersome, bodily Being

When the Father looked
To reply to curdling screams
Of rusted, dulled iron, sinking
Deep into your Body, spreading
The disease of desperation"

"The Disease of Desperation" by Lawrence J. Lacorne

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Hi! I'm Eros.

I've also realized that I really want to change my bio.

I'm 24, and Italian. I'm currently studying abroad in the USA! I want to be a child psychologist (though recently I have thought a lot about forensic behavioral analysis and law enforcement as a whole. They're both very interesting... now I'm questioning myself.)

I'm in CST.

I'm a synaesthesiac (primarily graphime-colour) individual. I love music, art, theatre, writing, books, and roleplaying! I've been roleplaying steadily for over ten years at this point.

I adore stories and roleplays that cover more sensitive or darker themes. I love the controversial and the stigmatized, the unusual and the seldom discussed. :)

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A more baked idea:

Some cases refuse to stay dead.

A gruesome murder shakes the city—a victim dissected with surgical precision, organs missing, and a message scrawled in blood: Tell me what I am.

And it’s not the first.

A decade ago, a killer known as “The Autopsist” terrorized the city, leaving behind bodies butchered like medical specimens, always with the same cryptic message.

That killer was caught. They were executed. Case closed.

Except now, it’s happening again.

The original investigative team is reassembled, joined by new minds, but the deeper they dig, the more disturbing the truth becomes. Did they execute the wrong person? Or has something far more terrifying been set into motion?
So another underdeveloped idea, but, do you know those motifs in horror and existential media that's always like, "WE are the true monsters?"

Like, just always implying that the monster is never what you think it is? That there's always something far more dangerous, pressing, or disgusting out there compared to what you're facing? And sometimes it's YOU?

I like reverse horror media. Basically, from the perspective of the scary thing. I think something like that would be cool.

Actually, this might somehow go along with the above idea...
Garlic
Starter is finally posted! Ack! So sorry it took so long. Let me know if you have questions or want it changed.
The room was warm and clean, the curtains drawn tight, and, steadily, the table lamps turned on, before the overhead lights followed.

Elayna Barlowe, by this point in time, was no stranger to the routine that followed like clockwork every day at LaConranne’s academy. At six o’clock, the lights came on. Seven thirty, breakfast. At around eight or half past eight, according to speciality, is when classes commenced.

And, as always, she got herself out of bed; she fit the corners tight, got herself dressed (in something quite simple, but not unremarkable) and followed the lights to the heart of the academy into the commons. They casted a warm glow on the deep mahogany floor, which only further characterized the rouged skies, dipping faintly from under those tight curtains.

Elayna loved every day at the Academy. However, March first was always her favorite day of the year, because every March first, new students arrived to begin their Academy careers. Despite the fact that she would have helped the (extensive) kitchen staff with breakfast as she did every day, instead, that morning she crept along the northeast corridor and peered out of one of the most front-facing windows.

A small crowd of new students had already begun to form in front of the Academy. So far, most of the students had arrived by bus; though, many had been carred over as well. She wondered how many of them actually had to fly over to the Academy -- after all, Elayna knew people everywhere from Alaska to Maryland. Every corner of the country, really, is what she should have thought.

Her delight was not stifled in the early hours of the morning as she continued her observation, smiling fondly at all of the potential in the front garden. Every March first was an opportunity to make new friends and discover new perspectives, and Elayna loved it dearly. In fact, Elayna remembered the year she had arrived at the Academy; she had been 11, going on 12, full of exuberance and curiosity in the world. It was good for many to know that the Academy hadn’t squashed that out of her.

There was almost a tension in the air because of the new emergence of students. Although Elayna didn’t see the newcomers as a threat, there was one person who definitely did.

“Elayna,” said a voice from behind her.

She squeaked, flinching, and turned around only to find a gaunt young man behind her. He absolutely towered above Elayna; his eyes were sunken and situated tiredly, face pallid and hair messy. His placid demeanor quickly put her at ease, though, especially as she realized who it was.

“Austin? What are you doing here?’

“What are you doing here?” He asked instead.

“I’m waiting for the new students. I thought you had extra classes.”

“I do not have my classes on Mondays. Why are you watching them there?”

Elayna blinked. “What do you mean?”

Austin didn’t falter, and instead added, just as monotonously, “It is weird that you are watching from a window. You could go outside to watch them and meet them earlier.”

Elayna, in fact, wondered why she hadn’t thought of that. But then again, some of the most common-sense endeavors were lost upon her at times. What was she going to do once Austin graduated?

“I could. You’re right. I’m going to do that,” she said as she brushed off her clothing, and sat up right. “Do you want to come?”

“No,” Austin said. It should have been obvious; he never wanted to do much of anything if it didn’t benefit the advancement of his studies. Elayna remembered when he still liked playing chess with her, until he got so good that he ‘would have more success playing against himself.’ Although it hurt, she guessed she understood. As Austin snaked past her to adjust the curtains from between which she had been spying, Elayna said, “Why are you up, then?”

“I couldn’t sleep.”

It was a simple, but telling reply. Elayna understood.

“Oh. Alright then.”

And with that, Elayna pivoted through the corridors with a newfound sense of excitement -- in her frenzy, she wasn’t quite sure of where she was going, (or necessarily looking where she was going, either,) but now determined to go outside herself. After all, she realized as she glanced down at her watch, it was only seven o’clock. She had time! Why, she had nothing but time! To put it simply, any obstacle in her way would barely put a dent in her sunny disposition today.
So I've actually had this idea for a long time, but I've had no clue how to go about it. Really, it wasn't even a roleplay idea, but just more of a concept that popped into my head more than a year ago.

Imagine: a shadow creature (a silhouette, really) who lives completely undefined because it LIVES in shadow. So at that point, it has no autonomy.

Then, light enters the world. Something completely separate, creating a clear barrier between the undefined darkness, and what gives the silhouette a sense of self and shape. Imagine a shadow navigating a new, defined, three-dimensional world as a 2D shape while trying to figure out exactly why it exists. Think of almost like Peter Pan's shadow, but not really.

Once again, I still have no clue if this would be a cool idea or not, but I thought it was interesting.
I have a few ideas out that are Doom and Halo-esque if that piques your interest. Welcome back!
I'm so excited for the new one!
OKAY. OOOKAY.

I know I need to stop making posts with all my ideas. But I'm also a goblin desperate for interaction.

Alright. Alright. Just listen to me.
UNDERTALE.

It's just one of THOSE games. You know? Like if you haven't heard of it, then you REALLY don't know it. But it's one of those games.

Honestly, I'm kind of craving something with THAT vibe. Fun, but something a little darker, a little less understandable, looms underneath.
Honestly?

The 2016 Undertale fandom cringe is what I'm feeling right now. Needlessly dramatic. Existential.

I. I just want "boohoo sob sad sad cry, cry, cry, frowny frown sad, dog died depression" basically.

I'm not saying I want something Undertale EXCUSIVELY. Just, I spent my teen years LOOOVING Undertale too. I still do. So...

I'm probably gonna put all my other ideas here too...

So. Yeah.
Heresy
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