Words I Can't Tell You
Ten years,
How time has passed by,
To end up back here.
I used to be foolish,
I still am foolish,
Lost my guts too.
The unrequited,
The nonchalant,
The disconnection.
No more.
I've matured,
I've healed,
I've learned.
I want to tell you,
With a bright smile,
The words I wrote to you ten years ago.
I am different but the same,
The words will the be same but different.
Maybe this time,
You'll accept them.
...
Who am I kidding?
I'm too scared,
Of losing you,
Of another bad end.