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Fuck politics, but that Harmaeus Mora tho...
11 days ago
I think I'm a rare case where I thought my partner was a red flag because of style and how he carried himself (red is my fave after all) turns out he's a golden retriever and a big softy.
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14 days ago
@Ricky, I know that's an absolute bummer. But don't worry, you can live a nice and comfortable life as long as you make sure you are living healthy. It's better you don't eat junk anyway.
16 days ago
The older I get, the more I get my late, alcoholic grandfather.
17 days ago
Anyway I'm gonna gangam style my way to the death I don't care anymore
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Bio
I would die for this man.
Just your typical goth gal who likes darker settings heavy themes and steamy romances.
question: does it have to be from one of the aforementioned tribes? I would have to do some digging to be more comfortable with either, but an generally familiar with the over-arcing lore. More personally familiar with a few others (Uktena, Striders, and some Get to name a few).
That depends on ideas and what those tribes have to offer. I included Silver Fangs and Shadow Lords because it's makes most sense in political scheme of things.
At least 200 to 500 words on average, 1k+ for setting the mood and introductions of the scenes/characters/other (I wrote posts that were long several google doc pages when I'm particularly inspired)
3/3/3, no fluff, no fade to black, words worse than f-bombs being thrown around
Use of more characters
Use of realistic art or real life people references (no anime characters or simplistic drawings, I'm a very visual person)
Use of imagery and music for roleplay (optional for you)
╔═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗ He saw her and he fell in love. She smiled, because she knew. ╚═══════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╝
ADDICTION: OOC
I seek a story to enrapture me and take me on a journey. I seek for a partner who will give me an emotional release through great story telling, exciting romances and perhaps even a little tragedy.
I am not someone who's interested in doing casual roleplays or seek just smutty stories. I like intimacy in the story as long as its called for. I am seeking partners who will give me the pleasure of experiencing something special while writing with them.
My writing is multi-paragraph to novella when it comes to length, but the quality is juicy. I have keen eye for details and never waste the space any space when I write you a post, so you will never waste your precious time and eyesight by reading through my responses. My writings have always been riddled with character development and they drip with complexities and personality
My posting frequency can vary, sometimes I can post multiple times a week, other times only once, and there may be weeks when I can't make it. Either way, we'll keep in touch. I am not pushy with posts and I am very patient. I prefer waiting a week to get a great post rather than doing rapid fire posts and getting nothing of value.
As for my partner, I seek someone who shares similar values that I have stated above. Nothing more, nothing less.
For this plot, I am seeking specifically people who are familiar with Vampire the Masquerade and Werewolf the Apocalypse lore.
SETTING AND THEMES
Modern day Los Angeles. The land of hedonism, opportunities and corruption. Vampires have majority of the control of what is happening in the city, the werewolves in the meantime are fairly underground and in the surrounding areas of the city as they're planning to hit the kindred and your character is in the center of it all. Intrigue, neon lights, many events, all sprinkled with various political tensions. Los Angeles is the most versatile location for this kind of setting.
The theme is hesitant fascination between a vampire and a werewolf. The werewolf is more fueled with understandable hatred towards my kindred, but she is this unexplained creature that he may see more as a victim of the vampiric curse rather than a monster. And my vampire, as a Toreador, has this fixated fascination with your character and his nature. It's a story of forbidden romance, dreamy fascination, hesitation, you may consider this kind of romance being like an "edging slowburn", it can be enemies to lovers type of deal but fueled less with violence and with something entirely different. I want this to have the similar romantic vibe as the Dracula, this otherworldly, dreamy and obsessed vibe.
In some strange ways they see each other as individuals who have something that they don't. It's like finding a puzzle piece that fills that part that lacks. It's intoxicating, but forbidden. They are supposed to be enemies, yet here they are - unable to look away, yet terrified to get closer, because they know exactly what will happen.
PLOT AND CHARACTERS
Your character comes from a tribe of the Garou Nation (Shadow Lords or Silver Fangs) and there's a bigger plot behind the elders of wanting to make YC a prominent figure of the Tribe (be it a House in the Silver Fangs or a Camp of the Shadow Lords) however unbeknownst to YC, there are some dark practices or secrets surrounding him and he's being used as a pawn for some plans. I have no clue what it may be, but I'll let you, the player, figure out the deeper details surrounding your character.
I think it would be a great idea to have YC burdened by his role in the Garou Nation. He is still learning a lot about what the elders are planning for him and he has yet to be exposed to the world outside of the Garou perspective. He had encountered Kindred before, killed a few and hunted them down, seeing them as nothing but corrupted pawns of the Wyrm that need to be exterminated for the betterment of Gaia. Until he comes across my character, a Toreador actress that he had seen on Hollywood billboard or even in the media, learning that Hollywood's darling is actually a Kindred and a clan of beauty and art obsessed manipulators, of shallow and selfish nature. But he would soon be enraptured by her very being and her Toreador nature would be fixated with this strange creature that prowled into the territory. The Kindred are working to take down the Garou forces that are lurking into their territory and Rosalie, MC, is one of the agents to use her "diplomatic" skills in order to buy them time. What Prince doesn't know is that Rosalie may not end up working really in the favor of the Camarilla like she always has.
My character: Rosalie Chapelle. In the Camarilla court, she is a Harpy (a trend setter in short) and often is by the side of the LA Prince. She is also a theater actress who recently broke into fame, becoming a beloved face and presence for the time being. Camarilla uses Rosalie's fame as a way to preserve the Masquerade through distraction, as there have been a lot of risks of breaching it. There is no better Kindred to have the human's attention besides the beautiful Toreador who enraptures the masses with beauty and talent. While her role in the Kindred society is mainly political, Rosalie herself is not politically motivated. She is not a Kindred who actively seeks out power or anything of kind, instead she is often lamenting over how trapped she is in her fate. How unhappy and bored she is with this life. She grieves over the humanity she had lost. She is fairly masochistic in nearly every sense, yet her own desperation can drive her to do horrible things. Despite her melodramatic flair, Rosalie can be incredibly cruel towards things and people she does not value.
But the rest of the Kindred find Rosalie to be uncannily in touch with her humanity, considering how warm and pleasant she is. Plenty of vampires know that this kind of Toreador is fairly dangerous and one must be wary around them. And they would be correct to have their doubts, even though sometimes it's hard to resist to dip into the lake that was way deeper than it seemed - that lake being Rosalie.
I do like the idea of our characters feeling trapped in their roles and their lives and they always yearned for some form of escape. And the first time they truly get to do that is when they get their guard down with each other and get away from their oppressive roles and let themselves be who they are when they're alone and away from the prying eyes.
At least 200 to 500 words on average, 1k+ for setting the mood and introductions of the scenes/characters/other (I wrote posts that were long several google doc pages when I'm particularly inspired)
3/3/3, no fluff, no fade to black, words worse than f-bombs being thrown around
Use of more characters
Use of realistic art or real life people references (no anime characters or simplistic drawings, I'm a very visual person)
Use of imagery and music for roleplay (optional for you)
"Brave men of steel… Favored by God for their strength and discipline… How blessed are they to die for such a righteous cause… And in death, they will reunite with Him…"
Blood slowly began to soak into the soil.
Outside of the kingdom's walls, a deathly silence covered the scenery like a heavy blanket.
In the distance, bells from the cathedral slowly began to ring, the song eerily echoing underneath the dark gray skies, ravens chiming in as they flew towards the new gravesite.
Bones, flesh, metal, fur and weak wails were all that was left behind. A weak, trembling hand, soaked in blood, reached towards the sky.
"G…God… Forgi… Me…"
And so the last breath was lost in the cold wind…
"I almost envy them. For I bear the burden of both their ancestors and their children, and their children's children… Nay… I am God's chariot in this cold, rich land…"
The bells were strong and powerful within the walls of the castle, with the maidens of the court huddling and whimpering softly as they clutched on to their terrified children. Any attempt to peacefully console the innocent little beings once the bells fell silent were in vain. They felt the fear of their mothers and gentle maidens that offered comfort and protection, and slowly the silent tension that was building in between those walls started to grow as the faint sounds of battle became louder by the minute. The church bells managed to snuff out the horrifying sounds of war, even inspiring the presence of God, yet when the chiming stopped, the brutal reality had set in once more. Perhaps God was not with them… For if he was… Would things truly be like this?
They broke through all defenses, it seems. Which only means that the battle against those demons is slowly coming to an end, but at the cost of their own lives.
The throne room was a colossal area, dark and cold, graced by the pillars that welcomed the visitors in row towards the lone throne that sat up on the podium. As much as it inspired power and intimidation to all who stepped inside, it also would remind one of loneliness. Once, this place was more lively. They had candles and torches illuminating the cold architecture of the northern ruler. And back in those days, what had felt like a century ago, the halls were graced by the brightest of smiles and softest of voices that made this place feel like a little warmer place. A presence that melted even a king's heart at times.
He had cursed the day he had met her. Because if he didn't know of the life that he had, the life that he had lost, he wouldn't have known any better and living life would be easier. Because now, in the absence of the warmth that he had known, everything is cold, empty, lonely and meaningless.
And that is why, on top of those stairs of the podium, there was a place for one to sit and reign.
Beside the stairs of the podium stood a smaller figure, in an armor that was a little big on his form. He had the stance, he had the confidence, but his blue eyes were set on the lone and elevated figure that sat upon the throne. Benedict's eyes were slightly widened as he stared at his father, pupils slightly trembling as he listened to the king's words. Though his expression remained unreadable, the blond-haired boy's eyes spoke volumes.
And he wasn't alone. Guards that stood still like statues in the room had heavy expressions on their faces as they would eye at each other or just simply stare at their king. Nobody said a word, but the orders were given and they had nowhere to run. There was a sense of finality even before anything had happened within those walls.
One of the unarmed guards stood behind the pillar and in front of one of the many barrels that were assigned to each guard. His trembling eyes were closed, whispering to himself softly as he prayed. And as a man of God as he was, he was holding back tears, knowing what he was about to do if the king gave the final and definite order.
"And I will be damned before I let those heathens and spawns of hell take our God's land. I will take them down with me if I have to."
Hemmet's voice was low and without force, but there was powerful intent behind every word he had said. He glared at the doors of the entrance, eyes filled with determination and anger. Everyone in the throne room was afraid. Both of the enemy and, even worse, of their own king.
The noise from the outside was louder, but it was not the sound of swords clashing or any screams that would end abruptly. As a matter of fact, a very familiar and beloved voice was heard just outside the entrance.
"Go! Move, men! Drag the wounded inside!"
A voice that urged men to hurry and gather around. It had offered a moment of hope to everyone upon hearing prince Nicholas' voice as the double doors were being pushed open. And the moment it gave way, the first figure to enter was of a young man with dark hair and kind eyes. He was adorned in magnificent armor that represented Winthrope and with the sigil of his homeland etched on the breastplate and the battered shield that rested on his back. The man was dirty and exhausted, perhaps even slightly wounded as he pushed his rushing men into the castle, helping out those who struggled to run, but he left no one behind. The sight of him before the guards and maidens was enough to brighten their day and give a shred of hope even in this dreadful time. Even when he was covered in grime, blood and sweat, he was the welcome sight to sore eyes.
On this day, Nicholas was the leader. He was the future of Winthrope, one to take Hemmet's place. And he was beloved and respected by the people, perhaps more than they had loved and respected Hemmet even in his best days. Plenty said that, out of all five children, it was Nicholas who was graced with virtues from both of their parents.
And the moment dozens of soldiers had entered the throne room, both wounded and ready to fight, the doors were barricaded behind them. Not everyone had made it into the castle, but they had the priority to protect the king, no matter the cost.
Nicholas turned around and looked at his father who sat there, with that well-familiar look on his face. The expression that Nicholas abhorred. He immediately frowned as he confidently walked towards the podium, armor clanking with each step. But as he stood next to his younger brother Benedict, Nicholas bowed down before his father, despite the dissatisfaction and the exhaustion. Nicholas was a man of honor. He was the pride of Winthrope. He was the knight that everyone strived to be. Yet his burden was great.
Themes for this story:
Complex characters that should be more fleshed out as we go, these will be bad people
Organized crime and action, some intrigue
Multiple characters involved
Forbidden romance, affair, character differences/polar opposites, age gap, enemies to lovers
Modern day, big town in the USA (Chicago, New York, fictional American city)
The main cast and concept of the story
Your main character (I'll refer to him as YMC)
They don't make men like these anymore in the US. From the late 20s or older in age, a tough, dangerous and rugged man, strong and masculine, someone you just don't wanna mess with. Someone notable in this specific gang that rule over the streets. They're like the rabble, weapons, drugs, sex work, underground clubs - all of the unwanted people of the society will come here to find success and wealth, living a liberated life. The gang could be like a group of bikers or something similar: informal and the types of people that would make you want to cross the streets or at least be in their good graces. They're direct rivals to MC's side.
YMC and MC are two different worlds that would clash throughout the story. However, differences attract, which would become a fatal attraction.
Your (side) character 2 (optional) or just an important NPC (I'll refer to him as YC2)
This is if you want to deal with a little bit of an "affair" but even if you don't want to take on this role, I suggest you read it as it is relevant to the story.
An ambitious man from an influential Italian family. They're a mafia, while their roots in this business are not running deep, they have been breaking through. This character's father has been friends with MC's father for decades and now they're coming with an agreement to arrange an engagement between their children: YC2 and MC. This would not be an easy task as MC is an incredibly difficult woman who wants nothing to do with this engagement and is being forced into this position, the feelings of YC2 about both the situation and MC is up for discussion. Regardless, neither of them have enough authority to have much say in this scenario, as there's deeper reasons why this arrangement is created.
He can be a decent man, he can be manipulative and cunning, he could be abusive, there's plenty of choices to go about it, whether he's a side character or story important NPC.
It would seem like she has it all, a mafia princess. Old money family, conservative, strict and misogynistic, the Beneditti empire was built long before her and even her father, Giovanni. Standards have been set and traditions are followed. It is an elite, it is formal, pristine, Christian on the surface. And MC needs to adhere to these standards. She is no soft woman, she is cold and sharp as a blade, she had done terrible things in order to be where she is today, yet she feels like she has nothing. And after her brother's death, Giovanni could not have illegitimate bastard sons to run the family and he never married again after his wife's death. Without a man to run this family, Giovanni was left with a dilemma: allow his very capable and relatively young daughter to take on the nearly a century old burden or find a man who will continue the tradition.
He couldn't have a woman lead the Beneditti empire. That would be ridiculous. So he decided to mask the weakness as an offering of good faith to his good old friend by introducing an arranged engagement, which would mean that the other family will get some of that Beneditti power in their grasp. Who would pass up on this spectacular opportunity.
MC knows she deserves all the credit and power. And she would never settle for a man. So she needs to be smart and sneaky in the way she deals with this situation. She has few of the men under her authority that answer only to her, but it is far from enough for her to deal with this unfortunate situation.
And it just so happens that strange circumstances bring her face to face with the rival of the Benedittis...
How does the story start?
I have a few ideas. One is that she is forced to stay over at YC2's place where she is trapped in some way if you decide to make this character your secondary one. MC is forced to be around him and they can develop an interesting relationship through the interactions, but he is not the focus. He may be romancable with MC, but like I said, he's not the focus. In the meantime, she would try to seek men out that she can pay, with the intention to have them under her belt as she's trying to figure out how to get herself out of this predicament (she's not below figuring out a way to kill YC2 and his whole family if necessary). As to how she meets YMC, I had this one spicy idea. She comes across a "neutral ground" where a lot of criminals of different statuses come to make quick and dirty buck through selling drugs, offering other services and, most importantly, is like a fight club where all the money is. And that's where YMC is, coming out of a ring, sweaty and bloody, looking at her with a smirk on his face, recognizing the princess in this shithole of a place, where she does not belong. And that's where the story begins. They are rivals and also enemies, so their dynamic should be "enemies to lovers". Which also means intense gun pointing, hate sex and I am a sucker for intense falling in love.
The second idea is that YC2 is actually coming to the Beneditti estate on and off as the arrangements are being made, which would work even better if YC2 is just going to be a story important NPC. Meanwhile, there was an incident that involved drugs and the Benedittis men - which is unacceptable, as Giovanni prohibits any dealing or using of substances among his made men. Fingers are pointed immediately at YMC's gang, as they're the kings of the drug deal market. Giovanni is willing to start a war, but MC has noticed that something is quite off and she chooses to investigate, which leads to YMC and her meeting up. Turns out that there's a third party trying to sabotage the two biggest gangs in the city so they could do whatever they want to do and claim the streets. And this is where MC sees the opportunity to get an upper hand on everyone to free herself from the shackles of the family and be the queen of the empire she believes she deserves to be, but naturally that's easier said than done as there's many odds against her and YMC in the picture could either make that harder or easier for her.
Or we can do a mix of both, which I'd love! Or you have your own ideas and suggestions, which I would love to hear!
I'll keep it short and simple. I have been really feeling the modern day college theme with those typical stereotypes and late 90s and early 2000s craziness, but I want to spice it up a little bit. I am always here for the romance aspect and additional degeneracy, but I just want something more to break the every day monotony, you know?
Maybe one of the students is a masked murderer obsessed with a specific girl, making it feel like the Scream and Scary Movie levels of amusing. Maybe there's a whole underground facility in the college where weird stuff happens and maybe there's some occult things. Maybe vampires secretly coexist with them or some other monstrosities. I don't care how we ridiculous we make it, it's not exactly meant to be taken seriously, just needs to be written well.
Or we can go a more easier route if you like this setting but don't feel like doing anything crazy, I'd be down playing some stereotype pairings. Such as a goth girl getting herself in an affair with a star football player who is dating the head cheerleader, but its the standard "enemies to lovers" theme. Things like that. (Goth girl stereotype is my personal favorite, so I'll mainly gravitate towards that.)
Either way, I'm open to hearing suggestions and ideas!
About me as a writer
If our writing chemistry matches, my imagination will have no limits. I am all for sitting down and discussing necessary details (not everything though, I feel like some things should be revealed in roleplay itself, since I love surprises and to surprise) and get into writing hyped and ready for whatever comes. So if we click like this, you have nothing to worry about. I'll literally get to you whenever I have the opportunity to do so. And this is exactly what I look for. If we don't click immediately, don't worry, I'm still your partner in crime who will be just as invested.
So you can expect a lot of writing, like several juicy paragraphs, but there are scenarios when shorter paragraphs would be the best choice. It all depends from scene to scene, sometimes forcing long and detailed paragraphs can kill the flow of the situation. So I follow my creative instinct on this. But one thing is for sure - you'll get nuanced replies from me. My goal is to never give you a situation where you'd feel you hit a brick wall. In case you do, talk to me. OOC conversation is very important to me and the key to keep our roleplay going.
All of my roleplays have smut in it. When it comes to writing the NSFW material, my only limit is non-con and abuse. Everything else is quite literally on the table. Here’s a list of my preferences, but do be warned, it’s explicit. docs.google.com/document/d/1uK6ualpGT…
The least I'll post is once a week. I admit I have a busy work schedule and active social life, sometimes my energy can betray me. Either way, you'll be informed in case I cannot post that week. I am generally unavailable during the weekends.
My strong suit is character creation and development. I strive when writing action scenes, mental growth (or even regression depending on what is happening) and writing gut-wrenching emotional scenarios. One of my partners told me that I write the best scenes where I depict emotional pain and agony. You just gotta break my character to get me to that point, though.
If needed, I'll make side characters and give them depth... Don't worry about it, you'll never be the one pulling all the weight.
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