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Hello everyone. I'm Dutch, a mother of a 8-year old boy and I love both rp-ing and writing. Since May 2020 I'm one of the contests mods.
I started with writing Dutch stories in 2002, I was already 19 at that time. I joined a writing competition and that got me started. Soon I started to write down all the stories my over-active imagination came up with. I had my first forum rp experience in 2003 on a Dutch fantasy forum. While I continued to write, I stopped rp-ing when the particular rp and forum slowly died. In 2011 my love for rp's rekindled when I joined a site with a forum and I started to RP solely in English since that is the language of the site. This is also when I wrote my first story in English.
I've got a few 1x1 rp's going on this site and a couple more on another site. I've always been a fan of writing competitions and I joined a lot several of the ones that were hosted on this website. Now I get to host them myself and really enjoy that too.
When you come here to check if I'm online, know that even when I show as online I might not be able to respond to RP's. I open this site so that when I have time I can spend some time here, but I don't always end up with the time to do so.
If I haven't replied in a while, feel free to poke me. I don't ghost on purpose, sometimes I just forgetful and if I read your reply and accidentally closed the tab I might forget I was supposed to reply T_T
I started with writing Dutch stories in 2002, I was already 19 at that time. I joined a writing competition and that got me started. Soon I started to write down all the stories my over-active imagination came up with. I had my first forum rp experience in 2003 on a Dutch fantasy forum. While I continued to write, I stopped rp-ing when the particular rp and forum slowly died. In 2011 my love for rp's rekindled when I joined a site with a forum and I started to RP solely in English since that is the language of the site. This is also when I wrote my first story in English.
I've got a few 1x1 rp's going on this site and a couple more on another site. I've always been a fan of writing competitions and I joined a lot several of the ones that were hosted on this website. Now I get to host them myself and really enjoy that too.
When you come here to check if I'm online, know that even when I show as online I might not be able to respond to RP's. I open this site so that when I have time I can spend some time here, but I don't always end up with the time to do so.
If I haven't replied in a while, feel free to poke me. I don't ghost on purpose, sometimes I just forgetful and if I read your reply and accidentally closed the tab I might forget I was supposed to reply T_T
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Yes, a bit dark. Patients are experimented on with drugs and tend to disappear. I think we already let a patient called Simon disappear, they told our character he had gone home, but in reality he died. And Benjamin knows, because he saw his ghost when he came to say goodbye.
The psychiatrist is leading the experiments, but to the world looks like a caring woman who has the best intentions at heart.
And personal drama too. For Benjamin I have at least one claustrophobic attack planned. And some questioning of his sanity, because while he really can see ghosts (which most people can't), he'll have moments of doubt because everyone keeps telling him he imagines these things and he'll start to believe it.
So any kind of personal struggle and drama you can think of for Artemis is welcome.
The psychiatrist is leading the experiments, but to the world looks like a caring woman who has the best intentions at heart.
And personal drama too. For Benjamin I have at least one claustrophobic attack planned. And some questioning of his sanity, because while he really can see ghosts (which most people can't), he'll have moments of doubt because everyone keeps telling him he imagines these things and he'll start to believe it.
So any kind of personal struggle and drama you can think of for Artemis is welcome.
This was like his first days here: eating by himself. Benjamin looked at the other tables; some ate alone, some ate in a group. He didn't know these patients well enough to join them. He missed Ray now; they had shared all their meals since he had met her and it had become a habit quickly. Ray would probably eat at the infirmary and Dia was away to get some suitable clothes.
Back home he didn't have problems connecting with people and he had tried that the first two days, before meeting Ray. These people, or most of them at least, were mentally ill. The only one he had been able to connect with had been Simon, who had died.
Marc watched as Sara choose her price. A plush, that wasn't a big surprise. The kind of plush was a bit of a surprise. He hadn't met a lot of women who preferred spiders. He didn't mind though, it was good to know.
Back home he didn't have problems connecting with people and he had tried that the first two days, before meeting Ray. These people, or most of them at least, were mentally ill. The only one he had been able to connect with had been Simon, who had died.
Marc watched as Sara choose her price. A plush, that wasn't a big surprise. The kind of plush was a bit of a surprise. He hadn't met a lot of women who preferred spiders. He didn't mind though, it was good to know.
"It will be fun," Penalopy said. "I'm going back to Celebi, I'll see you at StarFall!" She turned invisible to float away, James quickly moved to follow her, quickly waving to Rorsh as he left.
Mindy looked at her dress a final time and nodded. "Let's show the others," she said to her Dunsparce, who nodded enthusiastically. She left the room and went back to the common area of the Pokémon Center, where she noticed Niccia was already changed. She walked over to the Mew-girl. "You look fantastic in that dress," she told her. "Has Michael seen it already?"
A quick look around learned her Michael wasn't here.
"Varina is still inside, last I saw her she was with Soul." Andy didn't comment on the remark he was getting close to Frosiien. That was exactly what he wanted to be.
He noticed the door open and a Mime Jr ran past them. Alone? Or was that Legendary Pokémon he needed to guard invisible again?
After a sip from the coffee, Andy turned to Varidol again. "Are you worried about Frosiien or Varina?" he asked.
Mindy looked at her dress a final time and nodded. "Let's show the others," she said to her Dunsparce, who nodded enthusiastically. She left the room and went back to the common area of the Pokémon Center, where she noticed Niccia was already changed. She walked over to the Mew-girl. "You look fantastic in that dress," she told her. "Has Michael seen it already?"
A quick look around learned her Michael wasn't here.
"Varina is still inside, last I saw her she was with Soul." Andy didn't comment on the remark he was getting close to Frosiien. That was exactly what he wanted to be.
He noticed the door open and a Mime Jr ran past them. Alone? Or was that Legendary Pokémon he needed to guard invisible again?
After a sip from the coffee, Andy turned to Varidol again. "Are you worried about Frosiien or Varina?" he asked.
Doing this RP made me realise something: I don't do romance playing female characters very well. I keep thinking about Mindy and Gavin and how we can move forward their thing, but when I write her being interested in Gavin it feels bland and forced for me.
For some reason writing the male in an FxM is easy for me. With MxM I also never had issues. But trying to write the female is somehow a lot harder for me. You'd think being one would make it easier, but no. It feels a bit awkward for me and I don't know why, but that's how it is.
In our dragon riders RP, I like Rachel, but I don't see her pairing up with one of guys. Meria likewise, she has an off-screen husband somewhere so she doesn't have to be romantically available.
In short, I suck at writing females in romantic pairings, and I hope you won't mind if we would move away from pairing Mindy with Gavin. They can still have that crush, and I'd still like Gavin to be awestruck when Mindy shows her new dress, but if you agree I'd rather not built it into a long-term relationship.
I'm sorry, I know you were looking forward to pair Gavin with a girl :(
For some reason writing the male in an FxM is easy for me. With MxM I also never had issues. But trying to write the female is somehow a lot harder for me. You'd think being one would make it easier, but no. It feels a bit awkward for me and I don't know why, but that's how it is.
In our dragon riders RP, I like Rachel, but I don't see her pairing up with one of guys. Meria likewise, she has an off-screen husband somewhere so she doesn't have to be romantically available.
In short, I suck at writing females in romantic pairings, and I hope you won't mind if we would move away from pairing Mindy with Gavin. They can still have that crush, and I'd still like Gavin to be awestruck when Mindy shows her new dress, but if you agree I'd rather not built it into a long-term relationship.
I'm sorry, I know you were looking forward to pair Gavin with a girl :(
The first entry is already in. There is still a lot of October to go, so plenty of time left to write.
"I wanted to say," James said, "that it's up to none of us to decide what Niccia can deal with or when we should talk about it. While I agree that a blissful ignorance won't serve a purpose in the long run, making her worried during Starfall about something that may not happen is perhaps not needed. If Darkrai will show up, we can help Niccia. If he doesn't, she doesn't need to worry about hi,"
Penalopy hugged James. "You always have good things to say~ That's why you are my guardian!"
As Michael bought a coffee from the vending machine, Mindy went into her room to change into the dress she had bought. It was nice to dress up for once; travelling around she didn't have many opportunities to do so, unless she entered a contest.
After putting on the dress, she brushed her hair and put a ribbon in it. With all that done she called her Dunsparce with her.
"What do you think?" she asked as she turned around.
"Dunsparce!" The Dunsparce replied, nodding.
Andy turned to the person who had greeted him. Definitely a legendary Pokémon in human disguise. "You are not making it difficult for me. Humans don't greet each other with 'human'. I guess you're here for Starfall too, right?"
Merlin watched the man below. He tilted his head to the left, then to the right. This one looked familiar. The colours, the hairstyle. Could this... be the one he had talked with on that day Andy had met Frosiien? The one who had knocked Varina out of his hands with a shadow ball.
At this moment Michael emerged from the Pokémon center to give his uncle some coffee.
"Coffee! You are my favourite nephew, you know that?"
"I'm your only nephew," Michael reminded him.
Penalopy hugged James. "You always have good things to say~ That's why you are my guardian!"
As Michael bought a coffee from the vending machine, Mindy went into her room to change into the dress she had bought. It was nice to dress up for once; travelling around she didn't have many opportunities to do so, unless she entered a contest.
After putting on the dress, she brushed her hair and put a ribbon in it. With all that done she called her Dunsparce with her.
"What do you think?" she asked as she turned around.
"Dunsparce!" The Dunsparce replied, nodding.
Andy turned to the person who had greeted him. Definitely a legendary Pokémon in human disguise. "You are not making it difficult for me. Humans don't greet each other with 'human'. I guess you're here for Starfall too, right?"
Merlin watched the man below. He tilted his head to the left, then to the right. This one looked familiar. The colours, the hairstyle. Could this... be the one he had talked with on that day Andy had met Frosiien? The one who had knocked Varina out of his hands with a shadow ball.
At this moment Michael emerged from the Pokémon center to give his uncle some coffee.
"Coffee! You are my favourite nephew, you know that?"
"I'm your only nephew," Michael reminded him.
The hug felt great and it was over too soon. Benjamin watched Dia leave, but then quickly went to the place the meal would be served and chose a table to sit. He got scolded for being late, but he didn't listen to that. They could scold him all they wanted, he didn't care. They put pills on the table, but he ignored it. He already had taken some that day, just to get out of that cell. Once was enough.
"This way," Marc said and he led the way to the cash-out point. "Here, you can have mine. Count the number of tickets you have and then you can pick something worth that amount. All the prices are labelled, so you can just tell the man what you want and any spare tickets you can keep for the next time."
"This way," Marc said and he led the way to the cash-out point. "Here, you can have mine. Count the number of tickets you have and then you can pick something worth that amount. All the prices are labelled, so you can just tell the man what you want and any spare tickets you can keep for the next time."
"Koek mag best over de datum zijn," zei Andy, die de halve stroopwafel aanpakte. "Dank je."
Het smaakte inderdaad nog prima, hij stuurde met een hand zodat hij het stuk stroopwafel kon opeten. Zodra hij zijn twee handen weer kon gebruiken duwde hij het gaspedaal wat verder in. Een klein pluspunt aan deze situatie was dat hij zo snel kon rijden als hij wilde; geen ander verkeer, geen flitsers.
"Ik denk een uurtje," beantwoordde hij de vraag. Hij ging naar de linkerbaan toen hij een auto zag staan, uit gewoonte zette hij daarbij zijn knipperlicht aan. Verlaten, waarschijnlijk waren de inzittenden zonder brandstof gevallen. Zo zouden ze waarschijnlijk nog wel meer auto's tegenkomen. "Ik hoop dat je geen bezwaren hebt tegen een hoge snelheid. Dit is waarschijnlijk de laatste keer dat ik met deze kan rijden en ik wil zo snel mogelijk zoveel mogelijk afstand afleggen."
De regen was nog niet zo erg dat hij voorzichtig moest rijden; de ruitenwissers stonden nog maar op de laatste stand.
Het smaakte inderdaad nog prima, hij stuurde met een hand zodat hij het stuk stroopwafel kon opeten. Zodra hij zijn twee handen weer kon gebruiken duwde hij het gaspedaal wat verder in. Een klein pluspunt aan deze situatie was dat hij zo snel kon rijden als hij wilde; geen ander verkeer, geen flitsers.
"Ik denk een uurtje," beantwoordde hij de vraag. Hij ging naar de linkerbaan toen hij een auto zag staan, uit gewoonte zette hij daarbij zijn knipperlicht aan. Verlaten, waarschijnlijk waren de inzittenden zonder brandstof gevallen. Zo zouden ze waarschijnlijk nog wel meer auto's tegenkomen. "Ik hoop dat je geen bezwaren hebt tegen een hoge snelheid. Dit is waarschijnlijk de laatste keer dat ik met deze kan rijden en ik wil zo snel mogelijk zoveel mogelijk afstand afleggen."
De regen was nog niet zo erg dat hij voorzichtig moest rijden; de ruitenwissers stonden nog maar op de laatste stand.
She saw it, didn't she? He watched her apologize and stumble around and undo her buckle and telling him to leave and apologize again and fall. It was all very confusing. He wanted to help her, but she had requested he'd leave, and the most important thing was to honour someone wishes. Especially in this area. At least she had fallen in pillows.
"Right, sorry," Benjamin said as he went to the door. "If you need me, I'll be in my room."
He stepped outside and closed the door behind him. One thing was certain: she was not ready. Was he? He knew how he felt about her and if he was honest with himself he wouldn't mind something more to come from it, but all in due time.
Benjamin walked back to his room and looked at the files. He still needed to finish those; he might as well continue reading them now.
"I haven't planned anything in particular." Rudrig said as he looked at the screen of his laptop. "Finish a report, eat, watch a movie. Or play some Tarkov or PUBG." He looked up to Rose. "What were your plans for today?" he asked. He examined her new features with a frown. "Have you informed your family about... this yet?"
"Right, sorry," Benjamin said as he went to the door. "If you need me, I'll be in my room."
He stepped outside and closed the door behind him. One thing was certain: she was not ready. Was he? He knew how he felt about her and if he was honest with himself he wouldn't mind something more to come from it, but all in due time.
Benjamin walked back to his room and looked at the files. He still needed to finish those; he might as well continue reading them now.
"I haven't planned anything in particular." Rudrig said as he looked at the screen of his laptop. "Finish a report, eat, watch a movie. Or play some Tarkov or PUBG." He looked up to Rose. "What were your plans for today?" he asked. He examined her new features with a frown. "Have you informed your family about... this yet?"
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