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Location: Strigidae Dorm - P.R.C.U.
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________Human #5.050: Walk Me Home
“Hey, Hayv,” she greeted, a touch of warmth and melancholy in her voice.“Big day…”
“It’s me, Harps,” Aurora stated by way of greeting, feeling her throat tighten as she announced herself knowing her friend couldn’t visually tell who was there, “It’s Rora.”
Over Harper’s shoulder, the redhead could see how barren her dorm room had become. The cozy space that her friend had carefully crafted and curated over the last year was a distant memory, now just blank walls and empty air. It was strange, foreign even.
“I came to say goodbye and, uh,” She pulled the heart shaped pendant along the chain of her necklace nervously, trying to find the words, “Apologize for how I spoke to you last night. I was- and still am- angry. I don’t know how to deal with everything, and I took it out on you. You didn’t deserve that.”
Harper’s hand hovered by her side, her fingers brushing the rough denim of her jeans as Aurora’s words sank into her like unexpected rain, soft and unanticipated. Apologies from Aurora were rare, precious in their own way, each one a carefully offered truth that only emerged when her emotions were sharpest, most real. This wasn’t a casual truce or a quick fix; it was something deeper, a shift in the ground beneath them, and Harper could feel herself momentarily losing balance, her mind scrambling to find some steady place to stand.
She parted her lips, ready to respond, but her words knotted up.
How did she even begin to address everything that had been said? How could she possibly address the anger, the hurt, that had built over the past days? The past years?
She wasn’t entirely sure.
But if she could say anything, she wanted it to be honest, to be free of the masks she’d hidden behind for so long. She wanted to cleanse herself of the guilt and grief that she’d carried, layer by painful layer, a burden she’d placed squarely on her own shoulders. But no more.
Taking a steadying breath, Harper leaned into the silence for just a heartbeat longer, searching for the courage to unravel her thoughts. “I get it…the anger. I understand that more than you’ll ever know,” she finally murmured, the words coming slowly, unpolished but true. She knew what it felt like to be angry—at herself, at the world, and even, painfully, at the people she cared about. And just like back then, there was the aching need to leave, to board the ferry and let the weight of this place, this fractured island and the turmoil it held, slide from her shoulders.
But she couldn’t yet. Not until she’d said goodbye to her best friend.
“And you were wrong, you know?” She lifted her face, sightless but unflinching, as if in that darkness she could still find Aurora’s gaze, as if speaking the truth might light the way forward. “You’re not alone in feeling like someone tried to take everything away from you. I know exactly what that feels like and more.” A bitter smile curved her lips, a flicker of something close to humour but edged with pain.
“Because they succeeded.”
Aurora’s chest tightened at the final words, the weight of Harper’s voice sinking deep into her, twisting the apology into something far heavier than she’d expected. There was no relief in hearing that she wasn’t alone in her anger- no comfort in knowing that the brunette shared that ache. Instead, it felt like a second, sharper cut, something she hadn’t quite been prepared for. How had she really thought, in the depth of her fury, that Harper had been unaffected? That she had been untouched by everything that had happened?
It had been selfish.
“I..” Her voice faltered as she searched for words that would make sense of everything that was unfolding.Her throat closed up again, and she could feel the familiar sting of tears burning behind her eyes, the feeling of being on the edge of breaking but not sure if she could, or even should. “I’m sorry.”
Harper’s white eyes might have been pinned on her, but Aurora knew that she couldn’t see her. Couldn’t see the way her brow was furrowed, unsure of what else she could say to comfort her friend, and herself. So, she asked the next logical question.
“Can I come in for a minute?”
It would be so easy to keep her at the doorway, to let the farewell be quick and clean. But that small part of Harper that had been aching for closure, for something real and lasting, reached out before she could even consider pulling back.
“Yeah,” she murmured, stepping aside to make room, letting her voice carry the invitation she hadn’t quite found the courage to give. As Aurora moved past her, Harper felt the door close behind them, sealing them into this moment with no escape, no easy way out.
It was the quietest they had been together in a long time.
Though, this time, the silence felt gentle. Like a fragile truce.
“I’m sorry too,” Harper began after a while, leaning against her door. She could feel Aurora’s gaze on her, waiting, patient, giving her the space to say what she hadn’t been able to put into words before. “I know I’ve always been…closed off. More than I should have been with you. It’s not fair, and I think that’s part of what got us here in the first place.”
A brief silence followed, one that felt both comforting and tense, as if they were both bracing themselves for something inevitable. Aurora felt the urge to speak, but knew better than to interrupt or attempt to fill the quiet with words that would only detract from whatever her friend was about to reveal. Harper’s fingers found the edge of the door frame, tracing the cool wood, finding something tangible to hold onto.
“Eight years ago… my parents died,” she continued, “Sierra…my sister, she’d just gone off to college at the time. So, when I’d received the news, I was fourteen, and I was—well, I was alone.” She swallowed, the ache of that time resurfacing, though it felt muted, more like an old scar than a fresh wound.
“I think that’s when it started,” Harper admitted, her words slow, careful, as though she were piecing together a puzzle she’d kept locked away. “I didn’t want anyone to see how much it hurt, how hard it was just to…get through the days. So I kept it all inside, even when I knew that wasn’t healthy.” A faint, humourless smile tugged at her lips, a small acknowledgment of the irony that hadn’t escaped her. “Over time, I guess it became a habit—pushing people away. It felt safer, easier.”
Her gaze drifted in Aurora’s direction, though sightless, her expression softened, more open than it had been in a long time. “Maybe if I’d been more open with you—if I’d let you in a little more—things would have been different.” She sighed, the words feeling both like a release and a revelation. “I don’t want to keep doing that, Rora. Not with you. Not with anyone.”
How easy it was. To be honest with a goodbye.
The redhead’s heart splintered almost instantly.
Harper had never been forthcoming about her past or her family, rarely had Aurora heard tales of what her friend’s life was like before enrolling. As much as she wanted to understand her more, she never pried, never wanted to overstep. She knew as well as anyone that people kept things close to their chests for a reason. After all, Dundas Island was not only an institution for higher learning, but a place of refuge.
So hearing the brunette let her truth flow so freely in that moment felt even more devastating. A sign that things had changed so drastically in the last few weeks, days even, that warranted such things finally coming to light. And the truth was just as jarring as she had once hypothesized.
“Harper,” Aurora's voice was barely above a whisper, the single word hanging in the air between them like a fragile thread. And then she was moving, crossing the room in only a few steps before tentatively reaching around her friend and pulling her into a comforting embrace. She could feel how fast Harper’s heart was racing, no doubt from the truth she just laid at her feet. The redhead swallowed the lump that had formed at the back of her throat before speaking.
“I don’t blame you for not being open with me,” She started, assuring her friend that she hadn’t misstepped by not being candid earlier. “When I was younger, and I first got here, it took me a while to warm up to anyone. I was so used to being by myself and doing things on my own, that I didn’t want to burden anyone.” Aurora exhaled, pulling back and looking her friend in the eyes, thankful she could not see the moisture brimming in her eyes.
“But after a while, I learned how exhausting it is to go it alone.” She expressed, “And it makes a world of difference to allow people in your life to help lighten that load.”
“Thank you for trusting me, and I only wish you would have told me sooner so I could have supported you more.”
Harper took a deep breath as she heard the soft rustle of Aurora’s footsteps, the space between them shrinking until Aurora’s arms wrapped around her in a gentle embrace. The unexpected closeness caught the brunette off guard, and for a moment, she stiffened, her senses overwhelmed by the sudden warmth and scent of her friend. Slowly, hesitantly, she began to relax, allowing herself to lean into Aurora’s arms. She felt the rapid thud of her own heartbeat beginning to slow, her breathing becoming more even as her own arms wrapped around Aurora’s waist, her head finding solace on her friend’s shoulder.
Aurora was right. It truly had been exhausting. The endless cycle of fear and guardedness had left Harper feeling worn down, her spirit fragile beneath the layers she’d built up over the years. So, she was more than willing to let herself rest. For now, she could let go just enough to lean on her best friend.
“I wish I could have told you sooner, too.” Harper's voice was soft, muffled slightly against Aurora’s shoulder before she felt the redhead pull away just enough to look at her. “But I didn’t know how. I thought I could handle it all on my own.”
Harper took in a shaky breath, her fingers tightening momentarily on Aurora's arm, her emotions spilling over the edges she could no longer contain. “But I can't,” she admitted, her voice breaking just slightly as she forced herself to continue. “I thought I was strong enough to keep it all in, to keep everyone at arm's length and just... bear it by myself. But I’m terrified, Rora. I’ve been so scared for so long, and I didn’t want anyone to see it.”
She paused, her lips trembling as she tried to gather her thoughts, trying to find a way to put into words what had haunted her for years. “I’m scared of losing the people I care about. I’m scared of getting close, of letting anyone in, and then watching them slip away. And the more I tried to push it down, the more it ate at me. It’s like... it’s like I’ve been running on empty, and I’m just too tired to keep going like this.” Her voice wavered, the fear she had kept hidden for so long now bleeding into every word.
Harper swallowed, her throat tight as she finally let herself say what had been truly weighing on her the moment Aurora had appeared at her door.
“I need to learn how to be okay again, Rora. And I think the Foundation might be the only way I can be.”
The moment the words left her lips, Harper felt Aurora tense. She didn’t need sight to know how Aurora felt about the Foundation—after all, she shared the same wariness, the same mistrust. Harper wasn't going there for a sense of community or for any belief in their goodness. She knew what they were, and she had no illusions about it.
But this decision wasn't about them. Not entirely.
“When you said you were going to Crestwood Hollow, that you’d figure it out...” Harper continued, her words rushed, almost like she needed to defend herself before Aurora could object.“You said it like you weren’t sure, but you knew it was something you had to do. I think I need to do that too.”
Harper’s words resonated deeply with Aurora, more than anything ever had between the pair. They were two sides of the same coin, with the same fears that seemed to eat away at them all this time. They’d loved and lost before, and it was evident that those emotions still lingered and affected every choice and decision they made. The redhead still struggled with the possibility that those she cared about most would vanish into thin air again. Her relationship with Lorcán especially, now that her heart was his.
But as much as she agreed with the brunette, it was the mention of the Foundation that caused her to bristle. The cold and callous hallways of that asylum were not the right setting for Harper to go on a journey of self-discovery, she knew that as much. Yet, Aurora remembered that if things hadn’t played out for her as they did, she too would have ended up at the Institute. And although it wouldn't have been her first choice, she would have made the most of it, as scary and unknown as it was.
“If that’s what you think is best,” Aurora inhaled and relaxed her shoulders, “Then you should go. I can’t stop you or tell you what to do, but please be careful.” She shuddered, “I have the worst feeling about that place.”
The gravity in Aurora’s voice settled over Harper like a veil, one that draped itself around her, heavy and undeniable. For a moment, doubt fluttered in her chest, clawing at the resolve she’d spent the morning building. Her decision hadn’t been easy—she knew the Foundation’s reputation, the rumours, and the risks. Haven and she had, after all, tried to find out as much as they could about the place. But her reasons for going weren’t about finding safety or shelter. She’d had enough of those half-solutions, enough empty reassurances from people who didn’t understand or know themselves.
What she needed was truth.
But something else anchored Harper, too—something that reached back to her very first day with Blackjack. She could still remember the way the training room had felt that day, charged with an electric hum of excitement and camaraderie that she wasn’t sure she belonged in. She’d lingered at the edges, hands shoved into her pockets. Laughter and banter had rippled through the room, the kind of easy familiarity that only time and trust could forge. But instead of joining in, Harper had felt that camaraderie deepen the divide between her and the others. She’d told herself she preferred it that way—keeping her distance, staying quiet, speaking only when absolutely necessary.
And then Aurora had walked over, cutting through Harper’s self-imposed isolation with a presence that was impossible to ignore.
Back then, Harper hadn’t yet mastered her enhanced vision, and Aurora’s presence had almost glowed with a surreal, heightened clarity. Her hair fell in a blazing wave of copper and gold, each strand catching and reflecting the light as though lit from within. The freckles sprinkled across her nose and cheeks stood out like constellations painted against the backdrop of her pale skin. Aurora’s eyes—bright, open, and blue as the sky—held a sincerity that seemed almost too genuine. Even the faint flush on her cheeks, probably from the recent drills, softened her features, making her look approachable in a way that felt almost foreign to Harper’s guarded perspective.
And then, without any invitation or prompting, Aurora had offered her a small piece of advice in an attempt to extend an olive branch —a light, almost offhand tip on adjusting her stance to keep her balance. It wasn’t what Harper had wanted or expected. Actually, she hadn’t asked for anything, and the redhead’s casual confidence had caught her completely off guard. Without thinking, Harper had let the words slip out in a dry, slightly impudent tone: “Didn’t realize I’d signed up for private coaching.”
There was a beat of silence, one in which Harper braced herself for a brush-off or a frown, some sign that her comment had stung. But instead, Aurora had laughed—a warm, unguarded sound that danced between them. Her laughter wasn’t offended or deterred; if anything, it was as if Aurora had found amusement in Harper’s walls, not intimidation.
In that moment, something had shifted. Harper had felt a tiny crack form in her carefully constructed defences, even though she hadn’t been ready to admit it. She’d rolled her eyes, shifting her stance ever so slightly—a grudging acknowledgment of Aurora’s advice, though she’d die before expressing any measure of gratitude to the girl. “Well, don’t expect a thank you,” she’d muttered instead, brushing an imaginary speck of dust from her shoulder as though to reassert her pride, her independence, her need for control.
Aurora’s presence, since then, had been persistent but not forceful, like the steady pressure of sunlight warming a cold surface. And somehow, without Harper even noticing it happening, that persistence had started to chip away at her walls, piece by cautious piece, until Harper had realized that Aurora wasn’t just a teammate—she was a friend. A friend who saw her, who stayed, even when Harper pushed back.
Still.
She’d changed in her own ways since then, bit by bit, but no one—not even her best friend—had been able to alter who she was at her core.
And maybe, Harper realized, that was why Aurora had stayed.
“I know the risks,” she replied softly now, a hint of steel beneath her voice. “The Foundation isn’t... good.” It wasn’t a haven, a place of second chances, or even a place to heal. It was a calculated gamble, and Harper was ready to place her stakes. “But they won’t change me. I won’t let them.”
Her lips curved slightly, a spark of humour returning as she tilted her head slightly in Aurora’s direction, as if she could still see her there.
“Besides…you couldn’t, could you?”
Aurora’s breath hitched at the question, her expression caught somewhere between surprise and something deeper, something harder to name. There was a new edge to her tone, a quiet defiance that she hadn't heard in a long while. She had broken down her walls with time, but it seemed they were being built back up again in preparation for the path she was headed down.
The redhead let out a quiet laugh, though it didn’t reach her eyes, not that Harper could see her expression. “I wouldn’t want to, even if I could,” she said softly, her voice laced with an odd tenderness. "You’ve never been the kind of person to let anyone change you.”
The thought of Harper facing the cold, indifferent walls of the Foundation though made her stomach twist in knots.
“Just- promise me you’ll keep your head, Harps.” A plea. “Don’t let them break you. I don’t care what they say, who they think you are- don’t let them take that from you.”
“I promise,” Harper said almost immediately. “I’ll keep my head. I’ll keep me. No matter what they try.”
For a moment, neither of them spoke. The silence felt fragile but not uncomfortable, like the pause between the closing of one chapter and the beginning of another. The brunette shifted her weight, her boot scuffing against the floor, the faint sound sharp in the otherwise still room. Her hand brushed against Aurora’s—lightly, fleetingly, as if testing the air between them—but she didn’t pull away. She wasn’t sure what she was searching for, only that the moment felt like it needed to stretch, to breathe, just a little longer.
Harper wasn’t used to asking for things, especially not like this.
But, as Aurora had, it was her turn to make a plea now.
“Walk with me?” It was posed quieter than she’d expected, almost like a confession. “To the ferry. Haven’s coming too, but... I don’t know. I just think... it’d be nice.”
“Of course, Harper,” Aurora didn’t hesitate, agreeing immediately, wanting to see off her friend for what could be the final time.
“Of course I will.”
“It’s me, Harps,” Aurora stated by way of greeting, feeling her throat tighten as she announced herself knowing her friend couldn’t visually tell who was there, “It’s Rora.”
Over Harper’s shoulder, the redhead could see how barren her dorm room had become. The cozy space that her friend had carefully crafted and curated over the last year was a distant memory, now just blank walls and empty air. It was strange, foreign even.
“I came to say goodbye and, uh,” She pulled the heart shaped pendant along the chain of her necklace nervously, trying to find the words, “Apologize for how I spoke to you last night. I was- and still am- angry. I don’t know how to deal with everything, and I took it out on you. You didn’t deserve that.”
Harper’s hand hovered by her side, her fingers brushing the rough denim of her jeans as Aurora’s words sank into her like unexpected rain, soft and unanticipated. Apologies from Aurora were rare, precious in their own way, each one a carefully offered truth that only emerged when her emotions were sharpest, most real. This wasn’t a casual truce or a quick fix; it was something deeper, a shift in the ground beneath them, and Harper could feel herself momentarily losing balance, her mind scrambling to find some steady place to stand.
She parted her lips, ready to respond, but her words knotted up.
How did she even begin to address everything that had been said? How could she possibly address the anger, the hurt, that had built over the past days? The past years?
She wasn’t entirely sure.
But if she could say anything, she wanted it to be honest, to be free of the masks she’d hidden behind for so long. She wanted to cleanse herself of the guilt and grief that she’d carried, layer by painful layer, a burden she’d placed squarely on her own shoulders. But no more.
Taking a steadying breath, Harper leaned into the silence for just a heartbeat longer, searching for the courage to unravel her thoughts. “I get it…the anger. I understand that more than you’ll ever know,” she finally murmured, the words coming slowly, unpolished but true. She knew what it felt like to be angry—at herself, at the world, and even, painfully, at the people she cared about. And just like back then, there was the aching need to leave, to board the ferry and let the weight of this place, this fractured island and the turmoil it held, slide from her shoulders.
But she couldn’t yet. Not until she’d said goodbye to her best friend.
“And you were wrong, you know?” She lifted her face, sightless but unflinching, as if in that darkness she could still find Aurora’s gaze, as if speaking the truth might light the way forward. “You’re not alone in feeling like someone tried to take everything away from you. I know exactly what that feels like and more.” A bitter smile curved her lips, a flicker of something close to humour but edged with pain.
“Because they succeeded.”
Aurora’s chest tightened at the final words, the weight of Harper’s voice sinking deep into her, twisting the apology into something far heavier than she’d expected. There was no relief in hearing that she wasn’t alone in her anger- no comfort in knowing that the brunette shared that ache. Instead, it felt like a second, sharper cut, something she hadn’t quite been prepared for. How had she really thought, in the depth of her fury, that Harper had been unaffected? That she had been untouched by everything that had happened?
It had been selfish.
“I..” Her voice faltered as she searched for words that would make sense of everything that was unfolding.Her throat closed up again, and she could feel the familiar sting of tears burning behind her eyes, the feeling of being on the edge of breaking but not sure if she could, or even should. “I’m sorry.”
Harper’s white eyes might have been pinned on her, but Aurora knew that she couldn’t see her. Couldn’t see the way her brow was furrowed, unsure of what else she could say to comfort her friend, and herself. So, she asked the next logical question.
“Can I come in for a minute?”
It would be so easy to keep her at the doorway, to let the farewell be quick and clean. But that small part of Harper that had been aching for closure, for something real and lasting, reached out before she could even consider pulling back.
“Yeah,” she murmured, stepping aside to make room, letting her voice carry the invitation she hadn’t quite found the courage to give. As Aurora moved past her, Harper felt the door close behind them, sealing them into this moment with no escape, no easy way out.
It was the quietest they had been together in a long time.
Though, this time, the silence felt gentle. Like a fragile truce.
“I’m sorry too,” Harper began after a while, leaning against her door. She could feel Aurora’s gaze on her, waiting, patient, giving her the space to say what she hadn’t been able to put into words before. “I know I’ve always been…closed off. More than I should have been with you. It’s not fair, and I think that’s part of what got us here in the first place.”
A brief silence followed, one that felt both comforting and tense, as if they were both bracing themselves for something inevitable. Aurora felt the urge to speak, but knew better than to interrupt or attempt to fill the quiet with words that would only detract from whatever her friend was about to reveal. Harper’s fingers found the edge of the door frame, tracing the cool wood, finding something tangible to hold onto.
“Eight years ago… my parents died,” she continued, “Sierra…my sister, she’d just gone off to college at the time. So, when I’d received the news, I was fourteen, and I was—well, I was alone.” She swallowed, the ache of that time resurfacing, though it felt muted, more like an old scar than a fresh wound.
“I think that’s when it started,” Harper admitted, her words slow, careful, as though she were piecing together a puzzle she’d kept locked away. “I didn’t want anyone to see how much it hurt, how hard it was just to…get through the days. So I kept it all inside, even when I knew that wasn’t healthy.” A faint, humourless smile tugged at her lips, a small acknowledgment of the irony that hadn’t escaped her. “Over time, I guess it became a habit—pushing people away. It felt safer, easier.”
Her gaze drifted in Aurora’s direction, though sightless, her expression softened, more open than it had been in a long time. “Maybe if I’d been more open with you—if I’d let you in a little more—things would have been different.” She sighed, the words feeling both like a release and a revelation. “I don’t want to keep doing that, Rora. Not with you. Not with anyone.”
How easy it was. To be honest with a goodbye.
The redhead’s heart splintered almost instantly.
Harper had never been forthcoming about her past or her family, rarely had Aurora heard tales of what her friend’s life was like before enrolling. As much as she wanted to understand her more, she never pried, never wanted to overstep. She knew as well as anyone that people kept things close to their chests for a reason. After all, Dundas Island was not only an institution for higher learning, but a place of refuge.
So hearing the brunette let her truth flow so freely in that moment felt even more devastating. A sign that things had changed so drastically in the last few weeks, days even, that warranted such things finally coming to light. And the truth was just as jarring as she had once hypothesized.
“Harper,” Aurora's voice was barely above a whisper, the single word hanging in the air between them like a fragile thread. And then she was moving, crossing the room in only a few steps before tentatively reaching around her friend and pulling her into a comforting embrace. She could feel how fast Harper’s heart was racing, no doubt from the truth she just laid at her feet. The redhead swallowed the lump that had formed at the back of her throat before speaking.
“I don’t blame you for not being open with me,” She started, assuring her friend that she hadn’t misstepped by not being candid earlier. “When I was younger, and I first got here, it took me a while to warm up to anyone. I was so used to being by myself and doing things on my own, that I didn’t want to burden anyone.” Aurora exhaled, pulling back and looking her friend in the eyes, thankful she could not see the moisture brimming in her eyes.
“But after a while, I learned how exhausting it is to go it alone.” She expressed, “And it makes a world of difference to allow people in your life to help lighten that load.”
“Thank you for trusting me, and I only wish you would have told me sooner so I could have supported you more.”
Harper took a deep breath as she heard the soft rustle of Aurora’s footsteps, the space between them shrinking until Aurora’s arms wrapped around her in a gentle embrace. The unexpected closeness caught the brunette off guard, and for a moment, she stiffened, her senses overwhelmed by the sudden warmth and scent of her friend. Slowly, hesitantly, she began to relax, allowing herself to lean into Aurora’s arms. She felt the rapid thud of her own heartbeat beginning to slow, her breathing becoming more even as her own arms wrapped around Aurora’s waist, her head finding solace on her friend’s shoulder.
Aurora was right. It truly had been exhausting. The endless cycle of fear and guardedness had left Harper feeling worn down, her spirit fragile beneath the layers she’d built up over the years. So, she was more than willing to let herself rest. For now, she could let go just enough to lean on her best friend.
“I wish I could have told you sooner, too.” Harper's voice was soft, muffled slightly against Aurora’s shoulder before she felt the redhead pull away just enough to look at her. “But I didn’t know how. I thought I could handle it all on my own.”
Harper took in a shaky breath, her fingers tightening momentarily on Aurora's arm, her emotions spilling over the edges she could no longer contain. “But I can't,” she admitted, her voice breaking just slightly as she forced herself to continue. “I thought I was strong enough to keep it all in, to keep everyone at arm's length and just... bear it by myself. But I’m terrified, Rora. I’ve been so scared for so long, and I didn’t want anyone to see it.”
She paused, her lips trembling as she tried to gather her thoughts, trying to find a way to put into words what had haunted her for years. “I’m scared of losing the people I care about. I’m scared of getting close, of letting anyone in, and then watching them slip away. And the more I tried to push it down, the more it ate at me. It’s like... it’s like I’ve been running on empty, and I’m just too tired to keep going like this.” Her voice wavered, the fear she had kept hidden for so long now bleeding into every word.
Harper swallowed, her throat tight as she finally let herself say what had been truly weighing on her the moment Aurora had appeared at her door.
“I need to learn how to be okay again, Rora. And I think the Foundation might be the only way I can be.”
The moment the words left her lips, Harper felt Aurora tense. She didn’t need sight to know how Aurora felt about the Foundation—after all, she shared the same wariness, the same mistrust. Harper wasn't going there for a sense of community or for any belief in their goodness. She knew what they were, and she had no illusions about it.
But this decision wasn't about them. Not entirely.
“When you said you were going to Crestwood Hollow, that you’d figure it out...” Harper continued, her words rushed, almost like she needed to defend herself before Aurora could object.“You said it like you weren’t sure, but you knew it was something you had to do. I think I need to do that too.”
Harper’s words resonated deeply with Aurora, more than anything ever had between the pair. They were two sides of the same coin, with the same fears that seemed to eat away at them all this time. They’d loved and lost before, and it was evident that those emotions still lingered and affected every choice and decision they made. The redhead still struggled with the possibility that those she cared about most would vanish into thin air again. Her relationship with Lorcán especially, now that her heart was his.
But as much as she agreed with the brunette, it was the mention of the Foundation that caused her to bristle. The cold and callous hallways of that asylum were not the right setting for Harper to go on a journey of self-discovery, she knew that as much. Yet, Aurora remembered that if things hadn’t played out for her as they did, she too would have ended up at the Institute. And although it wouldn't have been her first choice, she would have made the most of it, as scary and unknown as it was.
“If that’s what you think is best,” Aurora inhaled and relaxed her shoulders, “Then you should go. I can’t stop you or tell you what to do, but please be careful.” She shuddered, “I have the worst feeling about that place.”
The gravity in Aurora’s voice settled over Harper like a veil, one that draped itself around her, heavy and undeniable. For a moment, doubt fluttered in her chest, clawing at the resolve she’d spent the morning building. Her decision hadn’t been easy—she knew the Foundation’s reputation, the rumours, and the risks. Haven and she had, after all, tried to find out as much as they could about the place. But her reasons for going weren’t about finding safety or shelter. She’d had enough of those half-solutions, enough empty reassurances from people who didn’t understand or know themselves.
What she needed was truth.
But something else anchored Harper, too—something that reached back to her very first day with Blackjack. She could still remember the way the training room had felt that day, charged with an electric hum of excitement and camaraderie that she wasn’t sure she belonged in. She’d lingered at the edges, hands shoved into her pockets. Laughter and banter had rippled through the room, the kind of easy familiarity that only time and trust could forge. But instead of joining in, Harper had felt that camaraderie deepen the divide between her and the others. She’d told herself she preferred it that way—keeping her distance, staying quiet, speaking only when absolutely necessary.
And then Aurora had walked over, cutting through Harper’s self-imposed isolation with a presence that was impossible to ignore.
Back then, Harper hadn’t yet mastered her enhanced vision, and Aurora’s presence had almost glowed with a surreal, heightened clarity. Her hair fell in a blazing wave of copper and gold, each strand catching and reflecting the light as though lit from within. The freckles sprinkled across her nose and cheeks stood out like constellations painted against the backdrop of her pale skin. Aurora’s eyes—bright, open, and blue as the sky—held a sincerity that seemed almost too genuine. Even the faint flush on her cheeks, probably from the recent drills, softened her features, making her look approachable in a way that felt almost foreign to Harper’s guarded perspective.
And then, without any invitation or prompting, Aurora had offered her a small piece of advice in an attempt to extend an olive branch —a light, almost offhand tip on adjusting her stance to keep her balance. It wasn’t what Harper had wanted or expected. Actually, she hadn’t asked for anything, and the redhead’s casual confidence had caught her completely off guard. Without thinking, Harper had let the words slip out in a dry, slightly impudent tone: “Didn’t realize I’d signed up for private coaching.”
There was a beat of silence, one in which Harper braced herself for a brush-off or a frown, some sign that her comment had stung. But instead, Aurora had laughed—a warm, unguarded sound that danced between them. Her laughter wasn’t offended or deterred; if anything, it was as if Aurora had found amusement in Harper’s walls, not intimidation.
In that moment, something had shifted. Harper had felt a tiny crack form in her carefully constructed defences, even though she hadn’t been ready to admit it. She’d rolled her eyes, shifting her stance ever so slightly—a grudging acknowledgment of Aurora’s advice, though she’d die before expressing any measure of gratitude to the girl. “Well, don’t expect a thank you,” she’d muttered instead, brushing an imaginary speck of dust from her shoulder as though to reassert her pride, her independence, her need for control.
Aurora’s presence, since then, had been persistent but not forceful, like the steady pressure of sunlight warming a cold surface. And somehow, without Harper even noticing it happening, that persistence had started to chip away at her walls, piece by cautious piece, until Harper had realized that Aurora wasn’t just a teammate—she was a friend. A friend who saw her, who stayed, even when Harper pushed back.
Still.
She’d changed in her own ways since then, bit by bit, but no one—not even her best friend—had been able to alter who she was at her core.
And maybe, Harper realized, that was why Aurora had stayed.
“I know the risks,” she replied softly now, a hint of steel beneath her voice. “The Foundation isn’t... good.” It wasn’t a haven, a place of second chances, or even a place to heal. It was a calculated gamble, and Harper was ready to place her stakes. “But they won’t change me. I won’t let them.”
Her lips curved slightly, a spark of humour returning as she tilted her head slightly in Aurora’s direction, as if she could still see her there.
“Besides…you couldn’t, could you?”
Aurora’s breath hitched at the question, her expression caught somewhere between surprise and something deeper, something harder to name. There was a new edge to her tone, a quiet defiance that she hadn't heard in a long while. She had broken down her walls with time, but it seemed they were being built back up again in preparation for the path she was headed down.
The redhead let out a quiet laugh, though it didn’t reach her eyes, not that Harper could see her expression. “I wouldn’t want to, even if I could,” she said softly, her voice laced with an odd tenderness. "You’ve never been the kind of person to let anyone change you.”
The thought of Harper facing the cold, indifferent walls of the Foundation though made her stomach twist in knots.
“Just- promise me you’ll keep your head, Harps.” A plea. “Don’t let them break you. I don’t care what they say, who they think you are- don’t let them take that from you.”
“I promise,” Harper said almost immediately. “I’ll keep my head. I’ll keep me. No matter what they try.”
For a moment, neither of them spoke. The silence felt fragile but not uncomfortable, like the pause between the closing of one chapter and the beginning of another. The brunette shifted her weight, her boot scuffing against the floor, the faint sound sharp in the otherwise still room. Her hand brushed against Aurora’s—lightly, fleetingly, as if testing the air between them—but she didn’t pull away. She wasn’t sure what she was searching for, only that the moment felt like it needed to stretch, to breathe, just a little longer.
Harper wasn’t used to asking for things, especially not like this.
But, as Aurora had, it was her turn to make a plea now.
“Walk with me?” It was posed quieter than she’d expected, almost like a confession. “To the ferry. Haven’s coming too, but... I don’t know. I just think... it’d be nice.”
“Of course, Harper,” Aurora didn’t hesitate, agreeing immediately, wanting to see off her friend for what could be the final time.
“Of course I will.”