VIOLET & ROMAN
My dear Violet,
I may have also gotten ahead of myself the other night. I thought I understood something when I did not and for that I apologize.
My words still hold true as to what I feel when I’m around you and how I see you.
The day after I return from the camp out my company is holding a fish fry, a free lunch for all at the end of the pier at Calbert LN and the boardwalk. I’ll be there at noon helping catch some fresh fish.
We reserved the entire end of the pier.
I apologies ahead of time if I smell like fish.
Yours,
Roman
The letter dangled from her fingers, its weight far heavier than the parchment it was written on. She had already read it a dozen times, yet the urge to read it once more clawed at her. For so long, she had believed he had dismissed her, discarded her, that the sight of his handwriting now felt like a betrayal of her own expectations. I may have gotten ahead of myself the other night... The words hovered in her mind, as though spoken aloud, their meaning as elusive as the sea breeze outside. Did he regret the kiss? Or was it the slap that haunted him? She hoped, almost desperately, that it was the latter.
Her gaze drifted to the carriage window, where the docks sprawled out in a labyrinth of masts and shadows. The sharp cries of seagulls echoed in the salty air. She had been sitting there for what felt like hours, though the clock's slow ticks betrayed the truth. Should she approach him? Could she? Her stomach churned with nerves, the fluttering unease threatening to drown her courage before she even set foot outside.
Once more, she unfolded the letter, her eyes lingering on the signature. Yours, Roman. She exhaled sharply, as though the breath had been held captive by his name. Carefully, she folded the letter and tucked it away. The sun hung low in the sky, its morning rays gilding the ships and water alike. Thankfully, the towering silhouettes of the docked vessels cast deep shadows across the wharf, sparing her the need for her parasol. Gathering herself, she opened the carriage door, the cool, briny air brushing her face as she prepared to face the unknown.
Violet headed slowly down the docks, the afternoon excitement from the fishermen unloading their second catch of the day. She looked around the smell of the sea strong in the air. She always was a big fan of the ocean finding the mysteries in the water exciting. Her eyes glanced down at the water as it crashed against the dock, her black gown whipped wildly in the passing winds as she neared the end of the dock she began searching for Roman.
The warm air was thick with the aromas of floured fried, backed, and roasted vegetables and more prominently cooking fish. A small but orderly mob had formed near several stalls draped in the dark green blue and black of the Ravenwood house colors. The majority of the people looked to be sailors or from the nearby slums with a few others of more lavish living also waited in line. As seen by their attire.
One rather well-dressed individual was being manhandled and dragged back to the end of the line. A tall muscular man followed the trio, he was wearing light armor adorned with the Ravenwood insignia with colors that matched the awnings behind him. His slick-back blond hair adorned a rather serious face as he walked with authority. His hands rested on a pistol and a blade.
The man being dragged away was shouting about how he didn't deserve to be treated this way and he could buy their contracts out threefold. The blonde man spoke loudly, projecting his voice over the murmurs and noises of the docks, “Anyone that tries to cut in line through bribery or intimidation will be sent to the back of the line! There's plenty for all.” his gaze scanning those in line daring them to challenge him.
Violets attention turned to the spectacle watching a well-dressed man being dragged behind like a child. His arms flailing with frustrations as the Blonde guard seem to scold him verbally with embarressment. Her red eyes fixated on the rather brutish man before his glance caught her own.The man's gaze grew softer when his eyes lingered on Violet, as he was meant to be keeping an eye out for her. Red eyes watched as he approached her with a respectful bow and a smile, the authority and body language he held just a moment before melted to be more welcoming.
“Ah you must be Lady Violet Damien. My name is Sven Ekstrom, Captain of Lord Ravenwoods guard." Violet offered him a soft smile and a nod in acknowledgement. He held no accent in his voice but it sounded suppressed. “My lord asked me to keep an eye out for you and escort you to him, if that is to your liking?” “Certainly, although I was enjoying the show” her shoulders relaxed as she looked around for a moment catching her bearings. ”I am surprised Lord Ravenwood wasn’t following suit and tossing him into the water” she chuckled slightly at the idea.
Sven gave her a soft smile, “we don't care about status or how much wealth you have. Act like an ass and get treated like one.” A smile appeared on Violets face as he sank back for just a moment, “forgive my use of vulgarity, I fear I spend too much time around my men. Shall we.” “Its alright, I appreciate your honesty and frankly I couldn’t agree more. Act like an ass get treated like an ass” she grinned he gestured for her to walk beside him with that subtle but forced accent. “I'm sure my lord would have loved to throw that man or the handful of others over if he could do so.” clasping his hands in front of him while he walked. “Lord Ravenwood has suffered an unfortunate accident at the forge the other night and injured his arm. He is sulking at the end of the dock helping with food preparation. You are welcome to try some of this fish fry if it suits your fancy.”
Sulking… That was a first for Roman, atleast the Roman she knew. “I wouldn’t say no to some fresh fish.” she looked back at him with a concerned expression “How bad is the injury? I imagine not that bad if he’s still working, I hope.”
“Good, I'm sure Lord Ravenwood will be happy to share with you.” he smiled as they walked. For a moment he did have to lead her through the crowd when they neared the stalls. It was organized and running at a smooth pace, cooks in the back cleaned off the smaller chunks of fish and vegetables coating them in flour and spices then dunking them in a bath of hot cooking oil. The servers at the front plated even helpings of fried fish and vegetables in wooden bowls that were then set out on the counter for the next person to take. A wooden skewer placed in the food to eat made the line move along in an orderly fashion. For the first time in along time, Violet felt like her usual self. The smell of the fresh fried food making her appetite buzz which has been a fry cry from her usual tastes.
“Well you can see for yourself my lady, but to prepare you it's the majority of his left arm but at least he can still move it.” he laughed to himself looking back at her in the crowd of people as she weaved in and out of the crowd. “Lord Ravenwood is just upset because he has to take a break from his craft. He should count himself lucky he doesn't rely on himself for protection, he's big but not a good fighter.” Sven seemed to deliberately speak openly about Romans fighting ability or lack thereof. Letting out a soft chuckle Violet looked up at the blonde headed man with her red eyes “I think you may be under estimating him.” She moved her way past more of the crowd to the back of the line “Dont worry i’ll wait my turn” she joked as she clasped her hands infront of her as patrons were being served by the cooks taking their time to plate each item precisely.
“Ah the lord is the pretty face and the artist, I provide the muscle and fighting talent he lacks.” He laughed, keeping the volume of his voice up and made his way past the stalls. The rest of the dock was cordoned off, the stalls blocking most of the view. With a curtain being pulled back for short periods to reveal the staff butchering and preparing the fish behind the scenes. Roman stood out the most just due to his size at the back of the tables, wearing a brown apron with black gloves and filleting fish as they were handed to him. “Right this way my lady.”
Her eyes landed on him immediately, a commanding presence amidst the bustling kitchen. Roman stood head and shoulders above the other cooks, his sharp features illuminated by the golden afternoon light filtering through the high windows. His focus was unshakable, hands deftly slicing through a glistening fish with meticulous precision. The rhythmic sound of his blade meeting the cutting board seemed to harmonize with the quiet hum of the kitchen's activity.
Violet felt her breath catch, her chest tightening as a wave of anticipation coursed through her. She paused just outside the doorway, her hand lingering on the frame as she gathered herself. The weight of what this meeting might bring bore down on her, a mix of hope and trepidation stirring within.
"Thank you," she murmured to the guard who had escorted her, managing a polite smile before stepping into the warm, aromatic space.
She moved carefully, her footsteps soft against the stone floor, not wanting to startle him. Her gaze followed the graceful movements of his hands, the gleaming knife slicing effortlessly through flesh and bone. Drawing a steadying breath, she approached the counter, her heart thudding in her chest.
Clearing her throat softly, she stood a few paces away, her voice trembling slightly as she broke the silence. "Good afternoon, Lord Ravenwood," she said, her tone laced with hesitation, the formality feeling almost foreign on her tongue.
A slight glance behind him was all the acknowledgment she received. With practiced motions his knife glided through the fish releasing the white meat from the bones. Moving the meat down the line the rest of the carcass was tossed over the dock. “Hello Violet. Give me a moment to clean myself up.” She offered him a nervous smile and nod before stepping away from the counter.
another man came up to him to take his place on the line when he stepped aside. Putting up his apron and gloves, washing his hands in a bucket with soap. When he turned to her his left arm was bandaged, his hand looked cracked and burnt with dark cracks running across it in a strange pattern.
“Lady Violet, I am glad you received my letter. Please let's talk.” Roman took a basket of fried fish with him towards the end of the dock to give themselves some privacy away from the busy workers.Her eyes followed as he started to walk off, the tone in his voice caused her some hesitation but she followed behind him, her fingers fidgeting with themselves as they continued down the dock. The loud hum of the afternoon rush turned into the sound of warf bells and water crashing against the wooden planks of the dock. Thankfully for her this part too was shaded just enough that she didn’t find herself irritated by the afternoon sun. “ I’m sorry to have pulled you away” she finally said, attempting to break the tension.
He smiled, speaking once they were out of ear shot from the other workers, “no apologies necessary, if anything I was slowing them down.” resting his good arm on the wooden railing and leaning on it, “I appreciate you coming but I can't imagine that your stunning visage is comfortable in this harsh light.” Violet joined beside him,”stunning isn’t a word I would use, but the shadow helps alot. leaning against the railing as her arms draped over the edge crossing over eachother. Her red eyes that seemed more burgundy in the shade looked at him. He smiled, relaxed body language and his words were honest and relaxed. Roman knew they had both been at fault for their last encounter, despite what he was advised to do he still wanted to try and have her as his.
His eyes tracing over her scars and how her hair moved in the light breeze, “Again I do apologize for my actions.” he looked away with a sigh, “I was thinking your affliction was similar to mine when clearly it was not.” his gaze lifted to meet hers, “I do hope you can forgive me.” There was a hint of regret in his eyes, yet he still looked at her with the same softness he showed her when
Violet hesitated, the words caught in her throat, before a soft, almost tentative smile curved her lips. Her voice, quiet yet steady, finally broke the silence. "I was shocked," she confessed, her gaze drifting to the gently rippling water below as she tried to piece together her thoughts. After a moment, she added with a trace of vulnerability, "But truthfully, I don’t blame you. I think I was more surprised that you came after me than anything else."
Her dark crimson eyes flickered back to him briefly before she turned away, leaning further against the railing. Her raven-black hair tumbled around her shoulders like a silken waterfall, swaying slightly in the soft evening breeze. She exhaled slowly, as though releasing the weight of her emotions.
"I have to apologize for my actions," she murmured, her voice tinged with regret. "I knew I shouldn’t have pushed myself." She paused, the memory stirring warmth in her cheeks, a delicate flush of pale pink rising to her skin.
Her lips parted again, her words softer now, as if she were speaking more to herself than to him. ”I had thought about that moment for so long… I just got carried away." A flicker of something unspoken lingered in her expression as she remembered that night.
Quietly he listened to every word and watched every twitch and emotion. Moving a step closer but still just out of reach. His face didn't falter but behind his eyes he just wanted to tell her everything. “We both pushed each other in ways we did not expect.” rubbing his fingers together in thought he continued. “We both got carried away but that doesn't mean what I said or what we did means anything less to me.” there was a slight hesitation in his voice as he softly spoke to her. “That you mean anything less to me.” Violets eyes glanced up as she bit back a smile, her lips curving into a grin before she looked away the apples of her cheeks slightly pink.
He let that silence sit between them for a few moments. raising his hand to rub the back of his neck showing slight nervousness, “was there anything else you wished to discuss?” She cast a quick glance back at him before straightening her posture, a faint tremor in her movements betraying her nerves. Drawing in a sharp breath, she scanned the area with a careful sweep of her gaze, ensuring no one else was near. Satisfied, she shifted subtly closer, her shoulder brushing against his as she closed the distance between them. Her fingers danced nervously, twisting and untwisting around one another as if they were searching for something to hold on to.
“I don’t regret anything either," she began, her voice steady yet tinged with vulnerability. "Everything I said, I meant.” She paused, letting the weight of her words linger in the air between them. Her eyes flickered upward, searching his face for any sign of reaction, any crack in his composure.
“That’s also part of why I needed to talk to you,” she continued, her voice softer now, the edges fraying slightly. “I don’t know who else I can trust who else I can fully trust.”
Her gaze dipped for a moment, uncertainty flickering in her expression before she risked looking up at him again. “And… to maybe ask for your help, she added, her voice dropping to a near whisper, the vulnerability in her tone impossible to miss. “But i’m scared to tell you…” there was a power behind her eyes, one that wasn’t there before. A darkness that appeared to be present yet calm like the calm before the storm.
He listened, hanging onto every word, watching every movement. Her words held weight and something stirred behind her eyes. He felt relieved that she accepted the apologies yet her next words made him pull back slightly. His brow furrowed and he contemplated what kind of weight whatever she might say may hold.
His path was set there wasn't any question or way to turn back with this or anything else. Without much more thought he slipped her hand into his, “you can always ask me for help and you should never feel scared of me.” Roman kept his voice low matching hers
Violet's shoulders softened as she let out a slow breath, her fingers curling slightly around Roman’s. She shifted her grip, her touch steadying her resolve. Her gaze dropped briefly, the weight of her words pressing against the silence between them.
“You’ve likely pieced it together by now,” she began, her voice quiet but deliberate, “what happened to me... the curse I bear.”
Her head tilted upward, and as her lips parted, her fangs glinted faintly in the dim light. There was no malice in her expression, only the quiet resignation of someone laying bare the truth. “The Vampyre curse.”
Her eyes fell to his arm, the faint reminder of her last transgression etched into his skin—the mark where her hunger and his mercy had collided. The memory of his vulnerability when he’d shared his own secrets with her lingered between them.
Violet swallowed hard, the weight of her confession tightening her throat. “Someone attacked me, attempting to kill me” she said, her voice strained but resolute. “And I want to find out who but there are things you should know before agreeing.”
She paused, the words hanging in the air as though deciding whether to be spoken. More lingered on the tip of her tongue, threatening to spill into the quiet. He moved to her inside what would be both of their personal bubbles. To listen to make her know and feel that he was there for her.
“I’ve done terrible things, Roman…” she admitted, her voice quieter now, almost a whisper. Her gaze flickered up to meet his, searching for something—understanding, perhaps, or forgiveness. The look she received was stoic but analyzing, curious, none of it betrayed any harsh, betrayed, or surprised emotions.
Her words faltered, a flash of fear crossing her face fleeting, yet unmistakable. “And I had—” she hesitated, fear tightening her features like a shadow creeping over her. Her voice lowered, as though the truth itself carried unspeakable danger. “Have… help,” she finally admitted, the weight of another’s involvement pressing down on her.
“A stable boy… someone I came to know as Darryn.” His name hung heavy in the air, a ghost of a memory she wished she could forget. Her lips trembled as the recollection seized her. The night Alexander had pressed her face into the hot, tainted liquid she had craved burned vividly in her mind. “He was the first. I don’t know what happened to his body.”
She cleared her throat, her grip tightening painfully around Roman’s fingers as if anchoring herself. “Then there were two more,” she continued, her voice barely above a whisper. “One attacked me in an alley, the other in a similar way. I… I disposed of them in the sewers.”
A long pause stretched between them, filled only by the sound of her uneven breaths. Violet let the silence settle, forcing herself to feel the full weight of her confessions. She lifted her gaze to his, searching his eyes for the judgment she felt she deserved, bracing for the hate she feared. Tears welled, spilling over as her voice cracked.
Roman for his part continued his silent stoicism, not wanting to interrupt but not wanting to stop her either. His eyes scanned every bit of her face, her expressions, her eyes. Searching for any variation that may hint at some half truth or lie but he didn't see any of it. Darryn, the name lingering in the back of his mind. “How deep are you into this conspiracy.” he thought to himself.
“It wasn’t supposed to be me,” she whispered through a breath that hitched painfully in her chest. “Someone mistook me for…” Her voice broke entirely, the name clawing its way out like a curse. “Charlotte Vikena.”
A tear traced a lonely path down her cheek as her shoulders sagged under the weight of her words. The name tore at the fragile fabric of her identity, unraveling the truth she had always feared: She was always an accident, a shadow meant to carry burdens intended for someone else.
Her whole life had been a cruel echo of someone else's design. And now, in the face of everything, she was left to bear the scars of being the afterthought.
“I don’t know how factual the information is,” she began, her voice wavering slightly, “ “but I believe the source is reliable enough.”
Her grip on his hands loosened as a wave of uncertainty washed over her. Taking a small step back, she braced herself for his reaction, fear flickering in her crimson eyes. “There’s more, but—”
Her fangs, still visible beneath her lip, caught her bottom lip as she bit down nervously. The hesitation in her movements mirrored the storm of emotions within her. Her eyes, glowing with an unnatural intensity, flicked upward to meet his face.
“I know I don’t deserve help,” she said, her voice trembling with the weight of her guilt. “And I know I’m putting you in a terrible position.” Her gaze dropped for a moment before she forced herself to look at him again. “But I don’t feel like I can trust anyone else…”
Her hands slipped free from his, the warmth of his touch replaced by the cold emptiness of her clasped fingers. She stood back, her posture tense, ready to endure whatever judgment he might deliver.
“Can you help me?” she whispered, her voice breaking under the weight of her plea. “Please…”
Her crimson eyes shimmered with unspoken desperation, her words hanging in the air like a fragile thread, nearly begging for him to bridge the chasm of fear and doubt that had formed between them.
He kept his eyes on her for a few more quiet moments then looked away in quiet pondering. This was a lot of useful information but there were gaps that didn't add up just right. The information he had on Darryn was that he was killed for having some hand in the forgotten after party.
The fact she killed someone wasnt to far flung given the amount of control she showed him on their last encounter. But this news about Charlotte was concerning, yet another issue to investigate and talk to her about.
His eyes returned to her but not with care or judgment, his look was serious and determined. “I understand that taking a life feels horrible no matter how necessary it is.” his mind remembering what she said about herself just a few nights ago. Cupping her cheek with his hand, “that doesn't make you a monster. It's when you kill just for the fun of it that you truly become a monster.” She feared that was the path she was on unless she could learn to control it.
His hand slipped from her face but his eyes kept their serious tone, “what exactly are you asking me?” the only question that truly mattered right now. “Tell me and then we can figure out the rest.”
Deciding to hold back the rest for now, Violet lifted her gaze to meet his. Her voice trembled slightly as she began, "I need your help to find out who did this…to handle the situation. To understand why they were after Charlotte and to..." She hesitated, her expression clouding with sorrow. The request felt like an impossible dream, but if anyone could help her, it was him.
"...to find a way to get my life back," she continued, her tone laced with desperation. "To rid myself of this curse…” she took in a deep breath, her eyes unbreaking from his “I'm scared," she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper.
Her fingers drifted absently to her fang, tracing it as if it held the answer she sought. "I believe I may have sated my curse for now..." The words came hesitantly, heavy with doubt. Her arms folded around herself, a fragile shield against the fear gnawing at her resolve.
"Lord Fritz has offered to provide... a service for me," she said, her voice trailing off as she alluded to their agreement. Her gaze flickered downward before meeting his again. "If it does get out of control, I know you can control it—control me."
Her shoulders tensed, her vulnerability laid bare. "I know it's a big request. You owe me nothing, but..." She paused, her voice faltering. "I don't have anyone else I trust who can."
He had to stop himself from reaching out and holding her, the despair and fear in her voice made him feel emotions he had not felt in some time. Yet this was still something he had to plan and carefully construct. To give her everything would go against his directive but he couldn't say no, maybe she knew that too. The questions Roman was truly worried about were along the lines of is she being used as a tool against him by putting him down this path? Or was it her initiative?
These questions would be answered in time, in this moment Roman frowned, his eyes narrowed slightly and his brow furrowed. Not in suspicion even if some of it was there but in thought, in making this deal. Doing this would help Charlotte and possibly get a favor from her he could use later or maybe something else.
After a few moments of consideration, he spoke to her in a low voice, “I will help you but I have some conditions. Conditions that need full transparency and I need to know what you know so far.” Violet moved closer to him, her eyes scanning around to ensure their privacy as she nodded slowly. This was the start, getting the details about what happened to Darryn and if she was alone or not, how she killed him. “First question, when you were with Darryn, were you alone? Where did you hide him?” A short break between questions, Her red eyes searching his face as the color from hers seemed to fade slightly. “what agreement did you set up with Count Fritz and can you set up a meeting between the three of us?” His attention and the look in his eyes was different, more direct and intense, like she was seeing a side of him he hasn't shown her yet.
The intensity of the moment stole her breath, her chest tightening as she struggled to decipher the emotions etched across his face. The silence between them was heavy, almost tangible, each passing second amplifying the weight of his words. Her gaze faltered briefly, dropping to the ground before she drew in a steadying breath. Slowly, her small hands lifted, trembling slightly as they cupped the sides of his face, her fingertips brushing against the stubble on his jaw. Her eyes locked with his, wide and searching, as if memorizing every detail.
She wanted to capture this fleeting moment, to hold onto it just a little longer before the inevitable shifted their world. Rising onto the tips of her toes, her body stretched to meet his height, her lips brushing softly against his in a kiss as delicate as a whisper. She leaned into him fully, her weight pressing into his frame as if seeking both balance and refuge, her body melting against his.
To say he was caught off guard would be an understatement, it wasn't the answer he expected but he felt it all the same. Letting her slowly press into him, his arms wrapping around her back pulling her into him and he reciprocated the kiss delicately pushing his lips into hers as well. It was just as enchanting as the first kiss they shared. A heat of passion enveloped his chest, neither of them wanting to break their connection. Until he finally did.
Pulling back to look at her with a soft smile and a heavy sigh, “there are multiple sides to me, some are professional, some logical, some emotional. You will always have that emotional side of me.” his hand moved to tuck a loose strand of hair behind her ear her head tilting into his hand as her eyes shut. “before we continue I need you to answer that first question at least.” he wasn't pleading but his words still held a serious tone that seeped through the gentle understanding he was trying to portray.”I know…”She spoke in a hushed, almost hesitant tone, her fingers curling tightly around the fabric of his shirt as if anchoring herself. Slowly, her grip loosened, each fingertip lingering against the material before slipping away. As she let go, she eased herself back down, her movements deliberate yet weighted, as though reluctant to sever the connection.
”I will tell you everything. I’m tired of hiding. I just wanted a moment before everything changes. She released a quiet breath, the sound barely audible as her fingers intertwined before her, tightening with a subtle tension. Drawing in a deep, steadying inhale, her gaze lifted to meet his, but this time, the fiery vibrance of her red eyes darkened into a deeper, richer scarlet. A quiet shift ran through her posture—her spine straightening, shoulders squaring—as the air around her grew heavier with an unspoken gravity. When she looked at him now, there was no trace of hesitation, only unwavering seriousness. ”I was not alone.” There it was. The truth. ”I do request that this information stay between us and the ears that I believe are worthy of hearing it.” The tone in her voice had shifted as if a unfamiliar person was speaking to him. ”You never know who you can trust.”
Roman’s eyes never left hers as he took in all of what she had to say. No judgment showed on his features, only the nod of agreement between the duo.
”Alexander Deacon.” his named rolled off her lips like venom.
”He found me in my room, knocked me out. I found myself in a barn with a boy.” Normally these memories would bring disgust and fear out of her but as her scarlet eyes watched his face she continued with ease unwavering from the truth. ”I was sickly because I refused to feed. Death was something I rather meet agian than acknowledge what happened. The memory is slightly hazy but the boy was bleeding, scared. I didn’t know who he was but the hunger. The hunger was strong, I was at the point of starvation and the only thing that would have saved me would be blood. Alexander knew that.”
Her fingers tightened as she took in another sharp breath, her eyes not leaving his. ” He punched his fist into my belly, I fell to the ground and he dragged me to the boy by my neck. The boy had been beaten, just laying there as if he couldn’t move. I fought against him as much as I could…” As the memories of that night surged through her, each detail unfolding with vivid clarity, the deep scarlet in her eyes slowly faded, softening back to their usual shade as though a switch had been flipped. The weight of recollection settled over her like a heavy mist, dulling the sharpness in her gaze. When she spoke again, her voice wavered, cracking ever so slightly under the strain of reliving it. Yet, she pressed on, each word carrying the echoes of a moment that had changed everything.
”He shoved my face into his body and well you’ve seen what happens. I became like an animal and I drank his blood. So did… Violet hesitated, her lips parting slightly before pressing together again. His name—once so effortless to say—now felt heavy on her tongue, a weight she wasn’t sure she could bear. She stopped, not willing to finish her sentence.