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Yeah. Pretty much.

I'm just tired. Tired of doing my best and not getting the results, tired of searching for a job and not getting anything, tired of having to study because I didn't get a nursing job, tired of everything.

If I could just go in a cave with wifi and not worry I'd be fine.

My family just doesn't seem to understand that I'm human and that I've been taking on a lot of the responsibility since I was 12, and I need a break. I need to just focus on myself but because my brother is a complete fuck up, who wouldn't know responsibility if it bit him in the arse, I can't.

The three months I was away in the country were the best months of my life, because all I had to worry about was myself.

I want to move out. But you have to have money to do that. And I can't get money unless I have a job, but if I move out my parents can't support themselves, and then my mum will get sicker and I...

I'm tired of putting others first.

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Oh, I'm talking about SCI, back what custom maps were called UMS (Use Map Settings). Man, there are so many maps and games that I wish were remade in SCII.

<Snipped quote by Caits>

I know the feeling, but I also know that when you don't do it, you feel absolutely horrible because not caring for others isn't in our natures. Find out if you can find somewhere to go for a few hours a day where you can just get some you time. It'll help.

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She is on disability, but do you know how much a home nurse would cost? Something like 400 dollars a day. Yeah. Don't have that kind of money and she'd just say "why do I need a home nurse when I have you?"

And she doesn't need a home nurse. She just needs help with the house work and that but my dads lazy, he just comes home and parks himself on the lounge and I'm left to do everything else.

I've said so many times I can't do everything anymore, but it just seems to go in one ear and out the other

@Burthstone
I've been thinking about something and wanted to know one thing first before going any further. Where would you say that Mayt is at the moment?

<Snipped quote by Zarkun>

The only thing that makes me feel happy is playing my Xbox, and if I even spend five minutes on it my mothers like "you never do anything around here!" And I'm like... :/

I have no where to go. I can't stand people, because my messed up brain thinks they are judging me, and I just can't go out.

@caits
Has Lazarus been moved to the hotel too?

@Oblivion666. . . Who?

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Unless Sayuri turned into a male. Then odds are its ARgus.... Unless >.>

@Oblivion666That's what I thought, just wanted to be sure. That leads to the next question: Why does Argus need to be stroked?