[OOC] Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

[Zarkun]

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Yeah. Pretty much.

I'm just tired. Tired of doing my best and not getting the results, tired of searching for a job and not getting anything, tired of having to study because I didn't get a nursing job, tired of everything.

If I could just go in a cave with wifi and not worry I'd be fine.

My family just doesn't seem to understand that I'm human and that I've been taking on a lot of the responsibility since I was 12, and I need a break. I need to just focus on myself but because my brother is a complete fuck up, who wouldn't know responsibility if it bit him in the arse, I can't.

The three months I was away in the country were the best months of my life, because all I had to worry about was myself.

I want to move out. But you have to have money to do that. And I can't get money unless I have a job, but if I move out my parents can't support themselves, and then my mum will get sicker and I...

I'm tired of putting others first.

@Caits

I know the feeling, but I also know that when you don't do it, you feel absolutely horrible because not caring for others isn't in our natures. Find out if you can find somewhere to go for a few hours a day where you can just get some you time. It'll help.

[Burthstone]

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Oh, I'm talking about SCI, back what custom maps were called UMS (Use Map Settings). Man, there are so many maps and games that I wish were remade in SCII.

@t2wave

I know, but I played SCI when I was like, five, so... Yeah XD

[MarshiestMallow]

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I know the feeling, but I also know that when you don't do it, you feel absolutely horrible because not caring for others isn't in our natures. Find out if you can find somewhere to go for a few hours a day where you can just get some you time. It'll help.

@Zarkun

The only thing that makes me feel happy is playing my Xbox, and if I even spend five minutes on it my mothers like "you never do anything around here!" And I'm like... :/

I have no where to go. I can't stand people, because my messed up brain thinks they are judging me, and I just can't go out.

[Roseletta]

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She is on disability, but do you know how much a home nurse would cost? Something like 400 dollars a day. Yeah. Don't have that kind of money and she'd just say "why do I need a home nurse when I have you?"

And she doesn't need a home nurse. She just needs help with the house work and that but my dads lazy, he just comes home and parks himself on the lounge and I'm left to do everything else.

I've said so many times I can't do everything anymore, but it just seems to go in one ear and out the other

@Caits

My mom and dad are the same and hell my husband is so damn lazy he hasn't changed any diapers on any of our three kids trying to get him to takeou t the trash is like pulling teeth. Yet he groans when the house is messy and I am busy with two toddlers and a baby.

My mom has insurance that pays for a home health aide that comes in just to clean

[Expolar]

@Burthstone
I've been thinking about something and wanted to know one thing first before going any further. Where would you say that Mayt is at the moment?

[Burthstone]

@Burthstone
I've been thinking about something and wanted to know one thing first before going any further. Where would you say that Mayt is at the moment?

@Expolar

Uhm, he's probably in a town helping people out like he promised.

[Zarkun]

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The only thing that makes me feel happy is playing my Xbox, and if I even spend five minutes on it my mothers like "you never do anything around here!" And I'm like... :/

I have no where to go. I can't stand people, because my messed up brain thinks they are judging me, and I just can't go out.

@Caits

Ignore her. And if she presses, ask her if she did [insert chore she didn't do here] and when she says no, be blunt. "I know you didn't, because I did." I mean, before you can relax, you're going to have to get in some faces on occasion to get them to give it to you. In the end, you have to put you first occasionally. I know, kinda contradictory to my last statement, but I figured the two points are best made separately.

[Raijinslayer]

@ExpolarHey, I have a question for you: How do you think I'm doing with Argus as far as this whole depression thing is going? I'm trying to write so that both Grim's influence and his own immaturity are the main causes for his current attitude, but I'm not sure if I'm getting the latter half of that across.

[Lmpkio]

@Raijinslayer I do apologize for Saya's "annoyance" on Argus btw.

[Raijinslayer]

@LmpkioDon't be, he ended to vent his issues a bit and Saya's prodding helped bring it out of him.

[Oblivion666]

Now Strokeeeeeee himmmmmm

[Raijinslayer]

@Oblivion666. . . Who?

[YipeeXD]

@caits
Has Lazarus been moved to the hotel too?

[MarshiestMallow]

@caits
Has Lazarus been moved to the hotel too?

@YipeeXD

Yes

[Crimson Raven]

I really need to get posting again...

[Oblivion666]

@Oblivion666. . . Who?

@Raijinslayer

Unless Sayuri turned into a male. Then odds are its ARgus.... Unless >.>

[Remram]

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Unless Sayuri turned into a male. Then odds are its ARgus.... Unless >.>

@Oblivion666

Dude no

[Raijinslayer]

@Oblivion666That's what I thought, just wanted to be sure. That leads to the next question: Why does Argus need to be stroked?

[Oblivion666]

@Oblivion666That's what I thought, just wanted to be sure. That leads to the next question: Why does Argus need to be stroked?

@Raijinslayer

CAUSE HES HAVING A MOMENT AND MOMENT REQUIRE STROKING!

[Roseletta]

I'm waiting for brodz and whoever else I need to post