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She meets the eyes of her reflection in the mirror.

– a mirror of mirrors.

Inverted eyes and inverted smiles, glimmering shadows of crystalline blue framed in curling lashes of black painted matte, she has garbed herself in finishes of red and silver, liken to warpaint, all harsh lines and feathered out colors with darkened undertones and glimmering shards of ruby. Her gaze feels heavy, slumberous, intentional, slick scarlet smiles perched over glistening bone to answer her observation before some unknown emotion compels her to look away. It’s with a devastating finesse that Amma Cahors inspires, and it’s with brutal efficiency that she performs as she cinches her waist and bodice in latex, a corsetted garment rigged with ebony, bone, and silver metals. Gossamer fabrics spill down her supple shoulders, bisected through ebony materials of mesh and nylon to expose inked skin and embossed scarring. A canvas of terror and the macabre beauty of torment undone under the might of life and power now harnessed into the weaponized woman that was Tiamat. It was the exterior of the beast, the facade, the donned mask of cruelty with barbed snatches of teeth and waggling tongues of malice; viperish annotations curled into French brooding, whispers of a lover endured and forlorn– lamented over in her passing graces.

Little more than a tool, a sword, a spear perhaps, little less than human.
Just the means to the end.

Through darkened tunnels and blackened halls, she was guided on rattling chains, some black and some rusted, some silvered and some purely decorative to be scalloped along her figure and through the deep plunge at her front where an inked moth pulsated with tendrils of red over skull donned wings. Freshly embedded yellows accentuated grays and whites, and she delicately traced over it in idle musings as she walked with an alluring swagger, her usual diminutive height exaggerated by the heeled boots belted over her legs with cinched, crisscrossing leather done all the way up to her thighs, buckled in silver. They lead her through a door and then another before introducing her onto the official set where a photo shoot has been scheduled; it is an initiation, a welcoming affair to the newest addition to The Foundation Force.

To welcome the experiment, the product, the one Made to be All, Amma Cahors, dubbed Tiamat as a goddess of chaos and destruction. A single moniker to embalm the fear she commands in crackling crimson and the void of death and renown eternally endowed. Everything is deliberate; everything is purposely undone; everything is permitted in the artful display of curling black that frames her elaborate pretenses, volumized to lengthen her intimidating stature to capture onto film and later displayed in banners to herald her inclusion into these infamous ranks. Here, she is a doll, a porcelain figure, a catered-over thing that hands fuss and brush and pluck over, head tilted here, arms positioned there, a curling lash to flutter then, and brushed lock of hair done too. A line of imposing heroes stand in her peripheral, guarded eyes awash in mute detachment, familiar with the procedures and now silently acknowledging the girl before them to be as one of them.

She is so young, one utters.

We were once young too.

The Amma that is not Amma flashes her eyes through slanting black, a glow that pours down her carefully done features, a dusting of blue that shimmers in silver as they talk until a hand guides her face back, a cruel smile donned and slid through her rouged cheeks that she bites around, literally snapping her teeth as a feral animal.

“Don’t touch me.” She calmly speaks, but there is a tremor through her hands, a subtle twitch in her brow, as she procures a darling smile and focuses back onto the camera, poised to perfection and not permitted to be anything less.

One. Two. Three.

She is instructed to turn, to bend, to summon those whipping red tendrils into a frenzy. Arcing lines of chaos glisten against her skin and writhe through her hair, plumes of black spiraling up and out. A show. A demonstration. It’s all for the camera, it’s all for the stories spun through the world, it’s all for the –

What is it all for?

One. Two. Three.


She smiles. She dances. She even sings.

Through it all, no one notices the tears that go unshed or the brittle soul that screams from within; the child she was facing against a mirror shattered and lost, reflecting all that was broken and what little shards of humanity remained.

A mirror of mirrors.

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Previously: éternité.

It’s all so familiar. Perhaps it is too familiar to be anything but a coincidence.

The howling sounds, the eerily alluring echoes of wind-song that billow through the damp rock, all of it alludes back to a time that seems so far away, what feels like months ago is only maybe a handful of weeks, but in her weighted bones, it feels
 longer. It is a sensation that she cannot explain, but as she glances over the edge once more and regards the spires of rock below, everything feels reflected somehow. Switched. Where up is down and left is right. On shaking limbs, Amma lowers her body to sit with legs swinging over the edge, exhaustion allowing for little else as she leans against the yawning mouth of the aperture and sighs out a heavy breath that pulls her shoulders down and her eyes to close with them.

Death was so, so tiring.

Though now, Amma had to venture if that is what truly happened to her, for the pain that continued to pulse through her wounded legs and body numbingly, it all felt entirely too natural. Too real. Far too aware of being anything but life that spilled crimson rivulets down her flesh from needle-like punctures through her thigh and the old bruising and marks to be as faded as they were, recent injuries that should not have been so advanced or deep. She tried to decipher why and how—relying on recent memories that resurfaced with the vague recollection of her mother’s stories. They were too disjointed, hazing in and out as fragmented pieces of truth, lies, and shattered frames of red that burned through her venture as she tried. More locks were found in the layers of her mind, and more fractured remains floated unbound between her ears and phased into shadow, forgotten and forsaken.

Amma cradles her head within her scarred and bloodied palms.

This was not death, no, and it was not even an actual hell.

It was something, far, far worse, something unknown. Perhaps it was the realm meant for the beast that was her calling card, the prophesied creature worn through time and hate that reigned here as an almighty being of eternal demote.

And if this was such a place, and the cavern she crawled through was possibly an entryway to this realm, could she return?

Did she want to?

She glanced back into the darkness. Perhaps what attacked her, what horrible things she had seen, were watchers of a gate, of the pit she had languished in, unleashed to feed upon her remains so that she may never attempt to go back. Perhaps it was all meant to appease her into that possibility, to dream and brood over this afterlife of all she could have been under the passionate revelations found in a kiss and softened words whispered into a dance.

What good did it do now to think about it when he was dead?

Amma sunk nails into her temples and raked through her tangled hair, pulling through the strands to temper her sudden grief. She allowed no tears to fall, for no sorrow could encompass the well of sadness that burst to life betwixt her heaving ribs as she gazed up to a blooded moon and wished with all the power she once possessed to cleave through this shaded torment and rend it all asunder. For him. For her. For all the lost and forlorn souls of life, for all of Blackjack. Rage festered there and overtook her misery, sharpened it into a blade that cauterized her dejection and filled her lungs with a frenzy of harsh anger, of a blackness that fell into the familiar depths of her soul of souls, flitted to the fragments of self and wed to the brim of her hate. Amma grits her teeth and pulls at the tattered remains of her dress; she shreds through silks with a grunt and a hiss, wrapped pieces of obsidian skirts over her palms and the bruised soles of her feet. With a scream of pain, she took more swatches of fabric and bunched it over her bleeding wound, ignoring the webs of black that splintered underneath her flesh and breathed through her nose as she fitted another tear of chiffon through her teeth and bit down. A wail bubbled from her throat as she quickly knotted silk together and pulled, applying pressure to the bite and lapped at the warmth of blood through her mouth and spat it out, red awash over her teeth as she dragged the back of her hand against her violet-hued lips and glared into the dark of this perpetual night.

She couldn’t stay here, she knew that.

Adrenaline flooded her mouth in bitter saliva and sluiced through her veins as she craned her neck and looked up the cliff face, quickly surveying purchases in the rock before she stood and swung out her trembling hands and clutched over jutted pieces of earth. The wind promptly tore through her hair and the jagged pieces of silk that clung to her figure, determined to send her below where waves crashed against the uneven spires. Still, Amma was tired of falling, and the howling symphony that arose compelled her ever higher, reminiscent of a night she had scaled a similar musical edge to the depths of a much calmer ocean. A storm appeared to be brewing, the bitter cold spearing through her arms and legs, a clap of thunder booming as a quivering roar that sounded like something she had heard before. Once, maybe, in a nightmare long ago, where in the dark of sleep, a continuous bellow fell into the gloom, a screeching call of something ancient.

Of something angry.

Amma bit down against the answering cry of pain as the sharp rock fell away against her scars, but she ignored the well of warmth through her fingers, of the blood she now dragged and drenched through the silk wrapped around her hands as she continued to climb. Lightning flashed and struck far out into the void of the raging sea, and the great boom of wings sounded soon after, followed by another deep roar that shuddered through her bones. She was sure the gargoyle was now coming for her, determined to drag her even lower or carry her off to their creator. Amma dug her bloody nails in deeper, pushed herself that much harder, and relished in the pain of this peculiar life after death to see the edge of this plateau and face her would-be reaper.

A massive shadow passed overhead as she finally crested the cliff, arms trembling with the weight of her body as she dug and pulled and heaved herself up and over, clawing through dirt and grass and rolling onto her back with shuddering breath sawing through her lungs. She gazed up at the passing shadow above, blanketed in black clouds, lightning crackling overhead with crimson-membraned wings puncturing through the billowing storm with blackened scales that gleamed red, likened to blood with a jagged crown of silver horns.

Was that a fucking dragon?

Amma laughed as it flew overhead; it was utterly gargantuan! More extensive than any fantastical story could conjure as she witnessed such a fabled creature fade away into the dark with only seconds maybe that passed before a powerful tremor fell through the earth as it landed with a shattering wail of other beings that abruptly arose and clamored through the treeline that surrounded her. A smattering of golden eyes suddenly bloomed, glaring at her through scarlet shadows as the moon above seemed to glow even brighter in the blood-red gloom.

“Shit,” she was too weak to run and could only roll over to her hands and knees before she stood on trembling legs and faced the massive beast that crept from the darkness cloaked in pale fur with undertones of brown and grey. Harsh features fell into a snarling face as another figure shadowed and adorned in fur, but lesser, stepped beside the wolf and stroked through its muddled coat, for that is what it was that towered over her. She gazed at the massive claws that scraped through the dirt before the man, she noted, loomed over her next with a swift hand that latched onto her pale throat and snarled.

“Look what woke up the dragon.”
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Location: Home - Debolt, Alberta, Canada
Human #5.048: All the Small Things
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Previously: A Place to Nest


Rory's eyes glazed over as he refused to focus on the trees that lazily rolled by. The jostle in the old truck's movements were clear signs of its suspension going bad. The old man certainly knew, and mentioning it would certainly come across as a complaint instead of an observation. So he kept his lips sealed, ran his fingertips over the tight muscles in his legs, and dissociated.

When the truck stopped, it took him a moment to register that they had arrived. It was that sudden absence next to him that registered action, and he instinctively used his arms to slide his body across the old bench seat. He swung his legs over the end, and eased his weight onto his legs. Pain shot through him, duller day by day but sharp enough to loose a strained grunt from his lips. Haven's fingers wrapped around his arm to help support him, as Rory flopped into the wheelchair. He felt the frustrated look from his partner, but shook it off.

He still didn't like the doting, but knew he'd be doing the same in her position.

While she admired the nature around them, Miller approached, holding out an old set of keys. The key-ring had small flecks of rust from years of wear and tear. Rory reached into his inner jacket pocket, feeling for the stack of cash he had counted and bound that morning. He had always intended to use his inheritance to begin putting down roots, but never expected it to be this soon and under these circumstances.

He was sure that his parents would be disappointed.

That made it all the easier to place the stack into Miller's hands.

Miller left, and Rory ran his finger along the keys the man had left him. He handed the keys off to Haven when she motioned for them, and he watched her enter into their new home. He sat in front of the porch stairs, a small smile on his lips as he saw the wonder in her movements. Her happiness was infectious.

Infectious enough that he couldn't help but shift his legs off the footrests, and plant themselves on the course gravel. His arms did most of the work in pulling himself to his feet, adrenaline working to dull the pain. His right arm rested on the bannister, and his feet took each step one at a time. It felt almost surreal to walk again, grounded only by the shaky pain that made him feel like he would keel over at any second.

Haven had rushed to his side by the time he reached the porch proper, and the feeling of her lips against his melted the world away for a brief moment. She moved to support him, and he wasted no time to settle his weight on his shoulders. It would take time for him to be back to normal, but he felt a surge of pride in his chest at the steps he had made.

Most folks wouldn't even be able to stand for a second this quickly from a fractured femur.

“Let’s walk inside together.”

Rory nodded at the suggestion, letting her take the lead in guiding them through the open front door. He set the pace, taking one step at a time in a slow marching rhythm. He resisted Haven’s urge to set him down in the rocking chair near the door, instead nudging them in the direction of the dining table. They lowered him into one of the seats, Rory’s labored breathing intercut with sudden inhales. His legs burned in pain, but he tried not to show it. Haven was already out the door again to grab the wheelchair as he took the moment to admire the space. It was much larger than their former accommodations, and had much more natural lighting.

Of course, next came all the small tasks that came with moving into an old, small place. Rory had plucked an old towel from one of his bags, and began using it to dust everything he could reach from the comfort of his chair. He gave the handle of the sink a quick flick, grimacing at the sight of sputtering brown water. Miller’s comments on the water heater now felt more like a bad omen than an off-hand comment. He shook his head, flashing a look over in Haven’s direction. She had taken the towel from him to wipe some of the harder to reach places. Her eyes met his, and a faint smile traced his lips.

Rory rolled himself over to the bathroom. It was modest, sporting little more than a toilet, bathtub, and sink. Except, of course, for a small door. Opening it revealed the water heater, along with a junction box. He opened the later up briefly, noticing the handful of switches and making sure everything was powered. He then turned his gaze back towards the water heater, fiddling around with the controls until he found what he was looking for.

”Dove
 can you check the shed out back and see if Miller left a hose? I think we need to flush the tank.”

Rory powered off the water heater, listening as the screen door to the back porch slammed shut. His legs still ached, but he refused to let that stop him. He locked his chair's wheels, and slowly lifted himself up out of his seat. He tried lowering himself down slowly, only to lose his grip on the door frame in the process. He let out a sharp cry as he fell onto his tailbone, coupled with the newly fresh pain his legs were in as they had bent sharper than usual. He took a few deep breaths, centering himself as he pushed himself with his hands to sit near the base of the water heater. He turned off the cool water spigot, and leaned back to rest his head against the wall. Now, he simply needed to wait.

It took 3 hours of trial and error to finish flushing out the water heater and getting a nice, clean stream of water to come from any of the faucets. Running a hose out the bathroom window, fiddling with the water flow to flush water in and out of the tank to clear out the sediment buildup, and then letting the tank refill again while sprawled out on the bathroom floor had left him feeling somewhat satisfied. Haven’s relieved sigh at the sight of clean water sent a smile over his lips. His chest rose in a swell of pride.

Rory Tyler would be ok.

He would survive.
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“Haaaveeen.”

His voice crawls up her spine, passing through the patch of feathers on her back, and digs itself into the soft spot at the base of her skull. Her muscles tense and lock into place, expression twisting into a wince, and she tilts her head in an attempt to free herself of the feeling. It’s no use. He calls her name again, and this time his voice digs into the joints between her shoulder blades. Pain blossoms there, like a festering wound, and her shoulders shift against it. No matter how she twists, the movement does nothing to ease the ache.

She’s helpless against this torture. Suspended in the dark as he does what he wishes. The futility of it weighs heavily on her chest with each poke and prod.

She stands alone in the center of a large room lit only by flickers of starlight in the night sky that shine through a gaping hole in a metal roof.
He calls her name over and over. Lovingly, at first, beginning as simple as a gentle caress along her cheek, and then building more malicious with each touch. His voice snarls by the end, saliva dripping from his lips that splatters against her cheek as she feels his hands rake themselves through her plumage. Feathers pull loose between his knuckles and fall to the ground around her feet. She endures it with fists clenched tightly at her sides.

There’s a glimpse of a twisted smile in the darkness, but when she blinks it’s gone.

Another voice chimes in just when she thinks the torture is over. This one is low and grumbling. It reverberates throughout her bones with the two syllables it speaks.

“Mother.”

A desperation fills her now. She wants to run. To hide from the monster that calls her kin. Her body strains itself, and yet her feet are planted firmly in place. She can’t move. Her very being is frozen by fear that grips her heart and squeezes it until it shrivels within her chest.

Screams follow the name given to her. The agonized cry of her lover in pain. She won’t reach him. The wails of a woman, of a
friend, in distress. There’s nothing she can do to ease the suffering. Horrified shouts come from the crowd within the dark.

Voices she recognizes, and voices she doesn’t.

The sound of bone snapping and sinew tearing fills the space above her, and suddenly crimson ichor falls from the sky to drench her where she stands. She nearly drowns in it. As the downpour subsides she’s left gasping. The air that fills her throat is thick and muggy in her lungs, and it leaves a metallic taste on her tongue.

She knows who the blood belongs to.

The monster speaks again, and this time the voice is closer to her.

“Mother.”

Her eyes go wide and wildly search the darkness in front of her. Her heart beats a ferocious rhythm, threatening to burst from her chest, until she sees it. Glowing, red orbs glare at her from the dark.

Her heart stops.

The outline of a horned brow is illuminated as it steps into the light. Its grey skin is stretched taut over its enormous body. Batlike wings rise behind it as if to mock her blood.
Her blood. Frigid air puffs from its flared nostrils as it stalks closer and closer.

Its skeletal fingers emerge from the dark and reach for her, and something within her fractures. Her arms go limp at her sides, because she knows what happens once it touches her. She knows the pain that it causes. How it leaves her a shell of who she was before.

A single tear draws a line through the blood on her cheek.

There’s nothing she can do as those fingers cradle her skull and tilt her head up to look into–





Location: Home - Debolt, Alberta, Canada
Human: #5.049 Growing Vanes

Interaction(s): N/A
Previously: Place to Nest


A shuddering gasp escapes from Haven’s throat as she awakens with a jolt. She shoves herself upright, feet kicking the blankets off of her legs to free herself of any pressure against her skin, and she whines as her hands reach for her head. Her eyes are wide, but they are blind with terror. She’s still stuck in that room. Phantom fingers still clutch her skull where she presses her palms against the sides of her jaw. She feels the fear, the hopelessness, and the desperation all at once.

Sweat coats the t-shirt she wears at the center of her back and chest, and her hands are clammy against her face. Her baby hairs are stuck to her temples with sweat. Every part of her burns. Her back aches as if the injury had just happened. She needs air. She needs to breathe.

She flings herself out of bed and heads for the closest exit in their cabin. Her bare feet stumble past the boots she left by the bed, forgetting she had even placed them there in case of times like this. She releases the hold on her head only to palm the door, one hand sliding down until it reaches the lock. Fingers fumble for a moment until it turns, and she yanks the door open carelessly. Too consumed by the torment within to notice if her partner had woken up to her outburst, she pushes against the screen door until it allows her enough space to step past it.

The air outside is crisp and blissfully cold against her skin as she steps out onto the portico. The screen door knocks against the frame, but she’s already stepping out into the openness of the forest by the time it comes to a stop.

The ground beneath her bare feet is damp and cold. The detritus is familiar to her toes. The forest around her is quiet except for the rustling of leaves in the branches above. She walks away from the cabin, past the shed, and into the darkness of the night. Her feet slow to a stop about ten yards from the perimeter of their new home, and she falls to her hands and knees.

Her breath finally comes in ragged waves as she feels the tightness in her chest loosen. She stares into the fallen leaves beneath her until tears blur the vibrant colors together. She sobs once, for the pain in her back and the terror of her nightmare, and then again for the loss of her wings and for the suffering those closest to her endured that night.

She’s lost to her grief among the trees, until the aching intensifies. Her breath hitches in her chest. Teeth grit together, brows furrowed in a grimace, and her hands grab the leaves beneath them and squeeze the foliage between closed fists. Her body tenses and trembles as she tries to get some semblance of control of it, and she gasps as it overwhelms her.

It feels like the skin on her back is stretching past its limit. The muscles underneath flex, tearing at the center and spreading until her entire back is aflame. She feels it creeping into her shoulders, neck, arms, ass, and legs. All the way to her toes and fingertips. The pain is familiar, and yet it’s entirely new. A shrill whine fills the silence of the forest as she feels her nubs pop. It takes all of her willpower not to faint from the sudden nausea it brings.

She knows this sensation. She’s felt it before. It’s as if months of growth have been crammed into minutes.

The burning. The aching. The stretching of bone and sinew. It wasn’t a symptom of her trauma, nor was it the healing pains.

It had been growing pains, all along, and somehow it all built up to this moment.

All of it reaches a crescendo, and when she feels the edges of her vision going black and truly thinks she’ll lose consciousness, the flame flickers out. She breathes a heavy sigh of relief as the temperature of her skin drops with it. Her head hangs between her arms while the sensation fades into a dull throb in her muscles. The nausea subsides, and she takes a few deep breaths as she’s overcome with exhaustion instead.

Disappointment slowly sets in as she realizes her back is not as heavy as it should be.

She pushes her upper body away from the ground until she sits against her heels. Her hands grip the bottom of her oversized t-shirt, slowly tugging the damp material off of her full hips and up her short torso. Her shoulders throb as she pulls it up and over her head. Her upper body is fully exposed to the night air as she sets her shirt down in her lap.

Her hands rub at her sides, working their way up to her pectorals, and then to her shoulders. She closes her eyes as she works on her neck first, and slowly, slowly pushes her hands down her spine until they brush against the softness of her feathers. Her fingers flex, reaching for the base of her joints.

She explores further, and what she feels between her fingers makes her laugh.

It’s self-deprecating in its nature. It brings on more tears that trail into her sweaty hair as she looks up at the starlight peeking through the treeline above her. The sound is similar to a laugh she heard recently. A trill utterance from a woman with three names. It’s madness, it’s sardonic, it’s sorrow and joy combined, it’s borderline hysteria
 but Haven couldn’t care less how it sounded to the trees.

He took her wings. The monster ripped them from her body. She survived, and though she still feared that Deadalus would find her no matter how far she hid within the mountains, she was still breathing


And her wings were growing back.

What once had been nubs of flesh and downy feathers, remnants of her beautiful tawny wings that stretched taller than a man on each end, now settled against her back as adolescent organs of flight. She unfurled them as she tested the muscles that had rapidly grown. Everything seemed to be in working order. The tips barely reach her elbows, but size didn’t matter to Haven now. She was sure that they were beautiful, and she was equally sure that they would continue to grow.

Relief etches itself onto her features, and she closes her eyes and basks in the moonlight. The forest seems to return to its normal hush now. The gentle breeze caresses her skin and feathers as she feels a sense of calm pass over her. She’s tempted to remain there for a while, in the peacefulness between the trees, but her mind drifts back to the cabin. She remembers how she left the backdoor open. How she left without a word, and without her boots. She thinks of her partner, and is suddenly overcome with a need to go to him.

She takes a breath, relishing the cold air in her lungs, then slowly rises as she clutches her shirt to her chest. She turns, her bare feet traveling over the leaves. They step back onto the path that connects the shed to the cabin, and to her home. The fire needs tending, and Rory definitely needs to know she’s okay, but at least she has something good to share with him.

They were both healing. They were going to be ok.
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Human #5.050: Walk Me Home
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Previously: The Prodigal Daughter


“Hey, Hayv,” she greeted, a touch of warmth and melancholy in her voice.“Big day
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“It’s me, Harps,” Aurora stated by way of greeting, feeling her throat tighten as she announced herself knowing her friend couldn’t visually tell who was there, “It’s Rora.”

Over Harper’s shoulder, the redhead could see how barren her dorm room had become. The cozy space that her friend had carefully crafted and curated over the last year was a distant memory, now just blank walls and empty air. It was strange, foreign even.

“I came to say goodbye and, uh,” She pulled the heart shaped pendant along the chain of her necklace nervously, trying to find the words, “Apologize for how I spoke to you last night. I was- and still am- angry. I don’t know how to deal with everything, and I took it out on you. You didn’t deserve that.”

Harper’s hand hovered by her side, her fingers brushing the rough denim of her jeans as Aurora’s words sank into her like unexpected rain, soft and unanticipated. Apologies from Aurora were rare, precious in their own way, each one a carefully offered truth that only emerged when her emotions were sharpest, most real. This wasn’t a casual truce or a quick fix; it was something deeper, a shift in the ground beneath them, and Harper could feel herself momentarily losing balance, her mind scrambling to find some steady place to stand.

She parted her lips, ready to respond, but her words knotted up.

How did she even begin to address everything that had been said? How could she possibly address the anger, the hurt, that had built over the past days? The past years?

She wasn’t entirely sure.

But if she could say anything, she wanted it to be honest, to be free of the masks she’d hidden behind for so long. She wanted to cleanse herself of the guilt and grief that she’d carried, layer by painful layer, a burden she’d placed squarely on her own shoulders. But no more.

Taking a steadying breath, Harper leaned into the silence for just a heartbeat longer, searching for the courage to unravel her thoughts. “I get it
the anger. I understand that more than you’ll ever know,” she finally murmured, the words coming slowly, unpolished but true. She knew what it felt like to be angry—at herself, at the world, and even, painfully, at the people she cared about. And just like back then, there was the aching need to leave, to board the ferry and let the weight of this place, this fractured island and the turmoil it held, slide from her shoulders.

But she couldn’t yet. Not until she’d said goodbye to her best friend.

“And you were wrong, you know?” She lifted her face, sightless but unflinching, as if in that darkness she could still find Aurora’s gaze, as if speaking the truth might light the way forward. “You’re not alone in feeling like someone tried to take everything away from you. I know exactly what that feels like and more.” A bitter smile curved her lips, a flicker of something close to humour but edged with pain.

“Because they succeeded.”

Aurora’s chest tightened at the final words, the weight of Harper’s voice sinking deep into her, twisting the apology into something far heavier than she’d expected. There was no relief in hearing that she wasn’t alone in her anger- no comfort in knowing that the brunette shared that ache. Instead, it felt like a second, sharper cut, something she hadn’t quite been prepared for. How had she really thought, in the depth of her fury, that Harper had been unaffected? That she had been untouched by everything that had happened?

It had been selfish.

“I..” Her voice faltered as she searched for words that would make sense of everything that was unfolding.Her throat closed up again, and she could feel the familiar sting of tears burning behind her eyes, the feeling of being on the edge of breaking but not sure if she could, or even should. “I’m sorry.”

Harper’s white eyes might have been pinned on her, but Aurora knew that she couldn’t see her. Couldn’t see the way her brow was furrowed, unsure of what else she could say to comfort her friend, and herself. So, she asked the next logical question.

“Can I come in for a minute?”

It would be so easy to keep her at the doorway, to let the farewell be quick and clean. But that small part of Harper that had been aching for closure, for something real and lasting, reached out before she could even consider pulling back.

“Yeah,” she murmured, stepping aside to make room, letting her voice carry the invitation she hadn’t quite found the courage to give. As Aurora moved past her, Harper felt the door close behind them, sealing them into this moment with no escape, no easy way out.

It was the quietest they had been together in a long time.

Though, this time, the silence felt gentle. Like a fragile truce.

“I’m sorry too,” Harper began after a while, leaning against her door. She could feel Aurora’s gaze on her, waiting, patient, giving her the space to say what she hadn’t been able to put into words before. “I know I’ve always been
closed off. More than I should have been with you. It’s not fair, and I think that’s part of what got us here in the first place.”

A brief silence followed, one that felt both comforting and tense, as if they were both bracing themselves for something inevitable. Aurora felt the urge to speak, but knew better than to interrupt or attempt to fill the quiet with words that would only detract from whatever her friend was about to reveal. Harper’s fingers found the edge of the door frame, tracing the cool wood, finding something tangible to hold onto.

“Eight years ago
 my parents died,” she continued, “Sierra
my sister, she’d just gone off to college at the time. So, when I’d received the news, I was fourteen, and I was—well, I was alone.” She swallowed, the ache of that time resurfacing, though it felt muted, more like an old scar than a fresh wound.

“I think that’s when it started,” Harper admitted, her words slow, careful, as though she were piecing together a puzzle she’d kept locked away. “I didn’t want anyone to see how much it hurt, how hard it was just to
get through the days. So I kept it all inside, even when I knew that wasn’t healthy.” A faint, humourless smile tugged at her lips, a small acknowledgment of the irony that hadn’t escaped her. “Over time, I guess it became a habit—pushing people away. It felt safer, easier.”

Her gaze drifted in Aurora’s direction, though sightless, her expression softened, more open than it had been in a long time. “Maybe if I’d been more open with you—if I’d let you in a little more—things would have been different.” She sighed, the words feeling both like a release and a revelation. “I don’t want to keep doing that, Rora. Not with you. Not with anyone.”

How easy it was. To be honest with a goodbye.

The redhead’s heart splintered almost instantly.

Harper had never been forthcoming about her past or her family, rarely had Aurora heard tales of what her friend’s life was like before enrolling. As much as she wanted to understand her more, she never pried, never wanted to overstep. She knew as well as anyone that people kept things close to their chests for a reason. After all, Dundas Island was not only an institution for higher learning, but a place of refuge.

So hearing the brunette let her truth flow so freely in that moment felt even more devastating. A sign that things had changed so drastically in the last few weeks, days even, that warranted such things finally coming to light. And the truth was just as jarring as she had once hypothesized.

“Harper,” Aurora's voice was barely above a whisper, the single word hanging in the air between them like a fragile thread. And then she was moving, crossing the room in only a few steps before tentatively reaching around her friend and pulling her into a comforting embrace. She could feel how fast Harper’s heart was racing, no doubt from the truth she just laid at her feet. The redhead swallowed the lump that had formed at the back of her throat before speaking.

“I don’t blame you for not being open with me,” She started, assuring her friend that she hadn’t misstepped by not being candid earlier. “When I was younger, and I first got here, it took me a while to warm up to anyone. I was so used to being by myself and doing things on my own, that I didn’t want to burden anyone.” Aurora exhaled, pulling back and looking her friend in the eyes, thankful she could not see the moisture brimming in her eyes.

“But after a while, I learned how exhausting it is to go it alone.” She expressed, “And it makes a world of difference to allow people in your life to help lighten that load.”

“Thank you for trusting me, and I only wish you would have told me sooner so I could have supported you more.”

Harper took a deep breath as she heard the soft rustle of Aurora’s footsteps, the space between them shrinking until Aurora’s arms wrapped around her in a gentle embrace. The unexpected closeness caught the brunette off guard, and for a moment, she stiffened, her senses overwhelmed by the sudden warmth and scent of her friend. Slowly, hesitantly, she began to relax, allowing herself to lean into Aurora’s arms. She felt the rapid thud of her own heartbeat beginning to slow, her breathing becoming more even as her own arms wrapped around Aurora’s waist, her head finding solace on her friend’s shoulder.

Aurora was right. It truly had been exhausting. The endless cycle of fear and guardedness had left Harper feeling worn down, her spirit fragile beneath the layers she’d built up over the years. So, she was more than willing to let herself rest. For now, she could let go just enough to lean on her best friend.

“I wish I could have told you sooner, too.” Harper's voice was soft, muffled slightly against Aurora’s shoulder before she felt the redhead pull away just enough to look at her. “But I didn’t know how. I thought I could handle it all on my own.”

Harper took in a shaky breath, her fingers tightening momentarily on Aurora's arm, her emotions spilling over the edges she could no longer contain. “But I can't,” she admitted, her voice breaking just slightly as she forced herself to continue. “I thought I was strong enough to keep it all in, to keep everyone at arm's length and just... bear it by myself. But I’m terrified, Rora. I’ve been so scared for so long, and I didn’t want anyone to see it.”

She paused, her lips trembling as she tried to gather her thoughts, trying to find a way to put into words what had haunted her for years. “I’m scared of losing the people I care about. I’m scared of getting close, of letting anyone in, and then watching them slip away. And the more I tried to push it down, the more it ate at me. It’s like... it’s like I’ve been running on empty, and I’m just too tired to keep going like this.” Her voice wavered, the fear she had kept hidden for so long now bleeding into every word.

Harper swallowed, her throat tight as she finally let herself say what had been truly weighing on her the moment Aurora had appeared at her door.

“I need to learn how to be okay again, Rora. And I think the Foundation might be the only way I can be.”

The moment the words left her lips, Harper felt Aurora tense. She didn’t need sight to know how Aurora felt about the Foundation—after all, she shared the same wariness, the same mistrust. Harper wasn't going there for a sense of community or for any belief in their goodness. She knew what they were, and she had no illusions about it.

But this decision wasn't about them. Not entirely.

“When you said you were going to Crestwood Hollow, that you’d figure it out...” Harper continued, her words rushed, almost like she needed to defend herself before Aurora could object.“You said it like you weren’t sure, but you knew it was something you had to do. I think I need to do that too.”

Harper’s words resonated deeply with Aurora, more than anything ever had between the pair. They were two sides of the same coin, with the same fears that seemed to eat away at them all this time. They’d loved and lost before, and it was evident that those emotions still lingered and affected every choice and decision they made. The redhead still struggled with the possibility that those she cared about most would vanish into thin air again. Her relationship with Lorcán especially, now that her heart was his.

But as much as she agreed with the brunette, it was the mention of the Foundation that caused her to bristle. The cold and callous hallways of that asylum were not the right setting for Harper to go on a journey of self-discovery, she knew that as much. Yet, Aurora remembered that if things hadn’t played out for her as they did, she too would have ended up at the Institute. And although it wouldn't have been her first choice, she would have made the most of it, as scary and unknown as it was.

“If that’s what you think is best,” Aurora inhaled and relaxed her shoulders, “Then you should go. I can’t stop you or tell you what to do, but please be careful.” She shuddered, “I have the worst feeling about that place.”

The gravity in Aurora’s voice settled over Harper like a veil, one that draped itself around her, heavy and undeniable. For a moment, doubt fluttered in her chest, clawing at the resolve she’d spent the morning building. Her decision hadn’t been easy—she knew the Foundation’s reputation, the rumours, and the risks. Haven and she had, after all, tried to find out as much as they could about the place. But her reasons for going weren’t about finding safety or shelter. She’d had enough of those half-solutions, enough empty reassurances from people who didn’t understand or know themselves.

What she needed was truth.

But something else anchored Harper, too—something that reached back to her very first day with Blackjack. She could still remember the way the training room had felt that day, charged with an electric hum of excitement and camaraderie that she wasn’t sure she belonged in. She’d lingered at the edges, hands shoved into her pockets. Laughter and banter had rippled through the room, the kind of easy familiarity that only time and trust could forge. But instead of joining in, Harper had felt that camaraderie deepen the divide between her and the others. She’d told herself she preferred it that way—keeping her distance, staying quiet, speaking only when absolutely necessary.

And then Aurora had walked over, cutting through Harper’s self-imposed isolation with a presence that was impossible to ignore.

Back then, Harper hadn’t yet mastered her enhanced vision, and Aurora’s presence had almost glowed with a surreal, heightened clarity. Her hair fell in a blazing wave of copper and gold, each strand catching and reflecting the light as though lit from within. The freckles sprinkled across her nose and cheeks stood out like constellations painted against the backdrop of her pale skin. Aurora’s eyes—bright, open, and blue as the sky—held a sincerity that seemed almost too genuine. Even the faint flush on her cheeks, probably from the recent drills, softened her features, making her look approachable in a way that felt almost foreign to Harper’s guarded perspective.

And then, without any invitation or prompting, Aurora had offered her a small piece of advice in an attempt to extend an olive branch —a light, almost offhand tip on adjusting her stance to keep her balance. It wasn’t what Harper had wanted or expected. Actually, she hadn’t asked for anything, and the redhead’s casual confidence had caught her completely off guard. Without thinking, Harper had let the words slip out in a dry, slightly impudent tone: “Didn’t realize I’d signed up for private coaching.”

There was a beat of silence, one in which Harper braced herself for a brush-off or a frown, some sign that her comment had stung. But instead, Aurora had laughed—a warm, unguarded sound that danced between them. Her laughter wasn’t offended or deterred; if anything, it was as if Aurora had found amusement in Harper’s walls, not intimidation.

In that moment, something had shifted. Harper had felt a tiny crack form in her carefully constructed defences, even though she hadn’t been ready to admit it. She’d rolled her eyes, shifting her stance ever so slightly—a grudging acknowledgment of Aurora’s advice, though she’d die before expressing any measure of gratitude to the girl. “Well, don’t expect a thank you,” she’d muttered instead, brushing an imaginary speck of dust from her shoulder as though to reassert her pride, her independence, her need for control.

Aurora’s presence, since then, had been persistent but not forceful, like the steady pressure of sunlight warming a cold surface. And somehow, without Harper even noticing it happening, that persistence had started to chip away at her walls, piece by cautious piece, until Harper had realized that Aurora wasn’t just a teammate—she was a friend. A friend who saw her, who stayed, even when Harper pushed back.

Still.

She’d changed in her own ways since then, bit by bit, but no one—not even her best friend—had been able to alter who she was at her core.

And maybe, Harper realized, that was why Aurora had stayed.

“I know the risks,” she replied softly now, a hint of steel beneath her voice. “The Foundation isn’t... good.” It wasn’t a haven, a place of second chances, or even a place to heal. It was a calculated gamble, and Harper was ready to place her stakes. “But they won’t change me. I won’t let them.”

Her lips curved slightly, a spark of humour returning as she tilted her head slightly in Aurora’s direction, as if she could still see her there.

“Besides
you couldn’t, could you?”

Aurora’s breath hitched at the question, her expression caught somewhere between surprise and something deeper, something harder to name. There was a new edge to her tone, a quiet defiance that she hadn't heard in a long while. She had broken down her walls with time, but it seemed they were being built back up again in preparation for the path she was headed down.

The redhead let out a quiet laugh, though it didn’t reach her eyes, not that Harper could see her expression. “I wouldn’t want to, even if I could,” she said softly, her voice laced with an odd tenderness. "You’ve never been the kind of person to let anyone change you.”

The thought of Harper facing the cold, indifferent walls of the Foundation though made her stomach twist in knots.

“Just- promise me you’ll keep your head, Harps.” A plea. “Don’t let them break you. I don’t care what they say, who they think you are- don’t let them take that from you.”

“I promise,” Harper said almost immediately. “I’ll keep my head. I’ll keep me. No matter what they try.”

For a moment, neither of them spoke. The silence felt fragile but not uncomfortable, like the pause between the closing of one chapter and the beginning of another. The brunette shifted her weight, her boot scuffing against the floor, the faint sound sharp in the otherwise still room. Her hand brushed against Aurora’s—lightly, fleetingly, as if testing the air between them—but she didn’t pull away. She wasn’t sure what she was searching for, only that the moment felt like it needed to stretch, to breathe, just a little longer.

Harper wasn’t used to asking for things, especially not like this.

But, as Aurora had, it was her turn to make a plea now.

“Walk with me?” It was posed quieter than she’d expected, almost like a confession. “To the ferry. Haven’s coming too, but... I don’t know. I just think... it’d be nice.”

“Of course, Harper,” Aurora didn’t hesitate, agreeing immediately, wanting to see off her friend for what could be the final time.

“Of course I will.”




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As the years passed without a word, not an utterance in earshot, and his age ticked down his remaining years but a single thought was held in his mind: was the day told to be that of his birth truly the one in which he gained life or an arbitrary estimate constructed by whoever created birth certificate upon which was his identity. Such a thought had held a veil over the fringes of his mindscape since the day he had first celebrated the concept of a birthday and had first laid conscious eyes upon his birth certificate. Immanuel’s hands fiddled with the wallet held in the reaches of his jean pocket, one by which he was gifted on this day years in the past. A wallet which he pulled out with stresses upon the leather from daily and a lone fragment of paper poking its bent end out from the inner space. The paper his eyes had averted their gaze from since the last time he had bore witness to its contents, to words written upon its surface that heralded falsehood and untruthful confessions of apologies. One in which he hated, hated the words that were written, the ink in which it stood, the paper that was defiled yet in but the same vein a chain from depths of his heart anchored the note to his person, kept it within his hands and not hitching a ride in the back of a garbage truck.

Immanuel’s eyes gazed up from the wallet he held and out onto the open street before him, slipping the leather-lined object back into his pants. His sight was clear, clearer than most even, there was but little doubt upon that fact, but as he watched the car pass and trucks rattle down the road his ears took in but little of it. Small, the most minuscule fragments of sounds so loud it would make another cover their ears. As he crossed his eyes darted both down and up the street more times than he had before, only catching the alert that it was his time to cross due to the blinking white light it present. Life had been a change, but what was his if not one of no constants, not even a natural sense he believed he could rely upon in his trial of life stuck around to see him through the tribulation that stood in store for him. For as his ears abandoned him from the force of another his eyes picked up part of the mantel shattered and shaken up by the loss of hearing. Not a single sound that entered his ears was clear, his world was low, with a muffled filter tied to it that added another layer of unintelligibility to a curse already wicked in its means.

As his figure turned the corner his eyes were met with the all familiar sight of the Blaylock. The only few who deemed it fit to house someone such as himself. Few desired to home a teenager, less one who bore a disability. By no fault of his own the system under which the reigns of his life were held spurred upon him the tag of undesirability. They were the ones who sent him away to a home that heralded tales of misdeeds from those among his peers, they were the ones who hadn’t found the boy a forever home even when he was but an untainted baby, unmarred or scarred by the reality that helped few and benefited fewer. Lady luck had only stood at the side the day Blaylocks sought to take in another child to fill their home, and the kid by which they could teach and mold stood ripe for the picking before the. And now as he stood before their door, fiddling with the lock that never seemed to want to open on the first turn of the key, it stood along a line of moments within his life laced with normalcy. And although he held questions reserved about the date today, the Blaylocks were the first to make the day feel but mixed with an ounce of his own, hinted with a pinch of love sprinkled at the top.

The door he held the handle of creaked open as his eyes were greeted with the same sight of brown furnishings accompanied by cream-colored walls, a warmth permeated the halls of the home as his other sense was greeted by the aroma of a baked good heating in the kitchen only adjacent to where he stood. The Blaylocks themselves were a family consisting of only a single hearing member, his adoptive sister who stood as the only one to greet him at his entrance. Immanuel slung the back off his shoulders and onto the hook beside the door as he spoke out to his sister, ”How long have they been out for, Steph?” his voice had been loud, almost a yell as he spoke forth. Through his time with a worse leveling hearing his control of the sound of his voice waned. Stephany had been the only one within the family he spoke to using his voice, reading lips was a skill with a learning curve he stood at the bottom of the incline for, and practice with his sister was one he needed. ”Not sure, about an hour or so? They stepped out for more decorations I think.” He watched her lips as she spoke, the verbalization of every word he registered within his mind. Although as she spoke he caught the tail end of her sentence.

”What? Can you say that again?” His own voice? He could hear his own voic-

His hands gripped his ears as he fell to the floor.

What was all this noise?

Why could he hear?


What was he even hearing?


He didn’t know. He couldn’t know. All he could do was scream. Air hissed from his mouth as a shrilling shriek pieced his own ears and that of his sister as he continued. His throat lay hoarse and felt like rips were being drawn in its meat as he could no longer extend sound from out of vocal cords. His mind could not comprehend a single sliver of a fraction of the sounds that crossed the border of his ears as his mind burned like the flame of a dagger doused and gasoline and lit ablaze carved into the surface of his brain matter. Tears strolled down his face as his sister ran to his side, gripping her own phone to dial the number of their parents.

“What the fuck is wrong with me.” Immanuel choked as the noise, the static by which there was no differentiating, became louder and louder and louder.


Location: In the air
Human #5.051: Vegas

Interaction(s): Nil
Previously: Third Contact

Immanuel’s eyes have only been heavier a few times before as his head up from the cushioned section of the head rests. He had never had the easiest sleep in general, much less within a seat stationed in a flying tube of metal with engines that roared with its hissing cylinders moving throughout and the screaming blare of the flames that left the back stood under the sharp whistles of the wind moving against and scratching the metal it passed. It was hard keeping a filter around him with such sounds pushing against his holds and the ungodly sounds of his fellow passengers made little help in his cause for the loving embrace of in slumber’s arms. His eyes looked upon the sleeping bodies of both Cleo and Lucas, as he checked his watch which read well into the AMs. Immanuel’s mind held it unlikely he would see another possibility of sleep upon this flight, flicking up the window to his left to get a sight of the night sky. The tints of purple darkness spread across the expanse as a view he had grown accustomed to during times such as these. Ones spent within his dorm room staring out into the star mind absent of thought. Ones spent staring out his room window in the Blaylock home hoping for a they never would abandon him. Ones spent staring out the window of his social worker’s car after another family had deemed his time finished. If anything, when there was no one left in his corner, but a single soul upon his side, the stars had always embraced his company with arms open unlike any other.

In the stars he found a shelter.

In those accepting he found a home.
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Human #5.052: Interlude

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An eraser-tipped pencil ticked-ticked-ticked against the woodgrain of a desk, an impatient harmony to the wall clock’s sluggish and torturously slow march. The second hand seemed only to drag forward, every motion a small eternity. Cleo’s crystalline blue eyes flicked upward, drawn to the ticking face as though willing it to rush through the minutes faster.

“Miss Boyd,” came the professor's voice, clipped and stern, cutting through the air like a blade.

“Aye?” the red-head blurted, then winced. “I mean—yes, sir?”

A ripple of chuckles followed and passed through the classroom, quickly stifled by the professor’s pointed glare. He folded his arms, his shadow stretching the length of the room under a flickering overhead light. “We’re waiting for you.”

Her eyes darted downward. On the desk before her lay the apparatus, a steampunk thing of brass and steel. At its heart, suspended in a claw-like clamp; a single red apple, its skin shiny, fresh, and crisp even under the dim light, even against the shadow of the professor. It held still, even if the room did seem to sway. Cleo frowned, her nose crinkling.

“Um
”

The professor exhaled audibly, the sound heavy with disappointment. “This is transmutation, Miss Boyd. Your assignment is to turn the apple into an olive.”

She felt the weight of their gazes then—every other student in the room, their eyes sharp and expectant, like predators waiting for the slightest misstep. Her pulse quickened, each beat a drum in her ears.

“Right, right
” she murmured.

She extended her hands over the apple, her fingertips trembling slightly. “Ilom avar, voli ari melov,” she intoned, the words strange and otherworldly, their cadence not entirely her own. “Lomira veal
”

Between her palms and the apple, a gloaming shadow began to form through twists and churns, dark and luminous at once, a storm contained within the fragile boundary of a gleaming bubble. The air thickened, charged with static. The bubble pushed toward her apple, its surface writhing with the growing nothing living within.

The first crack of thunder echoed through the room, and the scent of cinnamon bloomed, heady and sharp followed by a spray of caramel that erupted from the bubble, sizzling as it struck the desk.

“Contain it, Miss Boyd!” the professor barked, but his voice felt distant, muffled by the growing roar, her direction and proximity to the growing abyss turned and shifted until she couldn’t make sense of her own equilibrium. "Can you not even do a simple spell?"

“Amio vril, aviro mel! Velira omil, avar voli, melov!” she chanted, her voice rising and lilting; slipping and splitting into a polyphonic melody that she couldn’t place or recognise as her own - something else, something found. The words poured from her as if pulled from some deep, forgotten place. The now opened and cracked lid of Pandora’s box.

The storm swelled uncontrollably and its darkness devoured the light while the room trembled, buckling with the weightlessness and pressure of it. Desks skittered across the floor, their legs screeching against the tiles. The bubble expanded; its edges rising against the walls like a ravenous tide.

Inside the storm, Cleo was weightless too. Suspended in the gravity of strange, colourful clouds that drew her drifting through the void, soaking through her clothes with their heavy rain as she was pulled through the oppressive silence which was broken only by an eventual low, guttural growl that seemed to come from everywhere and nowhere. At the heart of it all was the apple; shiny, fresh, and crisp. Pristine but for a single bite now taken from its bleeding flesh.

And beyond it, in the deep black, two yellow-orange eyes opened. They glimmered like smouldering coals, unblinking, their gaze heavy and knowing. A low rumble built beneath her, a sound ancient and unearthly vibrated then through the marrow of her bones.
The eyes blinked with a chiming sound that rang out like distant bells.

Then everything fractured. The darkness collapsed inward-

Cleo jolted awake, her head smacking against the cold window of the airplane cabin. The bright and cold world returned in pieces—harsh overhead lights, the hum of the engines, the cramped economy seat with its fraying fabric. Her seatbelt pressed tight against her stomach, anchoring her back to reality.

“Christ,” she muttered, wiping at her face with trembling hands. The dream was already slipping from her grasp. “That was bloody strange,” she whispered. The turbulence rattled once more, a faint echo of the storm in her mind. Above her, the seatbelt light blinked off.

Cleo sighed and glanced to her left. Lucas and Manny were fast asleep, their faces serene, untouched by the chaos that lingered in her veins. She rubbed her temples, her voice low and bitter. “I hate flying,” she cursed with a sigh, wrapping her trembling arms around herself.

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Human #5.053: Nothing Lasts Forever

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It was late. The dorms were quiet. As quiet as they ever got when the walls breathed around him. Some students had already left. Some had left weeks ago. Months ago. Years ago
 But some lingered, holding onto hope, he thought, or just not sure what else to do, where else to go, if the world didn’t want them. And some were just waiting for a boat. He’d just been waiting. Didn’t want to think. Didn’t want to make a decision. It didn’t matter, anyway.

Well
 It hadn’t, until he’d discovered something better than the only two he’d thought were on offer. He’d spent the rest of the evening smiling and agreeable and not altogether helpful in making any plans. He was just happy they weren’t leaving without him and there were places to go, people to see, things to do for distractions. Maybe that was all he’d wanted. Two constants when everything was changing. It wasn’t like they knew any more than he did, but knowing wasn’t the problem, was it? Spent the rest of the evening smiling and nodding and excited, until they went their separate ways to sleep. But he was too excited to sleep. Too ready to move on now they had even the semblance of a plan.

Eventually, when staring at the ceiling lost its charm and anticipation faded back to sombre quiet underlaid with creaks and cracks and creeping tip-toe whispers, he gave up. Got up. And slipped back down the hall, one hand sliding along the wall in the dark, dipping past doors and rising where the floor squeaked; he’d traced the line so often he didn’t really need to follow it with his fingers anymore, but the habit was hard to break. Ghosted past dark and open doors, some closed on quiet breaths and others still leaking the faint light of apprehension across the floor. He wasn’t the only one unable to sleep.

But he didn’t knock on any doors. Didn’t stop until he was back outside and caught out by the chill. Breathed in deep and kept going. Wandering. Like he had every day and night since they’d announced the school closing. Going nowhere in particular until he found himself in one or another place he hadn’t thought to miss. Empty classrooms with cold projectors and echoing lectures and heated debates. Locked labs where he sat with his back against the wall, feeling the gathered feet of students all watching a demonstration and listening to excited whispers, groans, and surprised shouts when things went wrong. Sat at different tables in the library and cafeteria, delving into layers of words and wishes and rumours, gossip, secrets, tutoring, weekend plans, and things no one would want to hear. Stood on the courts in the Recreational Center and listened to the echoes of fun and games and letting off steam. Looked into a pool so flat and still he couldn’t help reaching down to flick his fingers through the water. The faint splash came back louder as the ripples lapped at the edge, bouncing between nightly silence and daily activity, water dripping into a long-dried puddle behind him before they shouted, steps rushing under and past, leaping into the water. He felt the splash
 But there was only a calm, widening ring across the surface.

He hadn’t taken half the classes he wandered through. Didn’t know most of the people he heard, only a few had names or faces, some had been there since he’d arrived, and others joined in after. He knew all their voices though. Knew all the corners where he could pause and hear a secret, knew which bench held the most saccharine moments and where the paths would make him sneeze come fall and all the leaves. He knew the roof pigeons liked best and the dares passed between friends on the docks. He’d spent the second night sitting against the brick of the Intake House and remembering all the speakeasy passwords he’d never used while counting the visitors. There’d been no one else in the building, though he’d found the newest voices full of hope and fear and wondering about their place. Wasn’t sure they’d had enough time to find the answers. Wasn’t sure any of them had


There was one building he’d avoided, however. Whether or not its doors were locked or broken or barricaded. Whether or not it had mostly been set to rights. Whether or not he was allowed, though he was pretty sure he wasn’t. But he couldn’t keep stalling this time. He only had tonight.

Lucas wasn’t trying to find secrets or hoping to discover anything the investigation hadn’t, when he turned his steps towards the A.R.C., he just wanted to understand what had happened better. He wanted to see what Cleo had while he’d been hiding under the table with his eyes closed. Wanted to know what Manny had heard while he was covering his ears. It wasn’t as though he hadn’t seen the aftermath when he’d finally crawled out from beneath the table, but half of him had already fled back into the floor and the rest was in shock. Maybe it was guilt that he hadn’t done anything, pushing him to be a better witness, no matter how little he could have done. Maybe it was morbid curiosity. Maybe it was the way his ears kept ringing and how far away it still felt. But he wanted to know so he could help, or at least better understand the haunted look in so many eyes.

But when he finally worked up the nerve to set his hand against one of the doors, he found the ice blocked his view of most of the fight. As did the faces within it.

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He hadn’t slept at all. Thinking of all those last moments, last breaths, last steps, last cries, last surprise
 Thinking about the screams swallowed by open air and heavy walls and fear-closed throats and red-black streaks of lightning. Thinking about the girl kneeling in a puddle too warm to be spilled drinks. He’d never asked Cleo why she’d been reaching for her. If he’d helped at all before she’d been dragged across the floor and vanished. Never asked why she was screaming. She hadn’t been the only one. But
 She hadn’t even been looking at the thing that grabbed her, had she?

Hadn’t slept. Just sat at the table wrapped in the blanket off the bed, not sure if he was more afraid of what had changed or why it had changed, playing with the bits and pieces of discarded memories he’d gathered over the years. A backspace key. A scratched lens off sunglasses that made everything sepia toned. A bookmark made out of ribbon and Bristol board. A mechanical pencil used so long it couldn’t hold the lead anymore. The handle off a broken mug. Threads from a blanket wrapped around an empty bobbin. The clasp off an instrument case. Half a bloodied scarf. A broken key chain. An earpad that had lost its shape. A small pile of stones and glass and clear crystal. And all the polaroids he’d taken down from the wall.

He’d already packed the rest. His clothes. His passport. Toothbrush. Brush. Jacket. Keys. The small box of mittens his grandmother had knitted and the stegosaurus toy
 Couldn’t fit all his school stuff in the suitcase though. The inhibitor. Now all he had to do was tuck these memories into the cracks. Find a way to make sure the pictures wouldn’t bend. Close the zipper. Find his phone
 Walk out the door and never come back.

Felt weird, thinking about it that way. He’d
 honestly never really thought about what came next. Final year and he hadn’t known yet. But maybe, if he’d just kept going to classes, they wouldn’t tell him to stop. Hadn’t wanted to think about it. Still didn’t. But now he knew. At least for a little while. And he hummed along unevenly with Gladys and Ezra and Daisy as he finally switched from fiddling to properly relocating. It all had to go somewhere. All had to fit. Carefully though. Slipped between his clothes for cushioning.

The first alarms were ringing. Didn’t matter if he was too early. He could wait. Sleep on the plane.

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Human #5.054: Lover, Can you Help Me?
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Interaction(s): Haven - @Skai
Previously: Growing Vanes


The world swam as Rory wrestled with that liminal space between deep sleep and reality. It shook, but any sound that graced his ears felt muted and dull. He desperately didn’t want to open his eyes. He felt a little heavier, his brain only just recognizing the doubling of blankets that had been thrust over him.

What truly roused him was the sharp bang of the door as the handle impacted the wall. His eyes shot open, taking a moment to blink away sleep and process what he was seeing. The spot in front of him was empty. His heart sank, despite not being able to process the words and distinct thoughts on what might have happened to her. Rory flung the covers off as he rolled onto his other side, and slid himself to the edge of the bed. He moved his legs over the edge, and felt that warm sting.

Nothing quite wakes you up like pain.

Rory took a deep breath, before quickly pulling himself to his feet with his hands. The movement was quick, and ended with Rory falling back down into the wheelchair set up only a step away. Within moments, he was rolling back and over towards the open door, eyeing Haven’s discarded boots. His fists clenched the armrests of his chair as he stopped in the doorway, looking out into the night. He paused, his eyes trying to scan the tree-line in the moonlight. It was hard to focus on anything through the panic.

He rolled his way back towards Haven’s side of the bed in a frenzy, grabbing at the flip phone they had purchased on the road. He flipped it open, powered it on, and grunted at the one thing he was praying he wouldn’t see: no signal. He closed the phone and tossed it back into the bed. His eyes shifted to the fireplace, where he moved to grab the old iron poker from its stand. He set it in his lap, and wheeled himself over to the door. He parked himself near the screen door for a moment, eyes scanning the yard and forest. He slowed his breathing, the blood thumping in his ears making it hard to listen for anything.

But the shrill, primal laugh still reached his ears.

Rory didn’t know how to process it, reaching a hand for the screen door. He wasn’t going to be any use to her if she was taken again, but he had to do something. But as he listened, the tone of the laugh halted his movements. He remained sitting in wait, darkening the entrance, until he heard the soft crunch of footsteps breaking the tree line. Haven’s form sent a mixture of shock and relief in his system. She was nearly nude, sweat glistening in the moonlight, shirt clutched to her chest. Of course, his eyes only lingered on those familiar folded wings that protruded from her back. They were not the well-endowed pair he had grown familiar with, but they were recognizable all the same. Rory felt the tension in his body release as he focused on catching his breath.

Haven’s bare feet slowed to a stop just within the barrier of light that the fire behind her lover’s form cast on the ground. His shadow, and that of his wheelchair, ended just at the tips of her toes. The look on his face said everything she expected it to, and yet the shock displayed in his eyes as he took in the sight of her still left her speechless.

She wasn’t aware of how wild she looked until now. With her feet and knees dirty from the forest floor. The halo of hair around her head stuck to the sides of her face with sweat. Every inch of her skin exposed except for the parts covered by her sleep shorts. The damp shirt she now clutched to her chest with dirt-smudged hands was more for her comfort than the privacy it provided.

Her feet shifted in the leaves as she watched him stare at the freshly grown wings on her back. She had no words to describe them. So, she simply turned her body away from him so that she could stretch them out once more. They ached, as much as the rest of her body did, but a small pride still swelled in her chest as she displayed them. A gentle smile spread across her lips as she faced him once more, having completed a full 360 where she stood.

“They’re growing back, Rory.” She breathed out. Her words were puffs in the chilly night air, and her eyes still glistened with the tears she had shed. “It’s like I’m going through puberty again, but this time it’s fast and overwhelming. It’s
” She huffed another quiet laugh as she tried to explain it. There was no other word that came to mind but, “It’s incredible.”

Rory nodded along to Haven’s words, his eyes scanning her regrown wings. A small twitch formed at the end of the smile that grew on his lips, a feeling brewing in the back of his skull he didn’t want to give air. So he nodded, and lifted his hands up to wave her over. “They’re beautiful, Dove.” He took a deep breath, fully relaxed save for the chill of the night air. He wrapped his arms around his own bare chest, half-regretting not taking a minute to at least put on pants. He was glad he had at least worn boxers to sleep.

His smile, and his compliment, had her heart warming within her chest. Her eyes tracked the movements of his arms, noticing how he was hardly dressed himself, and she realized what it must feel like for him to be at the edges of the fire’s warmth. Her face fell. “Shit, you must be freezing.” She said, her feet moving into a fast pace across the ground. She quickly crossed the portico and stepped into the doorway, stopping just inside the house as her dirty feet rested on the warm wood.

“I
 I left the door open. I wasn’t thinking right.” The words sputtered out as her eyes glanced between his. Her mind was still piecing itself back together as she tried to explain herself. It was as if the nightmare and the surge of power had left her out of her mind. Which, in all fairness, was probably true.

“You scared the shit out of me.” The relief and warmness had given way to a small swell of residual panic and frustration. The smile had dropped, and he just looked incredibly exhausted. Rory wheeled himself past Haven slightly, just enough so he could close and lock the door behind her. “Door was open, you were gone
 thought you were screaming for a moment.” His hands rested on the deadbolt for a moment, before it dropped back to the fire poker in his lap. He lifted it up and gently rested it against the wall. “We don’t get reception out here
 so I can’t even call for help.” He wheeled himself around, his eyes focused on the ground. “So please
 don’t run off like that.”

Haven’s lips pressed together as she stepped to the side of the door. The deadbolt locking into place felt like both a comfort and a weight on her chest as Rory’s words settled in. Her eyes lingered on the iron as he set it against the wall, and she knew that she must have scared the hell out of him. Because she had been screaming, and she had run off thinking of her own peace of mind instead of theirs.

“I’m sorry.” She murmured, the guilt audible in her tone. Her eyes fell to her dirty feet. She didn’t want to make a mess, but she couldn’t just go into the bathroom to clean up while he was upset. She had to fix it. She had to help him understand why she’d acted so erratically in the first place.

She swallowed and took a breath before speaking again as she moved to follow him.

“It was a nightmare. I was back at the dance.” She was past him now, and she could barely glance his way as she took a seat at the end of the bed. “I could feel its fingers–” She cut herself off as her hands released her shirt in her lap and reached to touch the sides of her face. A sigh escaped her lips as she shook her head, her eyes looking at her footprints on the floor as a distraction.

Rory sighed, shaking his head slowly as he continued looking towards the ground. “I know
” His grip tightened slightly on the armrests, as his mind replayed that same scene. “I know.” The frustration and panic had melted into exhaustion once again. He moved near the bed, positioning himself in front of Haven. His hands reached forward to grab the shirt from her lap, transferring it over to his own lap and folding it up carefully. His eyes remained fixed on the shirt as he worked with it. “I’m scared too.” His voice was flat, antithetical to his own words. His hands carefully smoothed out the shirt’s creases, before he set it on the ground next to her boots. It needed to be washed
 he hadn’t had to wash clothes by hand before. Another fun challenge he’d have to get around to.

“It’s going to be ok.” These words were softer, coupled with the gentle touch of Rory’s hands cupping Haven’s as they clutched at her head. He lifted his gaze to meet Haven’s, the tiniest hint of tears forming at the edges of his eyes. “You should wash up while I get you a glass of water, ok?”

The tenderness with which he took her shirt and folded it, the movement of his fingers as they smoothed the creases out, was a strangely comforting sight. Her toes gently brushed against the sides of his legs where she sat before him. An absentminded connection between their skins. She wanted him to take those hands and smooth out her own creases, too.

It’s going to be ok.

She repeated his words in her mind, the simple phrase doing more for her than it should as she felt his hands cover her own. Her eyes lifted to meet his gaze at the same time he’d looked up at her. Fingers spread just to intertwine with his. Every brush of his skin against hers was somehow amplified, sending tiny caresses of energy along her spine. The ions that had been depleted in the forest had left her body raw and sensitive.

“Do you
 want to take a bath with me?” She asked softly. “I know you’re tired, but I think the warm water will do us both good.”

Rory hesitated as she spoke, that air around the two seeming to shift. His eyes trailed down her face, resting below the collarbone. Warmth spread through his core, and he looked away to clear his throat. “I
 guess we should try out the water heater.” Rory slid his fingers from Haven's grasp, and turned himself around. He tossed the dirty shirt into one of the chairs near the dining table, before moving his way over to the kitchen. He plucked an air-dried glass from the counter, filled it with water from the tap, and took a few gulps before refilling it.

The balancing act was difficult, as he rested the glass between his legs as he spun himself around carefully. The water swayed in the glass a little, threatening to spill out the top onto his thighs. He rolled himself carefully back towards Haven on the bed, and held out the glass when he came to a full stop. “Here, Dove.”

The glass was taken gratefully, a shy smile still gracing her lips until they touched the rim. Her head tilted back, greedily downing the liquid until the glass was empty. She exhaled as the glass was lowered, then, and she licked at the last drop on her lips. “Thank you.”

She leaned forwards to set the glass on the floor, and then stood with her feet placed between his. Her hand reached towards him, running her fingers back through his hair and down the side of his head to run her thumb along his cheekbone. Her breath stilled as the action sent tingles up her arm.

“I’ll get the water running.”

The few steps into the bathroom felt harder than they should have been. As if her body had gotten heavier after sitting down. She leaned into the tub to turn the faucet, and then plugged the stopper once her hand had felt the temperature. Her mind still lingered on the way his eyes had looked at her as she waited for him to follow her inside.

Meanwhile, Rory took a few breaths near the bed. Her touch had sent jolts down his spine, and his gaze had lingered on her lips as she drank. The exhaustion that called for him seemed to melt in her presence.

He slowly rolled his way towards the bathroom as he heard the tub beginning to fill. He parked the wheelchair in the door frame, resting his hands in his lap to hide what the thin fabric was struggling to. Rory’s eyes traced the tips of Haven’s wings and down her spine. He wet his lips subconsciously, still unsure on how serious his partner was on simply washing up.

He banked on that being a perk, but not the only intent.

He rolled himself further into the bathroom, coming to a stop next to Haven at the tub. “I'm
 probably going to need some help.” His thoughts raced to find the connection, the innuendo he was attempting. He reached a hand up to Haven's waist, sliding his finger along the waistband of her shorts as his mind worked. He flashed his usual smirk as he hooked his thumb under the fabric near her tailbone. “Of course, I can help with yours if you help with mine.”

Her eyelashes fluttered with the movement of his finger along her skin as she stood from the tub, and she turned to him just as his finger caught her shorts at the base of her spine. The smirk alone could have melted her, but his teasing warmed her chest as much as it warmed her cheeks.

They’d shared passionate kisses since the night they were both rendered broken, but this kind of tension between them had been missing. Too caught in their own grief, too focused on the shabby locks of the motel rooms, and too worried about where their next destination would bring them to fall back into the banter and lust that had become a staple in their short relationship. This moment was wild and unexpected, and while they were both exhausted by the day’s work to get the cabin into working order, and drained from the frightening experience that had gotten them to this place, Haven was suddenly so, so grateful for it.

“That sounds fair,” she breathed, her lashes falling low to glimpse the boxers he wore and what was hidden beneath. A grin spread on her lips as she looked into his eyes, and she stepped between the footrests of his wheelchair. “Me first.”

Rory leaned forward in his seat, lifting his other hand to Haven's lower back. He closed his eyes and pressed his lips against his partner's side. His fingers were delicate as they slid under the fabric, thumbs lifting to catch the shorts and slide them down in the process. His hands caressed Haven's most pronounced curves, slowing down to relish in the intimate moment. His torso continued to bend lower, leaving a trail of kisses down Haven's side until they reached her waist.

The shorts dropped to the floor unceremoniously as his hands remained cupped behind her. The warmth that spread through every inch of him yearned for more than his body could handle. He reluctantly leaned back, his fingers trailing up to the curve of her hips as he looked back up at her.

Her head had tilted back the moment his lips met her skin, eyes closing as her hands rested on his shoulders. Every aching bit on her body warmed with the caring act. A simple motion turning into something she craved more of with every passing second. If she weren’t so sore she would have crawled into his lap in the chair and made the most of this feeling. Yet the tub was filling now, and the urge to soak her muscles in it still outweighed the need that was building between them.

Her smile was kissed by a blissful joy as she brought her head back down to look at him again. Her earth laden hands began to slide down his arms, her body kneeling until she sat on her heels before him, and her hands squeezed his own for a moment before coming to rest on his knees. They traced remaining scars from his injury. Her smile fell as she focused on them, before she leaned to place a gentle kiss on the place where his femur had broken the skin apart. She tilted up to place a kiss on his lips next and her hands carefully began the process of pulling his boxers off.

She had to bite her lip to keep from grinning as she knelt back down to pull the underwear off of his feet. The sight of his arousal was hard to ignore, but she was doing her best to at least get them into the tub before it went any further.

Rory eyed the bathtub, sighing as he had to move a hand away from Haven to turn the faucet on the tub off. He dipped a finger in, pleased at the warmth. All the hassle was worth it for a moment like this. His other hand lingered on Haven’s waist, his fingers pressing into her soft flesh as he seemed to weigh his options.

He kicked his feet down onto the wheelchair’s brakes, placed his hands on the armrests, and hoisted himself onto his feet. The sudden pained expression that marked his face seemed counter to the warmth of his skin as he leaned his weight against Haven. His tender skin pressed against hers as he repositioned himself slightly. The pain in his legs was only mildly dulled by the endorphins rushing through his system. He didn't linger too long, before stepping one foot into the tub. As soon as the second was in, he crouched down and used his hands to support himself until he was sitting down. He looked back towards Haven, trying not to stare at what was at eye level.

He was failing miserably.

“Come on in, the water's fine.”

All thoughts were muddled and hazy as Haven stepped out of her shorts one dirty foot at a time. The flush on her cheeks only darkened once she noticed the direction of his eyes. She looked into the tub, eager to soak the soreness out of her body, but unsure which position to take when Rory’s legs took up the entire space. Should she face him? Should she
?

Words lingered on the edge of her lips that still tingled from their shared kiss as she hesitated to join him.

“Rory?” Her hands took his where it rested on the edge of the tub and she played with his fingers as she looked between his blues. It wasn’t a hard question to ask, and she was sure he’d say yes, but it was difficult to overcome years of avoiding another’s touch with just a few words.

“Would you like to
 touch them?”

Rory audibly gulped, before confusion muddled his thoughts. His eyes moved from below her waist and up the length of her torso, before his mind finally hazarded a guess as to what she was talking about. He instinctively pressed his thighs together in a subconscious effort to hide his feelings. “Yes
 Yeah, I would.”

Haven’s entire body perked under his searching gaze. The small wings resting on her back responded by ruffling, and she even shifted her legs as she squirmed. Still, she grinned through it because of the confusion on his face, as she realized she should have specified which part of her she’d been talking about.

Meanwhile Rory's eyes shifted to the bathtub, noticing how much space he was taking up. He slipped his fingers from Haven's grasp. He used his hands to help shift his legs wide, before patting the space in front of him. “Ummm
 let's try this.”

Haven’s hands moved to pull the hairband out of her hair as he made space for her, her eyes greedily looking over his chest and into the water where the rest of his athletic form sat. She set the hairband on the edge of the sink with a nod. Her tongue traced the back of her teeth instead of responding. Her thoughts were just as dirty as the foot she lifted over the edge of the tub. Each hand rested on the edges of the tub, like Rory had done to get in, as she lifted the other leg inside too.

As she lowered her backside into the water, she felt an instant relief from the ache in her muscles when they submerged beneath the warmth. The dirty thoughts escaped her for one second as she audibly sighed in relief. Eyes fluttered shut, head leaned forwards as she wrapped her arms around her knees and rested her chin on them.

“This feels like heaven.” She murmured, one eye peeking open as she turned her head to the side to look back at him over the crest of a mini wing. She smiled hazily, and enjoyed the feeling of her muscles relaxing for a moment longer before she scooted herself backwards, closer to him. Her head turned forwards again as she looked into the water at her feet. Brown swirls of dirt were already lifting from them and spreading.

Her wingtips were already wet from sitting, and small drops of water fell from the longest vane as she slowly lifted them off of her back. Her breathing slowed, eyes falling shut once more, as she felt herself bracing for his touch. She knew he wasn’t going to hurt her– knew that it would feel even better than the massages he’d been giving her back since their last night on the island. So, the words came easy this time as she spoke. “I trust you, Rory. More than I’ve ever trusted anyone. I want to know what it feels like for them to be touched by your hands.”

Rory nervously shifted in the bath, as Haven's proximity came dangerously close to invading his most personal space. Her words and moans sent shivers down his spine. They had shared a number of intimate moments since their night in the tent, but this moment was far more vulnerable than either had been before. His heart raced in his chest, and it was unclear if his palms were slick with bathwater or sweat as he cleared his throat.

There was something about Haven's words that didn't make sense to him. The trust and compassion of her words seemed far more serious than the action she had requested. More importantly, he had touched them before. Not as much as he would have liked admittedly. Unless that wasn't what she was asking for.

“Hey, Dove
 what exactly am I touching here?”

“Hm?” She murmured, lifting her head again to really look back at him. Her wings shifted again with the movement, the tips drooping into the warm water once more. A slow blink was all she gave him, her mind too muddled by the relief that the warm water provided to fully understand his question. “My
 wings. What else are you
?”

The words trailed off as it dawned on her. Her wings twitched, and suddenly she was giggling into one hand. “Oh.” Her eyes dipped south, and she had to bite her lip to keep herself from saying something that would fast forward to a mess of tangled limbs and heated breaths.

“I was asking if you wanted to touch my wings.” She cleared her throat as she tried to gather herself again. “I-I haven’t allowed anyone to touch them since I was young.”

The admission seemed to dull the light that had sparkled in her eyes as she giggled, and her fit quieted into something serious again. Her smile softened into something bittersweet as she lowered her hand onto her knee again. “I’ve forgotten what it feels like for someone else to love them, and I want it to be you that reminds me.”

Rory lifted a hand up from its position on the bathtub’s rim to gently brush a few strands of hair from Haven's face, nodding as he smiled softly. The electricity that seemed to spark in the air flipped off like a switch, replaced instead with a soothing coziness. “I'd love to
 well, love your wings.”

He slowly moved a hand from Haven's face, his breathing slowing down as he was slow with his movements. He examined the small set of wings before him, weighing his options. He opted to start with the outermost feathers, her primaries. His fingers gently grazed the tips, brushing over a few one by one as he admired the feeling. A small exhale escaped his lips, a mixture of excitement and comfort. His other hand dipped into the water and rested against Haven's side, where he had kissed her earlier. His voice was low and soft, barely more than a whisper. “They're beautiful, Dove. Absolutely stunning.”

She’d watched as his hand extended towards the vanes, and was grateful that he was moving carefully. When his fingers first grazed their softness, she closed her eyes in preparation for that unsettling feeling that came with it. He traced the outline of her primaries, and the gesture felt tender and kind. Suddenly it was as if the tension that had built over ten years of protection and defense broke free from her chest. She found herself exhaling with him as her body truly melted into a form that hadn’t been seen since she was a child. Her shoulders lowered, muscles going as languid as the water that surrounded them, and the smile that crept onto her face was blissfully at peace in the space that they had created within the tiny bathroom.

It was everything she wanted it to be, and he had only grazed the tips.

Her wings responded as if they had a mind of their own. They stretched themselves out for him, opening to any further curiosities or strokes of his hand that he wished.

Rory's smile grew, as he leaned forward and craned his neck to press his lips against Haven's. It was soft and gentle, as his fingers slid slowly up the lengths of the feathers. They teased into the gaps, remaining gentle and stopping briefly in every new sensation. He listened with closed eyes, feeling for reactions in Haven's body or wings to guide his movements. He moved from the primaries to the secondary feathers, before further sliding his hand up towards even the coverts.

He stopped short, however. Instead of continuing to explore the wings, he settled into a gentle pattern of running his hand flat along the span of Haven's wings. His soft petting motion remained as he broke the long, tender kiss. His breath was a little ragged, as his chest tried desperately to contain the swell of feelings that surged through him. “Is this good?” His voice was small, wrapped in a slight air of uncertainty.

Haven’s eyes slowly opened as he broke the kiss, looking through her brown lashes at him as her breaths mingled with his in the air between them. Her chin dipped in a nod, yet the sensation that traveled across her integument and into her spine was so much better than “good.”

“It’s so much better than I remember.” She whispered, and a small smile spread as she leaned in to press a kiss against the corner of his mouth. “That feels
 You know how I reacted when you touched my spine? It’s kinda like that too.”

Her wings adjusted themselves beneath the passes his hand made against them. Unfurling and furling as his hand reached the bottom and moved back up to the tops. Ensuring he touched each feather on the way down their length.

Rory closed his eyes, as the atmosphere grew electric once again. He had to will himself to lean back in the bath and away from the kiss. He knew it wouldn't defuse the situation, but it could at least delay the coming storm. His left hand moved up to grace Haven's other wing, petting both softly as his legs shifted slightly in the water.

A smile grew on his lips, as his soft tone had a hint of humor. “I take it back
 maybe you should run out in the middle of the night more.”

Haven’s shoulders twitched as she let out an absentminded snort. She leaned back towards him after he pulled away, her wings splaying out just enough to feel every tingle his touch sent through them. Her head tilted left as she simply enjoyed the gentle caresses, blissfully lost to the sensations until the feeling began to build within her. Her toes curled in the water ever slightly as her back began to arch.

“I might fake it next time just to get us here again.” She teased.

Rory's breath halted for a moment as she spoke, his mind going blank. He felt almost magnetically drawn to filling what little gap there was between them. His right hand stopped its motion to swoop under his partner's wing and wrap around her mid-section. He scooted her back slightly in the tub, pressing their bodies close.

He kissed her, his left hand continuing the soft petting in a gentle rhythm. His kiss was the most passionate they had shared since the dance, greedily cutting off any more words or sounds except for the sound of sloshing water.

Her own breath was stolen the moment his arm wrapped around her and pulled her against him. Her head turned to meet the kiss that made every inch of her body melt, every place, skin to skin or palm to feather, igniting with a need to somehow get closer to him. Closer, warmer, more, more, more of this moment between them. A passion blooming in her chest that felt similar to that night in the tent, but much more intimate and tender than their first.

The kiss became hungry, every intent focused on merging their souls as well as their bodies. Eager to leave the fears and pain that had plagued them since the trial behind for as long as possible. Hoping that the release this would give them would mend their souls kiss by kiss, touch by touch.

A small noise was muffled by his lips against hers as she felt his toned frame pressed against her back. The electricity of his fingers running over the barbs of her wing ran down the length of her spine and settled in her stomach. Her legs turned to the side so that she could curl them up in front of her, and her hands grasped the arm that held her against him and squeezed it in a silent plea to turn herself completely.

He obliged, letting go of Haven and lowering a hand from her wing to guide Haven's hips in the motion. He refused to break the kiss in the process, matching her movements as he shifted his legs closer together. As Haven's entire body turned to embrace him more fully, he was careful in giving her space to settle into his lap. He kept one hand braced below her hips for support, while another reached up to run his fingers over his partner's wings.

The kiss was only broken for a few moments of heavy breaths and wandering hands as she climbed into his lap and pressed herself into him once more. Her hands roamed his upper body where they could. Their chests rising to meet each other with each heavy breath between heated meetings of their mouths. The need reached an intensity between them until she couldn’t hold back any longer. She claimed him for the second time since that fateful night. Each of them reliving the spark that had kindled the fire that kept them together.

They weren’t sure how much time passed, but neither minded. The bathwater had gone lukewarm by the time their bodies cooled down, and yet they still tended to each other’s bodies with soap and cloth until all of the night’s sweat and earth was washed from their skin. They helped each other from the bath, both bodies settling into a mindless exhaustion by the time Haven helped Rory back into the bed.

She took a moment to tend the fire before joining him. Her smile was happier than it had been in weeks as she crouched in front of the flames and fed a log into the hearth. Slowly, she stood from the fireplace and stretched out her body. Her muscles were deliciously sore for an entirely different reason now, which made her giggle softly to herself before turning to make her way back to him.

Rory was sprawled out on the bed, his eyes half-closed with a dumb grin on his face. Haven had sapped nearly all the energy he had this late at night, leaving him moments away from slipping back into sleep. He hadn't bothered to slip on boxers again, draped in only an old ship around his lower half. As Haven drew near, his smile grew wider as his head turned to face her. He held his arms out, beckoning her over with his hands. “Come to bed, babe.”

He didn’t even need to say it, for Haven was already nearing his side of the bed. She took his hands as she lifted a knee onto it and crawled up his body to lay with half of herself laying on top of him. A careful leg draped over his, her knee resting against the bed to keep most of her weight off of his healing limb.

The arm she didn’t tuck between them draped across his chest, fingers idly swirling against his skin while her head rested in the crook of his neck. Her wings settled onto her back, and the arm Rory wrapped around her back rested on top of them as he placed his palm on the side of her ribs. She kissed his pec, and lazily smiled up at him with the light of all of the love she had for him shining in her eyes.

“Goodnight, Rory.” She whispered, her free arm reaching up to trace a line down the center of his forehead and to the tip of his nose.

Rory closed his eyes as he enjoyed the sensation of Haven tangling herself with him. The last vestiges of consciousness were melted away by the warm and soothing feeling of his partner beside him. The few times they had slept apart in recent memory had left him feeling restless. Now, he couldn't imagine falling asleep without her. So it was, with barely more than a pleased grunt, he softly muttered his own goodnight.

“I love you, Haven.”

Haven’s breath hitched as those three little words filled her chest with an emotion she couldn’t quite pin. Lingering somewhere between heart throbbing joy and bitter sorrow, until the happier emotion overcame the other and her cheeks blushed with the warmth that spread through her. She tucked herself in closer to him, a soft smile playing on her lips, and murmured her own reply as she closed her eyes. She knew a nightmare wouldn’t come for her again tonight, and that the next thing that would wake her would be the light of the sun shining in their cozy cabin.

“I love you too, Rory Tyler.”
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| Several Weeks from Now
Aurora stirred as a chilling breeze danced along her cheeks, her body heavy and senses foggy, as if she were waking from the depths of a deep dream. She blinked rapidly, eyes fluttering open, and pulled herself up on her elbows, letting her gaze sweep over her new surroundings.

The beach looked like the one she knew well, and yet, different. The shoreline seemed to stretch endlessly, the sands darker, a shade that teetered between tan and charcoal. The air was thick, fresh but rich with the scent of wild earth and sea. It was almost overwhelmingly clean—no trace of the familiar pollution she was used to. She inhaled deeply, trying to ground herself, and yet, a lingering feeling of disquiet twisted in her stomach.

Around her, tiny luminous insects buzzed through the air, their wings pulsing with an eerie glow. They left trails of light as they flitted, like fireflies in strange, hypnotic patterns. At the edge of the dense forest the colors of the plants were intense, too intense, like someone had turned the saturation all the way up. Emerald greens, deep purples, and even shades of midnight blue. And the moon, enormous and red, loomed in the sky like a quiet omen.

A low, haunting roar echoed from somewhere deep in the forest beyond the beach, and Aurora stiffened. Whatever creature had made that sound was unlike anything she’d ever heard before—neither animal nor human. And then a second noise, less like a roar and more like a distant scream, laced with a mix of agony and anger, echoed faintly across the eerie calm. The beach fell silent again, save for the gentle whisper of waves pulling at her ankles and a chill rushed up her spine.

The sound of someone approaching hit her ears, and Aurora whipped her head around to find LorcĂĄn making his way down the beach towards her.

“That was a trip, eh?” Lorcán asked, trying his best to break the tension after being ripped through Limbo and dropped firmly into what Alyssa and Ellara had referred to as ‘Ünterland’. A mirror darkly version of the world they knew, it was bizarre looking around the familiar beach and seeing it look so foreign.

“Take a moment to breathe, Ellara said the first time would be uncomfortable,” Lorcán added while steadying Aurora, the redhead inhaling and exhaling as instructed while getting her bearings. The rune etched into his palm was still glowing while his chest felt like it was piecing itself back together after Limbo made him feel like an invisible hand had tried to pry him apart.

Ellara had warned them about something to do with being stripped of their Unterseele and Überseele or that they didn’t have them. Lorcán had been too distracted by the spit of roasting meat to have fully paid attention to the foreign-sounding words. Looking around the strange world, he immediately came to regret that.

It was bizarre being unable to feel the presence of the HZE’s here. He reached out for them, but nothing replied to his call. No heat, no fire, no flames. They were here without their greatest ally.

“Nice choice of weapon,” Lorcán smiled as Aurora stood with his arm still interlocked in hers, “Ellara insisted I take the swords, but I also made sure I went twenty-first century.” He attempted to jest again, referring to the hand cannon strapped to his thigh.

The redhead became aware once more of the sword resting on her back and the smaller dagger tucked into a sheath on the outside of her leg, the weight of the two weapons making her feel off balance. She wasn’t used to donning such armor, carrying such means of protection, but with no abilities to rely on, it was a necessary precaution that they needed to take.

She too felt as though her body was finding its proper placement after their spontaneous emergence in this so-called Ünterland, the journey to get there like no teleportation she’d experienced prior. That, combined with the lack of HZE’s made her feel like a stranger in her own skin; the normal give and take around her was nonexistent, like a word on the tip of your tongue that you can’t remember no matter how hard you try. An emptiness that could not be filled.

Aurora clutched onto LorcĂĄn, knuckles growing pale as she anchored herself to him.

“I feel really weird, Lor, I don’t like this,” She expressed, a shiver pricking the back of her neck as another howl from the forest echoed along the beach, “This place is
” The redhead trailed off, letting her gaze leave his as she took in their surroundings once more, a tinge of regret blooming in her chest.

“What have we gotten ourselves into?”

“I don’t know,” Lorcán replied, “But this ain’t the vibe, it’s dark here. I can feel it leeching into me.” He looked around, surveying the edge of the untamed wilderness again.

“We should get moving, the sooner we find Amma, the sooner we can go home.”

Aurora nodded in agreement before spotting Ellara approaching them from the opposite side of the beach, her confident gait indicative of her familiarity with the setting. But there was no sign of-

“Gil.” She blurted, sapphires frantically darting around in an attempt to locate the fourth member of their party. “Where’s Gil?”

At Aurora’s urging, Lorcán looked past Ellara and then in the other direction as he too failed to locate their friend.

“Gil!” Lorcán suddenly shouted, “Gil, dude! Where are yo-”

“Shut up!” Ellara hissed, rushing towards the pair, her eyes wandering the treeline. “You do not want to attract that kind of attention here.” She cautioned, a hand hovering above the holster that concealed her folding shotgun axe. “Limbo isn’t always predictable and with Gil’s state of mind, it’s not surprising he was spat out elsewhere,” Ellara added, still waiting for repercussions to Lorcán’s thoughtless shouting.

“Come on, we’ll find him soon enough and I have no doubt he’s closer to Amma than we are.”

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Location: Crestwood Hollow - New Hampshire
Human #5.055: Teeth
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Interaction(s): LorcĂĄn, Ellara @Lord Wraith
Previously: I Can't Handle Change

The early morning air in Crestwood Hollow was crisp, carrying the faint, comforting scent of woodsmoke. The sun was just beginning to rise, painting the edges of the sky in soft hues of pink and gold as Aurora slipped quietly out of the Jones’ house.

Softly pulling the front door closed behind her, she stepped out onto the quiet street, mist still clinging to the ground and dew drops coating the grass. She adjusted her earbuds and took a deep breath, the chill biting her lungs but centering her in a way she hadn’t felt in days. The town was still asleep, and for a moment, it felt like the world was hers alone.

The redhead started her run off at an easy pace, her sneakers audibly crunching as she ran atop the blanket of fallen leaves scattered on the pavement. The Belle part of town was charming in the dawn light, its tidy homes framed by autumnal hues and curling vines. It was picturesque and peaceful, but Aurora didn’t linger, her focus on the cadence of her steps and the steady beat of her music.

Train tracks marking the divide between the Belle and the Beau soon came into view, and a trailhead appeared just where Cass had said it would, tucked between a crumbling stone wall and a cluster of maple trees. Aurora paused for a moment, gazing at the narrow dirt path that disappeared into the dense woods before venturing into the labyrinth.

The forest welcomed her with its quiet stillness, and as the trail twisted and turned she let her mind clear, unraveling the tangle of emotions she’d been carrying. Her legs ached and her lungs burned as she settled into her stride, but it was a good kind of pain- a reminder that she was still here, still moving, even if she didn’t know where she was going. Out here, with the cool air brushing against her flushed cheeks, she didn’t have to think about what she’d left behind or the uncertainty that loomed ahead. Or how lost she felt or how desperately she missed the familiarity of P.R.C.U. Each step she took felt like a release, the tension in her chest easing as the world narrowed to only the sound of her breathing.

After a few miles, she slowed to a stop at a small clearing where the trail widened, sunlight breaking through the canopy above to dapple the forest floor in a golden glow. The break in the trees offered a breathtaking view of the valley that stretched below in a patchwork of colors. Wiping the sweat from her brow, her gaze lingered on the horizon before she tilted her head back, closing her eyes as she let the sunlight warm her face.

Aurora took a deep breath, letting it fill her lungs anew. Although the weight in her chest hadn’t disappeared, it didn’t feel like it was suffocating her anymore, no longer pressing down with the same unbearable heaviness. Here, she felt like she could finally breathe- really breathe- in a way she hadn’t since leaving the Island.

For the first time, things seemed brighter, more hopeful. Maybe she’d find her way after all.

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| Several Weeks from Now
Shadows danced between the trees, cast by the pale light of the crimson moon as Aurora pressed herself into the hollow of an ancient oak, her breath shallow and her pulse hammering in her ears. Her eyes darted back along the path she’d been chased down, but the forest had swallowed all signs of her trail. She willed her racing heart to quiet, but in the silence, another sound cut through - soft footsteps, slow and measured.

A voice, silken and unhurried, drifted towards her.

“I can sense you, fair one.”

She dared not move, hardly breathed, but the forest floor betrayed her; a sharp snap of twigs underfoot shattered the silence. The redhead could practically feel him smiling, his footsteps now deliberate as he closed in.

“You know, there are terrible things lurking in these woods.” He drawled, low and smooth, like velvet darkness. Despite every instinct screaming at her not to look, her gaze was inexplicably drawn to him — a figure emerging from the shadowed underbrush with an unnatural, predatory grace. His piercing eyes glinted with hunger, and his smile revealed fangs that caught the moonlight, sharp and ready. “But perhaps nothing as terrible as me.”

Aurora took a step back, only to feel the rough bark of the tree behind her. The vampire inclined his head, almost in pity, and closed the final distance between them, moving with the casual confidence of a hunter who knew his prey couldn’t escape. After all, there was nowhere else to run. His eyes traced her with a languid, hungry gaze, the dark depths full of promises both terrifying and mesmerizing.

"Go on, run," he murmured, his abnormally cold fingers tracing the curve of her cheek with an eerie gentleness, tucking a lock of her copper hair behind her ear. "It won't change how this ends."

With a flash of motion, his arm curled around her, pulling her close. She initially struggled, but his presence seemed to drown out everything else - her strength, her resolve, even her will to run. He held her in place, tilting her head slightly as if she were an offering, and his mouth grazed her neck where her pulse throbbed.

In her final moments of consciousness, Aurora thought of LorcĂĄn, of his warmth, his smile, his ember eyes.

But everything went dark the second the vampire’s fangs punctured her skin.
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"Fiat justitia, rust caelum."

"Let Justice Be Done Though the Heavens Fall."

"Flectere si nequeo superos, Acheronta movebo."

"If I can not bend the will of Heaven, then I shall move Hell" - Quoting Virgil's The Aeneid.


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Location: The Foundation, Various Locations Within - Present
Human #5.056: Horses
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Interaction(s): Former P.R.C.U transfers to The Foundation
Previously: Midnight Man


He was far from okay.

He regretted the Beam he'd drank on the plane. Hunched and shuffling slightly ahead of where he'd stayed from the lack of space, with his pants around his heels and pissing in the corner like an animal, he had a horrible sensation that they'd choose that exact moment to open the door on him. It was what kept him from removing his makeshift scrub pants altogether, and what had piss on his shoes.

The internal conflict that wavered and tried to convince him that the nightmares he had, weren't the engraved hauntings of a past moment he no longer possessed the memory of, and were instead premonitions of his own demise.

That this is where he'd be kept to the end. How it would all end.

That his death would deny any semblance of justice. Any hope of restoring what was.

The acrid smell of his own urine periodically distracted from the worst thoughts, but ultimately they'd return to him again.

When the door flew open, the light was blinding.

He wanted to eat it all and leave everyone, victim and tormentor alike, shivering in the cold. Compensation.

But that wasn't the justice he was here for.

The hose which blasted, and then sprayed the ground and his own mess onto his clothes and himself only further cemented his resolve, as bad as it was.

Trying to keep you off balance.

He was given a beige set of clothing. He kept his mouth shut, because it was easier than trying to control what would have spewed forth if he didn't. Opening it may have meant the end of all of this; the worst of all outcomes.

Others were given black garb.

Looking around at the people given similar attire, after what they had just been through, it was easy to see he wasn't in the group which had made a stellar first impression.

He spotted two of his three roommates taking tan coloured clothing as well. Alex Zimmerman being the lone exception, led away in his black dress.

Taking his time to observe, he saw that the tan clothes were all ill-fitting. Everyone bunched at the pants in front, far too big, and with no belt included. Including some of the much larger students; and coming from the Hyperhuman school as they did, the much larger students were very sizeable indeed. It was no coincedence.

He sidled up to Big Steve in the changing facilities and swatted his pants from his hands, dropping his own in the process.

"No bloody point us both walkin' the traps holdin' our pants up the whole time."

He picked up a pair of pants which were more akin to a sack than recognisable as clothes for someone his size, and left Big Steve to pick up his own which he assumed should fit comfortably.

"What're you going to do?"

Keep wearing others ill-fitting bloody pants, apparently. And haven't things gone wonderfully when you did that before, Banjo...

When he finally pulled them on, they were so large at the top, he thought he could just about try to bunch and tie the waistline in a knot. But they were getting called forward before he could figure out the best way to do so.

He ambled through the maze of corridors and hallways in his clown pants, up and down, and even up and through a connection point at the surface, between two of the pods. Until he heard the clatter of metal on metal and more solid thuds, and uproarious sound of amassed people.

So I guess this is the bloody gladiatorial stadium where they're finally gonna bloody kill us...

But no. As he got closer the metal clatter became more defined. Cutlery. Tabletops. More jeering, more of the student body seeming to size up the weakest amongst them.

And Banjo wearing ludicrously sized clownish pants, even amongst the group he came in with.

Would they assume he was one of the weaker? That a larger one amongst the group stole his pants? Had he just put a brighter spotlight on himself as weaker, lesser?

He looked up to see an assortment of black clad students seated above them. Subtle. Zimmerman briefly spared a second to check on who he knew down amongst the beige morass, but not long enough to risk reprisal from assocation.

Banjo turned as a hush fell over everything.

Doors had been opened by hustling attendants to allow the entry of a solitary gray haired figure, with a stylish suit and cane.

The hush implied a degree of respect for this unassuming figure. He walked to the centre of the room and gave a singular clap, held in stark contrast to the silence his presence had drawn.

Never heard a clap and hundreds of sphincters tighten in perfect bloody harmony before...

He seemed to enjoy the silence and fear his presence drew.

Ego. Banjo thought to himself. Ever so present in people seeking the authority of the profession in the first place, but this was next level.

Then it grew, other students picked on his applause and it spread fast as others fell into line. But it quickly hushed again as it became clear he was about to speak.

“Welcome to our humble abode,” Montgomery called, as his eyes scanned every new student. “I understand, it’s not quite the lavish lifestyle you’ve all grown comfortable with.”

Banjo saw no sign of recognition, or if he were in any way familiar with him. It was as if he was making it a point that all would now be within his notice. Taking them within his scope of awareness.

“My name is Dr. William Montgomery,” He introduced himself, “I am the ‘Mind’ behind the Foundation Institute, its curriculum and the strategic advancements of the Foundation. Unlike what you’re used to, I’m sure you’d consider my methods to be cold, cruel even, but I’m afraid they get results and they get results quickly. Mr. Nakamura himself has personally approved each and every one of my methods.”

“Those of you currently bearing your ‘Phi’ proudly are off to a great start and are on the path towards becoming a ‘Force’ to be reckoned with.” A smile towards the students in black, “The rest of you, have a lot more to overcome.” Montgomery added, a flat, matter-of-fact address to the beige brigade.

“That said, we have newcomers and that calls for a feast!” He shouted, and the banging of silver resumed until Montgomery waved his hand, once again immediately stilling the noise.

“Due in part to a generous donation from the incoming P.R.C.U. students, our chefs were able to prepare you a delicious and fresh meal. A completely authentic Polpette di Cavallo con Salmoriglio.”

Banjo didn't know Italian. But he did take more than a few units of Latin for its proximity to law, and one word stuck in his craw for a few reasons, he remembered it through no small part due to a phrase that seemed less poignant right now, as he looked up to the black garbed group.

Optat ephippia bos, piger optat ardre caballus.

"The ox wishes for the horse's trappings, the lazy packhorse (or nag) wishes for the plough."

He doubted there would be a horse above them who'd be willing to settle for his plough.

The gray haired man kept talking, but Banjo barely listened. Passively absorbing whatever was said. He couldn't move beyond that one statement.

He was pretty sure he knew where 'cavallo' derived from. And the use of the word 'donation' it took little guess as to what was on the plate. The hushed whispers and murmurings only confirmed his suspicions.

His ears felt hot as the rage hit him, the anger at his own stupidity. But the broad smile on his face did nothing to betray any signs of regret or dismay. But all the while, It never met his eyes. He thought for a moment, before deciding to break the hushed whispers.

"Hey, you lot ever heard this one..?"

"There's this local country cricket team, see. Worst in the sticks. Real buncha chaff. Haven't won a match in about a dozen years. So anyway, this horse is leanin' over the fence whilst they're havin' practice in the nets one week, right? Gettin' ready to get rumbled when they play the next week. Buncha no-hopers... not much... y'know... not much reason for positivity among 'em-- Oi, perk up sour-puss, you can relate, eh?"

Banjo shovelled a fork full of his pony and noodles into his gob and never broke stride.

"So the horse is leanin' on the railin' and watchin' on, and he chimes in just as the Captain comes back out of the net from his mediocre bloody session, and asks him 'Oi cob', any chance of a game?' And the Captain replies, 'Oi turn it up, horses can't play bloody cricket.' And the cheeky bastard replies. 'Well, I can. And more to the point, a damn sight better than the bunch of you, by the looks.' And the Captain of the team, figurin' as he hasn't got so much to lose anyway, well he says. 'Right, pad up. If you can play as well as you talk, we'll see what we've got here.' 'Scuse I..."

He shovelled more food into his mouth, and kept going.

"So, anatomical difficulties aside, he pads up and wanders his way out inta the nets, right. The team gets a bit shirty, but the Captain tells 'em to pull their heads in and that if the rest of them were any great shakes, he wouldn't be sendin' a horse out in the first place. So the first bowler comes hurtlin' in on his run up, WHACK! horse smacks it straight back over his head, out the nets, out the bloody park. Bowler spends the rest of the session lookin' for the bloody thing in the scrub it's gone so far. Next bowler comes dancin' in on his spin bowler's run up. Horse picks it beautifully, WHACK tonks the bloody thing over mid wicket, same story. Bowler goes lookin' through the scrub. Third bowler. 'Watch me give him somethin' short.' Comes flyin' in, bowls a bouncer. The horse... WHACK! Perfect bloody hook shot. Stays in the nets, but if there weren't nets... into next bloody week, that's where it would've gone. So before the horse can decimate the confidence of their bowlin' attack any more than he already has, Captain walks over 'Mate, that was bloody amazin', call it a day though. D'ya reckon you can make it out for a match this Saturday? We're playin' the grainies from two towns over.' Horse says that's fine. He's got nothin' on over the weekend, he'll come out and smack the ball about. Hold up..."

He shovelled more food, and the smile widened as he remembered how the joke went.

"Anyway... cut to that Saturday, horse strolls out, Captain sends him in to open the batting. Y'know... for the intimidation factor, and curiosity, I guess. The grainies pace bowler hurtles in at a million clicks, WHACK! just like in the nets. Six on the board, just like that. Next he decides he'll bounce him... WHACK! six again. Tries to york him... You ever tried to find a decent bowlin' line to a bloody horse? No chance. Six once more. Keeps on like this and the over ends, he's smacked six sixes off the over. A regular Gary bloody Sobers, he is. The other opener wanders down the pitch to congratulate the horse on a good start, and cos its cricket, the bowlers obviously change ends and the other bloke's on strike now. So he thinks, 'Right, I'll just sneak a little curly single, get this bloody wonderhorse back on strike.' Bowler comes in, and he plays a fine one for a quick single down to fine leg. Takes off like a shot. 'Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes, mate!' He's callin' for the horse to go through, whilst lookin' behind him at the ball..."

He barely pauses to shovel more food in, and keeps going with the rhythm and the pace of the joke.

"...and then he looks up, and sees the horse hasn't moved a muscle. Chewin' on a bit of straw and leanin' on his bat up the non strikers end. Old mate's eyes go wide, and he turns and quickly tries to scamper back to his crease to no avail. Bails get whipped off. Umpire's finger raised. They send him packing, and at this point he's bloody furious. Just really fumin'. So as he's got the long march back to the pavillion he detours by the horse."

Shovels more food in and chews it, before restarting so the rest don't miss any of the punchline.

"'Mate, what the bloody Hell do you call this?! Why didn't ya run!?' And the horse calmly says to him 'Cob, it's Sat'dee. If I could run I'd be at the track.' HA HA HA HA!" He broke out laughing at his own joke, which if nothing else had held all of the tan dressed sufferers attention for a few minutes, and stopped the somber whisperings and occasional sobs. A few chuckles, but no real laugh.

"Bah! That was told perfect, I bet if it were a baseball or hockey joke you'd have been laughin' your arses off..."

A thought came into his mind. "Anyhow... 'Scuse I." Trying his best to do it clean, he yanked and tore the sleeve off his shirt at the stitching around the shoulder. He did the same on the other side, and slid one sleeve inside the other before twisting the whole thing into one cord of material.

He wrapped it around his hips, just under the trouser-line and tied it off. Before pulling his pants up and rolling the waist band down until the whole thing found its tight level, having now made a makeshift drawstring, he rolled the cuffs of his pants up to a decent length and sat and waited for everyone else to finish.

He'd bounced around on farms, sheep-shearing a refuge when they had needed a temporary new room and board during school holidays. He'd seen people fed 'pet sheep', watched people cry over their favourite pig getting the slaughter.

Once it was dead, it was just meat. But that didn't make him any less angry. Most angry at himself, if anything. But that didn't mean he didn't take it as the insult, the statement it was intended to be.

But he had no intention of letting them know they'd gotten to him.

It was bad enough he couldn't mask his claustrophobia.

Obviously he hated that they had done this to his innocent pony, but also that they did it as a statement to him. An act against his interests to put him in his place. And to show what they were wiling to do.

But he even took insult in other things.

The waste of it all. It was a great horse. Incredible on the hill country.

And something else scraped up against him as well.

Cavallo, caballo...

It had a specific meaning. A word to diminish. A horse of finery... was 'equus'. Cavallo derived from the other term. A packhorse. A nag. The horse version of a beater.

For some reason that final indignity scraped more than he felt it probably should.

He shovelled the final morsel from his plate and gave a grin, holding steeled eye contact with the gray haired man.

So that's your first play, eh? Well, if I could run anywhere, I wouldn't bloody be here.

So gimme your next best bloody bowl, cun^.
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I feel like I am piecing together a jigsaw puzzle.

You always start with the edges, don't you? Or at least that's what they say, what the general recommendation is. Find a corner piece, build out the frame from there, then slowly start filling in the middle towards the centre. Works great for a pretty picture. Little different when you're rebuilding a person.

Still, I didn't have anywhere better to start, so edges it was. Round out the general shape. Let people see a frame of what I should be, something they can identify as a person, even structurally fragile as it is. But that leaves the middle, doesn't it? And then you're just rifling through the box, a tile in one hand, selected for no better reason than proximity, running your other through piles of cut cardboard hoping that by the sheer grace of God you'd scoop a matching piece. And then you'd get to repeat the process. Sometimes, you might build a little island, a small collection of connecting tiles, but you wouldn't know where it goes, how it connects to everything else - so it just floats in the middle, waiting for context, purpose. Meaningless without either.

Anyway. You see where I'm going with this. All edges, no middle. Nothing meaty, nothing confirmed. Trying to piece myself back together after the last few months and coming up empty. Moving forward with single-minded determination, but no plan for what to do when I get to the other side. If I get to the other side. Who am I now? I was an actor, but it was all I was, and it ate up anyone else I could have been - and now I've killed it, but too late to extricate anything from its corpse. So, what, I've replaced it with a girl? The girl, potentially, but is that emotion talking, or desperation for a sense of purpose? Either way, building myself around another person is a poor substitute. Wasn't that the whole problem in the first place? Too deep into acting that there wasn't a 'me' in there, and in my efforts to find that long-lost self, I've just put another person there instead. It's not fair, on me or her. I deserve to be able to know myself, to be my own person, to understand what I want and my potential. She deserves to not bear the burden of another person on her back, with all the baggage and obligation and responsibility that brings.

But right now, what else do I have?

G I L E M O R Y G A L A H A D
G I L E M O R Y G A L A H A D

Location: England, California, Somewhere Else Entirely
Human #5.057 Where Am I Now?

Interaction(s): N/A


When Rosemarie opened the door to her son, the first thing she looked at were his eyes; those baby blues, once lightning-bright and sharp, were now just weary and dulled, and her heart broke. When she saw the stump of his arm, she pulled him into a tight embrace, and began to weep.

Several hours later, Gil sat across from his parents, the three of them huddled close with wine and a fire roaring to their side, both working in tandem to push heat into Gil's bones. The journey home had been mostly inconsequential; his un-tended hair and beard were a long way from his image in the public eye, and the amputation dissuaded anyone who'd double-took. The flight was smooth, the train was quick. It felt surreal to be back here, his childhood home, an only child and his parents. There were red-carpet photos framed and hung on the wall, a much younger and happier (or was he?) Gil beaming out from beneath the glass. He'd noticed a couple of Artie's business cards on the hallway cabinet as he'd come in, and had taken the opportunity to surreptitiously pocket them to be discarded later. One conversation at a time, he thought.

His mother's eyes were watery and bloodshot, supping her wine out of what felt like...politeness? Like this evening really was nothing more than a small family sharing a bottle to welcome their beloved son home. Her sips were small and infrequent and there was still a subtle shake to her hands as she raised the glass to her lips, emotions still frayed, nerves still raw. His father was stone-faced, but whatever stoicism he tried to muster was betrayed by his sunken gaze and heavy hand wrapped around his wife's; the deep pain he felt was clear, to see his only son maimed and beaten and halfway-dismembered. He'd drunk his first glass quicker than any of them, but had declined a second.

The explanation had been broad-strokes and filled with half-truths. Gil elected to leave out the Foundation's involvement, the sabotaged Trial, the entire abduction and existence of Daedalus; these were things he need not burden his parents with, lest they fear ever letting Gil out of their sight again - he knew already that his plans to leave would wound them further than his return already had. Why magnify that pain needlessly? No. Instead, he wove tales of another attack, lingering followers of Hyperion making a final stand, the academy being valiantly defended by staff and students alike but not without collateral; PRCU electing to close their doors until they could once again guarantee safe harbour for those they were founded to protect; the Foundation graciously accepting any who wished to transfer. It was a far more optimistic telling of what he'd truly experienced these past few short months, and artfully constructed of select bits of truths. Gil himself - he was seeking another, a girl (to which his mother had, despite herself, perked up at the mention of), who had gone missing in the calamity, unaccounted for.

Which lead back neatly as to why he had returned home at all - England was a long way from the west coast of Canada, and in coming back to these shores he'd achieved little else than trading one small island for another. The truth of the matter was difficult to understand and harder to explain, so Gil elected to lie by omission: the girl he was looking for was last seen in the company of another (in a roundabout sort of way, Gil reasoned to himself), and that girl had a father who was a partner in the very same law firm that Andrew Galahad worked accountancy for - the best lead Gil had gotten from his after-hours excursion into the ex-academy's basement and his sub-par computer literacy. So it was with wringing hands and a heart heavier than he had ever known that he came to his father, to ask him to give up information that could cost the Galahads what remained of their livelihood.

Andrew saw in Gil's eyes the same spark that had driven him, many years ago, to throw himself full-bodied at Rosemarie, and he couldn't find it in him to be a good accountant over being a good dad. Gil got an address; Andrew got away with it; and a few days later, with more tears from Rose, Gil was back on a plane bound for California.



| A few weeks from now.
All twisted. Cracked reflection, a splintered spider-web landscape, an imitation of known reality built by someone who looked at the world crooked and didn't quite understand how a straight line was supposed to go anyway, or how it was supposed to connect to another. It gave Gil a headache to look at, like he was concentrating too hard on one of those magic-eye pictures, convinced that if he unfocused his eyes just right, squinted the perfect amount, it might all sync up and make sense. A fool's gambit, perhaps, but no one could say Gil's recent behaviour was anything approaching sensible.

He was woozy from the fall. Had he fallen? It had certainly felt so; his remaining hand throbbed and for a moment a deep fear seized him in his bones, until he risked a glance and realized it wasn't broken, battered, maimed beyond redemption - it was just sore from the scarring he'd undertaken to get here in the first place. With considerable effort, he rolled over onto his back, cradling his aching hand against his chest.

The sky was wrong. A swirling maelstrom on the horizon, shrouded in darkness and everything bathed in a deeply unsettling crimson, beaming down from a moon too large and too full and far, far too red.
“The moon in Ünterland is always red.”
Alyssa echoed in his ears and he whipped his head around from his supine position, but the redhead was nowhere to be seen. Of course not - she'd not joined them, stayed behind with Luce, the pair of them posted at the ritual site. Luce had no choice - the scarring required to get in wouldn't last long enough under her hype-gene to guarantee a way back out - and Alyssa, well, maybe she couldn't bear to leave Luce, maybe she was simply doing as instructed. Either way, she wasn't here, but her words - what little Gil understood, anyway - resonated within him still.

For that matter, no one else was here either. They entered four-strong, but Gil was distinctly alone, and as the realization settled upon him he was struck by a pervasive dread that he could not shake. This was the most uncharted of territories, land that couldn't even be relied upon to remain consistent or play by the rules of Gil's understood reality. Alone here, he knew, meant death, and he might not even see it coming. He might not even feel it as it happened. As far as he knew, he could put a foot wrong, and simply cease to be. Carefully - slowly - every movement calculated and assessed and then made cautiously - he rose to a knelt position, trying to make some sense of his immediate surroundings and seize hold of some bearings.

And then he heard the chittering.



Dad came through. I don't know when I became miserable or cynical enough to doubt even my own father, but for a day or two there I did. I hadn't even recognized it in myself, but the relief - the elation - when he handed me an address made me realize I'd not had faith in him to begin with. How have I fallen this low, that I treat my own parents with skepticism and distrust?

I'm in California now, in Santa Ana. It feels ironic - once again I'm a stone's throw from L.A. and Hollywood, yet giving it all up is what spurred me on this quest in the first place. I left Los Angeles for Dundas Island - then gave up on my apartment to go back to England, and what was my next step? Straight back to California. Preordained almost. It'd be funny if it wasn't so irritating.

All I need now is an excuse to get into Alyssa's estate - estate, by the way, I never would have expected roots like this from such a humble girl - and then I can just talk to her, get her to send me wherever she sent Amma. Use another stone or cast another spell or whatever the hell it is she and that blonde girl get up to, and then I can find her and be done with this whole mess. Put the academy behind us, flee to some corner of the world that the Foundation or Daedalus will never find, and just live in peace. Or I just free her, and let her carry on after her revenge. If that's the case, I'll go home again, catch up on the years in England I missed, forget about Gil Galahad and just be no one instead. Mum would be happy to have the company again, at least.




Thick fog, rocky debris, dead foliage and petrified trees did much to obscure whatever clicked in the distance.

Gil had been walking for...he didn't know. No way to keep track here, the sanguine celestial body that hung above him never moved, his watch was cracked from where he'd fallen (he still wasn't sure that he had, but the timepiece was broken either way), and they'd left behind their phones. There was no sign of Ellara, LorcĂĄn, or Aurora; Gil just hoped they'd landed together, so at least someone would be able to find Amma and rescue her. Gil was resigned to his end. A small, awful part of him welcomed it.

The clicks moved from one side to the other, and Gil paused. He wasn't sure how it had crossed over from his right to his left, but it had, and yet he'd seen nothing ahead, nor heard nothing behind. But he was absolutely being followed, observed; the clicking was regular, rhythmic, keeping pace and never drifting closer or farther. Frustrated, exhausted, scared, he leaned against a tree, and looked up at the blood moon again. The soft red glow bathed everything in unearthly light, and details were easily lost in the dark. He'd strain his eyes before he caught a glimpse of his stalker, and he could only assume that if it had meant to kill him, it would have done so already. He took a long, measured breath, steadying his nerve.

"Come out." He announced in the direction of the soft clicks, receiving only a few rapid-pace chits in return. Gil pushed himself off the tree and pointed. "Show yourself. I know you're there."

"This one wants you to know she is here."

The blood in Gil's veins ran ice-cold.

"Come out!" He demanded, doing his utmost to sound brave. The mounted blade Ellara had insisted he wore on his stubbed arm felt inconsequential. "Or I shall force you out."

"Tck-tck-tck-tck-tck..." the chattering response sounded like rattling laughter. "You are...brave, for one so weak, wounded. Would have been killed-slain many times over, were this one not watching..."

There was a long pause; Gil wasn't sure whether to parse the statement as a threat, or if he was simply being condescended to by his invisible prowler.
"So you're protecting me, is that it? Or just guarding your next meal?

The chittering moved softly, circling in on Gil, and he did his best to follow it.
"You are scrawny meat. Would not sate this one's belly-hunger. No, you came here looking-searching. To rescue someone. Noble... foolish."
"I've been called worse." Gil said, the chittering getting ever-closer, but its source still unseen.
"Tck-tck-tck-tck-tck...yes, this one believes you. This one would help."

There was the faintest outline of something...humanoid. The fog parted around a feminine shape, but something wasn't quite right; the carmine light of the moon glittered off of iridescent wings, and Gil realized that while this figure had been human at some point, that must have been a very long time ago. She came further and further into view, and Gil studied her with a morbid curiosity.

Large black eyes sat beneath a pair of twitching antenna that sprung from the bridge of a human nose, and dominated the face that proceeded to split open at the jaw into paired mandibles, clicking and chattering over a maw of molars and canines and a tongue. Shapely curves were encased beneath a mottled-gray carapace that slotted and parted neatly at the joints, intersecting tidily without giving up an inch of vulnerability across the entire exo-skeleton. Hands and feet ended in chitinous claws rather than the keratin nails Gil possessed, but there was dexterity there that belied the vicious points. And of course, those glittering, translucent wings, bursting elegantly from slits in her back, paper-thin and segmented like stained glass, flickering and twitching in the scarlet moonlight. She was magnificent and terrifying and alien and human all at once; Gil was petrified as she approached, cautious, wary, but deliberately presenting herself as decidedly not a threat.
"W...why?"

Her mouth curled into an awkward smile, the mandibles pulling back to show lips and teeth and gums.
"This one wants-needs rescue too."



She's not there. Her father knew I was coming, though - I dared not ask how. Undoubtedly he knows about my dad's help, but it does neither me nor him any favours to admit it aloud, so it will remain unspoken.

I asked him where I could find Alyssa, but he just deflected. Said she wasn't anywhere she could be found, whatever that means, but asked why I was looking for her. A fair question - looking out for his daughter. But I don't know what overcame me. I told him everything. The whole of it, nothing omitted, nothing undersold. The straight truth, from the start of the semester up to the Chernobog attack. And he just...listened. No disbelief, no incredulity, not even a single question. He just sat there, and I spoke, and he believed me. And then he told me where to start looking - where to start looking properly, he said.

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Her cell was an abyss, devoid of time or change, where seconds felt like hours and hours like days.

Harper’s fingers traced the cold, unforgiving floor, each groove and imperfection a tactile map of her confinement. It had become familiar to her—too familiar—its ridges and imperfections worn into her palms from hours of restless tracing. She could feel the grit beneath her nails, the slight throbbing of her wrist, and her stomach churning with hunger.

But it was the thirst. It was the thirst that clawed at her most relentlessly, insidious and consuming.

Every breath seemed to parch her further, the air carrying no moisture, no life. She swallowed against the dryness, but her throat felt like sandpaper, each movement scraping away at what little resolve she had left. It was cruel how her mind betrayed her, conjuring images she couldn’t escape, couldn’t afford to linger on.

Of Water. Not just drinking it—though the thought of a cool, steady stream slipping past her cracked lips was maddening—but feeling it. The memory rushed forward unbidden: the cold shock of diving into the ocean, her body slicing through the surface as sunlight dappled the water around her. She could almost feel the salty spray clinging to her skin, the way it blurred against her lashes, the briny tang lingering on her lips. Her hands remembered the weightlessness of the tide pulling her, the way she would surrender to the ocean’s rhythm, her heartbeat slowing to match the push and pull of the waves. Back then, it had been insignificant—just another swim, unworthy of note or memory. Now it felt like a treasure she’d squandered, a relic of a life so far removed from this suffocating cage that it might as well have been a dream.




The hallway stretched endlessly before her, its walls cloaked in dense smoke that clung to her skin like damp wool. Each breath scraped against her throat, pulling in the acrid taste of ash that settled bitterly on her tongue. Tears streaked her cheeks, relentless in their descent, their heat burning trails that vanished the instant they reached the floor—absorbed into the boards as though the hallway itself fed on her pain.

Drip.

Her bare feet squeaked against the slick floorboards, each step accompanied by a wet suction. Ahead, the faint orange glow of the door flickered, weak and faltering, as though the smoke sought to snuff it out entirely. The light called her forward, but its warmth felt wrong—cloying, threatening, more a promise of danger than a beacon of safety.

Each step was a struggle, her legs dragging against the invisible weight pressing down on her chest. The air seemed to thicken, resisting her every movement, as if the hallway itself conspired to hold her back. Through the haze, her stinging eyes caught the picture frames lining the walls. This time, the shadows within shifted, revealing fragmented glimpses of faces. One frame held her gaze—a girl with dark hair and wide, bright eyes, frozen mid-laugh. Something in the image twisted inside her chest, familiar and aching, but before she could reach for it, the smoke curled upward, consuming the face.

She reached out for balance, her hand brushing the wall—but the sensation beneath her fingers was wrong. The surface was slick, clammy, and disturbingly warm, sending a jolt through her. Harper recoiled with a sharp intake of breath, nausea twisting violently in her stomach as she wiped her hand on her shirt, desperate to rid herself of the feeling.

The heat radiating from the door was different now—subtler, more insidious, seeping into her skin. This time, the knob turned under her fingers, creaking as the door gave way just slightly, the gap between it and the frame no more than a sliver.

She pushed harder, her shoulder pressing into the wood as her fingers gripped the edge of the doorframe. The door groaned, opening another inch—but then it stopped. There was no lock holding it back this time, but the resistance was palpable, an invisible force meeting her efforts and holding fast.

It wasn’t the door. It wasn’t the door.

Drip.

The sound snapped her focus behind her, but the hallway had vanished into an infinite black void. The picture frames, the smoke, the faint squeak of her steps—everything was gone, swallowed by the consuming darkness. Only the door remained, the faint glow of its light barely clinging to existence.

Drop.

Her focus snapped back to the door, her grip on the knob tightening until her knuckles ached. The light spilling through the gap dimmed further, shrinking to a pale, wavering ember. “Open,” she whispered, her voice trembling with desperation. “Please.”

The door shifted again, its movement agonizingly slow, the gap widening just slightly. Beyond it, the light wasn’t empty anymore. Shadows writhed and twisted, their forms flickering like firelight. She froze, her breath catching as a sudden rush of icy air surged through the gap, cutting through the oppressive heat and raising goosebumps on her skin.

Drip. Drop.

The sound swelled, rhythmic and deafening, each beat pounding in her ears like an off-kilter heartbeat. Her legs buckled beneath her as she stumbled back, clutching at her throat. The smoke coiled tighter around her, pressing against her lungs with crushing force. And then the door began to move again—but this time, it was closing. Slowly at first, the sliver of light narrowing inch by agonizing inch, until it gained speed.

“No!” The word tore from her throat as she lunged forward. Her fingers scraped against the door, grasping at the air as it slammed shut with a final, echoing thud.

The hallway plunged into silence.

Harper collapsed to her knees, the weight of the darkness crushing her from all sides. Her tears dried into salt trails on her cheeks, the heat that had fueled them extinguished, leaving only a bone-deep chill in its wake.




And then she woke with a start, the line between nightmare and waking blurred. Her chest rose and fell in shallow gasps, her heart hammering as though trying to escape the confines of her ribcage. The cold floor beneath her palms felt almost alive.

Except she had no tears to give it. Her eyes were dry, burning, as if they had been scorched clean. In her dream, tears had been unstoppable. But here, in the cold grip of reality, even they had abandoned her.

She shifted forward on trembling limbs, her knees scraping against the coarse surface with every movement. Her fingertips reached out, hesitant and desperate, brushing blindly against the darkness until they collided with the cold steel of the cell door. The impact sent a jolt up her arm, and for a moment, her hand lingered there, as if searching for warmth where there was none to be found.

She pressed her forehead against the door, the chill biting against her damp skin like frost creeping over glass. The metal felt unforgiving, indifferent to her presence, but she stayed there, her breath fogging the surface in shallow, uneven bursts. Her lips parted, the first word struggling to escape as her throat tightened.

“Open,” Harper whispered. Her fingers splayed across the door, their tips numb from the cold, searching for some hidden seam, some way through. But the steel was smooth, a blank slate that offered no answers. She pressed harder, her nails catching faintly on invisible ridges, as if clinging to the hope that the door might answer her in kind.

“Please.”

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Location: The Foundation Institute - Atlantic Ocean
Human #5.058: The Gilded Cage
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Interaction(s): N/A
Previously: Walk Me Home


The first touch of water was an electrifying shock that jolted through Harper's body, tearing a small gasp from her lips.

Tilting her face skyward, she appeared to offer a silent prayer to the heavens, inviting the relentless spray to envelop her in a warm torrent that washed away the weight of her struggles, each bead of moisture rebuking the residue of her past. The warmth gently invaded her taut muscles, unwrapping layers of tension she hadn’t sensed before. With lips slightly parted, she welcomed the refreshing coolness, a sweet baptism that flooded her senses with liquid clarity, eliciting a deep, primal shudder that ignited every nerve ending in a euphoric awakening, and in that moment of intoxicating release, she surrendered completely, feeling reborn in the gentle deluge.

Though the room buzzed with life—the distant hiss of other showers, the shuffle of water-slicked feet, and the muted coughs and sighs—those sounds faded into a soothing hum, mere background noise to her ritual. Harper’s hands quivered with a desperate urgency as she vigorously etched away the remnants of her confinement, each stroke of the cloth like a feeble attempt to cleanse not just her skin but her very soul. The warm water cascaded over her, the gentle caress a fleeting reprieve from the lingering ache of her branded wrist, where the raised flesh still pulsed and throbbed as if it refused to be forgotten about. Regardless, she surrendered herself to the rhythm of the water, losing herself in its embrace, each droplet a soothing kiss against her heated skin, momentarily distracting her from the tumult she knew raged just beyond the sanctuary of the bathroom.

When she finally stepped out, her towel wrapped tightly around her, her skin felt raw, every nerve alight from the sudden stimulation after days of deprivation. As she dried off, reluctance clawed at her, each quick swipe feeling like a betrayal to those who weren’t with her. That hadn’t made it.

She’d honestly gotten lucky, hadn’t she? Coming undone—collapsing into herself— right at the end like that. It probably helped that such naked vulnerability was a luxury she couldn’t afford, something she’d had years to practice hiding.

Harper sighed, shaking her head as she walked to the bench where her uniform awaited her. Slipping into it felt like donning a second skin, as if it were warning her against losing herself still. It wasn’t over, these trials. She knew that for certain. Still, she hesitated as her fingers traced the edges of the ‘Ω’ embroidered on the chest, the raised stitching rough under her touch. A mark of survival, yes, but also something more insidious.

Compliance.

Unlike her old uniform, there was no pride to be found here in the present moment. Not with the school, not with the student body, and not with herself.



The sound of the kitchen doors flinging open snapped Harper’s attention forward. A rush of tantalizing scents filled the room, their intensity nearly overwhelming after days of deprivation. Her senses,however, strained to map the room as trays of food were carried out, the faint clatter of silverware and dishes filling the silence that followed. She could sense the collective gaze of the room shifting, the buzz of whispered conversations fading into an anxious hush as the attention slid away from newcomers like her and landed squarely on the grand entrance of Dr. William Montgomery. She couldn’t see the sweeping gaze he cast over the students, but Harper felt its force just the same.

Cold. Cruel. Approved. Those words clung to Harper like a layer of frost, chilling her to the bone as Montgomery’s voice reverberated through the room. Each syllable was a scalpel carving away at her cheek and at any remaining pretense of dignity or humanity.

Harper tilted her head slightly as if listening harder might make his statements make sense. Was this truly a man who had been stamped with someone’s approval? He sounded less like an educator and more like an executioner, delivering his apparent methods so far with all the gleeful detachment of someone who had never been at the mercy of his own designs.

Her thoughts flickered unbidden to her upbringing, to the relentless structure of her military household. Her father’s discipline had been harsh at times, but it had always carried a purpose—a foundation of strength rooted in preparation, not punishment. Every rule had been about fortifying her, about instilling resilience and moral clarity. Even when she had chafed against his strictness, she had never doubted the intent behind it. Strength, he had said, was as much about conviction as it was about endurance.

This wasn’t the same.

This wasn’t about building strength; it was about erasing autonomy, reshaping them into obedient instruments for a system that demanded absolute submission. To him, they weren’t people—they were resources, raw materials to be broken and reforged in service to his vision. And Nakamura, the very man meant to lead the Foundation, had not merely permitted this; he had endorsed it, his signature a cruel mark of approval that legitimized Montgomery’s cruelty.

The rest of the “good” doctor’s words dripped with a veiled mockery, as if to remind them all of their place in this meticulously engineered hierarchy. Harper sat rigid in her seat, the fabric of the black uniform suddenly too restrictive, despite the “benefits” it had given her thus far. She shifted uncomfortably, her body stiffening as Montgomery’s accolades fell over her and the others clad in black. His words were meant to praise them, but to Harper, they felt more like a searing confirmation of her role in this orchestrated game. Each phrase burned, much like the mark on her wrist—another unwanted reminder of how far she had fallen into their trap.

And it was only the beginning.

When his gaze shifted to those in tan, her stomach twisted. The acknowledgment, if it could even be called that, wasn’t praise but a dismissal—a confirmation of their engineered inadequacies, calculated failures that served to bolster the supposed superiority of those like her. The hierarchy he described wasn’t a ladder for all to climb; it was a carefully constructed trap, designed to keep most of them at the bottom, struggling in vain. It was a hierarchy that thrived not on potential, but on division. On the crushing of spirits.

Despite these realizations, when Montgomery declared the arrival of the feast, an uncontrollable swell of hunger clawed at Harper’s insides like a wild beast, desperate to break free from its invisible chains. The word “food” pulsated through her thoughts, twisting her stomach into anxious knots as the imagined and savory scent of roasted meats and confections hugged her senses while her taste buds came alive with long-buried desire. Yet the phrase “generous donation” echoed ominously in her head, clawing at her throat and knocking aside any fleeting thrill. It layered unease over her excitement like a dark shroud, forcing her to question the motives lurking beneath such apparent goodwill.

Something was undeniably amiss.

The clatter of plates being set down in front of them jolted her from these thoughts. The faint sizzle of juice fizzing in the glasses beside the meals reached her ears, and her fingers brushed against the edge of the plate, its warmth seeping into her skin. A savory aroma wafted upward, curling around her senses like a siren call, her stomach twisting with need and unease in equal measure.

Montgomery’s voice rang out, smooth and commanding, as he raised his glass in a toast to “new beginnings.” The clinking of glasses echoed around her, punctuated by hesitant laughter and the creaking of chairs, wrapping her in a cocoon of forced camaraderie, if it could be called that. As her fingers glided nervously over her untouched glass, every sound amplified the frantic pounding of her heart, where indecision loomed over her like a specter, taunting her.

To reject the gilded cage this time or to succumb to the siren call. Which would it be?

To join in would feel like capitulation, an acknowledgment that she accepted their twisted games and the cruel new rules that governed her life. Yet refusal might draw attention, marking her as defiant before she’d even had the chance to understand the battlefield she was standing on. Harper lifted the glass and tilted it toward her lips, the faint fizz of the liquid teasing her senses with the promise of refreshment.

But she didn’t drink.

Instead, Harper held it there for a moment, a silent acknowledgment without surrender, before lowering it carefully. She felt the room's collective sigh, a restless energy shifting as Montgomery put his glass down as well with a finality that marked the transition into their meal—an invitation she felt ill-prepared to accept despite the symphony of eager silverware scraping against porcelain.

Her fingers hovered over her fork, indecision paralyzing her as the chatter around her grew louder, punctuated by the scrape of utensils and even some murmured praise for the meal. The warmth radiating from the plate seemed to mock her hunger, the aroma curling into her nose like another siren call she couldn’t block out. Harper gritted her teeth, her stomach twisting as she tried to steel herself. To eat was to submit, to play into their hands—but to refuse was to invite scrutiny, something she couldn’t afford right now.

Her hand moved before her mind could stop it. The fork trembled slightly as she speared one of the meatballs and brought it to her mouth, hesitating as the savory aroma hit her full force, a cruel betrayal of her instincts. Her lips parted, and the moment the food touched her tongue, a cascade of flavors erupted—rich, tender, perfectly seasoned. It was everything her deprived body craved
.and yet it sat heavy in her mouth.

The scents, though tantalizing, carried an insidious undercurrent—one she couldn’t quite place but knew enough to distrust. This meal, like everything else in this place, felt like a trap, designed to disarm her, to coerce her into a comfort that didn’t exist. The Foundation didn’t offer kindness. It offered control, and this meal, with its carefully curated aromas and perfectly timed delivery, was another link in the chain they were trying to fasten around her.

The food wasn’t sustenance. It was a test.

Withdrawing her hand from the plate, she embraced the gnawing discomfort curling in her stomach. She could sense the complacency surrounding her as most continued eating, a heavy cloud of complicity so thick Harper could almost taste it, turning her stomach even more.

She swallowed hard, pushing the remnants of the bite down her throat as if burying something deep within her. But the taste lingered, a reminder of what she had just done. She could not give them the satisfaction of seeing her yield any further.

And then, a whispered warning slithered into her consciousness like a serpent, almost lost amid the raucous chatter but unmistakably clear once repeated:

“It’s horse meat.”

The clamor of small conversation grounded to a halt, the sharp scrape of knives against china a scream in her ears. The savory aroma that had moments ago teased her senses now turned acrid, clinging to her skin like an unwelcome stain.

“So?” another voice snapped, defiant and unbothered. The sound of chewing resumed, a display of detached exaggerated cruelty that made Harper’s blood boil. “What’s the big deal?”

Squinting slightly at her meal despite her situation, the brunette did her best to quell the anger that flared within her, a wildfire igniting at the thought of consuming something so beautiful, so free, reduced to a symbol of an insatiable appetite for power.

She wouldn't surrender to the urge to eat any more of it; this defenseless animal had once belonged to one of them as well, and consuming it felt like a betrayal, a compromise of something sacred beyond the creature.

Her loyalty wasn’t something easily given, but when it was, it was steadfast. It wasn’t just to people—it extended to the values she held closest, the things that defined her sense of right and wrong. Eating this meal, accepting it as though it meant nothing, would be an act of complicity she couldn’t stomach. Harper had compromised too much already just by being here in this uniform. She wouldn’t betray herself any further.

Let them notice, she thought bitterly. Let them see.

The moment followed with an almost comic relief she had not predicted, one that was so incredibly jarring.

But it was Banjo, so of course it was right out of left field.

Harper’s head tilted toward the source of his voice, drawn despite herself, as an absurd image bloomed unbidden in her mind: a horse playing cricket, effortlessly smashing sixes. What a ridiculous thought, absurdly juxtaposed against her current moral tumult.

Her fingers curled tighter in her lap, her nails pressing faint crescents into her palms as she continued to listen, her eyes closed now, her head towards the sky in focus. It was as if the blond were daring the room to meet his audacity. His tone was exaggerated, every word dripping with his usual charm, but there was an edge to it this time—a defiance that danced just on the line between audacity and recklessness. He was performing, as he always seemed to do, his words drawing scattered chuckles from nearby students. But the laughter felt thin, hollow, as though no one was quite sure if they were allowed to find it funny.

She didn’t laugh. Not at the punchline. Not at the absurdity of his cricketing horse. Not even at the way he seemed to revel in the dissonance he created, his grin likely wide enough to split that stupid face of his.

When the laughter faded, Banjo’s movements caught her ears next. The rustle of fabric, the faint snap of seams tearing—he was doing something profoundly stupid, dangerous, again. Harper could sense his grin even without seeing it, the kind of smug, self-satisfied smirk that invited both annoyance and concern.

What was he thinking?

“Sit down, idiot,” Harper murmured under her breath. This place was not P.R.C.U. They would not be as forgiving of his antics. But what could she do about her teammate’s reckless bravado?

The thought barely settled in her mind, barely had time to take root before her own body conspired against her once again. A wave of dizziness crashed over her, sending her hand shooting out to grip the edge of the table as if its solid surface could anchor her floundering existence. The smells—the heavy, mouthwatering richness of the roasted meats-teetered on the edge of suffocation, each inhale a suffocating grasp that clawed at her senses.

Her fingers hovered over the fork again, trembling slightly, a betrayer in this war of wills. The table felt unsteady beneath her touch, every gentle shudder of movement around her exaggerated, as if the world spun just a touch too quickly. Her lips pressed into a thin, tight line, a firm determination fighting against the tide of her body's desires.

Her mind screamed in dissent, even as her very cells cried out for release.

The second bite hit her tongue better than the first, an explosion of flavors that was almost cruel in its perfection. It was still everything her deprived body craved, but everything her mind loathed. Her jaw worked slowly, mechanically, the act of chewing both soothing and damning as warmth spread through her chest, dulling the hollow ache in her stomach but sending fresh spikes of guilt stabbing into her ribs.

But the dizziness didn’t subside. If anything, it deepened, pulling her under like a riptide. Her body craved more, demanded it, and she couldn’t summon the strength to resist. The fork clinked against the plate again, her hands moving with a mind of their own as she took another bite.

And then another.

And then another.
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Amma hissed. Her reactions were instinctual swaths of anger that pooled against her tongue, warmed by blood, and a rush of more adrenaline hitched her breath in the limited space allowed. Her right hand snatched up to cinch around the muscled arm that bunched beneath her slick palm, tightening around her throat. She choked, lips parting around a gasp and a curse as she raked her bloodied nails and blackened fingers against his skin and jerked her body back, wrapped feet scraping through dirt even as ebony fog fled to the edges of her vision and clouded the expanse betwixt her ears.

“Let me go.” She demanded, lashes fluttering shut as the pressure increased; his hand was all-encompassing on her neck, a mortal frailty she refused to acknowledge, sundering all manner of breath as she struggled. A snarl surrounded her, followed by barks and whimpers, a cacophony that yipped and crowded from the shadows and nipped around her heels; she felt hot breath and tongues against her legs, thighs, more that scraped against her back and waist and yanked against the remains of silk wed to her heated body. Amma used his arm as an anchor and attempted to move out of their reach; leathery noses pressed heavily against her flesh and wet. Her weight pulled against him, but he barely budged. He merely held her there as an amalgamation of teeth, claw, and fur nearly swept her under, harsh eyes aglow in hazed-out yellows as ebony pupils narrowed and slivered. He hoisted her forward, fingers manacled beneath the line of her jaw as he inhaled, swift and deep, powerful as he took in her scent and glanced down the quivering lines of her body as she shook in his grasp- they were as fleeing quakes of rage, scorned by the hopeless endeavor of trying to remove herself from his grasp. Foolish. Brave.

Compared to him, she was merely an adolescent, minuscule, frail- but what he felt from her was entirely different, something that was other, unknown, and something else that he knew well from his aged life. Witches blood. An interwoven conjunction of it, a half-breed, he mused: HexenbrĂŒt and something else, something tainted with flickering kernels of loss and pain.

She smelled like
 death. Destruction. Empty. A void, perhaps, as the abyss of life that once was and had ever been. Insatiable for whatever remained hidden and yet unbound in those blue eyes.

“What are you?”

Amma wheezed at the inquiry; wasn’t that entirely ironic? A question that stalked through her life, what, who, an interrogation of self that sown itself deep into the vestiges of her heart and soul of souls. No one, nothing, and everything, she thought. Never known and constantly desired– never chosen. So, she laughed with a husked and drawn-out breath, nails sinking deep into his skin as the wolves frenzied around her. One flanked to her side to tear away at the silk knotted over her thigh, blunted canines brushed against her flesh, and she welcomed the bite that never came; let them tear her to pieces, she envisioned, let the torment begin anew in the hell unsought.

“That thing has been asleep for years, and now it has suddenly woken up and come here, to this island. And here you are. Climbing up from the Wailing Cliffs at that. So I’ll ask again, what are you? Who are you?”

“I don’t know,” came her honest answer. All the names she bore through life fell into the fractured shadows, leaving a mere husk of a girl in a tattered gown. A swift bark followed, and Amma winced, gritting around the burning pain in her leg as another wolf whimpered shrilly; a growl heaved from a massive maw thereafter, as if speaking amongst each other. They blended as a solitary unit of sheer power with various pelts of grey, brown, and muddied white. Some were donned in black and coppery reds, a myriad of colors blended perfectly into the sanguine darkness. Amma counted at least eight of them that she could see, all many heads taller than her, some even crested at his shoulder that flexed under her searching gaze. Not just wolves, she thought; they presented too-human mannerisms in how they chuffed and shook, powerful muscles coiling beneath their pelts as they paced in tight circles around them, her wounded leg now exposed.

Nostrils flared, and those piercing eyes glanced down in response. There were more clamoring barks and whines, warnings trills as fresh blood wept and oozed, and Amma nearly screamed from the burning sensation that lanced through her veins, a familiar agony that she had felt once before in the eternal darkness.

“You were in Limbo. I can smell it on you. And the thing that attacked you.”

“Limbo? That means what to me?” She challenged in a rasp, her fingers clutching at the rough-hewn skin of his hands, feeling the raised purchase of scars. He still refused to release her, and a frustrated call slithered from her lips and teeth, bone against her pout as she twisted her body; she was not accustomed to feeling so helpless, so powerless. Within and without, Amma felt at a loss from the manifest that made her up in its entirety, to be so intertwined with the leagues of chaos and destruction, and then bitterly denied their droning resonation at her weakest moment. She couldn’t decipher what emotion brewed betwixt her ribs and stuck to the rungs that shuddered around her exhales, but the void of once frightening symphonies of nihilism was blissfully vacant.

“It means you don’t belong here, yet you have witch blood in you. Perhaps that is why the Wendigo’s bite hasn’t taken you.” He paused, a quizzical cant to his head, studying her in sincerity as he finally lowered her and relinquished his hold on her throat. “Yet something is missing, something taken. Witch and something
 else.” Amma drew in her great gasps as she fought to breathe, a frigid glare slanted through her lashes as ice floes adrift in the sea, paling with her exhaustion as she heavily said:

“I’m not a witch.”

“Not entirely, no.” A wolf of muddied, pale fur fit its massive, wedge-shaped head beneath his free arm, a soft whine and a growl directed at her for the tiniest slivers of her nails had raked through. She is reminded of another and swiftly looks away. “But you will be dead.”

“What?” Amma snapped, teeth clacking together and her brow plummeting low over her glare. “I’m already dead; you can’t kill me.”

“You’re not dead. Though if I wanted, you already would be.” He responded, matter-of-fact, sounding almost bored as he stroked through the white pelt of the wolf still nestled against his side, a delicate tail swishing to and fro; it was surreal to witness him caress and dote on such a creature that she had to look up at. He towered over her even, causing her to crane her neck back to fully meet the golden ochre of his gaze that pierced right through her as a predator would.

“Is this not hell?”

“There is no such place. You’re in Ünterland.”

And it is at that very mention of a place that Amma stills; everything is leeched entirely away from her, replaced by acrid realization as rusted keys twist achingly slow and click with finality, locks once more falling away into the chasm of her despairing memory, the white veil of her mother poised delicately across a mirror of mirrors, lips moving soundlessly as her voice whispers through the darkness of her wavering thoughts:

There is a place
As if the roots of a great tree
A Tree of Life, if you will
And in such a place is where I was born

It is like this world, and yet not.
Twisted, maybe, fallen to some
Many things and creatures live there
For the monsters are very much real

And it is called Ünterland.


The weight of remembrance plummets low onto her heart, dragging with it an unforeseen wealth of damning evocation for many things forgotten and locked away. A whispering chant accompanies the trauma endured as she falls, her ashes fanned and peeled wide as she suddenly lists and faints, caught within golden arms twined in scars.

A warbling growl mutters against his side, and he carefully shifts, hoisting Amma’s weight with ease. He glances at the pale yellows amassed before him, eagerly awaiting the direction of their master.

The Jarl will want her.
Yes, he’s been searching for thralls and concubines.

But would he want a witch?
She’s not a witch.

Do we take her to the coven?
Would they even want her?

What is she?!


“Silence,” he barks, once mundane features shifting eerily to something more lupine and feral, a transitional phase as muscles quivered and bunched, a coiling need spiraling through as he glances down to the girl in his grasp. He needed answers, and what’s more, with the dragon having returned, the island was fated to suffer the storm of its wrath should it be provoked. This girl was connected; only he could not fathom how or why; with an unwavering hold, he glanced down to the bite festering on her pale thigh and turned to face the treeline where a trembling roar shook through the forest and great wings once more took to the red-hued sky, heralding a massive cloud of black imbued with crackling crimson light.

“We’re taking her to the witches.”

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| A few weeks from now.

She follows the chittering moths into the gloom, lured and seduced by demented yellows and shades of grey. Darkness wavers and undulates with every step she takes, as they told her it would, for they told her to keep going even if she could not see. Something pulls her forward, something connected to the void of self, and she searches in vain for fragments of power splintered and lost. The further she travels, a blackened blade in hand with its jeweled pommel nestled against her scars, the more her path slowly descends as gentle slopes into the shadows. Wailing howls sound at her back, warning drones that pitch and claw against her lobes, she had managed to get away, but at what cost as she ventured onto this plane unknown with no direction other than the strings of fate that wavered and spooled away from her chest?

She caresses white petals that have curiously remained, coiling tendrils bidden to and by her touch.

She hears her name, a desperate and pleading summons, a voice she recognizes but cannot believe. Not here in this cresting black, for nothing here could be trusted, for though it was not hell, it still twisted and malformed her desires and plagued her heart with the manifest of her dreams and shattering nightmares. Visions that she has suffered for weeks with more fiendish memories cantering through rusted hinges and bleeding chasms of hate.

In the distance, she can see them, hazed out in pools of ink. They reach for her with desperate hands, crying out her name—her true name. She reaches for them, fingers splayed and clawing through the dark. She is almost there and so close that she can finally see them as they say her name repeatedly as a mantra, a prayer falling and tumbling from their lips.

It was almost too good to be true.

And so it was as from the pitch of black came a viperish maw rent open, hollowed fangs aimed for her- for them- as from its bite came a sudden eddy of a swirling vortex of familiar scarlet power with faded edges of silver.
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In the beginning...

Before time began, there was only darkness, a ceaseless void until the Light revealed himself.

The Light became known as the One.

The One who has always been, who never ends and who never began.

The One who reigns above all.

From the One came a seed planted deep within the Abyss. There, out of the void, grew a tree, and upon its many branches, life began. The roots drew upon the primordial Abyss, siphoning energy from the void and from the Light. This energy, the Vis, rapidly accelerated the growth of the tree and led it to flower and bloom. Some branches flourished and grew strong, bearing fruit while others grew briefly before withering away, their fruit rotting and falling into the void.

There on the tree, the fruit brought life and the One cared for them all. He ruled with love and care and placed a Watcher over each branch, but his most trusted, he placed in dominion over the roots of the tree which provided the lifeforce for all the fruit-bearing branches.This Caretaker was above all the other Watchers and the was given dominion over them along with access to the Vis.

But the Caretaker drank of the Vis and soon began to think himself more powerful than the One. He began to see his position as servitude rather than a privilege. The Caretaker of Roots allowed his heart to harden and soon began to resent the One Above All. In his anger, he sought to bring others to his side and rally the Watchers against their master. Some sided with the Caretaker, and so war broke out in the heavens as the Watchers turned upon one another.

War erupted in the heavens, the Caretaker and his forces versus the One and his. But the Caretaker was caught off guard by the power wielded by the One, and those who followed the Caretaker soon found themselves defeated and fed to the void. The Caretaker’s rebellion was quickly quelled and he became known as the Deceiver for leading the other Watchers astray. Returned to the roots of the tree of Life, he was forced to remain deep beneath the sprawling tree, banished from the presence of the Light.

The tree's roots were the source of all life, but also a reflection of it, and within them grew the Deceiver's domain. A world beneath, quite similar to those above but yet different, twisted and mirrored. Imprisoned betwixt the roots, the Deceiver was unable to confront the One directly, but that didn’t end the war as he continued to use the Vis, to create, to mold and to unleash beings and creatures to his own end.

These Hellions posed a danger to the life spawned by the Tree and so the One put charge on a Watcher to protect the realms from the dangers that the Roots spawned. And so Samael became the Angel of Death, striking out against the forces of the Deceiver.

But, the Deceiver was no fool.

He knew the Light, the One Above All had dispatched forces against his creations and so he reached into the Void and drew back his allies, Watchers who had become so imbued with the Void they tarnished the Vis. With great satisfaction, the Deceiver watched the ancient force fragment and splinter, splitting into the Nox and the Lux. His Watchers became Mothers to this new magic, and it became part of their very lifeforce.

Mothers of Magic, witches, the Hexemalefik.

And the Deceiver's favourite of these was Lilith.

Taking on the form of the One’s created, Lilith stole away through Limbo, ascending the tree until she found a paradise where she met a man. So Lilith deceived the man, whom the One called Adam. And so Lilith bore Adam, many daughters, a witch’s brood and thus the Hexenbrut were created to spite the One.

And so like Lilith, her sisters followed to this paradise and the witches laid with the men and soon the Hexenbrut spread across paradise bringing with them the ancient magic bestowed by the Deceiver.

The Vis was a powerful draw for Man who inherently craved power and many sought to learn from the Hexenbrut and their mothers, the Hexemalefik. While most lacked the talent, some were marked from birth and others still were persistent enough to unlock the secrets of the Vis, mastering it and manipulating its forces through tools and other means. Thus, the Draoi were created, mortals who unlocked the secrets of the universe.

The One saw his paradise corrupted and he mourned. But Samael went to war and so, the Angel of Death descended upon the Paradise Lost.

The Watcher alone clashed against the Witches and their brood. As the war waged, the Draoi; afraid to lose their power, sided too with the Witches and slowly Samael found himself overwhelmed and driven back.

Wounded, the Watcher plummeted from the sky, landing among the humans of Midyeden. There humans saw Samael and in the spirit of their creator, nursed the Watcher back to health. But the Witches found Samael and razed the village who saved him.

Discovering a survivor, it was Samael’s turn to return the favour and he allowed his blood to grace the human’s lips. The infusion of Watcher strengthened the human far beyond what they had been before. Granted the Watcher’s sight and power, the human became a hunter and so Samael built an army more numerous than the sparrows.

The Witches were hunted to extinction and the brood purged from Midyeden, exiled back to Ünterland. Draoi were scattered and hunted like Hellions as Samael’s Sparrows and their kin pursued them for the next millennia until they too were forgotten like dust in the wind.

Forgotten, but not gone. This is the story of one such hunter, one of the last surviving JĂ€ger. Come closer and listen awhile to a tale of her.

There once was a woman who lived a life so strange it had to be true.
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| Several Years Ago
The steady hum of traffic eight floors below her bedroom echoed in the ears of Ellara Van Abrams as her tired eyes slowly opened to the dimly lit room. The blinds on the window adjacent to her bed were once again left ajar from the previous night and now allowed what little sunlight there was beneath the heavy cover of clouds to freely pass into the room. Letting out a loud, audible groan, Ellara pulled one of her numerous pillows over her face, groaning again as she rolled about restless, vainly trying to get comfortable enough to return to her slumber.

Unfortunately for Ellara, her bladder had its own demands and there was no way she was going to be able to return to sleep given the amount of bourbon that now required a release. With one final groan, the young woman reluctantly stood, wobbling slightly as she exited her room, making it halfway towards the bathroom before pausing to realize she wasn’t wearing any pants. Leaning against the wall, Ellara pressed a hand to her pounding head as she focused her hearing, listening to the apartment. While she could hear Mrs. Sinclair’s pot boiling three doors down, she couldn’t hear Natalie’s breathing which meant that in this moment, she thankfully had the apartment to herself.

Finishing her trip to the bathroom, Ellara stumbled her way back down the hall and into the kitchen. Rummaging through their admittedly lightly stocked cupboards, Ellara pulled out a package of coffee, looking down into as she noticed there was only enough left for one. With a shrug, she emptied the box, brewing herself a cup. Walking to the fridge, Ellara grabbed a pen before quickly scribbling ‘kahfi’ with a sad face on the roommates’ ‘Out Of’ list.

Sitting down with the freshly brewed mug, Ellara noted an open bottle of Jack’s sitting out on the table. Assuming it could only have been hers as she had never seen Natalie so much as take a shot in the eight months they’d been living together, Ellara absently poured a portion of the bottle into her mug before taking a long, loud sip.

The ring of her cellphone caused Ellara to jump as her hands immediately went to her thighs only to slap against bare skin as she was once again reminded about her current lack of pants. Honing in on the sound, Ellara slowly stood as she walked out of the kitchen into the apartment’s modest living room, a confused look crossing her face as she spotted her discarded jeans atop the back of the old recliner Natalie had somehow managed to bring up eight flights of stairs.

Grabbing the jeans, Ellara lazily flopped over the arm of the chair as she pulled the scratched phone out of the backpocket, quickly sliding her thumb across the screen pressing the device to her shoulder with her cheek.

“Hello.” She answered flatly, having not bothered to look at the number before doing so.

“Hello,” The familiar male voice replied as Ellara felt her cheeks flush, her hands curling into fists as the person on the other end continued to speak. “I’m looking to speak to Ellara Van Abrams, is this her?” He asked as Ellara quickly snapped back.

“What the hell do you want?” Even after seven years, the pain of being kicked out by her Uncle was still a raw nerve.

“I’ll take that as a yes,” Her Uncle replied dryly, Ellara could practically hear his eyes rolling through the phone as she sat up in her chair. “Glad to see you’re as charming as ever.”

“You aren’t just calling out of the blue to banter with me, Uncle Thomas.” Ellara retorted. “If you could get to the damn point and quite wasting both of our fuckin’ time that’d be peachy.”

“Being rid of you was the best decision of my life, if I had done it sooner your Aunt, God rest her soul,” He paused as Ellara seethed, “Might still be alive today.”

“What do you fuckin’ want!” Ellara screamed into the phone, at this point she was now standing in the middle of the room, practically holding the phone in front of her. The man on the other end went quiet, several silent moments passing before he spoke again.

“Your father sent me something.” He stated, Ellara freezing as she heard the words. “Well, a whole lot of something and I don’t really want it. It rightfully belongs to you and the fewer things I have to do with you Van Abrams the better.”

“W-what...” Ellara paused, her voice cracking as she swallowed hard before speaking again. “What is it?”

“It’s a crate, large but still of a size I can fit it in the back of my truck.” Thomas replied, “I know you’re living in Seattle now, I can have it there by the end of the week.” He continued, “Do you have a place I can send it?” He asked.

“Yes.” Ellara replied flatly, her answer hanging in the air as Thomas waited on the other end of the line.

“I need the address, Ellara.”

“One twenty-” She started before suddenly pausing. “No, wait, actually can you send it to my work?” Ellara asked.

“If you give me the address.” He repeated once again as Ellara quickly punched the ‘Tír na nÓg’ into Google, selecting the address before dropping it into a text.

“I just sent it to you.” Ellara replied.

“I’ll make sure it goes out today,” Thomas said, pausing as he went to say something else before suddenly Ellara ended the call. Throwing the phone to the ground, Ellara screamed towards the ceiling before storming back into the kitchen. Throwing back her sour mash laced coffee, Ellara slammed the empty mug back onto the table before heading towards the shower.
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Previously: Teeth

Aurora woke with a start, bolting upright and gasping for air, almost as if she had been trapped underwater. Her pulse spiked as her surroundings came into focus, sapphire eyes adjusting to the dim light cast by flickering sconces mounted on cold stone walls. The room smelled ancient, like damp minerals and decayed wood, and although it was spacious, it felt suffocating, covered in regal tapestries and heavy furniture. A low fire crackled in an ornate hearth, but its warmth felt distant, the noticeable chill in the air alighting goosebumps underneath her leathers.

“You’re awake.”

Across the room, the vampire from the forest stood near a tall, arched window draped with heavy curtains, his silhouette framed by the crimson moonlight that filtered in through the pane, sharp features cast in shadow. He seemed to study her through the reflection in the glass, holding a crystal goblet filled with a dark liquid she didn’t want to identify, his lips curling into a faint smirk.

The redhead stiffened, realizing that the last thing she remembered was being chased and subsequently bitten. Her hand shot to her neck and she winced at the tenderness beneath her fingers. The skin was broken, faint ridges of punctures sending a jolt of panic through her.

“Where
?” She started, her throat dry and voice hoarse.

“My home,” He answered casually, turning to face her. He was every bit as predatory and impossibly elegant as before, ghostly pale skin nearly glowing against their dark surroundings and obsidian hair falling over his forehead in pieces. “I couldn’t very well leave you out there, now could I? The forest is no place for a girl like you. You’re welcome, by the way.”

“You’re welcome?” Aurora questioned incredulously, his suggestion of her owing him her gratitude absurd, “You attacked me!” Her voice raised in volume, anger bubbling in her chest.

“Attacked? If I’d truly attacked you, darling, you wouldn’t be breathing right now.” His midnight eyes glinted with amusement, apparently finding his own lethal nature somewhat humorous. “But you can relax,” He stated, stepping away from the window and setting his glass down before clasping his hands behind his back. “You’re unharmed. I couldn’t take much more than a taste.”

“A taste?” Her stomach churned, the mere thought of his fangs sinking into her making her feel lightheaded.

“Don’t be so dramatic,” He tutted, “The scent of your blood was- is, intoxicating. And yet
” He trailed off, his eyes flicking to her neck, where the faintest smear of crimson stained fair skin. His expression darkened, shifting from mirth to something harder to place.

“It burned me.”

Aurora froze, her breath catching in her throat.

“What?” She questioned, stunned. He moved closer now, his movements deliberate as he crossed the room.

“When I bit you
 your blood, it was like pure fire. Something old, something dangerous.” His gaze dropped to her palm, narrowing. “And that is why.”

The rune.

Aurora’s opposite hand moved to cover it and he chuckled, low and dark, at her feeble attempt to conceal the marking. Ellara had only promised that it would keep them safe on their journey, yet failed to mention all of the protective qualities that the rune must have instilled. When it had felt like her body was being set aflame during the ritual - for her blood to have burned a vampire- the hairs stood up on the back of her neck.

“Well if I’m no use to you then, why am I here?” She asked defiantly, though still shaky, and the vampire raised an eyebrow, his gaze never leaving her. “Who are you?”

“I think the better question is- who are you? You’re clearly a stranger to this world. Something
 different. Not quite human, but not entirely like us, either.” He tilted his head, carnal-like, smirking.

“I simply can’t let such an intriguing little mystery like you slip away, at least, not until my curiosity is satisfied.” He laughed again, the sound deep and rich. “Besides
” His gaze swept over her, lingering. “It's not every day I come across someone so
 enchanting.”

Aurora’s cheeks burned, anger, embarrassment, and something else swirling together.

“I wonder, just how did you come by such an ancient rune? It’s no mere trinket.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Don’t lie to me,” He scolded, his tone quickly sharpening. “The rune- it’s a ward, nothing more. Protection, yes, but it’s a tool for survival, not power. Someone gave that to you, someone who knew this place would eat you alive without it.” The vampire studied her intently as he approached, his steps soundless, until he stood over her.

“Why are you here?”

The redhead tried to turn away, but something about his gaze was heavy and magnetic, pulling her in and holding her captive. The more she looked into his eyes, the harder it became to think clearly, and his voice wrapped around her, impossible to ignore.

“I-” She blurted, the words dragged from her throat against her will. “I’m looking for someone.”

“Someone important, I assume?” His intonation dropped lower, a hypnotic hum that made her vision blur.

“Yes.” She answered, the reply spilling out before she could hold it back. It made her skin crawl, the feeling that washed over as he compelled her, and she knew she had to snap out of it.

“Tell me, who is it that you are looking for?”

Aurora hesitated, his query sliding into her thoughts again like a blade through silk. She tried to push him out, gritting her teeth to stop herself from saying more, his presence overwhelming. Her nails dug into her palms, the sting centering her, but she had to resist, no matter how much her head swam or her body screamed to yield.

“Aurora.” His tone was pointed now, a command. She flinched at the sound of her own name, stomach twisting. How did he know that? The thought barely had time to settle before he asked the question again. “Who are you looking for?”

The truth slipped from her lips even as her heart pounded in her chest.

“Amma.” She revealed, her own voice almost foreign, “Her name is Amma.”

The vampire’s mouth curled into a satisfied smile, and he leaned in just a little closer, his eyes glinting with something darker.

“Good girl. Now we’re getting somewhere.”

“She was sent here unintentionally,” Aurora tried to bite back her words, to break the trance, but his compulsion was ironclad. She was simply a whisper carried on the current of his power. “We came to find her. To bring her back.”

“We?” The vampire’s eyes gleamed with interest, a dangerous spark igniting in their depths. “You’re not here alone, are you?”

She could feel the pull of his influence once more, but with Lorcán’s safety on the line, a newfound sense of urgency ignited within her. Like hell was she going to let him go after the boy she loved. Fighting back the haze clouding her thoughts, she spoke of her own volition.

“Get out of my head,” She hissed, gripping the edges of the chaise beneath her, grounding herself against the dizzying drive of his voice. The vampire’s eyes narrowed, the faintest flicker of frustration breaking through his composed exterior. Then, just as quickly, his smirk returned, sharper now.

“Stubborn,” He said softly, almost approvingly. “I like that. But stubbornness has its limits, Aurora, and so does my patience.” He gestured toward her palm with a flick of his fingers. “That may be permanent, but your resolve won’t last forever. We’ll continue this conversation later.”

Later?

“I’m not staying here.” The redhead stated in resistance at his insinuation, her eyes darting around the room as she tried to locate the quickest way out. It didn’t make a difference to her who she would try and find first- Lorcán, Ellara, Gil or even Amma - what mattered most was escaping from this place, and fast.

“That’s not for you to decide,” He spread his hands as though to show he meant no harm, though his fangs remained bared. “You will stay here for long as I desire. Besides, I find myself quite invested in your story." His dark gaze ran over her with unnerving precision, as if peeling away layers of her soul with each look. Aurora’s fists clenched at his words, her jaw tight as he turned and made his way toward the door, his movements fluid and unhurried.

“Get some rest, you’ll need it.” He called over his shoulder, his voice carrying a note of mockery. But before leaving the room, he turned back to face her, his midnight eyes locking with hers. She could have sworn they softened slightly, but it was too dark in the shadows to discern. “You’re safe here, sweet thing. Safer than you were out there.”

​​The heavy door groaned shut behind him, the audible echo of a lock sliding into place, trapping Aurora inside.
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Human #5.061: How Can I Make It OK?

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Still-quiet dawn crept in on velvet feet across the streets of Portland. A fragile light painting long strokes of gold and rose. Cleo rolled forward letting her skates whisper over the cracked asphalt, the emptiness of the road unfolding ahead of her, ready to be discovered. Her arms lifted, elbows loose, wrists fluid. Drifting over the road, passing and swaying across the painted lines as the symphonies heard only in the wires of her headphones threaded through her.

She twisted her ankle just so; allowing her body to spin in a slow, deliberate pirouette, allowing the world around her to bleed and blur into indistinct hues. The sprawl of the city rendered into a watercolor dream.

Manny and Lucas still slept while the haze of the night continued to linger in her veins, warm but sour. Buzz from the wine she’d drank into the night with Violet and Daisy. The wine she’d drank a little too fast - hoping that the rich body of the pinot noir would ease up the awkwardness between them all. The empath had been the first to drift to bed, but the first to rise and slip out into the morning, snatching up her skates to escape.

She hummed as she pushed forward, moving her arms fluidly with the music. With no interference around her, there was a brief moment of feeling free and light - like a bird.

Wings


Haven’s ruined wings ripped into her mind again mercilessly. Feathers torn from sinew, blood running in glistening rivulets, rising like smoke into the air. Garnet pools of memory churned within her, wine turned bile, until the taste of last night's wine clawed at the back of her throat, the colour of it too strikingly familiar to the stains that had seeped into the silk of her cream dress, staining it to ruins.

She tore to a halt by a patch of grass and caught her breath. Her breath came hard and ragged, and she leaned forward, bracing against the bark of a tree. Her visions came again, sharp-edged and relentless. Grotesque snapshots; ribbons of blood, the sound of flesh ripping, bones breaking, terrified screaming.

Cleo gripped at the earth.

“Stop, stop, stop,” she spoke in a broken whisper. Raising her hand again to rub against her heart instinctively.

When would it stop?




There was a peace to be found sat on the grass bare foot. The world had gentled, at least on the surface. Cleo sat free of her skates with her hoody beneath her - the cold air taking away the frightened heat from her skin. She allowed her eyes to close as she remained cross legged. Exhaling away as much of the visions as she could while scouring her mind for softer things—fleeting glimpses of warmth, laughter, a flicker of sunlight across a kitchen table that she danced around—but they felt thin. Faded photographs held up to the light.

“Cleo?”

The voice startled her. Soft and familiar, but still edged with recent estrangement, as though she was getting used to the cadence all over again. She opened her eyes and tilted her head upward, squinting against filtered sunlight to see Chaney standing above her. His hair was an unruly tumble of blond, his expression caught between worry and exhaustion - cheeks flushed red.

Chaney was no stranger to her peculiarities and whimsy, nor to the meditations she often drifted into with Manny. Still, the sight of her, motionless in the morning stillness, had stopped him mid-run.

“You’re up early,” he added, stretching his arms above his head, catching back his breath. “The others up?”

“Not when I left,” Cleo said, forcing a smile. “I just needed
 space. Air.”

“Yeah,” Chaney nodded, his face shadowed. “Me too.” He lowered himself onto the grass beside her, watching her carefully. “You okay?”

The question lingered between them and pressed uncomfortably against the silence. At last, she exhaled, shaking her head. “Nah,” she answered simply. The nonchalant honesty felt strangely like relief, like more than the meditation could have soothed. “Are you?”

Chaney’s frown deepened. “We should’ve fucking been there,” he said, his voice tight with regret.

“It wouldn’t have mattered,” Cleo replied quickly, her hand reaching out to touch his. “It wouldn’t have changed anything.”

But Chaney pulled his hand back, clenching it into a fist that sparked faintly with electricity. The arcs moved across his knuckles, small and furious. “Shit,” he muttered, shaking the energy away. “Y'know Nick? Nick was my lab partner. He
 he didn’t make it. He was my friend.” His voice cracked, and then he erupted, balled fists shaking at his sides as he stepped into the light. “I didn’t even get to—” He stopped.

He turned back to Cleo, an imploring and darkened expression that erased the sunlight from his features for a moment. “Show me.”

Her breath caught. “Show you what?” she asked, though the answer was already there between them.
He’ll never unknow.


“Please.” His voice cracked again as he knelt back down, desperation softening the edges of his anger, his eyes pleading, his posture begging. “I need to know.”

Cleo’s instincts screamed against it, but the weight of his grief was insistent, pulling at her resolve. She closed her eyes, a tear slipping free as her fingers moved, weaving the air until a bubble of energy formed between her palms.

He’ll never unknow.


It quivered and warped. Dark and unstable, its surface flecked with veins of red—like cracks in glass. She pushed it forward, her heart already aching with the regret of what she was about to share - the shape of her regret followed, glittering and gleaming in shades of dark green, a celestial bruise moving toward the man.

He’ll never unknow.


The bubble touched Chaney’s chest and burst with a splash and he gasped—a sharp, guttural sound that tore itself from his throat. It all hit him hard and fast - like a shower of bullets, cold and unrelenting. Everything and everything and everything. Fear roiled in his stomach, rising until it gripped his chest like two clawed fists in his lungs, burying any chance of him breathing again. The interpreted sounds came next: screams, the groan of the roof collapsing in, the wet, awful thud of bodies. The crack and shatter of ice forming from nowhere. The silence inside the waves of it. The sound of words that would never be spoken by the bodies suspended inside. The snuffing out of heartbeats.

He’ll never unknow.


His eyes widened, staring into nothing as the scents followed—sulfur, iron, spilled champagne, sweat, the acrid dust of ruined foundations.

He’ll never unknow.


He punched the grass beneath him and clenched it, the soil bunching up under his short nails. Sparks of his electricity surged outward, scorching the earth in singular currents. But it didn’t stop the next wave. An entire eclipse of deep, suffocating, despair. In those seconds, he was drawn so unwillingly into the crushing gravity of a void so absolute that it felt like the blackness there would swallow him whole, forever.

The connection broke and his jaw slackened, his breath ragged as the memory receded, leaving only a corrosive residue in his chest. He couldn’t unsee it, couldn’t unfeel the endless nothingness that had stared back at him.

In a surge of raw emotion, he turned to Cleo, pulling her into a fierce embrace. His electricity hummed faintly across her skin, and his eyes, glowing yellow, shimmered with tears.

“I’m so sorry,” he sobbed as his voice broke against her shoulder. “I’m so, so sorry.”




The sun climbed higher, painting the clear blue sky in bright daylight now, leaving only faint grey smudges of rain clouds to cling to the farthest horizon’s edge. Chaney finally broke the silence, his voice steadier, even if still subdued. “So
 the Foundation, huh? You’re really sure that’s what you all want?”

“Mmhmm,” Cleo murmured as her eyes closed once more. “There’s so much I still need to learn,” she added softly, but final. “But first, we’re doing a wee visit—seeing everyone.”

Chaney shifted–keeping a deliberate distance from the woman. Whether out of unease or some instinctual need to stay beyond the reach of her psionic energy. “Is
 is that a good idea?” he asked while uncertainty threaded through his words.

Cleo’s eyes flickered open, her brows knitting together in faint confusion. “Why wouldn’t it be? We miss you. The three of us. A lot.”

Chaney studied her reaction and a realisation flickered behind his eyes that he was glad he was far enough from her to keep it to himself. It was like she was refusing to face the last weeks of Team Eclipse. Or maybe she just didn’t want to dwell on it. Either way, he let the thought pass.

“We miss you guys too,” he admitted quietly, eventually. He returned his focus to the grass beneath his hands and plucked a blade from the earth, twisting it idly between his thumb and forefinger. “Why don’t we head back?” Chaney offered after a time, rising to his feet and brushing the dirt from his hands. “I can grab us some coffee?”

Cleo smiled faintly, a dreamy edge to her expression as if the morning had finally softened something inside her.“Alright.” She smiled. “I’ll stay for a couple more minutes. See you back there?”

“Yeah,” Chaney nodded, his movements still restless as he stretched, trying to shake off what he’d felt. The memory clung to him; like sweat that seeped beneath the skin. It prickled in his veins, refusing to leave him be, tattooed forever.
He turned back before leaving, his expression thoughtful. “By the way
” he began, his voice quieter now, almost hesitant. “That voice
 in the memory. Who is it?”

Cleo blinked, her brow furrowing. “What voice?” she asked, her head tilting.

“The one that calls your name,” Chaney said, the faintest hint of recognition of it in his own mind, just out of reach.

Cleo stared at him. “What are you talking about?” she said softly, though her voice betrayed her unease.

He didn’t wait for an answer, sensing her confusion - sensing something that pushed him back; and so he only glanced at her for a moment longer, his brow knitting with concern and apprehension, then turned and jogged off toward the distant tree line.

Cleo sat frozen. Clawing back through her memories for an echo of it.

She didn’t remember any voice.


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G I L E M O R Y G A L A H A D
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Location: Ünterland
Human #5.062 It's Coming Closer

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The mismatched pair trudged on for what felt like miles. Their surroundings were static; a dusty, dead landscape, only made ever-more uncanny by its passing resemblance to Gil's known reality. Every so often they'd pass by the crumbling ruin of something that used to be a building, co-opted for temporary shelter by some far-gone unknown, and Gil's insect companion would chitter quietly and seem to taste the air. Sometimes, she'd carry on at their steady pace; others, she'd hurry along, her wings flittering as she skipped forward at a clip, and Gil would scramble into a jog to catch up as they evaded whatever it was she fled from. Rarer was when she'd pause entirely, draw herself up to full height, splay her wings out full-width, and her clicking would escalate into an haunting screech, claws bared and mandibles quivering from the ferocity. Whatever it was her threat display was warding off never showed itself. Gil wasn't sure if that made him feel more or less safe.

He didn't often get the chance to study her; she held behind, bringing up the rear, ever-following. Were it not for her soft chitters, Gil might have forgotten she was there entirely. They did not speak; if Gil turned to look at her, her gaze shifted away, even if mere moments ago he had felt her eyes burning on his back. She was fearsome to look at, no doubt, and the hybrid biology of her form frightened Gil even beyond what he'd witnessed at PRCU - the conjured images of Haven and even the late Robert were still far more intrinsically human than his escort appeared to be in her form and mannerisms, and even her speech patterns were scattered, and suggested a difficulty with conversation that a native speaker of any earthly language would not possess.

All the while, the moon gleamed a brilliant and unnerving ruby above them, fixed in the sky as if hung upon a singular, immovable point. When Gil finally felt there was no more walking left in him to be done, his apparent guard seemed to sense it before he did; with a low-drone beating of wings, she scooped him up effortlessly with a firm grip hooked beneath his shoulders before carrying them both above the ossified treetops. She set down atop a strange stone tower, deteriorating but still intact. There were even ashen remnants of a long-dead fire against the parapet, an uneasy reminder that they were not alone. Gil sat down, leaning against the stone, rubbing his legs with his hand in an effort to soothe the ache.
"No fire," instructed his companion, "no beacon-light," and then as quick as she had flitted them up, she disappeared again, back down into the gloom; Gil suppressed the thought that perhaps she wouldn't come back, and he was stranded atop this ruin until he built the courage to attempt descent down its cragged and crumbling walls.

There was a sudden inhuman screech in the darkness, and Gil was glad to not be able to see its source, that cut out as sharply as it had begun. Long seconds passed, and then Gil could make out the droning buzz again, and she reappeared, fresh kill clutched between bloodied claws. He couldn't quite understand from the shape of it what it had been before she had set upon it; all the same, she began to tear into its side, jagged teeth ripping at flesh while the mandibles clicked and gnawed and passed snips of meat into her waiting maw. Deftly, one of her talon-tipped fingers ripped a neat seam around the ball joint of...some manner of limb, before tearing the appendage from the carcass entirely and proffering it to Gil. He did not take it.

"Eat. Time flows strange. Find yourself becoming hungry quick-soon." She said, bouncing her outstretched hand for emphasis, and Gil couldn't protest; it felt like probably only a few hours since he'd arrived in this bizarre place, but his stomach had begun the early pains of hunger all the same. He took the joint hesitantly, and inspected the meat. It was slick, but oddly blood-less, with a deep gray colour and a scent like dirt and clay. He decided to close his eyes before he sunk his teeth into the cold flesh.

It was...entirely neutral. Eating it cold was unpleasant, make no mistake, but there was no rancid taste or soured flavour like he expected from a creature that inhabited a place so fundamentally dead; he was hit with a potent aroma of soil in the back of his nose, but as he chewed only an earthy, aromatic palate spread throughout his mouth. Not wanting to explore the nuance, he quickly swallowed, and it was only then that the slickness of the beast made itself known - some sickly, all-encompassing oily substance, that coated his tongue and teeth and hit him with bitterness all the way in the back of his throat before sliding down his gullet with a revolting icy greasiness. Without warning Gil cast the meat aside and scrambled for the edge of the tower. He hung his head over the side of the stones and opened his stomach out onto the ground below.

The bug-girl clicked irritably, watching him closely with those large, beaded black eyes as Gil slumped back down, back against the parapet. He did not try another bite.
"You are weak-pathetic thing. Cannot eat. Half-limbed. This one wonders how you came-arrived here."
Gil glared back, gaze defiant and unwavering. He didn't respond, only holding up his rune-scarred hand in reply. She made that clicking laugh again, clearly amused by his recalcitrant mood.
"This one wonders how you carve-cut one hand without the other."

Gil sighed and let his shoulders go slack, defeated.
"I wasn't supposed to arrive alone. I came with others...but we got separated, somehow."
"Many things...crooked, about this place. This one thinks, that when things here go as planned, that is most odd-strange thing of all."
Gil couldn't help his own chuckle bubbling up from his gut at that. She tossed what was left of the carcass over the edge; her mandibles dripped with an oily sheen from the meat. She looked at him for a long time, and there was an air of awkwardness about her that seemed very, very human, like she was trying to build the courage to do something that made her deeply uncomfortable.
"What is your..." she paused, shuffling, her mandibles clicking softly. She even averted her eyes. Gil found it all strangely endearing. "What is your name?"

Gil blinked.
"Gil."
"Gil."
"Yours?"

She paused again, and this time it wasn't awkwardness - it was profound rumination, giving way to a great sadness.
"This one has forgotten. Truth-name long-lost."
Her voice was small and ashamed.
"What would you like me to call you?"

She thought once more, before finally returning her gaze to Gil's.
"This one believes...on island...this one was labeled-termed Hornet. It will do."



It had taken Gil perhaps the better part of nearly two months to get to where he was now, but finally - with assistance from the Townsend patriarch - he was within reach of his goal. Alyssa's father had been the lynchpin, the final domino to fall, in Gil's global tour in search of the disappeared redhead; Gil had been quickly put in contact with the object of his quest and they had finally met just a few nights previous, finally able to discuss what had happened at the fateful night of the dance, finally able to put answers to questions that had otherwise burnt holes straight through Gil. Luce had remained steadfastly non-expressive the entire evening, sipping back-to-back lagers with nary a twitch of the eyebrow. Alyssa had seemed contrite, almost guilty, though in truth Gil couldn't find it in him to actually blame her. Instead, he just wanted to know what had actually happened, and how best to return Amma unharmed. Alyssa was happy to oblige.

A few empty pints later had Gil sufficiently drunk to assuage the growing existential dread from Alyssa's rabbit-hole explanation, tangents on tangents winding the conversation around Gil's mind until he finally decided to stop thinking, start drinking, and just accept everything he was being told at face value with no incredulity or skepticism or rolled eyes. When Alyssa had finally finished, Gil asked how he could get into Ünterland to rescue Amma. At that, Alyssa had shifted uncomfortably, concern and something approaching fear crossing her face.

It was Luce who said:
"You need to meet Ellara."

And then the arrangements were made.



Gil startled awake to a distant but powerful screeching and roaring. It was pure dread distilled into sound, shaking through him and leaving terror behind in the pit of his stomach. Frantic, he scrabbled to his feet, the movements clumsy and ill-practiced, made on half-asleep legs and without the support of his missing arm. His head snapped around but saw nothing, and as the roar faded it was once again only him and Hornet atop the tower, still bathed in the eerie glow of the crimson moon.

“Far-distant. Not to worry us, for now.” Hornet said, returning to her perch atop the parapet. She, too, was shaken, but her careful movements and bullish posture hid her fear. Gil understood she was prideful, and had adequate reason to be; but not for the first time, he remembered she was not native to this place either. “Still - this one has not heard beast such as that before. Tread light-careful.”
“How long was I out?” Gil said, pushing off the last of sleep’s lingering touch and looking over the edge of the tower. He wasn’t sure what he was looking for.
“Question silly-stupid. Time different meaning here. Not as this one remembers from island. You will come to learn-know.”
Gil rolled his eyes. He could see the remnants of his vomit splashed down the side of the tower and the stone was still slick and shiny in the moonlight. Can’t have been that long.
“We should get moving. We can’t waste any more t-”
He stopped, looking at Hornet. How was she managing a smirk, without lips to speak of? Mandibles couldn’t smirk, in as far as he knew. Yet, still, she was effectively and amusedly patronizing him nonetheless.
“We should get moving.”
“As you wish-want. This one anxious to be out-free too.”

She stood to her full height and her wings wafted lazily for a few moments before beginning to beat in earnest, and quickly they were a blur, lifting her effortlessly off the floor. She swooped quickly behind Gil and hooked him under the arms once again, and then they were off the tower and moving with a fierce purpose back toward the ground proper; Gil marvelled at the subtle strength of his companion, how she lifted them both through the air without exertion or complaint. How much did she weigh, he wondered? How thick was her chitinous shell, and were there muscles beneath or some other biological mechanism? He recalled early school biology lessons, factoids about insect hydraulics. Despite her exterior, Gil observed more often than not the human in Hornet - who had she been before all of this? Had there been a before?

“Hornet-” he asked, speaking aloud over the drone of her wings, “you talk about an island. About wanting rescue. Which island do you mean? Where did you come from?”
The question hung in the air. Gil wasn’t sure she’d heard him, and was poised to either repeat or discard his question, when she suddenly clicked her mandibles and opened her mouth to reply.

The answer never came; at first, Gil thought it had been her screech, her roar, that he had unearthed some ungodly pain or anger within her - but suddenly they were crashing to the ground, rolling and tumbling, and the roar was still going. It reverberated all around them and rattled Gil’s bones, at once both distant and all-encompassing. A deep, primal fear burst up within him, and as he pulled himself to his feet once again, he could see Hornet writhing in the dust and dirt, her antenna twisting, hands pushed fast against the small holes on either side of her head that were once ears. She was shrieking in pain and terror herself, but the noise was paled and muted against the sheer power of the roar that surrounded them. It clattered through Gil to the back of his teeth and up his spine, and the longer it lasted the more Gil felt a pressure simultaneously closing in around him and building up within him. It all pushed toward a crescendo, a climax, a denouement that he was sure would pop him like a blister and burst his insides against the dirt.

There was a sharp heat against Gil's leg that he could barely register above the undulating roar. Instinctively, his hand swatted and groped at the pain-point, pushed into his pocket and found the source: the ring given to him on the beach, all those weeks ago. It was vibrating, subtle but intense, and it seemed to throb and glow with an imperceptible aura but for a low pulsing shockwave around it. Gil looked closer. The centred ruby seemed as if something swirled and writhed within it. Gil had a clear feeling that it was looking back.

Against his better judgement, he was suddenly compelled to slip the ring over the middle finger on his remaining hand, a dextrous but no-less-awkward movement. All at once, the roar ceased, and Gil stood up. Hornet's shrieks petered out, and she shuddered against the ground, breathing heavily.

Gil raised his arm, pointing with a preternatural assurity to some invisible destination. Hornet slowly drew herself to all fours, and then to her knees, her antenna still twitching and her hands trembling. She looked to Gil, then followed his gesture with her gaze into the deep, black unknown.
"We must go that way."
She was afraid; but she didn't argue.
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The dining room buzzed with a lucid intensity, as if a thousand fireflies were trapped within the light surrounding her. The chandelier hung above like a radiant sun, its warm yellow bulbs casting a golden glow that ran across the polished wooden table. Each reflection sparkled, twinkling like constellations, while Harper kept her eyes locked on her plate, as if it held the secrets of the universe. Yet, despite her attempt to escape, the room continued to hum around her with vivid details; every groove in the table's wood grain seemed to tell a story, and each tiny imperfection shouted for her attention like a child seeking validation.

Pay attention to me. Pay attention to me.
The table. The plate. The light above.
Pay attention to me.

The food before her was no different, a mosaic of textures and colours so vibrant they seemed almost alive. The roasted peppers gleamed like jewels, and the chicken’s golden brown crust sat untouched against the bed of greens. Even the tiny drops of water on her glass caught her eye, each droplet clinging to the surface like precious pearls frozen in a moment of time.

It was a feast for the eyes, an avalanche of colours and shapes that made it hard for Harper to focus.

She felt a tight knot twist in her chest, the vibrant chaos overwhelming her senses and urging her to close her eyes and escape into darkness. However, Harper had figured out quickly that shutting her eyes wouldn’t make the vivid scene vanish; instead, it would only etch those details deeper into her mind, making every colour, every shape, and every glimmer more unforgettable.

She would remember it all, whether she wanted to or not.

Across from her, Sierra sat with the kind of casual composure that somehow made her presence larger than life. The light from above lit her figure, turning strands of her hair into burnished copper ribbons that swayed with her every movement. Harper’s gaze flickered to her face—just briefly—before snapping back down. Her sister’s features were as defined as ever, the angular sharpness of her jawline and cheekbones softened only by the lazy slant of her lips. She was confident without trying to be, her brow furrowed slightly as if in constant thought, and there was something about her that reminded Harper of stone walls—unyielding and only weathered by time.

The chair next to Harper, on the other hand, stood lonely and bare, a clear sign of her aunt and uncle's absence this evening. They had mentioned a military dinner, emphasizing its importance with words such as “necessary” and “crucial”, yet their eyes had carried a hint of sadness. This wasn’t a new routine, after all. If anything, it felt like a familiar tune played on repeat, leaving Harper with a sense of emptiness that had accompanied her when Sierra and she had first arrived. In those moments, Sierra, only eighteen, filled the void as best she could—cooking, cleaning, and organizing both their lives with a determined efficiency that often left Harper feeling more like a burden than a sister.

And tonight, as the light buzzed too brightly and the room stretched too large, that void felt deeper than ever.

“You barely touched breakfast yesterday,” Sierra had even said earlier that morning, her tone pointed but lacking its usual bite. “And lunch wasn’t any better. I’m really worried about you
.”

Harper had not answered before, just as she remained mute now. Food simply didn’t feel the same anymore—it wasn’t comfort, nor was it nourishment. It was just... another demand. Another chore on her to-do list. Another expectation she couldn’t meet.

Here in the present, everything was the same.

Sierra’s fork clinked against her plate as she took another bite of the dinner she’d prepared—a meal that smelled rich and inviting but sat like lead in Harper’s stomach just from the thought of tasting it. Then, leaning forward slightly, she nudged Harper’s plate toward her with a faint screech of ceramic against the wooden table.

“Please just take a bite,” Sierra insisted, a deep layer of care wrapped within her directive, a gentle shove.“I spent all afternoon making this.”

Harper didn’t move, despite feeling Sierra’s gaze on her—expectant.

“I’m not hungry,” she mumbled.

Sierra sighed, though the sound came out more like a huff. “Harper, you’ve barely touched anything all day. You need to eat something.” Her fork clinked against her own plate as she speared a roasted pepper. “It’s just dinner. It won’t kill you.”

The light overhead continued to blaze like a brilliant star. Harper could now feel the tiny beads of sweat gathering at the nape of her neck, while her heart thudded faster like a drum urging her to respond. It felt as if the world had tilted on its axis, burdened by the heavy expectations of Sierra and everyone around her.

“It’s not that simple,” Harper murmured, regardless of knowing that Sierra’s understanding would remain just out of reach. Beautiful in theory, but practically impossible.

“Not that simple?” Sierra repeated with a mix of disbelief and impatience. “It’s food
. You pick up the fork, take a bite, chew, and swallow. A very simple sequence of actions that you’ve done for how long now? 15 years? How is it complicated?”

Harper’s hands curled tightly into fists on the table, her nails digging painfully into her palms, leaving tiny messages of torment. Tears burned in her eyes blurring her vision, though she kept her gaze fixed on the table knowing that if she lifted her eyes and met Sierra's disappointed stare, it would shatter her resolve like glass underfoot. “It just
is,” she murmured weakly.

Sierra exhaled through her nose, saying nothing at first. Every second that passed seemed to stretch endlessly, the silence hanging between them like an uninvited guest who refused to leave.

“You can’t keep acting this way. You’re taking advantage of their kindness. Do you really want to be anywhere else? Like—” Sierra stopped short, her words hanging heavy in the air. “Like that orphanage we visited years ago.”

Something deep down inside Harper felt like it was shattering at those words as she looked up.

No, this wasn’t what she wanted. She never meant to make life harder for anyone at all. Yet, as time kept on by as if nothing had happened, it became harder and harder for Harper to hold on to the pieces of who she was. It felt like she was fading away, little by little, right before her eyes.

Her vision sharpened painfully against her wishes, like the world had decided she needed to see everything—every crack, every flaw, every line etched into the distinct colours around her. Because maybe then, she could make sense of it. Maybe then, she could fix it.

What was happening to her? Why couldn’t she stop it?

Suddenly, Sierra’s face was like a picture in a gallery, too bright and too detailed. Each little feature jumped out at Harper as if she were looking through a magnifying glass. She noticed the tiny furrow between her sister’s eyebrows that seemed to grow deeper and the way Sierra pressed her lips into a thin, tight line, quivering slightly at the edges. It was as if each breath Sierra took was a struggle like she was trying hard to keep something inside.

Harper wished she could wipe the image from her mind. For her thoughts to let go of the idea that something deeper hid beneath Sierra’s irritation. For her not to notice the sadness that clung to Sierra's lips, twisting them into a frown, or the subtle redness around her eyes that hinted at sleep being just as evasive for her.

The world around her blurred, the colours fading into each other like a watercolour painting left out in the rain. She squeezed her eyes shut, wishing she could somehow escape what she had just witnessed, to magically reset her thoughts or wipe away the images that danced behind her eyelids.

Her hand jerked forward, a clumsy, unthinking motion.

With a deafening crash, the ceramic plate shattered on the ground, jolting Harper from her spiralling thoughts.

She didn’t intend for it to happen—she wasn’t even sure how it had. Now, shards of white and blue littered the floor below her, while bits of chicken, brightly coloured peppers, and leafy greens were strewn about as if the meal had exploded into an uninvited art piece.

The world seemed to hold its breath for a single moment, the crash ringing in Harper’s ears like a final, damning verdict.

“I didn’t—” Harper stammered, but her voice faltered. She swallowed hard, her throat tight as she battled with her feelings. “I really didn’t mean to.”

Sierra slid out of her chair without a word, her movements awkward and stiff. As she crouched down, her gaze fixated on the crime scene spread before her, eyes darting back and forth. It was as if she was weighing her thoughts on a scale, trying to decide how to respond to yet another mess Harper had created. Her fingers gently lifted a stray piece of chicken from the ground before she carefully returned it to the remnants of the shattered plate. All the while, Harper sat still as a statue, her fists trembling in her lap, eyes wide as she observed her sister.

“What more do you want from me, hm?” Harper heard Sierra murmur quietly, as if the words were meant for the untouched meal scattered across the floor. Their gazes finally connected, brown eyes meeting hazel. “What the hell do you want from me? This isn’t even our home. We don’t belong here.”

She rose abruptly, her chest rising and falling like a bellows, every breath seemingly a labour of love wrapped in exasperation.

“Fine, you wanna starve yourself until there’s nothing left? Go right ahead! What the fuck do I care!”

Harper flinched, but Sierra wasn’t finished.

“Do you think this is easy for me? Do you think I like cleaning up your messes, over and over again, while you sit there and—” She broke off, her voice catching. In an instant, she seemed to deflate, the anger fading as her eyes flickered away, as if the mere sight of Harper was a flame too painful to bear.

“I didn’t mean to,” Harper whispered again, her voice so soft it barely carried across the table. The tears that had been threatening finally spilled over, trailing hot and fast down her cheeks. “I didn’t mean for any of this
”

“Yeah, well, intent doesn’t really matter, does it?” Sierra retorted, though her words had lost some of their bite. She turned her back, tousling her chestnut hair that shimmered under the chandelier like spun gold. “The plate’s still broken. The food’s still on the floor. And you’re still sitting there like you’re the only one who’s hurting.”

Sierra sighed deeply, her shoulders wilting with her last bit of energy seemingly spent. Crouching once more, she carefully gathered the shattered pieces of the plate, the silence broken only by the almost mournful sound of ceramic clinking against the wooden floor

“You know, Dad wouldn’t have put up with this,” Sierra said quietly, her voice barely audible. “He would’ve made you eat, whether you wanted to or not. He wouldn’t have
” She paused, her fingers hovering over a jagged piece, her eyes darting to Harper's downcast face. “But he’s not here, is he? So I guess it’s just me.”

Harper lowered her head, letting her long hair fall like a curtain around her face. She felt the urge to say something, to offer a soothing word that could lift the heavy fog of silence that surrounded them, but the words were trapped inside her, like birds caught in a cage made of guilt and shame. Each time she opened her mouth to speak, her emotions pressed against her lips, silencing her thoughts.

Meanwhile, Sierra showed no signs of softness as she hurled the jagged shards of the shattered plate into the trash. Standing upright for a brief moment, she wiped her hands on her jeans, keeping her back turned to Harper. The wall of hurt and disappointment between them felt almost tangible as if it were an unbridgeable canyon that Harper couldn’t look past, even if she tried to keep her gaze away.

“Just...clean this up,” she said, her voice a thin thread of exhaustion. “And figure out what you’re going to do next time.”

Sierra hesitated at the door for just a second, her hand on the knob. Then, without another glance, she disappeared, leaving Harper with nothing but a silence heavier than any shouting match could ever be. The young girl sat there, as still as a statue, her gaze locked on the scattered remnants of what used to be. The broken bits and food scraps sparkled in the light, teasing her like a cruel joke.

You can’t fix this. You can’t fix you.

She wanted to call after Sierra, to tell her she was sorry, that she didn’t mean for any of this. That she didn’t understand what was happening to her.

But no words came.

And as the light buzzed above, too bright and too cruel, Harper sat alone. Completely and utterly alone.

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Location: The Foundation Institute - Atlantic Ocean
Human #5.063: Sentio ergo sum
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Previously: The Gilded Cage


The last morsel glided down her throat, though Harper hardly remembered raising the fork to her lips. It was as if her hands had acted of their own accord, betraying her resolve in a sequence of movements so automatic they felt mechanical. The bitter irony of it twisted in her gut.

A simple sequence of actions. That’s all it really had been.

All the same, the heavy burden of what she’d done sank into her stomach like lead, its presence pressing relentlessly against her ribs. Each gulp of air she took felt like a struggle, her anxiety a snake wrapping around its prey, her lungs, turning the simple act of inhaling into an exhausting contest she feared she would inevitably lose. And yet, Harper knew she couldn’t afford to show any of this outwardly, her blindfold merely a concealment for her face and no other part.

It couldn’t disguise the tense muscles in her back or the stiffness of her posture as she forced herself to sit upright. It couldn’t hide the tremor in her fingers as they curled into her lap or the clenching of her jaw as though she was bracing for impact.

Her body, now fully baptized, seemed to have no qualms in continuing to betray her.

The meal was finished. Harper had swallowed every bite. Yet, no matter how hard she tried to forget, its flavours clung to her palate like a sticky spiderweb. The meal had been rich-too rich, a deluge of flavour that provoked an avalanche of guilt that trickled through her veins like poison.

Her luck had to run out eventually. She just hadn’t expected it to happen so soon or in this way.

The first tiny jolt of worry danced in her stomach. Harper adjusted her posture, her fingers clinging tight to the table's edge desperately trying to find her balance.

And then it all changed in an instant.

Her sight erupted into existence, breaking through the veil of darkness that had barred her from the world in the past few days. The room ignited with colours and shapes that rushed at her all at once. Every tiny imperfection in the table, every drop of condensation on a nearby glass, and every slight movement of her peers blurred together in a cascade of overwhelming stimuli.

But it wasn’t just her vision. Everything else sharpened to an excruciating degree. Harper became acutely aware of the thick and sticky air that made her skin itch uncomfortably with every bead of perspiration that formed. She noticed the faint grit beneath her fingertips, a residue left from the table’s uneven surface that now felt like sandpaper against her skin. The damp fabric of her uniform clung to her back, trapping heat and amplifying the suffocating warmth of the room. Even the rhythm of her own heartbeat, steady but too loud, seemed to echo in her ears like a drumbeat that wouldn’t let her think.

Her gaze dropped to her plate, the remains of her meal- the horsemeat- looming before her like some sort of macabre artwork, each piece of scrap warped and strange under the intense glow of her heightened vision. Her stomach churned violently, the earlier guilt and unease coalescing into something far more tangible and threatening.

Suddenly, an overwhelming wave of sickness crashed over her. With no time to think, Harper jerked back from the table, causing her chair to screech like a distressed animal against the floor. Her unsteady legs turned as wobbly as jelly, struggling to hold her weight while her hands flailed about in search of something to grip and steady herself.

But just like a dam bursting, the floodgates of her stomach had already broken open.

Her body heaved violently, and the contents of her stomach erupted onto the spotless floor, the burning taste of bile clawing its way up her throat. The world around her narrowed to a tunnel of vivid colours and overwhelming sensations, each one a scalpel driving deeper into her already fragile composure.

The dining hall suddenly froze, as if time had stopped, what little occurrences of chatter snuffed out by the harsh sounds of her retching. She could feel the weight of countless stares, some real, some perhaps spun from her own anxious mind, while an unbearable warmth of judgment wrapped around her, squeezing tighter with every pulse of her embarrassment—an embrace she wished to shake off but couldn’t.

The smell of vomit clashed violently with the leftover scent of her meal, resulting in a stomach-churning mix that made Harper feel as if she were stuck spinning on a dizzying carousel. Her throat was a fire pit, raw and scorched, making every swallow a painful reminder of her current distress. She wanted nothing more than to shrink into herself, to disappear into the floor beneath her feet, but her heightened vision painted every detail with brutal clarity: the shocked faces of a few of her peers, the spilled remnants of her humiliation pooling on the polished tiles, and the shimmer of her own crushed reflection staring back at her from the table's surface.

Her blindfold had slipped askew in her frantic movements, revealing her eyes to the harsh brightness that flooded the space. For a fleeting moment, they shimmered with an unnatural clarity, their hazel depths tinged with an eerie metallic hue that seemed to catch and reflect the light. She quickly adjusted the blindfold, her hands fumbling with the fabric as she forced it back into place.

Get up. Now, she thought to herself, the mantra meant to push her past the paralysis of shame. Her knees, however, buckled slightly as she tried to rise, the motion sending another jolt of nausea through her body, keeping her firmly rooted to the spot. Her hands trembled as they returned to the table, gripping it with a white-knuckled intensity as if it were the only solid thing in the world.

Someone coughed. It was followed by a snicker. Harper's ears felt like they were on fire, igniting a cocktail of shame and frustration that bubbled just under the skin of her cheeks. But she didn’t look up. She couldn’t bear to meet their gazes, as if the sun’s rays would burn her if she dared to look up.

But she forced herself to do it anyway, rising from her spot, which is when her gaze landed on something unexpected: an untouched plate, sitting before one of the students in tan. The girl herself was small, maybe fifteen or sixteen, with mousy brown hair tied back into a loose, uneven ponytail. Her shoulders hunched inward as if she were trying to fold herself into the chair, her presence shrinking with every passing second. She stared blankly at her plate, her pale, round face betraying nothing save for the tight press of her lips and the faint twitch at the corner of her mouth, as though she were holding back tears.

Harper’s eyes, unbearably clear, lingered on the plate in front of the girl. The ceramic was pristine, its edges smudged faintly by careless handling, but the meatballs at its center were untouched—three perfect spheres glistening with an oily sheen under the harsh overhead lights. A drizzle of golden salmoriglio sauce pooled around them like a painter’s careless brushstroke, the tangy aroma clinging to the air. The plate radiated uneaten defiance, a silent refusal that mirrored something Harper recognized all too well.

For a moment, she hesitated, still concerned about the eyes on her, waiting for her next move. But the girl’s small, trembling frame pushed aside her own shame.

Harper wasn’t sure why she cared—but all that mattered was that she did.

That’s when she finally straightened her spine, her fingers finding the napkin near her plate. She used it to dab at her lips, catching any remaining traces of bile before clearing her throat and managing a dry, shaky laugh.

“Huh
guess horse meat is something you learn to love. Who would’ve thought?”

That earned a smattering of nervous chuckles that died as quickly as they started. Harper ignored them, lowering herself back into her seat and folding the napkin neatly before placing it on the table. She didn’t flinch either as the colours around her faded into shades of gray, each vibrant detail blurring into obscurity. And by the time her sight disappeared entirely, Harper’s expression remained as resolute as ever, masking the strange hollowness that crept back into her chest.

Because once again, she was left with only the darkness, completely and utterly alone.
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