[OOC] Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

[Cherrywitch]

@Crimson Raven You're right... None of that makes sense. I'm sorry, I did that at 2:45 AM, so my brain was completely scattered. XD I'll fix all that, I don't even know what I was thinking, jeez... I need to sleep more

[Crimson Raven]

@Crimson Raven You're right... None of that makes sense. I'm sorry, I did that at 2:45 AM, so my brain was completely scattered. XD I'll fix all that, I don't even know what I was thinking, jeez... I need to sleep more

@Cherrywitch

I totally understand. In recent weeks, I have rarely been able to get in bed by 11:30 and usually have to get up as early as 6:30.

Lack of sleep tends to make anyone.z..any...one....zzzzzz 😴

....

*thump*

[MarshiestMallow]

...

I kinda need everyone on the teams to be in the field...

so I shall wait.

[Silver Fox]

I honestly do not know what's going on or how to even post anymore. Sad.

[MarshiestMallow]

@Silver Fox
last day of the games, its just started. Maybe write about the new day?

[Silver Fox]

@Silver Fox
last day of the games, its just started. Maybe write about the new day?

@Caits

Maybe. I'll try. Though I don't feel in the mood to really read and memorize everyone's position. I've been feeling.. Excluded or perhaps distant from this rp as of late since the incident. Perhaps it's time for me to just hang it up with this. I dunno..

[MarshiestMallow]

@Silver Fox
awwwww...

well, if thats how you feel, but...You're charactes are the best

[Expolar]

I honestly do not know what's going on or how to even post anymore. Sad.

@Silver Fox

I would give you a link to a IC post that might be helpful to know what's going in the IC. But that's if I was on a computer and not phone.

So to make it a bit easier and without a mistake/accident occurring when typing this post. I'll say this. We finally moved to the next day which is the final day of the Magic Games. Jamie woke every up to what was like a buffet and then all the guilds are now entering the arena. Phoenix Wing is there at there at the moment, but not sure about Dragon Fang yet. But from what Caits just posted here in the OCC, sounds like she wants everyone at the arena soon. Also Iron Enigma, for some reason, left the Magic Games. So to make the teams a bit even, Phoenix Wing had to only have one team. So some left and some stayed since there still has to be the same number of people in a team. If I remember correctly, Karn might not be in this new combined team. So I guess have fun with the other members or people who are not competing?

Hopefully that helps

[Silver Fox]

@Silver Fox
awwwww...

well, if thats how you feel, but...You're charactes are the best

@Caits

At times, it doesn't feel like that's true. I just feel like I don't matter here anymore. I know that's a bit selfish. But last I did speak here, it did honestly hurt a bit when no one spoke to me when I honestly really needed it after this month. Cirus, yes, though that was only the rp post.

And after this month, my energy for anything has been slim to nothing. Effort to even eat is hard.

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I would give you a link to a IC post that might be helpful to know what's going in the IC. But that's if I was on a computer and not phone.

So to make it a bit easier and without a mistake/accident occurring when typing this post. I'll say this. We finally moved to the next day which is the final day of the Magic Games. Jamie woke every up to what was like a buffet and then all the guilds are now entering the arena. Phoenix Wing is there at there at the moment, but not sure about Dragon Fang yet. But from what Caits just posted here in the OCC, sounds like she wants everyone at the arena soon. Also Iron Enigma, for some reason, left the Magic Games. So to make the teams a bit even, Phoenix Wing had to only have one team. So some left and some stayed since there still has to be the same number of people in a team. If I remember correctly, Karn might not be in this new combined team. So I guess have fun with the other members or people who are not competing?

Hopefully that helps

@Expolar

Thank you Explorer, that really does help me out a bit. So maybe I'll still be able to post something with the Karn's. While Prince still... Either bedridden or just missing. Depending on what plan I wish to initiate or not. Dunno.

[Crimson Raven]

<Snipped quote by Caits>

At times, it doesn't feel like that's true. I just feel like I don't matter here anymore. I know that's a bit selfish. But last I did speak here, it did honestly hurt a bit when no one spoke to me when I honestly really needed it after this month. Cirus, yes, though that was only the rp post.

And after this month, my energy for anything has been slim to nothing. Effort to even eat is hard.

<Snipped quote by Expolar>

Thank you Explorer, that really does help me out a bit. So maybe I'll still be able to post something with the Karn's. While Prince still... Either bedridden or just missing. Depending on what plan I wish to initiate or not. Dunno.

@Silver Fox

*gives hug*

Its not that bad. Please, don't go, give it time, you are important and welcome here.

☺️👍

[MarshiestMallow]

@Silver Foxit isn't true foxie.

This whole year hasn't been good for me and I'm coming out of it. I try to remember everyone, but it's been hard.

I'm sorry, I didn't even see you post, and for a whole there if I didn't get mentioned...I just didn't care, because it was too much energy to look through it all.

*hugs* I'm sorry for not being a good person...

I want you to stay. The thought of losing you, when you've been here so long? Devastating

What's happened?

[Silver Fox]

<Snipped quote by Silver Fox>

*gives hug*

Its not that bad. Please, don't go, give it time, you are important and welcome here.

☺️👍

@Crimson Raven

Other than I've missed... I dont even know how many pages by now. But thank you Crimson. It helps *hugs*

@Silver Foxit isn't true foxie.

This whole year hasn't been good for me and I'm coming out of it. I try to remember everyone, but it's been hard.

I'm sorry, I didn't even see you post, and for a whole there if I didn't get mentioned...I just didn't care, because it was too much energy to look through it all.

*hugs* I'm sorry for not being a good person...

I want you to stay. The thought of losing you, when you've been here so long? Devastating

What's happened?

@Caits

It's alright. I had the same thing this month. If no one mentioned me that I didn't have the energy to look. Or just thought no one cared enough to think of me.

As for what happened, you can go on my profile and look at my status history. At the time I tried updating so my rps knew of things that happened. Which happened to be a chain reaction. The last one was the one I just grew the most tired and gave up in attempting to keep up with anything.

[MarshiestMallow]

@Silver Fox
I feel utterly terrible.

The games will be over soon, and then there's a time skip. If you'd like to wait till then to start posting again, you can. Then you need not know anything but who won the games.

Cause even I am not too sure what the hell has happened lately

[Silver Fox]

@Silver Fox
I feel utterly terrible.

The games will be over soon, and then there's a time skip. If you'd like to wait till then to start posting again, you can. Then you need not know anything but who won the games.

Cause even I am not too sure what the hell has happened lately

@Caits

Then I assume Karn really isn't part of the games anymore? I suppose I might do that then cause everytime I look at the IC. I just cringe and instantly retreat into doing something else.

Don't feel terrible... Not really anyone's fault. I'm just depressed. And when I'm depressed I get a bit needy and sad, but I just end up bottling up everything, hiding, not talking to anyone and just curl up in my bed. Just makes it worst in the long run but it's a built in system since I was a kid. Usually, my brothers or sister which are my pets are the ones I comfort with or talk to but, that doesn't seem to help as much for the main reason.

Just time and healing.

So don't worry Caits, you aint responsible of others. I'm just responsible for me. And I know I am immature and I really should buck up and not complain or feel this way.

Despite that, it does feel good just to say things. Stupid things. Anything.

[MarshiestMallow]

@Silver Fox
No. I thought after everything Karn has been through, when we made Phoenix wings teams one, that it might be good to give the little guy a break.

I know I'm not responsible for others, but that doesn't stop me caring.

You have a right to feel like you do, and I, nor anyone else here, begrudges you that.

We care.

[Silver Fox]

@Silver Fox
No. I thought after everything Karn has been through, when we made Phoenix wings teams one, that it might be good to give the little guy a break.

I know I'm not responsible for others, but that doesn't stop me caring.

You have a right to feel like you do, and I, nor anyone else here, begrudges you that.

We care.

@Caits

I see, that makes sense.

And thank you. Makes feel a little bit better. It's always on and off. With the moods. This week was one of the bad ones. So it's nice to hear kind words.

[MarshiestMallow]

@Silver Fox
Always.

That's been me the last couple of years. That's why I roleplay.

So I understand

[Silver Fox]

@Silver Fox
Always.

That's been me the last couple of years. That's why I roleplay.

So I understand

@Caits

Yeah. Roleplay doesn't seem to help. Nor games, nor tv. Taking a walk. Just sleep. Sleep and Sleep. Dreaming. The first few days, sleeping was a darker thought of wishing to not return to the waking world. But some of the other folks I rp with and people at work wished me well. Made me feel a little better.

Wish I had the energy for things though. I'd like to play games and roleplay more. Hopefully I have enough for FF15 that's coming out soon at least.

[MarshiestMallow]

@Silver Fox
I know how that is. This year has been the worst. And...I know what it is to wish you would never wake up.

It seems I only ever have the energy to roleplay...although that's been lacking.

*huggles*

I just wish I could make everything better

[Silver Fox]

@Silver Fox
I know how that is. This year has been the worst. And...I know what it is to wish you would never wake up.

It seems I only ever have the energy to roleplay...although that's been lacking.

*huggles*

I just wish I could make everything better

@Caits

*huggles back*

Yeah, me too.