ELM
ELM
ELM
Location: The Foundation Institute - Atlantic Ocean
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________Human #5.071: Banquet
Interaction(s): N/A
Previously: N/A
The sun had barely peaked over the horizon when Elmira had already been awake for hours. It wasn’t by choice really, her family had instilled this oppressive notion that the day started the moment birds rehearsed their orchestral performance and crepuscular animals were ambling to start their day. All it really did was leave her in a strange liminal space where she waited for the world to greet her with its warmth and radiance. Once a special place for her to hold in her heart with her parents was now a cold and poignant period in which she was alone and in a silent world all to herself.
It took her years of bartering with the faculty and her counselors at The Foundation to allow her a room to herself, devoid of any unwanted roommates or mountains of clutter whether well kept or an utter pigsty. Not only a room to herself, but one big enough to house windows large enough to allow ample sunlight to shimmer and bathe her flowers in warmth to grow. That was the other thing, space. What wasn’t decorated in gothic academia, natural science affections (posters, books, skulls, hides, feathers, past fish immortalized in resin, isopod tanks), and clothes lay strewn were her plants. Massive montesera, hanging golden pothos and hedera lily, vicious spider and snake plants, variations of orchids and lilies all lined shelves, stood from the floor, or hung from the ceilings off macrame hangers she made herself.
The juxtaposition of grey scale in her closet and verdant green living in her room gave off opposing vibes that would overwhelm a visitor surely, if she had any to invite. Through the massive jungle, bushwhacking past evergreen, Elmira could be seen perched on a stool almost perfectly still. Her back was slouched and hunched over, her posture rapidly declining with age and devotion to her hobby. Over her shoulder you could see the sprouting of a bonsai plant that had been pristinely cared for over years. Facing it would be Elm, with a pair of magnifying glasses equipped with a light, shining down on the branches of the tree with her eyes 40x the size bearing down on the overgrown stems. Like a surgeon performing open heart surgery, Elm raised her still hand to fix the blade of her pruning shears around the base of the branch. Just still enough to not sheer too much nor too little. Air swirled into her nose before she slowly expelled it and with it closed the shears.
Perfect, she would be able to benefit from the beauty and harmony the tree radiated that was otherwise devoid on this campus.
Removing her glasses and shutting off the light, her room was starting to illuminate, chasing the long shadows away and bringing in the light of a new day. A boring day she had hoped, that was until she checked her calendar for the day. It was mostly due dates on things past due or extensions she had asked for because she couldn’t be assed to do anything more that was required of her. Yet, quite counterintuitive for her plan to get out of The Foundation as fast as possible.
“Shit, I forgot today is the day we get transfers” sighing unpleasantly.
Elm knew from experience how daunting and dehumanizing the process could be with their archaic fealty to hazing as if this was some fraternity or sorority seeped in the days of yore. She could protest all she wanted, but it was something mandatory for the student boy. Who knows, perhaps she could find some way to lessen the load for those who couldn’t bear the humiliation.
Elm watered her plants which in all seriousness takes her about half an hour to accomplish, what with climbing stools or batting away leaves so she could find the smaller potted plants. She ate her breakfast which consisted of black coffee and a cigarette, wishing she was given the ability to photosynthesize rather than have to constantly feed herself ’real’ nutrients. Threw on her outfit of blacks and greys and did her make up, ensuring her eyes popped out the most as they usually did. Organizing her books and papers she wished her greenhouse children a farewell, closing the door behind her.
She sat on the steps of the main entrance just before the security gates. A line of fresh faces littered the area, that reminded her that some were even from the prestigious P.R.C.U. A school she didn’t get a chance to attend as there was no voice or choice given to her in the wallows of foster care. The metal clang of her zippo flying open to light her cigarette and shutting probably earned her a few looks of disapproval as this was not a designated smoking area, she could care less however.
Seeing child after child buckle and seethe in pain and anguish over the branding of a barcode into their skin made her body crawl. Searing pain rose to the surface of her wrist as she quickly went to rub it realizing it was nothing but her mind giving way to nostalgia and trauma. Most kids got an ID card or just had their name, here they marked you like livestock and there was no way to rid yourself of the phantom pain nor the tracker that lay dormant under layers of skin. Elm looked down at her as her other hand clutched it from the underside. It looked normal, there was no damage, no permanent scar and nothing to indicate she had ever been branded or had a serial number that denoted her entire history at this school.
“Fuck this” she said, jerking her body up and aiming to speed off into some library or walkway. That was until she saw a girl who didn’t collapse or cry out, lost in her own mind before being prompted to move on. It was almost sad to see how distraught and lost she was. Even more confounding when her gaze fixated on one of the banners overhead.
“What is she staring at?” taking a few steps forward to peer up onto the banner. Tiamat. She must have been one of the P.R.C.U transfers that everyone was gung-ho to eat alive. The thought of reaching out a hand and warning her of the perils that lie ahead prodded her mind, but she batted them away and with a quiver in her lip turned to recede back inside to attend her classes physically.
It wasn’t until later when the decadence of the welcoming dinner was at hand did Elm’s stomach truly turn in revulsion. She thought back to the night she was fresh from solitary confinement. One of the lucky ones to keep her scrubs clean of any excrement or stains. Nor did she have any stains on her mind as foster care and the isolation in her head she retreated to from time to time helped mitigate any inflammatory psychosis. It was just enough to get her bye and leave people bored of her from not reaping what they had wrought. She wouldn’t give them an inch so they didn’t give her a mile.
She dressed as formally as possible, which just meant a nice black dress with floral mesh at the nape of her neck, the cuffs of her wrists and the bottom of her legs. She sat through Professor Montogomery’s egotistical speech and caught vomit in her throat seeing the hierarchical markings that were Greek letters and black and beige jumpsuits. The extreme alienation in clothes and marking wasn’t enough, dinner was only a hair's breadth away. They moved onward to tables with the finest cutlery one would imagine, a banquet that looked as appetizing and elegant as if they were English royalty in the days of monarchs and hegemonies. The name of the insidious dish immediately translated in her brain, there had to be some extra play in why they served it. Normally they would be unphased by such a traditional dish from Italy, but this was no ordinary dinner for no ordinary guests.
Again Elm took note of the girl who was too famished to realize what the dish was, until she heard another possible P.R.C.U student speak up on its contents before spitting out her food and looking quite solemn. Quickly diminished by the enigmatic crowd of mockery and the continued shuffle and clacking of silverware. That was quickly disrupted again by what she could only assume was a giant of an Australian man joking of a horse playing cricket. His outburst would earn him the same fate she was resigned to for her rejection of it all.
Elm pushed around her meatballs, hardly touching them or the past considering she was vegetarian and the school did little in the way of accommodating dietary restrictions. Her nostrils were singed with a putrid odor first with the retching hot on the boots. Elmira scowled before anticipating one of her peers getting too drunk on the flutes of celebration. Instead she caught the gaze of the brunette who had been gripping the table with all her might, aiming to take a chunk of wood with her. A thought entered her mind to sprout some flowers from under the table to do away with the puke and sprout some sweet smelling flower to mask the smell, but she knew working hands would emerge and clean it up and disappear just as fast as they appeared.
“Huh…guess horse meat is something you learn to love. Who would’ve thought?”
She snickered at that one, unintentionally breaking the dead silence, before clearing her throat and taking a sip from her glass.
It took her years of bartering with the faculty and her counselors at The Foundation to allow her a room to herself, devoid of any unwanted roommates or mountains of clutter whether well kept or an utter pigsty. Not only a room to herself, but one big enough to house windows large enough to allow ample sunlight to shimmer and bathe her flowers in warmth to grow. That was the other thing, space. What wasn’t decorated in gothic academia, natural science affections (posters, books, skulls, hides, feathers, past fish immortalized in resin, isopod tanks), and clothes lay strewn were her plants. Massive montesera, hanging golden pothos and hedera lily, vicious spider and snake plants, variations of orchids and lilies all lined shelves, stood from the floor, or hung from the ceilings off macrame hangers she made herself.
The juxtaposition of grey scale in her closet and verdant green living in her room gave off opposing vibes that would overwhelm a visitor surely, if she had any to invite. Through the massive jungle, bushwhacking past evergreen, Elmira could be seen perched on a stool almost perfectly still. Her back was slouched and hunched over, her posture rapidly declining with age and devotion to her hobby. Over her shoulder you could see the sprouting of a bonsai plant that had been pristinely cared for over years. Facing it would be Elm, with a pair of magnifying glasses equipped with a light, shining down on the branches of the tree with her eyes 40x the size bearing down on the overgrown stems. Like a surgeon performing open heart surgery, Elm raised her still hand to fix the blade of her pruning shears around the base of the branch. Just still enough to not sheer too much nor too little. Air swirled into her nose before she slowly expelled it and with it closed the shears.
Perfect, she would be able to benefit from the beauty and harmony the tree radiated that was otherwise devoid on this campus.
Removing her glasses and shutting off the light, her room was starting to illuminate, chasing the long shadows away and bringing in the light of a new day. A boring day she had hoped, that was until she checked her calendar for the day. It was mostly due dates on things past due or extensions she had asked for because she couldn’t be assed to do anything more that was required of her. Yet, quite counterintuitive for her plan to get out of The Foundation as fast as possible.
“Shit, I forgot today is the day we get transfers” sighing unpleasantly.
Elm knew from experience how daunting and dehumanizing the process could be with their archaic fealty to hazing as if this was some fraternity or sorority seeped in the days of yore. She could protest all she wanted, but it was something mandatory for the student boy. Who knows, perhaps she could find some way to lessen the load for those who couldn’t bear the humiliation.
Elm watered her plants which in all seriousness takes her about half an hour to accomplish, what with climbing stools or batting away leaves so she could find the smaller potted plants. She ate her breakfast which consisted of black coffee and a cigarette, wishing she was given the ability to photosynthesize rather than have to constantly feed herself ’real’ nutrients. Threw on her outfit of blacks and greys and did her make up, ensuring her eyes popped out the most as they usually did. Organizing her books and papers she wished her greenhouse children a farewell, closing the door behind her.
She sat on the steps of the main entrance just before the security gates. A line of fresh faces littered the area, that reminded her that some were even from the prestigious P.R.C.U. A school she didn’t get a chance to attend as there was no voice or choice given to her in the wallows of foster care. The metal clang of her zippo flying open to light her cigarette and shutting probably earned her a few looks of disapproval as this was not a designated smoking area, she could care less however.
Seeing child after child buckle and seethe in pain and anguish over the branding of a barcode into their skin made her body crawl. Searing pain rose to the surface of her wrist as she quickly went to rub it realizing it was nothing but her mind giving way to nostalgia and trauma. Most kids got an ID card or just had their name, here they marked you like livestock and there was no way to rid yourself of the phantom pain nor the tracker that lay dormant under layers of skin. Elm looked down at her as her other hand clutched it from the underside. It looked normal, there was no damage, no permanent scar and nothing to indicate she had ever been branded or had a serial number that denoted her entire history at this school.
“Fuck this” she said, jerking her body up and aiming to speed off into some library or walkway. That was until she saw a girl who didn’t collapse or cry out, lost in her own mind before being prompted to move on. It was almost sad to see how distraught and lost she was. Even more confounding when her gaze fixated on one of the banners overhead.
“What is she staring at?” taking a few steps forward to peer up onto the banner. Tiamat. She must have been one of the P.R.C.U transfers that everyone was gung-ho to eat alive. The thought of reaching out a hand and warning her of the perils that lie ahead prodded her mind, but she batted them away and with a quiver in her lip turned to recede back inside to attend her classes physically.
It wasn’t until later when the decadence of the welcoming dinner was at hand did Elm’s stomach truly turn in revulsion. She thought back to the night she was fresh from solitary confinement. One of the lucky ones to keep her scrubs clean of any excrement or stains. Nor did she have any stains on her mind as foster care and the isolation in her head she retreated to from time to time helped mitigate any inflammatory psychosis. It was just enough to get her bye and leave people bored of her from not reaping what they had wrought. She wouldn’t give them an inch so they didn’t give her a mile.
She dressed as formally as possible, which just meant a nice black dress with floral mesh at the nape of her neck, the cuffs of her wrists and the bottom of her legs. She sat through Professor Montogomery’s egotistical speech and caught vomit in her throat seeing the hierarchical markings that were Greek letters and black and beige jumpsuits. The extreme alienation in clothes and marking wasn’t enough, dinner was only a hair's breadth away. They moved onward to tables with the finest cutlery one would imagine, a banquet that looked as appetizing and elegant as if they were English royalty in the days of monarchs and hegemonies. The name of the insidious dish immediately translated in her brain, there had to be some extra play in why they served it. Normally they would be unphased by such a traditional dish from Italy, but this was no ordinary dinner for no ordinary guests.
Again Elm took note of the girl who was too famished to realize what the dish was, until she heard another possible P.R.C.U student speak up on its contents before spitting out her food and looking quite solemn. Quickly diminished by the enigmatic crowd of mockery and the continued shuffle and clacking of silverware. That was quickly disrupted again by what she could only assume was a giant of an Australian man joking of a horse playing cricket. His outburst would earn him the same fate she was resigned to for her rejection of it all.
Elm pushed around her meatballs, hardly touching them or the past considering she was vegetarian and the school did little in the way of accommodating dietary restrictions. Her nostrils were singed with a putrid odor first with the retching hot on the boots. Elmira scowled before anticipating one of her peers getting too drunk on the flutes of celebration. Instead she caught the gaze of the brunette who had been gripping the table with all her might, aiming to take a chunk of wood with her. A thought entered her mind to sprout some flowers from under the table to do away with the puke and sprout some sweet smelling flower to mask the smell, but she knew working hands would emerge and clean it up and disappear just as fast as they appeared.
“Huh…guess horse meat is something you learn to love. Who would’ve thought?”
She snickered at that one, unintentionally breaking the dead silence, before clearing her throat and taking a sip from her glass.