FLASHBACK
Lottie & Cas
Part 9
Part 9

Time: Sola 26th
Location: Rosegate
Charlotte steepled her fingers on the table, her lashes lowering as a wistful smile moved across her lips. “I suppose that makes us two tragic fools, chasing ghosts and answers the world never intended for us to find.” She sighed, reaching for her wine glass. Though the way she set it down afterward was far less graceful, the stem colliding with the table with a clink.
Ignoring her little incident with the cup, Cassius gave her a knowing little nod of playful agreement.
“As for that promise…” she murmured, her expression thoughtful, almost detached. “I cannot swear to something like that. But I will try. That is the best I can offer.” Her voice softened, growing distant as if the words were less for him and more for herself. “I know this much—I need to be better. The girl I am now… I reckon she wouldn’t survive what waits beyond those doors.”
He stilled as her words settled, his eyes locked onto hers. For once, he didn’t have a quick retort, no sharp-edged quip to throw between them like a shield. He simply let the weight of her words linger as he observed her as if searching for answers.
Charlotte lifted her glass again, gazing into the liquid as if it held the answers she sought. A thought slithered through her mind—heavy and cold.
If I am to succeed, then she must die.
Her lips parted slightly as if to voice something more, but instead, she took another a long sip.
A sip that was probably unwise.
A sip that was probably too late to stop.
A breath passed between them, thick with something unspoken, as she considered how his words had reminded her of Wulfric’s warning, of the caution she had already been urged to take. Fear should have settled in, but instead… she just felt tired.
It had been made undeniably clear the Black Rose was not to be trifled with. But what did it matter? She was too stubborn to turn back, too deep in the web to stop pulling at its threads. There was nothing to be done about that.
So instead, she deflected her thoughts, and she looked at him. Really looked at him.
Her brows furrowed slightly, her mind tracing back through their conversation, lingering on the things he had said—the things he hadn’t. There had been something in the way he spoke of paths with no return, something in the way his smirk never quite reached his eyes. A flicker of something unfamiliar stirred in her chest, something she wasn’t prepared to name.
Leaning forward, she braced her elbow against the table, studying him. “You say I should be careful, but what about you?” She gestured vaguely at him with a loose motion of her hand. “You… You speak of all these doors, all these paths with no way back—but sounds to me you’ve walked more of them than you’d care to admit.” Her words, though slurred just slightly from the wine, seemed thoughtful. “And your home…” She hesitated, watching his expression carefully, her own brow knitting together as she pieced together his words from earlier. “You said there’s a lot that goes on within the estate.”
She exhaled, shaking her head slightly as she peered at him with something dangerously close to worry. And then, suddenly, as if guided by instinct rather than thought, she leaned over the table and reached out, her fingertips brushing against his wrist and lingering. Her lashes fluttered slightly as she regarded him, the weight of wine and worry clouding her mind.
“You also said I shouldn’t go at this alone, but tell me, Cassius,” she murmured, her voice honeyed with intoxication, slow and soft in a way that almost felt too intimate, “Have you always been doing this alone?”
The brush of her fingertips against his wrist was light, fleeting, but it burned through the layers of his usual armor in a way he hadn't expected.
Cassius didn’t move at first, his pulse a slow, deliberate thud beneath her touch. His eyes flickered down to where her fingers lingered, then back to her face—her lashes lowered, her expression blurred with wine and something dangerously close to worry.
Then, smoothly, deliberately, he placed his other hand on top of hers, making her breath hitch slightly. His palm was warm and steady, Not restraining. Not pulling away. Just… there.
When he finally spoke, his voice was lower, rougher around the edges.
“You’re right about one thing, love,” he voiced barely above a whisper. “I’ve walked my fair share of paths without a way back. More than I’d care to count. And I’ve opened doors by the dozen that should’ve stayed closed, just like you’re about to.”
He let his thumb trace across the back of her hand as he considered her his words. “The difference is, I knew what I was getting into… And more than that, I trained for such a life. For years. You? You’re still figuring out just how deep this rabbit hole goes. And Lottie, what if you’re just in over your head here?” He let the weight of his words linger before he sighed.
For a fleeting moment, Charlotte’s eyes dimmed as she murmured, “...Then I suppose I had better learn how to swim.”
“As for my home…If you can even call it that…” He glanced past her, toward the dimly lit corners of the nearby pier, as if something unseen lurked there. “There’s a lot that goes on within the estate, yes. Some of it I understand, some of it I don’t. My father seems to have fingers in every fucking cookie jar in Caesonia. He has his dealings, and I’m not entirely sure what his actual reach is just yet.”
His gaze found hers again, sharper this time. “And about Violet… I’ll tell you what I’ve surmised, but that knowledge doesn’t get to leave this table. Whatever merry band of detectives you’ve gathered can stay in the dark about this one, or they can find it on their own. This is just between us, understood?”
He didn’t wait for a response, instead…he allowed the tension in his jaw to loosen and his features to soften for but a moment. “You also asked if I’ve always done this alone,” he murmured, mirroring her words back to her. A small, knowing smirk tugged at his lips, though his eyes held something less than obvious. “Well, at least I’m not alone tonight.”
Cassius let that hang between them, letting her decide what to do with it, and letting himself, for just a moment, enjoy the warmth of her hand between his.
Charlotte’s lashes lowered as her fingers curled beneath his. She had decided not to comment regarding his father—for many reasons—however, she could imagine living with Calbert was a certain kind of hell.
Then, her eyes rose to meet his more intently after he had finished speaking. “Whatever you entrust to me shall remain between us.” Her eyes never wavered from his as she spoke. There was no hesitation, no flourish, just the certainty of a promise that would not be broken.
Slowly, her fingers shifted, twining with his in a way that felt natural, as if they had always been meant to fit together.
"And you’re right…" she suddenly added, her voice etched in gentle affection, "You’re not alone."
She squeezed his hand and then told him with a smile that was both soft yet sweet. "Not anymore."
“Not anymore,” he repeated under his breath, barely audible. It wasn’t a question, nor a statement of disbelief. It was a simple acknowledgment, one that ran deeper than either of them could likely explain in the heat of the moment.
He leaned a fraction closer, just enough that his breath brushed across her skin. His other hand, still resting over hers, tightened ever so slightly.
“Lottie,” Cassius began, his voice a soft murmur, “I promise, I’ll tell you everything I know about Violet before the night’s over…but…” He couldn't help but look at her with an expression that bordered on intimate. “There is one more thing I’ve got planned for us.
He allowed the silence to stretch between them, letting his words hang in the air like a secret that needed a little more time to unfold. “Can we put all of this out of our minds for a while longer? Just… let go, for a bit? Will you offer me your trust once more tonight?”
Cassius’ smile was slow, deliberate, and utterly disarming, his eyes never leaving hers. “I swear you’ll be glad you did.”
Her brows knitted together briefly then she softened, “... Alright! She finished off her drink in one last gulp then added, “Lead the way.”