mdk said
I hope you've done this already, and I'm sure you don't need a stranger to nose in and tell you what to do, but on the off-chance it can help.... I found () () that offer actual professional personal help for people just like you. Because there are people just like you, and you're worth helping. I don't even want to hold you up with more text -- get in touch with somebody in a goddamn hurry.

idlehands said
Jesus. Get away from all of them. Report it to the police. I know it's hard, especially if you feel alone and backed against the wall. There is help out there and it might not be much of a comfort but you are stronger than this and you will get past it. Your family should be ashamed of not taking your side but that is on their conscious. Please press charges against those that assaulted you.

mdk said
I hope you've done this already, and I'm sure you don't need a stranger to nose in and tell you what to do, but on the off-chance it can help.... I found () () that offer actual professional personal help for people just like you. Because there are people just like you, and you're worth helping. I don't even want to hold you up with more text -- get in touch with somebody in a goddamn hurry.

Rare said
I agree with mdk and idlehands, get help right away and report to your local police right away. Press charges, give out names of the guys, anything that you know tell to the officers. Your family and friends should be ashamed of themselves and not help you at all. I just going to say this: I hope that you're going to be fine and please go to the police ASAP.

Azarthes said
I quite literally stunned out of being able to form words that make the coherent sense things.

Cpt Toellner said
Don't give them the satisfaction of knowing you died because of what they did, live a full, happy life and be better than them.It's the greatest insult you could possibly make.

Thanks and please nose in all you want. You. A stranger. Has shown more support in this post than any of my supposed "friends" did while this was all occuring on campus.

Azarthes said I quite literally stunned out of being able to form words that make the coherent sense things.

Halo said You will survive, you will heal, and you will live a good life, and you will contribute so much more to society and to the people around you, whoever is lucky enough to have you care for them, than these people ever will. Your future is bright enough to be worth tolerating this darkness. You're worth it; believe that, believe in yourself. Now I sound like a cheesy musical, but it's true.

Hank said
Are concealed carry permits a thing where you live?

Walker of Darkness said
There is nothing I can say that has not already been said. I will spare you any empty repeats of condolences. I will simply say what I feel I should. Lower your head, and charge forward. They have made themselves as less than human, and are not to be feared, but punished. Would it not make it worse for you, I would take their blood upon mine hands. Bring them to task, and let them suffer your pain one thousand fold. In your defiance of their fear mongering you will find your courage, with each step of your charge becoming more sure. Do not falter, do not wain. Let them fear the reprisal the have brought to themselves, for you should not abide inaction.

mdk said
It's a shitty situation, and people don't handle such things well. This is a useless platitude but don't worry about what they think -- what they say, what they do, what they know, how they act, people are complicated and, right now, irrelevant. The thing that matters is you. No matter what it takes, endure. You're allowed to be an emotional bitch :). Just don't give up. Ever. Take care of yourself..... weather changes, storms go away, and the sun is beautiful.

Derpestein said
My fucking word.Just. Just.._.And I thought my faith in humanity couldn't be lower. Dickwads. The lot of them.Where is my virtual hugs machine? I need to teleport and give you the biggest hug ever right now.All this has probably been said before but:Don't give them the satisfaction of knowing you took your own life, even if you're thinking about doing it. I don't know much about police stuff and the like, but talk to the police. Bring it up with whatever friends you can find when you think you're ready. Get support from the numbers MDK sent.If all your friends deserted you, they're dicks and don't deserve you. ._.Here is the biggest online hug I have ever given.

Hank said
Are concealed carry permits a thing where you live?

Aragorn said
I...uh...*Throws microphone down on the ground in rage.*There isn't much to say that hasn't already been said. Don't die. If you die, you won't get the satisfaction of watching those fucks get taken away in a cop car. Revenge will come. Trust me.

Dervish said
This was the last thing I expected to wake up to this morning. I wish I had words of wisdom or comfort, but I am coming up short, especially in light of what the others have said. You aren't alone here, in this community. We all stand with you, and I know we will all do whatever we can to support you in these dark days. We really do care, and while we may be far away and may never meet you, we stand with you and will be truer than the people who failed you. Stay strong.

Halo said
Kyuki, you have to continue reporting what's happening. If it has gone this far, it's unlikely to stop by itself. It's better to have the cops on your side, at least. If you don't report it at the time, there's no record of it and they literally cannot do anything. As hard as it is to open up to a complete stranger about everything that's happened to you, you need to report each new thing to them as soon as you can and thus keep an accurate, documented log of the awful shit that's been happening to you. And then, when the fucking bastards slip up, and all the evidence you could possibly have gathered. You can even carry a voice recorder on you, to capture any further incidents. In the meantime, you can get support from the places MDK mentioned. Again, I know it feels you're just going to antagonise these sick people by looking for help, but the exact same people you're going to have all the experience in the world in dealing with cases like this - and in the end, they're probably more powerful and influential than these cunts. They can support you and advise you; they will be on your side, and that's what you need. These people are trying to isolate you because you can't fight them alone. Don't let them. Most importantly, please, do not end your life. There is an end to this. There's no knowing exactly when or on what terms that will be, but it will come. You're ridiculously smart, Kyuki, you could have gone to fucking when you were just seventeen. You will survive, you will heal, and you will live a good life, and you will contribute so much more to society and to the people around you, whoever is lucky enough to have you care for them, than these people ever will. Your future is bright enough to be worth tolerating this darkness. You're worth it; believe that, believe in yourself. Now I sound like a cheesy musical, but it's true.And don't ever be afraid of talking to us. When we fight, it's about the stupidest shit and nobody really means it all that much. Anything serious, and we will all band together. You're one of us; we might not be able to do much practically, but we will always support our own if we can. I think I comfortably speak for almost everyone in saying that.

Magic Magnum said
I will be totally honest, those people seriously make me want to go over there and mercilessly beat them all to a pulp.I also have to echo what everyone else is saying, get support from the numbers mdk provided. Call the police about this, the very reason those people are threatening you for calling the Police is because they know the Police can stop them from doing it. They're trying to scare you away from beating them, don't let them trick you. And above all else, do kill yourself over this. Not only do you have a full life to live, not only would doing so be letting those people win, but you are better than them. Don't let them ruin your life, this may be the hardest fight in your life but it is a fight that you need to fight, it is a fight you cannot afford to lose, and I'm sure everyone here (me included) are here for you whenever you need it.And also, if you need to talk or vent more about this my PM box is always open. And no this is not the typical "Here's my best hopes, talk to me if you need it" thing, if you need to talk or vent then