Gleaming at her friend, a smile never leaving her face, Estella observed him quietly as he used his charming words, which she was sure he used on plenty of other girls, and took in the sight. The sight of her. She knew what they had wasnât like what he had with other girls. She was his friend and he was herâs. She knew there was a special place in his heart that was just for her as there was for Nixie and Tommy. Though, over the years and because he left, not bothering to call or text, or even write, things were awkward. She knew that.
She also knew that as much as she and her friends clashed, may it be because Levi broke Nixieâs heart, or Tommy was being overbearing and telling her what to do, they promised her, no matter where they go, no matter how much they drift apart, no matter what changes and what stays the same, theyâd always find their way back to each other. They were each otherâs home.
Inhaling deeply as his gaze shifted past her, Estella took a moment to pull her phone out of her brown leather purse, which was handcrafted by Celi and embossed with painted flowers. While most would think she was checking her texts, she put the selfie camera on to see behind her, using her right hand to subtly shift her phone to look past her arm. It didnât take long before she caught sight of red hair she knew too well. There was a moment where her mask dropped; her once kind eyes, void of emotion. She breathed out and kept quiet, watching him carefully.
When he ripped his attention away from staring at their mutual friend, her smile was back on, her beautiful, big amber eyes sparkled, and she changed her phone camera to normal mode directing it to him. When he asked if she was free and that they should spend time together, she quickly snapped a couple of pictures and playfully grinned, momentarily changing the subject, âI need to update your face! See,â she turned her phone towards him, âyou look like a babyyyy,â Stella teased, showing a photo she took of him his senior year as he laid in the grass of her ranch, trying to nap under the blazing sun. âAnd yes, yes. Iâm free,â she enthusiastically nodded.
Gasping joyfully, she drawled, giving her best mid-atlantic, Hollywood starlight voice, âYouâll win something for lilâ oh me?â before turning her phone around and placing it on her chest. Her enticing gaze never left his arctic blues, always looking deeply into them and giving dear Levi her undivided attention. Her head was tilted slightly downward as she batted her eyelashes. She looked away, searching for the right booth. âIâm just delighted you want to spend your day with me, Mr. Brooks. Oh I do wonder,â she purred as she found the game she wanted to try. âAre you still good at that basketball game?â She looked back up at him, ready to play. The twins present could wait.
Levi laughed as he looked at the picture Stella had on her phone, unaware that such a picture had ever even existed. He did remember those days like they were yesterday, however. When he was in California he sometimes wished he could have gone back to the Serrano familyâs ranch just to clear his head. âWe can take a better picture than that, together.â
As Stella put on a âdamsel in distressâ type accent, Levi looked down at her and smirked, intrigued by her equally playful nature. He held her gaze as she stared up at him and batted her eyelashes dramatically, taking the moment to appreciate the way her eyes reflected gold against the sunlight. âI thought youâd be too busy running around with your family to spend time with poor oleâ me.â He mimicked her accent and played along with the theatrics. Gently, he took her hand into his and bowed his head to her. âIt is I who is delighted to have you with me on this fine day, mâlady.â He kissed the top of her hand as if she were royalty and he was but a lowly peasant, simply grateful to bask in her magnificent presence.
âAm I still good at the basketball game?â He laughed in hubris and stood again, releasing her hand from his. âOf course. Care to get your ass kicked, miss Serrano?â He grinned, feeling like a kid challenging her. As they made their way to the nearest basketball setup an idea popped into his mind. What was a game without some stakes involved? âLoser has to buy the winner a drink. You in?â
âIâll raise you,â Stella countered, crossing her arms as she looked up at him and then the game. The worker waited on them to pay and play. âIf I win, I get to give you a dare. If you win, same thing. If one of us makes all shots, we get to add a truth to that. No matter the subject, you have to answer and I will know youâre lying. Same thing goes for you to me.â She stepped forward and gently booped Leviâs nose, giving a devilish smirk, âIf youâre down, why donât you go first? Mr. Iâm-the-best-at-this-game. Make me nervous, Captain.â She winked at him, not revealing her cards. If there was one thing she knew of her dear friend it was he didnât know her. Not really. He left and didnât see her change and grow. There was no doubt in her mind when he thought of her, he saw the little girl he knew many years ago. She wasnât little anymore.
Levi raised a brow, intrigued by her suggestion. He looked her up and down, noting how short the little thing was. How did she have so much confidence in basketball? âYou want me to dare you to kiss someone, donât you?â He quipped, clearly assuming that he would win and have to give her a dare. âYouâve got yourself a deal.â He turned towards the man who was running the basketball stand and paid for both Stella and himself to play. As soon as the one minute timer began, the machine dropped several basketballs for Levi to grab and start throwing. He quickly picked up one of the balls and tossed it expertly into the hoop with ease. âHA!â He exclaimed out of excitement. He hadnât lost his touch yet! Without hesitating he picked up the next ball and tossed it, but this time the ball smacked the rim of the hoop. His smile instantly dropped. Damn. He side eyed Stella to see the joy in her face as the ball bounced back to the start. Quickly he picked up the next ball, then the next, and the next⌠until one minute was over. By the end of it Levi had missed only two shots. Still pretty good, but not perfect. âOkay, okay. Itâs been a while. This is just a warm up.â He laughed and stepped aside for Stella to begin her round.
âA warm up?â Stella placed her hand on the ball, letting their fingers graze one another before pulling it to her. âI donât remember that being part of the deal.â She commented, situating herself in front of the game. As the timer began, she casually talked, while never losing her focus on the net. âItâs funny, Levi,â she chuckled, aligning her elbow with her shoulder, the ball sitting on her finger pads. Her grip was firm and her stance was that of someone whoâs practiced, more often than not. âDid you forget that you got my little brother into basketball?â Smoothly, she pushed the ball upward with her shooting hand, jumping slightly forward, before releasing the ball and following through. âSomeone had to make sure he knew the game after youâŚâ
Swoosh.
âLeft.â
Her amber eyes glanced at him, letting that last word linger, in the air. She continued, âAnd,â Gracefully, the ranch girl returned her attention to the net and shot another shot, the same way she did before. Perfect muscle memory. âThis game is here every yearâŚâ and just like that, her voice trailed off as she picked up the pace. Like she could do this in her sleep, Estella Serrano shot nothing but net. When all ten shots made it in, she gently flung the ball back to the worker and didnât bother grabbing herself a prize. Seeing that dumb, shocked face on Levi was the best reward she could ever get. Twirling on her toes to face her dear friend, she patted her dress and baited, ââŚWhy wouldnât I play? Seeing how this is your favorite game. And yet.. you forget, we used to play together. All the time.â
There was a brief silence between the two. They were old friends who had plenty to relearn from one another and even more things to challenge. Whether they were aware of it or not, there was a spark between them. There was something. The silence didnât last long but it was long enough for her to slow down her racing heart from all the excitement and nerves. She was having fun. She hoped he was too. Stepping forward, inching closer to him, Stella stuck her tongue out and put her hands behind her back. âI win. Want to play again?â
A stab of guilt hit Leviâs heart as Stella mentioned her brother and having to pick up for his absence. He said nothing and did not outwardly react to her comment, but his mind began spinning over what she had said. He had never really considered that him leaving had affected anyone very much at all. As she continued talking and scoring, an amused smile slowly formed on his lips. She was genuinely impressing him; he had not expected to be bested by her, even if they had played this together long ago.
Levi slow clapped as Stella took the victory and he accepted defeat. âYouâre a little hustler, hmm?â He joked, âYou werenât this good when we used to play together.â He retorted, chuckling. âWell, I did accept the terms of your challenge. Iâm no sore loser. Whatâs the truth and dare you want from me?â
Rather than immediately tell him what she wanted, Stella finally turned to the worker and chose a big, horse plushie as her prize. Walking away from him, expecting him to follow, she found a group of kids and went straight to the smallest girl. âHey, Lily,â the songstress approached and brought herself down to the kidsâ eye level. âWe noticed you really wanted this, so big Brother Levi,â Estella gestured to her friend and smiled, âWorked really hard to get this for you.â The little girlâs reaction was wholesome as her eyes widened, going from teary from constantly losing games to sparkles and excitement.
The girl named Lily didnât hesitate and grabbed the horsie from Stella. Embracing the plushie, she glanced up at the handsome, older boy and blushed. It was her friends, who were a few years older than her, that spoke up and thanked Levi, explaining that they tried over and over again but couldnât get enough shots in for the big prize. The group seemed like a younger version of their own friend group. Two girls. Two boys. The charmer, the mother, the protector and the dreamer. The motherly friend whispered something into the other girlâs ear. Lily nodded and with her voice muffled against the stuffed animal, she stammered, âT-thank you, big brother.â
The moment came and went, and the charming boy was quick to grab Lilyâs hand to lead his friend group to the next fun thing. It wasnât long before Estella did the same, grabbing onto Leviâs hand but instead of him taking the lead, she did. âIâll save the truth for a later date. As for a dareâŚâ her voice trailed off. Turning away from her old friend, her gaze falling on the stage. âBefore the day is over, I dare you to go up there, take the mic and do a public apology. I thought, hm. Maybe Iâd give you something dirty, butâŚâ the mischievous girl smirked, her words and actions having more intention than Big Brother Levi realized. â...that would be too easy for you. So, youâre going up there and youâre going to speak from your heart. Not your dick. Tell me youâre sorry. Sorry for breaking your promise and leaving me.â Her amber eyes did sadden for a moment before she buried it quickly, shaking it off and continuing, âIâve forgiven you, obviously, but that doesnât mean I donât want to torture you.â A giggle escaped her lips as she squeezed his hand. âOr are you going to be a chicken shit?â She poked, before teasingly clucking, âBuk buk ba-gawk!â
âOh, no, uh, that wasn't me.â Levi mumbled and shook his head in response to Stella putting the nice gesture on him instead, not liking how it made him feel like a fraud. He cringed as the child thanked him anyway, forcing a half-assed smile. He glared playfully at Stella as the children left, making it clear that what she had done had made him uncomfortable. His eyes softened, however, as she intertwined her fingers with his and pulled him in another direction. Willingly, he let her.
His smile dropped as Stella presented her dare to him, feeling anxiety and guilt grip at his heart. He stayed silent for a moment, staring into her eyes to see if she was joking with him or not. It was shocking enough to hear her use vulgar words which she had never used when they were children, but seeing the momentary sadness flash across her face made his heart squeeze. What he had thought was a light hearted time out with her was turning out to be quite the opposite. Apparently he had signed up for a very long guilt trip instead. Briefly, he thought about running from this entire situation and returning to the cafe to help his father instead of dealing with the repercussions of his actions.
Deciding he was done running, he squeezed Stella's hand gently with his own. The fact that she thought he broke the promise broke his heart. âI didn't break the promise, Stell.â He frowned, keeping his eyes on hers. His naturally playful demeanor was long gone now. âI didn't forget about you.â He defended, âI thought about you all the time. And Phoenix, and Tommy.â He sighed, thinking for a moment about all the times that he missed calls and texts and never returned them. âI just⌠I didn't think you or anyone would care that much if you didn't hear from me.â He shrugged, admitting the truth. He had especially felt this after what had happened between him, Phoenix, and Kitty before he left. They'd be better off not hearing from him in his eyes.
He pulled her into a tight hug then, pressing her body into his. âI would never forget about you.â He whispered to her, resting his chin on top of her head. Sighing, he closed his eyes and accepted his fate. âJesus, StellâŚ.â His eyes found the platform stage in the center of the festival. âI'm gonna need a few more drinks in me if I'm going up there.â He had never been one to back down from a dareâŚ
Stella didnât say anything. Not right away. Instead she buried her head into his chest. Closing her eyes, she listened to him explain his piece and breathed in his scent. Truth be told, she hated him. She hated how easy it was for him to come back and pretend no time had passed. How freely he could live, without a care in the world. Maybe there was more to her built up spite than him leaving. Maybe it was the fact that he left her behind. She really did hate how he made her feel. âWell then,â she whispered, not moving out of his embrace. âWe should start drinking then, shouldnât we?â
And drink they would.