Mar & Alhalus
Mar watched Lyn leave with Alaira, her eyes lifted only long enough to spy her child leave and returned to her lap. Her fingers wove between each other as she began to think. Lust words pierced her mind before fading fast, leaving her stinging at the source. She slipped back into silence and listened to the seven around her, mind lost in thought.
Lidda frowned at Althalus but bit her tongue, the look on his face stopped her. She seemed to understand as she nodded. Lidda retreated and began to check on the others now returning from a mission. Leaving the two alone to sort out whatever differences that had occurred between them, her head keeping an eye on the pair until they left.
Althalus gave a relieved sigh, worried for a second that he’d have to argue with the Vitamancy teacher, and stood up. He moved closer to Mar, speaking gently.
“Mar, I think it’s time we went back to the Den hmm? It’s been a long day.”When Althalus moved closer and spoke, her eyes looked at him before her head nodded. Gently she shifted from her bed and stood upright, most he wounds healed, as she followed his lead. Her eyes casually glanced around while avoiding the students coming and going, his figure kept in her line of sight during the trip.
Althalus moved through the crowd of students at a quick pace, often checking behind him to make sure Mar was following. He didn’t know what was wrong with her, but he remembered the last time she hadn’t been entirely herself. And while Lyn had been the end result of that, she
had tried to kill him. He didn’t want to know what would happen if she lost control in this crowded hall. Luckily for all involved, they made it to the Den without incident. As soon as Mar made it through door, he closed it behind them. He turned around, watching her.
“Mar. What’s wrong? I’ve never seen you like this and it’s scaring me.”Mar inhaled as she slithered into the corner, her body turned to face him. Her brown eyes studied his for a moment and felt something store within. Bitterness a pain, her heart beating it through her body, causing her to speak.
"Why didn't you tell me? And why are you sticking around still?"Her head pulled high and looked harshly at him, studying for lies upon his face.
Althalus was quiet for a long moment. When he spoke he only hesitantly met her eyes, scared of what he might see.
“I didn’t tell you because I was afraid. I was afraid that if you learned that I was really a bloodstained monster, you’d leave and you’d take Lyn with you. I’m sticking around still for the same reason I was afraid. I love you Mar. I love you and our child. But seeing as I’ve royally fucked up everything, I won’t, can’t, stop you if you choose to leave and never come back.” He stepped out of the way of the door, and waited.
“You don’t lie to those you love!” Mar hissed, her voice hurt and venomous.
“You trust them. Not, pretend you know how they react and what’s best for them!” Her tail lashed out but not at him. It collided at the nearest object, a desk, sending its surface splintering and dented from her impact. The large furnishing screeched when it fell upon its side where it toppled over. Her anger was clear in her actions though she didn’t intend to do it, her tail reacted to her emotions.
Althalus didn’t flinch as the tail splintered and knocked over the table.
“I wasn’t thinking Mar. I want to say that when it comes to you and Lyn I have a bit of logic. But that’d be a lie. I was scared. If you and Lyn left me, because that’s what normally happens when you learn that the father of your child is a souless killer, I would…” He gave a helpless, shrug.
“I wasn’t thinking. I only knew that I believed you would leave me. For what it’s worth, I’m sorry.”“And you don’t think I have blood on my hands as well? I’ve killed Althalus since I was old enough to slither, have you? Can you say you grew up in a world that either kill or be killed? Mine’s an instinct, not a choice. Lyn is more likely to inherit that than turn you away!” Mar snapped, Her fury growing as her body shivered in pure, uncontrolled rage. She wanted to slap him but she wouldn’t let herself. Heat swept through her core, filling her soul and skin in hot waves which increased in temperature the more she talked. Yet she couldn’t stop herself.
“You think you’re the only one that cares about her? Care about you? You’re a bigger fool than I expected you to be Althalus! Why do you have to be damn selfish?!?” Her tail rose her higher, rearing in striking posture like a cobra ready to strike down a mouse. Her eyes glowed with heat, though if Althalus was looking closely, he would notice the strange pinkish hue they had taken within her eyes. She hated his selfishness so damn much.
“Don’t you realize if you die, I lose the one I need the most?” “You had no choice Mar. That makes you a survivor. Willingly murdering a child for money makes me a monster.” He was about to go on when her sudden explosion into fury. Althalus watched Mar carefully, growing more alarmed as he noted her body language and pinkish hue. He took a few steps towards her, getting into range of her hands.
“Mar, we’ve been over this before. I don’t plan on dying any time soon, especially when you’re still trying to get ahold of your emotions. But if it comes down between me or you, Lyn or me, or me or the both of you, I’m choosing myself to die every time. Why don’t you calm down, and then we can get you back to Lidda to get the rest of the venom out of your system.”Mar hissed louder, her lips curled back and fangs protruded forward. Her fingers curved to look like claws from her irritation at him, her body more agitated by the moment. She slapped out her tail to into his waist and sent him into the door where he made a thud, his figure crumbling from the impact.
“YOU DON’T GET TO MAKE THAT CHOICE FOR US!” Althalus saw the tail coming, after all Mar telegraphed what she was about to do,but all he did was brace for the impact, yelling in pain as he slammed against the door. Picking himself up with a groan and a curse, as she screamed at him, he moved back within arms reach. He was fairly certain at least one rib was cracked, but replied to her, as calmly as he was able.
“I do though Mar. Otherwise you’ll make the choice for me. You think that I’ll just be perfectly fine if I could have saved you, but didn’t? If I could have died in your place but didn’t? You and Lyn are the most important things in my life and I will always put you over my own health and safety. I know it will hurt. And I know you’ll likely never forgive me for it. But you’ll still be alive and able to heal. If I live and you die I’ll have lost the one I need the most and I’ll never forgive myself for that.” He stared at her rage filled eyes, clearly in pain.
“I love you Mar. It’s why I do all the damned foolish things I’ve done and will do.”Mar hissed more, her heart painfully ripping into pieces within her, or it felt like it, while she glared at him. Sweat started to pour from her skin and dowsing it. Her heart rattled in her chest before she cried out.
“Heal won’t matter if it’s alone. Have you forgotten, I can’t go back home. It’s gone! Destroyed and eliminated, which means I have no where to go. And what about Lyn? I can’t teach her to survive here! She needs her father more and you’ve overlooked what is most important, her.”She stiffened at hearing say he loved her, causing a new wave of pissed energy to wash over her. Her tail clipped him on the legs causing him to fall but instead of retreating, the tip wrapped about the ankle. She ripped it to the side taking him with it, then sent him into the nearest wall. Mar wanted him to fight back. To make it clear he wasn’t willing to throw away what they had yet he merely took the beating. It hurt, deeply, to know he didn’t care.
“Lies!” Althalus slid across the floor and hit the wall back first, crying out again as he bounced off. He picked himself up again, slower than before. He spoke as he moved back towards her, finally losing his own calm.
“This is your home Mar! I know it hurts to have everything and everyone you love killed, your home destroyed, and you were powerless to do anything about it. But home isn’t just where you were born, or where you live. It’s where your loved, with the people you love. I love you. Tyrael loves you. Alaira loves you. Lyn loves you. I didn’t over look her. You can teach her to survive here, and if you really needed help everyone in the College would be more than willing to help! For the last time I don’t plan on dying! But if it’s my death or your death, I’m the one who will die. Because I love you Mar and it’s not a gods damned lie! I love you and I won’t willingly hurt you, even if it means I have to let you beat me black and fucking blue.” He was closer than he had meant to get, looking up at her an inch between them.
"Then you don't find us worth fighting for." Mar cried and the tail lashed out, the pink hue in her eyes having brightened over the conversation's course. Her face crunched up into fury while she knocked him back again. She sent him flying into the door where it cracked, the wood caved into a dent.
"You should just leave if we're not worth fighting for." Althalus crashed into the door, the breath knocked out of him. He laid on the ground, gasping for breath for a few minutes before he picked himself up.
“I would fight tooth and nail, I would die for you and Lyn! But I will not fight against you. I won’t willingly hurt you. I love you Mar, and I’ll keep saying that until you accept that I’m not lying! You may hate me for the rest of my life after this but that will not change anything! I’ll love you until the day I die and after that, while my soul is cast into the Pit. I’ll never abandon you, not if I can help it.” Once again, he was aggressively close to Mar, glaring up at her.
"You can't fight to keep us together so why should it matter? You think you're disposable and I won't risk living through that pain." Mar was screaming, her arms raised at her side, staring with bitter tears in her eyes. She couldn't understand what was happening in her body but was driving her. Anger. Pain. Sorrow. It all swirled within her head causing her to grip it and jerk upright to note Althalus' position. He was the cause of this from the hurt to sorrow, unable to stand the war raging within her core.
"You should just leave. Just leave before I make you." “I’m fighting right now to keep us together. I don’t think I’m disposable over all, just when it comes to your life or mine, or Lyn’s or mine!” Althalus shouted back. That’s when he noticed the tears in her eyes, before she suddenly gripped her head and whipped back up to stare at him. In an instant his own anger dissipated and he sighed. His next words were spoken gently.
"I'm not going anywhere. Not while you're in this state."Mar wanted to curl into a ball as the talk continued, her eyes intense and blurry.
"Yes you are or I'll make you." He just shook his head, refusing. She didn't want him around if he would just die for her daughter and her, his words seeming to be hollow lies. The poison missed by Lidda was still doing its work. It coursed through her veins, stirring emotions otherwise locked away, as she narrowed her eyes.
"Then I'll make you." Her hips twisted and her tail coiling about Althalus' waist, pulling him close to her. She wrapped tightly about him and her muscles started to crush him. He should've fought to survive. It was what she wanted or she thought she did. When he refused to lash out, her strength crumbled. Her tail became limp while her hand slammed against his chest, each hit weaker than the last. She leaned into his neck and dampened it, soaking it with tears.
"I can't let you waste your life on me.Love isn't real." Althalus managed to keep her from trapping his arms, but was too beat up to avoid the attack, despite him seeing the coil attempt coming. He could feel her tail tightening, crushing him. Despite the fact that death was rapidly approaching he didn’t hit her. He just smiled at her, it only being slightly strained by the crushing grip around his legs.
“Haven’t we been in this situation before?”As she broke down he took the weakening blows, feeling a pain far worse than when he lost his hand at seeing her brought this low. He hugged her tightly as she sobbed into his neck.
“I’m not wasting my life on you. I’ve been wasting my life before I met you. And love is real. If it isn’t, why am I still here and why didn’t you just kill me?” She gave no response, continuing to sob. Althalus held her until her sobs quieted and she passed out.
With some difficulty, given his numerous fresh injuries, he managed to put her in the bed in the Den.
Time to get Lidda...I think I might prefer fighting with Mar again.. He passed two golems standing outside the Den door, staring at them as they promptly left when he came out.r.
“Well, that means at least one person heard us..” he muttered before heading towards the Infirmary. He made as fast a beeline as he was able to Lidda, raising a hand to forestall her obvious questions.
“Mar still has venom in her system, she’s resting in our room, and it’d be easier if you just came to there. Please.”