Violet
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Alexander
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Alexander
Time: Late Morning
Location: Damien Estate â Loverâs Lake
Mention: Fritz/Ryn @JJ Doe, Calbert and Liliane Damien, Charlotte @princess, Roman @ReusableSword
The Damien Estate. Alexanderâs eyes lit up as he took in the view of the property from the small window of the carriage approaching the front gate. Though he had been here previously on the night of the masquerade party, seeing it now, revealed in the light of day, only added to its allure. To think the very element that unmasked the beauty of the Damien home was what he could only mildly tolerate, especially on clear-sky days like these. Still, there were tasks he needed to complete and ongoing operations that needed the occasional or even frequent stoking.
Scarlett. I continue to force our paths to cross. Alexander had not completely planned this visit, at least not this soon. Reviewing the objectives laid out during the Black Rose Company meeting brought forth a realization for him. Alexander actually found it a touch humorous. The two other men who knew Violetâs true nature were also considered enemies of her father. A grin spread across his lips as he thought of how entangled the threads of these relationships were becoming.
With the Black Rose Company embedded with the Damien family staff as an illusion of providing needed additional protection, the carriage was let into the property. Concurrently, word was being passed that Violet had a guest. The information passed from servant to servant until Violet heard a firm knocking on her bedroom door.
She had been in the midst of a rare moment of quiet, savoring the stillness of her room, when the knock on the door interrupted her thoughts.
âLady Damien, a Mr. Deacon is here to see you. He intends to escort you from the property to talk about⌠work.â The servant didnât even believe in the message she was conveying. âIf you prefer it, I can send him away.â She offered, assuming Alexander might be a bother to Violetâs desire for solitude.
The news of Alexander's visit caught her off guard, and her mind raced with the implications. She knew Alexander Deacon well enough to understand that his visit was never without purpose, especially given the intertwined web of alliances and enmities surrounding them.
She stood up slowly, smoothing out the fabric of her black morning dress as she considered the situation. The offer to send him away was tempting, but Violet knew better than to avoid Alexander. His presence on her family's estate, under the pretense of discussing "work," was a signal that something important needed to be discussed, but truthfully, she didnât want to pass up the opportunity to see him again. Strangely, through their conversations, she felt herself growing fond of Alexander.
"Thank you, but I'll see him, I am under his employment now, attempting to keep myself busy so he may make an appearance from time to time." Violet replied, her voice calm but firm. She dismissed the servant with a nod and a soft smile.
Violet took a moment to compose herself, her reflection in the mirror showing no trace of the unease she felt. The dark circles from the lack of sleep were evident, and despite her attempts, she couldnât seem to hide with makeup. Taking a deep sigh, she stood tall, attempting to pull herself together; she could be herself around Alexander; however, the presence of him at her home would likely have the household buzzing, and she wanted to avoid any unnecessary attention.
Finally making her way down the corridor, she headed down the large stairs; grabbing her thick black coat, she pulled her hair around her shoulders, adjusting it to sit comfortably. She turned back around to see many of the staff members waiting at the top of the staircase watching and whispering. She knew that before long, this would likely get back to her parents as well, which, after the conversation she just had with her mother, she hoped would go unnoticed.
Heading out to where the carriage had been pulled Violet opened the carriage doors. Her crimson eyes landed on Alexander as the bright hues from her red eyes seemed to glow under her hooded cape. With the help of his attendant Violet stepped into the carriage sitting across from him. It was a familiar feeling, one that brought her back to the night of the stables.
âShould I expect early morning calls after a night of drinking to be a regular occurrence?â her voice tinged with sass as it was clear Violet was certainly not a morning person. Alexander simply sighed as he held open a small, black, hard-covered book in his right hand.
âAs if youâre busy with something important.â His eyes remained affixed to the open page containing a list of thirteen names. A dozen nobodies and someone Violet might become deeply connected to. âWait! Before you tell me otherwise, I only jest.â He grinned as his eyes finally met hers. The carriage suddenly started moving but he kept his eyes on hers as if searching for something in them. âHow are you?â
Her red eyes narrowed in on his âAs if you care about the response to that question.â She sighed. âI sent a letter to Lord Fritz last night, I expect he will receive it this morning, and truthfullyâŚâ she paused taking a moment to catch a breath âI am still uncertain about the arrangement but I suppose we should see how the meeting goes.â She sat back against the carriage wall âI almost had my maid for breakfast this morning as well.â She sucked in her breath and held it for a moment before releasing it slowly. She took notice of the book in his hands with writing inside of it. âDoes that book have anything to do with why you decided to call on me so early?â
â...â Alexander parted his lips to speak but refrained, deciding to take another second to think about what Violet just shared with him. âThat and those eyes I admire so so much.â With little effort, Alexander tore the page of interest from the book. âI⌠missed you.â He shamelessly bit his lower lip as he shut the book and started to neatly fold the paper on his lap.
Blinking, her eyes widened slightly at his admittance to the reason for his visit. â..Iâm surprised,â she said truthfully as she watched him fold the paper on his lap. She wanted to trust the words he said to her but his life was coated in lies and secrets, ones she knew well and others she only imagined existed. Yet foolishly she couldnât help herself but to indulge in the fantasy of it all. She remained silent while he continued folding the paper, waiting for some kind of hint as to what exactly it was he wanted to speak on, it sure as hell wasn't for her company.
âAnd awareâŚâ he added before extending the folded paper to her with an outstretched hand. âAnd informed. Donât read the names aloud, please. Simply look and tell me how many more you recognize.â
Violet reached out and grabbed the paper from his hand. She carefully opened it up and took a moment to read all the names and double-check them before folding the paper up once again and extending it back. âNone,â she said simply before leaning back in the carriage. âWellâŚOther than Lord Fritz Hendrix but you know that.â Her eyes watched him as if trying to find some kind of clue for the question.
âGood⌠Actually, ânot too badâ may be a better reply,â Alexander said with a shrug before reaching and retrieving the paper back.
âTheyâre all marked for death byâŚâ He paused as he seemed to be saying too much. âWell, my people are still unsure, but I can assure you the threat is real enough for me to come to you so suddenly this morning. For that I do apologize, Scarlett.â
âMarked for death?â She studied his face as she thought. However, her initial reaction was not one people would normally have upon hearing that news. âThere are worse things in this world than death but ⌠what exactly did Lord Fritz do to wind up on that list?â
âI can't say, really. There are far too many reasons for wanting someone dead.â Alexander smoothly slipped the folded paper between the pages of the book from once it came. âWhatâs important to me is that your potential source of blood remains alive. And though I don't have much to go on, simply informing him of the plot may greatly aid him.â Alexander chuckled lightly. âItâs almost too perfect that you happen to be meeting with him soon⌠And poor Roman. Or perhaps, lucky Roman, hmm.â
âSo you want me to share this information? I might need more than just âyour name is on a death list.ââ She took in a breath.
âI don't want you to do anything, dear. I am providing you this information so that you may make your own decision regarding one of your lambs with it. If you can't convince Count Fritz with your word alone then it may be best to let him perish. There should be more trust between you two. Again, poor Roman.â
âI don't see how Roman has any factor in thisâŚâ she responded, confused by his concern for him.
âOh⌠Iâm sorry if I honed in on you not mentioning a meeting with Roman as well.â His tone was dripping with a false sense of concern. âHe must be your backup plan. I like that. Good thinking.â
Her face dropped as a shadowed expression glided across her face. âI haven't found the words to say to him yet.â She said softly, her red eyes glancing out the carriage window for a moment. The slight exposure of her neck from turning her head set a vicious and curious thought in the mind of Alexander. He leaned forward ever so slightly, feigning interest in her words though her flesh⌠her crimson nectar within was his focus. âI don't have backup plans. I have regrets, and as I said, I don't know about the situation with Lord Fritz. The idea scares me in truth. Maybe the idea of accidentally killing someone is easier to swallow when it's a stranger than a friend. I wouldn't put Roman in that position.â
How would it taste? Desirable? Disgusting? Warm? Or perhaps cold and refreshing. Her eyes moved back to look at him, unaware of what lay beneath his surface.
âIf that's how you decipher your relationships, then so be it, but don't include me in that.â She tugged at her cloak as she smoothed it out against her lap âI would like to say I can include you in that mix, a friend that is. That is why, regardless of your motives, I wouldn't toss your name to the wolves either.â
And if you did? Ohhh Scarlett⌠Cry monster and I'll show them one. A red-eyed bloodthirsty killer.
Violet shrugged her shoulders glancing down to her lap as her hands fiddled with a loose thread.
âRoman saw me before anyone else didâŚand you..you helped me in many ways that I'm not sure I can express properly. So no. Not a backup plan. More like a reason as to why I haven't taken you up on your offer.â The dark thread twisted around her pale finger.
âPrecious⌠You make this difficult, you know? To be in your presence, and remain⌠professional.â The thread around Violet's finger snapped as Alexander looked out the closest window, eyeing the passing trees. Her red orbs moved with ease to look at him.
Lover's Lake⌠Sly driver, you.
âI respect it, Scarlett. Sorry for assuming you were like everyone else. Selflessness is so rare these days, and that's why⌠why I think I can⌠No, I shouldn'tâŚâ He gulped, keeping his eyes off her and to the passing trees through the window.
Her eyes followed his to see the passing trees, unaware of where they were. Her eyes darted between him and the window.
âWhat is it?â She shrugged âYouâve helped me take a life, you helped me dump a body and listen to me rant about all sorts of useless things. At least allow me to offer the same if you want itâŚâ Her voice dropped to a deep tone at the end.
âSee. There you go again, Scarlett.â He faced her with a brief smile before his expression turned serious. âI-â His voice was but a whisper. He leaned toward her at first but then moved across the gap to seat himself right beside her. Violetâs heart skipped a beat from his sudden closeness to her. She instinctively pulled back slightly, her body tensing for a moment before relaxing. âIâve been holding backâŚâ He leaned in closer. âAbout the situation with Fritz⌠I apologize⌠There are things Iâm forbidden from saying, Scarlett. But I trust you. How could I not?â
âThe choice is yours and the offer stands. Perhaps you are right. I may be too selfless for my own good. HoweverâŚ.â she paused for a moment trying to read his face but getting nothing. âItâs just who I am, I suppose. I won't sit here and attempt to coerce you into anything.â She let off a toothy grin, her fang very apparent as it rested against her red-tinted lip. âNot that I believe I could coerce you into anything but I hope you understand my meaning.â
âOf course I understand⌠Yet, you seem to have this ability to make me want to do things I shouldn't.â A sigh of defeat escaped him as Violet attempted to hold back a cheeky grin. âI have more information on those planning to kill Fritz. Iâm not meant to divulge but no one needs to know⌠no one needs to know anything that happens between us.â
"No, you're right. They donât," she replied softly, her tone confirming his observation. "I have very little interest in divulging anything I do with my time. Unless you tell me otherwise, it will always stay between us." Her voice, once firm, softened into a sincere, almost intimate whisper as her words lingered in the air.
As she spoke, her shoulders eased, tension dissolving as she cocked her head ever so slightly to the side. Her crimson eyes, gleaming with a quiet intensity, remained fixed on him, studying every contour of his face. She searched, her gaze probing for the smallest crack in his expression, hoping for some sign of emotion, some hint of vulnerability. But still, he remained a perfect enigma, unreadable as ever. The silence between them stretched, thick and weighted with unspoken words, but she refused to look away.
âAlways?â Alexander's eyebrows raised slightly. âSo if weâŚâ And there it was. His toothy grin. â...in here⌠right now⌠Alexander leaned closer. His lips shut, hiding away his teeth.
Violet's crimson eyes flickered anxiously, darting from side to side as he leaned in. Her chest tightened, and for a fleeting moment, her breath caught, trapped in her throat. Every instinct urged her to pull away, but she remained still, rooted in place. Tension coiled through her body, yet she didnât flinch, her gaze locked on him.
âPrecious.â
And then Alexander withdrew.
âAhhh⌠I couldn't take advantage of my Scarlett like that. Not with how precious you are.â He snickered.
âYou would be so lucky.â She attempted to play it off cool as her voice dropped, leaning back against the carriage wall with a grin of her own.
Then the carriage stopped.
âFortune has never favored me, dear. Now come, there should be a spot with some shade beside the lake. Our tryst will have to wait.â Alexander opened the door of the carriage and offered a hand to help Violet out.
Releasing the breath she hadnât realized sheâd been holding, she exhaled softly and allowed a faint smile to curve her lips. With a graceful nod, she accepted his outstretched hand, letting him guide her out of the carriage. "Thank you,"
Once her feet touched the ground, she delicately adjusted her skirt and cloak, smoothing the fabric with practiced ease. Her fingers briefly lingered on the soft material before she straightened up, her gaze sweeping over their surroundings. The realization of where they had arrived struck her, and a flicker of amusement danced in her eyes.
"Interesting choice for a work meeting," she remarked.
âItâll allow us to speak freely without tiring the horses.â He briefly looked over at the pair of equestrians, acknowledging their strength and beauty. âI have a bit of a soft spot for them⌠That's why it's a shame what happened to that boy. We had that in common, he and I.â Alexanderâs expression became solemn as he thought of Darrynâs fate. He fiddled with the peculiar ring on his finger, tempted to remove it and the burden it carried.
She hadnât thought much of the stable boy, and even now, she didnât hold much remorse for him either. The concept startled her. Her lack of empathy towards those sheâs hurt seems to be disappearing as the days go on. "YesâŚvery sad indeed." Her voice lacked any sign of remorse. Pausing to look around, Violet noted how shaded the area was so early in the morning. "Shall we then?" she asked, attempting to pull him out of whatever remorse he was feeling.
âYes of course.â Alexander leaned up against a tree with a splendid view of the lake in front of him. âNo need to put a life lost ahead of one we mean to save. Especially when someone who's attracted the attention of the Bloody Thorns.â Alexander sighed. âTheyâre an organization of the most depraved criminals. Even more extreme than what you may believe I'm capable of.â Alexander shook his head trying to fathom such a thing himself.
âThey plan to⌠send for him during the night of the Drunkards Day celebrations. I don't know how they plan to end him but your friend should remain home that night with some form of protection. Offer yourself even. All he has to do is survive them long enough for them to realize he's not worth it.â
Silence swept over as she absorbed all the information he just shared. "A depraved criminal wouldnât waste their time on small fish so I suppose the question lies, what exactly would he have done to make them so upsetâŚ" She leaned up against the tree beside him watching birds land in the middle of the lake as the morning sun peeked through the treeline.
âA count? A small fish, is he?â He commented under his breath as he took in her point of view. She does live with one.
"I supposed I could help him, as you said but If these people are as dangerous as you seem to be implying then the likelihood of them adding me to a list is a possibilityâŚ" Her eyes glanced over to him for a moment before looking back towards the lake. "I could use that to my advantage. Use him for myself and offer help in returnâŚbut its alot to risk over someone I hardly know."
âYou speak as if you don't need him at all.â He shook his head at the awful predicament knowing his situation had been far from this complex from the start. âYour options become even more limited than they already are if he perishes. At the very least, inform him. The Bloody Thorns like to keep their intentions hidden, so much so that they won't make a second attempt at his life or kill someone not on the list.â
"I don't need him." she said pointedly "You act as him providing me with blood in the small amounts he could handle would set me on my merry way." She knew he would disagree with everything she had just said but something inside of her fired at that idea. He couldnât understand the sheer amount of torture she was under on a day-to-day basis, the need for blood so strong she was scared to let herself go. "I will speak with him and tell him what you think he should hear, I will even offer to be there when that day comes butâŚ" She took in a breath her red eyes once again moving to look at him for a moment. She decided it wasnât worth dragging him into her inner demons. "I will talk with him." She added, not going into what she wanted to say.
âItâs not just about blood. But⌠I guess that understanding comes with time,â he replied with a smile full of positivity as he kept his eyes on the scenery. âJust keep me out of whatever explanation you give him. If not for your unique connection to him, I'd allow events to proceed as normal.â
She turned her attention toward the lake, the surface shimmering under the pale light of the setting sun. A gentle breeze stirred the air, rustling through the trees, making their leaves dance in rhythm. The wind caught her dark hair, causing it to whip around her face like wild, unruly tendrils. With a frustrated sigh, she reached up, fingers brushing against her neck as she gathered the raven strands and pulled them over her left shoulder. She began to twist them absentmindedly around her fingers, trying in vain to tame the mess, but her hands fidgeted continuously, betraying the whirlwind of thoughts racing through her mind.
Her gaze remained fixed on the waterâs edge for a moment longer before she broke the silence, her voice tentative but edged with curiosity.
"What do you mean thereâs more than just a blood exchange?"
She turned her head slowly, her eyes searching his face for answers, an unspoken plea for clarity.
"My mother was supposed to give me the books she found on this... change," she confessed, the words tumbling from her lips with a mix of frustration and self-consciousness. "But I havenât read them yet." Her voice lowered, the vulnerability in her tone making her feel exposed, like a student admitting they hadnât done their homework.
She had spent so much time trying to understand herself, but in this moment, she felt lost, standing on the edge, waiting for someone to help her make sense of it all. Alexander stood by her side, seemingly with all the answers. He would surely lead her to some semblance of peaceâŚright? To be lost and alone, to be so vulnerable attracts the empathetic and the charitable. HoweverâŚ
âWell⌠naturally you form a special bond. A special relationship. It seems silly, I know, but⌠it's everything.â He turned to face Violet, wearing a hint of a grin. âTo mutually trust each other with your livesâŚâ He took half a step toward her. âWilling to embrace so intimately, even passionatelyâŚâ With another step he eyed the little space between them now. âTo know it will all end terribly, yet still you both remainâŚâ His hands rested on her sides. âFamiliar, isn't it?â
Her breath caught, a sharp inhale she couldn't suppress, as the gap between them vanished. Her pulse quickened, a mix of apprehension and anticipation twisting in her chest. The only person she would have felt comfortable this close to was Roman, not Lord Fritz.
His words confirmed the unspoken fear she'd been harboring, the sinking realization that aligning herself with Lord Fritz would bind her in ways she wasn't ready for. Yet, as his hands settled on her sides, steady and deliberate, her thoughts fractured, tugged away from her dread. Her crimson eyes flicked down to where his fingers lightly touched her sides, then lifted slowly, locking onto his gaze with a silent question trembling beneath the surface.
âItâs love, Scarlett. Commitment. Intimacy. Passion.â
Her eyes widened slightly, his words confirming what she was curious about. "Love?" she repeated as if to somehow convince herself of the word. "SoâŚIf I âŚif he and IâŚThen Iâll love him? Just like that?" Her eyes were wide as a doeâs as she searched his face for answers. "Does it only work on those who are afflicted?...does it work the same way if you were to feed on me?" the words left before she could even think of the implications of the question. It brought forth a brief chuckle from him before he took another moment to admire her naivety.
âMe feed on you?â He almost seemed to be asking himself the question, his curiosity piqued with wanting to know what benefits or consequences he might face in indulging it. Luckily he wore his ring, or he might have thrown all sense to the wayside.
âScarlett, no one is going to fall in love at first bite,â he said lightly smiling to himself. âI may have gotten carried away but⌠if you continue to feed on the same willing person for long enough, there can only be love. It can be romantic, familial, platonic, or even fantastical. That and the blood bond but that's the ugly part of things.â
Her shoulders relaxed at his words but she was curious about the blood bond. "What is the blood bond?" She asked, unsure if she wanted the answer or not, but it felt important to be educated if she was going to do this.
âThe blood bond, it'sâŚâ Alexander thought about explaining it from an unbiased point of view. âBesides becoming a tad bit possessive, you can tell how the person youâve fed on is feeling and if they're close by. With a little magicae, you can grant them an invisible form of protection to safeguard them.â Alexander let loose a sigh and released Violet as he thought about his recent run-in with such a safeguard. Another vampire with as much or more experience than himself did not sit well with Alexander.
"OhâŚ" her voice dropped as the idea didnât help her but instead made the fears worse.
âThink of it as a consolation for possibly damning someone else.â He couldn't help himself not to say that. âPerhaps we could both damn each other.â With a gentle hand he tilted her chin upward to get a good look at her neck. âIf that were a possibilityâŚâ Her chin moved with ease as he inspected her neck, her crimson eyes fixated on him as she could see the curiosity in them.
"...Try it." she said without much thought but she too was curious about it. "Show me what I need to do..."
She didnât believe he would, but her curiosity was strong. At least, if anything, she would know what to do with Fritz if it ever came to that.
âShow you what to do?â Alexander raised an eyebrow with an amused grin as he leaned toward her exposed neck, Violet's cheeks turned slightly pink from the embarrassment of her suggestion. âIâm sorry but it's just something that happens. It can't be taught, only experienced,â he whispered, caressing Violetâs neck with his hand. âTake my handâŚâ He offered his free hand to her.
She looked down at his free hand, confused; she didnât feel like she understood the bonds or exchange of blood or anything. She would need to find the books that her mother mentioned, maybe she could find more answers there. With all of her confusion, she accepted his hand as her slender pale fingers slipped into his. His grip was easy at first but then squeezed firmly.
âNow, brace.â he ordered. Shutting her eyes she felt her body tense up as she anticipated what his next move was. Her chest rose with air as she held her breath as the muscles in her neck and shoulders contracted slightly with tension. All of that only to simply feel a prick upon the tip of her thumb and the feeling of Alexander's tongue licking at the small puncture he had made. She opened one eye, the crimson orb falling on his lips around her finger as the tension in her shoulder relaxed. âHm.â His eyes narrowed before removing Violet's thumb from his mouth to take a look at the blood that was visibly dripping from it and onto the natural ground.
"What?... Is there something wrong with me?" She looked at him, her eyes widened with concern then down to her bleeding finger.
âNot sure,â He answered casually with a shrug and a frown. âNever had the opportunity to drink the blood of someone like myselfâŚâ He shook his head with disgust before letting loose a hearty chuckle. âAnd would not recommend, ever. It is⌠it is absolutely vile! Especially compared to the usual. I mean that⌠that was an unpleasant surprise.â Despite the result, Alexander was in a seemingly good mood. More in awe with how terrible the taste was. âEh, part of the curse I guess. There are rarely shortcuts when it comes to magic.â Violet looked down at her finger with a frown, the wound had already closed by the time she took note of it.
"I guess on the positive side, I don't need to worry about you attempting to make me your next snack." She laughed at the idea. âI wouldnât imagine the blood of rats to taste very good either.â Her body relaxed back against the large tree that shaded them. âIâm surprised you havenât tried before, but then again I'm not familiar with how common our kind is. I would imagine not that common.
âCorrect butâŚâ Alexander walked over and leaned against a vacant spot beside her on the tree. âI think âexceptionally rareâ is a better descriptor. Magic is practiced in secrecy and knowledge of this curse is not easily obtained. Add the fact that conditions of this affliction are meant to be kept secret, and you will find it near impossible to discover a handful in a lifetime yetâŚâ He chuckled. âIn my short time in Sorian, I've discovered two with no relation to each other. Heh. The capital sure is interesting. Gave me my first taste of vampire blood, from Scarlett no less.â
A chuckle erupted from Violet as she used a hand to steady herself against the tree from falling over. âYes, the most vile experience thanks to yours truly. I am delighted to have offered you that.â
âAs am I.â Alexander smiled along with her. âIt may not have tasted good, but you've provided me with something invaluable. An answer to a question that might have bothered me for quite a time. Care to answer another?â He leaned toward her.
âI can, maybe this one will be less disappointingâŚâ She leaned in towards him âWhat is this mysterious question?â
âHmm, dear, Iâm afraid Iâm torn between two.â He obviously feigned an exasperated sigh, all while wearing a playful grin. âI guess I can let you choose how we proceed. To make it fun. So, Scarlett⌠would you like me to ask about your closest neighbor or worst enemy? You can only pick one.â
She let out a long sigh as she thought for a moment. âI could answer bothâŚâ she said looked at him. âWorst enemy,â she paused whilst Alexander reacted with a raised eyebrow. âIf I had to pick one.â
âI seeâŚâ Alexander nodded his head as he took note of her choice. âWhat do you want to do to the person who put you on the brink of death? The one who played such a major role in making you what you are now.â
The laughter faded from her eyes, replaced by a softness that seemed almost distant. Her mind went blank as her gaze drifted to the lake before her. She watched the birds, which had been circling the treeline, finally descend into the water, causing ripples to fan out and expand against the current. The gentle movement of the water seemed to mirror her thoughts as she spoke softly. "When I was a child..." Her voice carried the weight of distant memories. "My parents used to let Crystal and me run around the yard. It felt enormous back then, like a vast wilderness waiting to be explored." A faint smile touched her lips as she recalled the laughter shared with her sister.
"Dusk had settled, and I was the only one left outside. My parents didnât mindâthey could see me from the large sitting room window. But I had wandered too far, right to the edge of the property." She inhaled sharply, her hand unconsciously drifting to her neck and upper chest, where old scars still lingered beneath her skin. "A man had been sitting just beyond the treeline, watching us all day, I assume. When I got close enough... well..." Her fingers brushed over the hidden marks on her neck, and her voice grew quieter. "I nearly died that day. The doctors managed to save me, but the wound left an awful scar. For so long, I carried it with shame."
She glanced down at the lake, watching the ripples dance on the surface. "It later came to light that it had something to do with my fatherâsome deal he had been involved in. He made the wrong people angry, and they decided to send a message." Her eyes darkened, and her breath caught in her throat. âCrystal and I were never left outside again.â
With a sigh, she pressed her lips together, her expression unreadable as she tried to hide the emotions that threatened to spill over.
"That's why I was always so pale as a child. Funny how I was cursed to avoid the sun once again," she said, referring to the affliction they both shared. Her lips curled into a bitter smile. "I wore neck-high gowns, covering my scar out of shameânot for my father, but because I felt unmarriable. Worthless." Marriage had always been a concern of her fathers, she wasnât sure if it was to get rid of them out of his home faster or to strengthen some political ties. Her voice dropped quieter now. "My sister had suitors lined up, but for me, that was never in the cards. So I kept my head down, stayed in the shadows, hoping that if I did, nothing like that would happen again."
Her red eyes flicked toward him, searching to see if he was still listening, before turning back to the water. "But it didnât last long. All I remember was leaving the ball, and then... darkness." Her voice grew hollow as she continued. "Now, I have a scar I cannot hide, no matter how hard I try. I've become nothing more than a tattered, sewn-up shell of a person who feeds on others just to survive. I thought my father would have learned from the first time, but I suppose not."
Her hand moved from her chest down to her side, fingers clasping together as if seeking comfort. "I donât know for sure if my father was involved this time, but I wouldnât be surprised. History tends to repeat itself." She trailed off, staring at the lake as if the calm water could somehow soothe the turmoil inside her. âMy mother told me I died. That for a day, I was gone until someone performed something on me that brought me back. However, I had been gone for so long that my body was in a questionable state. I had to stay under care until I could walk again; even then, it wasnât by much luck. It wasnât until I started feeding as much as I did that I started to feel better.â
She took a deep breath âTo answer your question, I blame my father for it. For not learning the first time⌠putting me and the rest of my family at risk. I blame my mother for bringing me back and cursing me with this disfigured corpse of a body I have to now live with and ⌠I⌠feel nothing towards the one who did it.â she said honestly as she looked over at him âI want to find out whyâŚfind out if it was because of my father or something else and go from there but Iâve held so much anger and resentment for my parents I don't think Iâve given myself time to think about anyone else.â She adjusted herself against the tree. âIâm sorry you didnât ask for a life story but I just felt the context to be important.â Alexander furrowed his brow and shook his head, denying her apology.
âDonât ever apologize for expressing yourself to me. Remember, Iâm someone that you can just talk to without feeling judged. Besides, it's good to know that I can provide you with the truth of that night. A sad truth but one you need to accept. Perhaps you'll even change your mind on whose to blame.â Alexander walked forward, leaving the tree behind so that he could face Violet squarely.
âReady?â
With hesitation, Violet nodded softly.
âFirst, I would like to inform you that your death was not an act of retaliation toward your father or your family. In fact, the killer wasn't even targeting you. Why would they? Think about all that you have just told me. If someone wished to deeply wound your fatherâs spirit, wouldn't the perpetrator choose Crystal?â He let that sink in for a short moment before he continued.
His words hit her like a wave as she braced herself against the tree. Her mind spiraled. He was right in that fact Crystal had always been their prize, and when she fell ill, it turned the whole household upside down. For years, it felt like they mourned her ⌠or what they lost due to her illness.
Regardless of what her parents had tried to say Violet never held that hope for them, that left so early on in her life.
âThe true target of the killer was someone who was very suddenly shoved into the spotlight. Not the best light, of course, but her fatherâs actions ensured their names would be burnt into the thoughts of all who attended the ball that night. A young woman, the daughter of a public official, alabaster skin, raven hair.â Alexander admired such features on Violet. âPerhaps your resemblance is why that person settled with choosing you that night. Who they truly desired to murder was none other than Charlotte Vikena.â Alexander averted his gaze from hers. The truth of it all did not appear to be easy to deliver, yet he persisted with his intimate details of her murdererâs plan.
Her knees buckled as her red eyes widened with surprise.
Charlotte!?...
âAnd to think that Duke Lorenzo's strange disappearance that night was what made Charlotte too difficult to isolate. She was abandoned, sure but she was seen later with your father, then Count Fritz, then later at the Tough Tavern⌠The irony. So, the killer became desperate, so much so that just seeing you walk streets alone drew him to you to be the replacement for his scheme.â Alexander began to pace. âYou see, they wanted nothing but to throw Sorian into chaos, and they just might have if they had been a little more patient. Imagine it. The royal family of the Alidasht would have been prime suspects with Duke Vikena unable to fathom their innocence in his spiraling after losing another woman in his life. He wouldn't be the only one to point the finger at the kingdomâs rivals either, further escalating their underlying tension. What would follow is still a mystery, since his plan failed the moment he chose you. Not only would your death not stir enough controversy due to your reclusiveness but you didn't even stay dead. No one knew that you died. To the public, it was as if nothing ever occurred. The only forms of proof are that scar you're forced to wear so openly, your affliction, and the man responsible locked away in a dreary dungeon in the company of a good friend of mine.â Alexander shrugged nonchalantly while thinking of Mistress Valeria Thorncroft. âSo⌠do you still feel nothing for him? Or would you like retribution?â
Her eyes stared blankly into the distance, the world around her splintering like shattered glass as her body became a statue of dread. An unsettling presence stirred within her, a shadow long buried, clawing to escape the confines of her mind. Twice now, she had been chosen as a mere substitute, a pawn in a cruel game. First, it was Crystal during that horrific day so long ago, and now, it was Charlotteâs intended death! The pain and confusion loomed ominously over her like a storm cloud ready to unleash its fury.
Anger simmered beneath her skin, a volatile fire threatening to consume her as her thoughts spiraled into the abyss, where darkness thrived. Yet she fought to contain it, to keep the demons at bay.
Clearing her throat, she pulled herself away from the tree. Her crimson eyes fixed on him, an unsettling darkness creeping into their depths, a silent promise of the chaos brewing just beneath the surface. At the same time, Alexander refused to meet her gaze.
âWhat is his name?â her words dripping with venom. Her tone seemed to force him to steal a glance at her.
âThat⌠I'm afraid that is something I don't have the privilege of telling you. Though I can say thisâŚâ
Violet's breathing quickened, each gasp drawing in sharp, frantic breaths as her heart raced like a trapped animal. She braced herself against the tree, its gnarled bark a cold comfort against her trembling frame. Desperation clawed at her throat as she fumbled with the corset wrapped tightly around her waist, her hands shaking violently as she fought to loosen its cruel grip. Desperately seeking air.
With a sudden surge of will and panic, she tore it open, the fabric falling to the ground like scraps. Still drenched in panic, she unlaced her cloak, watching it crumple into a lifeless heap beside her corset. Turning her back to Alexander, she felt exposed and vulnerable, clad only in her black gown, the fabric a stark contrast to the darkness closing in around her. The feelings of anger, destruction, and need flooded her.
With each hurried step away from him attempting to gain distance from Alexander, her hand clutched her chest while the other grabbed onto the trees that passed her as she pushed herself away from them. A futile attempt to steady herself. Her legs buckled beneath her, surrendering to the panic. The world around her felt like a tightening noose, the encroaching darkness threatening to swallow her whole.
Hunched over on the ground, she slammed her fist into the earth, each blow echoing her torment as she punched a hole into the soil. Her nails dug deep into the ground, anchoring her to something real as she struggled against the tide of despair.
Her head tossed back, her raven hair cascading over her pale skin like a dark waterfall, and her red eyes lifted to the treetops, searching for solace in the sky. She took one long breath when A deep, guttural growl erupted from her chest, a primal sound that morphed into a broken cryâa release of weeks' worth of pressure, frustrations, and an unbearable sense of loss.
Her body crumpled down into a child's pose as her body caught its breath, her chest rising and falling as she felt the tears begin to sweep in her eyes. Her entire life had been destroyed because of others.
ââŚThink about all that you have just told me. If someone wished to deeply wound your fatherâs spirit, wouldn't they choose Crystal?â
ââŚyou to be the replacement for his scheme.â
She was always the replacement.
Alexander stood over Violetâs pitiful display, his hands now bare with his cold gaze piercing through her. It was a sad sight to behold but there would be not an ounce of sympathy from him now.
â...Your worst enemy, Scarlett. The one who hurt you so⌠they are within reach of the crown.â Alexander whispered.
Her head peeked up as a tear rolled down her cheek. Her glassy red eyes shone against the morning rays. She didnât make eye contact with him. The darkness had consumed her, her mind held only one thought. Death.
â...I will kill himâ she whispered back to him in response âI WILL KILL HIM!â She shouted at the top of her lungs, her fist slammed down on the ground again, birds taking flight from the sudden shock of her loud voice.
Darkness had swallowed her, she wasnât sure there was any coming back from it now.
She refused to be anyone else's replacement, second choice, or victim. The world had forced her to be the monster.