Violet
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Alexander
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Alexander
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Time: After Midnight đŚ
Location: Back Alley in the Slums
Mention: Roman @ReusableSword, Fritz/Ryn @JJ Doe, Calbert and Liliane Damien
Violetâs crimson eyes shot over to him as realization dawned on her. She could feel the need to cry lurking as it crept forward with each second. Instinctively her hand reached for her cheek where the sting from his hand meeting her face had occurred. Although he had hurt her, she didn't believe it to be about malice; however, her condition caused him to feel the need to do something to pull her from it. How could she subject anyone to that? Even someone as strong as Roman.
â....no,â she said softly as her hand fell from her cheek, grasping her hand for comfort as she held them against her as they walked. She fell silent again as her mind absorbed all the things he said. âMy Mother or Lord Ravenwood. TheyâŚIâŚâ she stumbled on her words. âI don't think I could for anyone in truth.â
âViolet.â Alexander's voice was absent of any sharpness as he quickly moved around her so that he could directly face her. Violet's eyes met his as he caught her off guard with his sudden change. He caught her clasped hands in his own, putting a full stop to their movement just before they entered the main throughway. She looked down at her hands as he held them. âNow do you understand why I am here with you tonight? I may not be responsible or even love you, but I know this path, and we are lucky to have found each other on it. You, Violet, can live or die however you desire but if you want to continue as we are from today onward, walk this path beside me. Give me time and I will show you that death is not the only means of freeing yourself from this nightmare.â
Taking a slow breath as it hitched in her throat she squeezed his hand as her shoulders dropped in response. Something in her eased at his proposition.
Alexander scared her; she had already seen what she could only assume was a fraction of what he was capable of, but doing this alone scared her even more. âWhat do you get out of this?â She pushed. âAs you stated, you do not love me nor are you responsible for me. I have nothing to offer except frustrations.â Her grip on his hands relaxed as she felt the soft caress of his thumbs.
âI get an ally. Someone I can come to trust here in Sorian. Someone outside of the Black Rose Company who knows my well-kept secret. I won't ask for much except your loyalty and the assumption of a particular role to make our meetings appear more natural to the public eye.â He flashed a toothy grin. âAnd I'll take the frustrations. I have quite a few methods for easing those.â
She matched his toothy smile as she gave him a sly look. âI am sure you do.â she added. However, the smile faded as the rest of his words sunk in. Her face expressed her thoughts as her features softened. âI havenât spoken your name in any relation to myself out of respect for what you did for me. You don't need to offer me this out of pity or fear that I would share your secrets.â She paused for a moment as she thought about the idea more.
âOf course not. It's merely proof of the trust between us.â Alexander gave an encouraging nod as it appeared Violet had more to say.
âWhat kind of role would I hold?â
âMy assistant.â He shrugged simply. âIt's not something your parents would be fond of, especially your father. The daughter of a count in the service of some lord holding no other title⌠But in theory, it would be a great way to get you outside and keep you protected while your parents focus on other matters.â His voice held a somewhat jollier tone than usual. Before he moved around her once more, returning to her side whilst placing his arm around the back of her shoulders. Violet rested her hands back in front of her as she watched his movement from the corner of her eye. As he leaned into her and with a sultry whisper she felt the hairs on her skin rise in response as he continued. âIn truth, youâd perform a few tasks for me or help Lianna fetch something from a high shelf, but most of the time you'd be free to go off on your merry way without your parents sending search parties after you. Everyone wins⌠except your fatherâs ego, but I can convince your mother, which is surely enough.â Alexander was quite aware of what drove Count Damien above all else. It was, in fact, the very thing the Black Rose Company used against him.
Violet shrugged softly âI had a conversation with my mother before this outing. She already assured me my privacy and free choice. She has little say in what I do, and she can twist my father any way she pleases,â Her tone seemed to drop when she spoke of them. âYou would have little issue. Regardless of what they feel, my mother is trying to keep me safe. She will do anything to ensure that.â
Perfect.
Taking a deep breath she bit her lip as she thought. After a moment, a smile spread on her lips, exposing her toothy grin as her crimson eyes moved to greet his. âI accept, on one condition. You buy the drinks tonight.â The pair laughed together at the proposal and they finally took a step into the throughway.
âOf course, Scarl- Violet. As my employee, it would be uncouth not to.â
She looked at him with an uncomfortable expression. âFeels weird you referring to me as anything other than Scarlett at this point. Perhaps when in public for image purposes.â She smiled. âOutside of thatâŚI can just be Scarlett,â a cheeky grin spread on her lips. â...Sir.â She dipped her head as if to gesture to his new station.
So very perfect.
Alexander would continue to lead Violet to the establishment of his choosing, coming upon a humble tavern. It lacked the popularity of the Tough Tavern, but that's exactly what Alexander wanted. Upon entering, the few pairs of eyes inside affixed to them, especially upon Violetâs form.
âHarvey.â Alexander greeted the elderly bartender with a nod whilst pointing to a vacant table close to the bar
âWelcome back, sir⌠and greetings to you madam.â He couldn't help noticing those red irises of hers. Those same crimson rings inspected the man for a moment before Violet gave him a soft smile and a nod âGood evening.â She responded with a soft tone.
âOpen a tab, would you?â Alexander requested as he noticed how light the tavern was with customers. âAnd go ahead and add the rest of the patrons here to it. Drinks are on me tonight!â He declared as he pulled back one of the chairs of the vacant table for Violet. There was a faint cheer or two after Alexanderâs generous declaration.
Violet accepted the seat and made herself comfortable leaning against it and removing the hood from her hair. Normally, she wouldnât be so open with her appearance, keeping herself sheltered from people's glances and whispers due to her scars. However, with Alexander, she didnât feel the need to mask who she was. âI don't think Iâve been to this tavern before,â she noted, looking around.
âReally? And I'm supposed to be the newcomer here in SorianâŚâ He chuckled. âThen again, someone such as yourself would hardly find herself in an establishment like this one.â Alexander held two fingers up for Harvey. âThe usual, Harvey,â Alexander requested, barely looking his way. âScarlettâŚâ He let the name float in the space between them.
Violet sat back in her chair as she rested her hands on her lap, her red eyes fixated on Alexander. Breaking the moment with a small shrug, choosing to ignore his choice of name. âWell, my nose was always pressed into books. My parents kept my sister and I under tight observation. My movements were very restricted for obvious reasons.â
âMakes sense.â
Harvey came over to the table, placing two glasses between them; he didnât acknowledge Alexander and simply slipped back into his bar, tending to another patron.
âItâs been an adjustmentâ she added, reaching for one of the glasses and taking a small sip. She cringed slightly at the strength of the drink before looking back at him as he took a sip himself. âWhat is this?â She held back a giggle while clearing her throat from its burn.
âGin. With a squeeze of lime or lemon. Whatever Harvey has more of tonight. Perhaps you've read a story mentioning the drink,â he teased. âI can have him fetch something else if you'd like⌠or do you only prefer the warm elixir now?â He posed the question with a raised eyebrow.
Her eyes flitted cautiously around the dimly lit room, scanning for any eavesdroppers before settling back on Alexander.
âNo⌠this is fine. I donât mind the burn,â she murmured, her voice low and almost a purr. âI usually prefer whiskey, but this... this is a nice change.â Her lips curved into a subtle, almost secretive smile, a hint of something dark flickering in her gaze. âAs for my other tastes... if I were to sit and really consider what I'm doing, maybe I wouldnât. But thatâs like eating a steak and thinking too much about the cow.â
Her finger glided along the rim of the glass, the long, sharp nailâperfectly coated in black polishâcausing the glass to emit a soft, eerie hum. The sound lingered in the air, adding to the tension that seemed to coil around them.
âIs it awful of me to admit that I do?â she asked, her voice barely above a whisper, her eyes refusing to meet his.
Never, but...
âThe idea of a supplier is intriguing, but I think Iâve become more of a hunter in my free time.â Her eyes finally lifted, the deep crimson orbs locking onto his, searching, probing for his reaction. âThe only part that I dislike is feeling like I've lost myself to it.â
âGet used to it. Losing yourself is what lies in wait, Scarlett.â Alexander delivered the harsh truth without sparing the exceptions to the mentioned fate. He raised his glass to face, preparing for another taste as he continued. There was a hint of a smile that crept upon his lips, indicating his desire to tease the girl further.
âAnd hunt? Seriously? You really are Calbertâs child⌠Do you just aim to go out there and find the first vulnerable creature you can lay eyes on? You'll be hung in the square in a monthâs time.â He scoffed and took a swig.
Her brow arched, a sinister glint in her eye as her finger traced slow, deliberate circles around the rim of her glass.
âIf you think me Calbert's child, then you know I am far from foolish. Although my father has made some stupid decisions, he has continued thriving on his own for a reason.â She lifted the glass taking a measured sip. âThe ones I've targeted are nothing but vermin. Though I admit, it hasnât been easy to conceal the aftermath⌠but I doubt anyone will truly mourn their absence.â
âAhâŚâ Alexander played along as if her words were convincing, allowing her to speak uninhibitedly for a time. A nerve had been struck.
A shadow passed over Violetâs face as her mind flickered back to the man who dared to assault her, the memory a lingering stain on her thoughts. His hands grabbing at her, tearing at her clothes. She pulled herself from the memory. âHonestly, Iâm just doing the world a favor.â She took another drink, the fire in her eyes dimming slightly. Her voice dropped as she seemed to relax her shoulders. âYet, I still wrestle with these emotions⌠It feels wrong to voice them aloud, to acknowledge this monster I've become.â She finished her drink, and before she could put the glass down, Harvey had arrived with a fresh glass, taking her empty one and leaving once again. Alexander was busy looking into his half-empty glass, softly swirling the contents with the slight rotation of his wrist.
âBecause you continue to lie to yourself. Do yourself a favor and stop coping. You don't do anything to help anyone. You're not on some crusade and you didn't choose this. Monster or vermin, you're just trying to do what every other fucking person in this world does⌠Remain in the game and play with the hand you're dealt the best you possibly can.â Alexander took a quick swig from his glass. âRight now, you have a shit hand. So whatever you choose to do, play it smart, or else you might as well toss your cards and tie the noose yourself.â
Rolling her eyes with a heavy, exasperated sigh, she bit back with a voice laced with venom, her words dripping with disdain. âMy, arenât we on a high horse this eveningâŚâ
Her gaze was cold as she peered over the rim of her freshly poured glass, the liquid inside swirling as she moved her hand. âDonât sit there and spew all that nonsense. I guarantee you had your fair share of justifications when you first became what you are. No matter how this life chose you, anyone would struggle with the adjustment.â She leaned back in her chair, taking a slow sip, savoring the burn as it went down. âYour ability to be empathic is truly astounding.â Her voice dripped with sarcasm, cutting through the tension in the room. âDo you think Iâm not painfully aware of this?â She gestured sharply with her hand, frustration etched deep in her features. âI thought I could confide in a friend, someone who claims to understand, only to be met with nothing but brash insults.â Her words hung in the air like a dark cloud as she turned her gaze to the corner of her eye, her expression a storm of barely contained anger and bitterness.
âItâs the truth, Scarlett. I spew this nonsense so that you may avoid the missteps made by those who came before you. If itâs coming off as harsh thenâŚâ Alexander suddenly winced as if he had been faced with a bright light or sharp sound. He averted his gaze before briefly blinking and shaking away whatever had befallen him. â...then I can adjust, I guess,â he said begrudgingly before finishing off his glass.
Her gaze shifted to him, cutting through the silence like a blade, just as he abruptly stopped speaking. Her brow furrowed, confusion mingling with the dim light that cast long shadows across the table. His sudden change in tone unsettled her, like a distant rumble of thunder before a storm.
âYou still donât get it, do you?â she murmured, her voice tinged with an edge that matched her frustrations. Concern flickered in her eyes, but it was quickly masked by a deeper intensity as she leaned forward with her arms resting on the cold surface of the table. Her gaze bore into him, searching, pleading with words unspoken.
âIâŚâ she began, the word hanging in the air like a whispered confession. She hesitated, the truth clawing at her from within, but she swallowed it back, her throat tightening around the admission she couldnât bring herself to voice.
âYou..?â He slightly leaned in toward her while wisely using this time to slip his ring onto his finger beneath the table.
âI donât wish you to change,â she finally breathed, her voice barely above a whisper, yet laced with a truth that felt like a heavy burden. It wasnât what she wanted to say, but it was all she could offer. âLife is harsh, and so is the reality of it, but⌠sometimes, I just need help navigating through the darkness. Just⌠someone to talk to.â
There.
Her eyes dropped to the glass in her hands, the liquid inside reflecting the flicker of dim light as she took a long, steady drink as if to drown the words she wished she had the courage to say. âTo remind me Iâm not crazy,â she added, her voice falling to a near whisper, tinged with a sadness that lingered in the air.
âItâs selfish of me, I suppose,â she continued, her tone heavy with resignation. âYou have your wife and all your⌠responsibilities. You donât need to be weighed down by my insecurities.â
âItâs fine, Scarlett. I may have overreacted a tad. Apologies,â Alexander offered with a warmer expression. At the same moment, Harvey refilled his glass. âMuch thanks Harvey,â he said as he grabbed his glass.
Violet leaned back in the chair âAnd what was that just a minute ago..Are you okay?â she inquired, unable to ignore it. Alexander had just finished taking a sip when he raised an eyebrow to her question. He was quite ready to gaslight her but stopped himself just before letting loose his tongue. It was a tad too soon for that.
âYou caught that, huh? Observant. I truly admire those eyes of yours.â Alexander gazed into the deep red, almost forgetting to answer her question. âItâs a bothersome side effect of aâŚâ he mouthed the word âspellâ with a smile.
Blinking her eyes, Violet stared at him, her gaze sharp and probing, as if trying to decipher the dark transformation she had just witnessed. A spell? What kind of spell? His demeanor had shifted violently, morphing from the familiar Dr. Jekyll to a monstrous Mr. Hyde within the span of a heartbeat.
âWhat you were saying beforeâŚâ The words caught in her throat, her apprehension manifesting in a stutter as she attempted to mask her confusion and curiosity. Alexander was already raising an eyebrow in perplexity as he continued to drink his gin. âDo you agree with it now? Word for word, in tone and deliveryâŚ? Or would you deliver it differently?â The question was laced with a barely concealed desperation, an attempt to uncover whether there was a hidden switch.
âWhat? What are you on about? I already apologized for the overreaction.â Alexander shook his head and grinned. âYou can rub it in all you like if that's what you want.â
Looking at him for a moment she smiled softly in response âNo, of course not. I think the gin is stronger than expected.â She looked at her cup for a moment, her mind still spinning with questions that she attempted to silence with another sip of her drink. âYou donât need to apologize, Iâm sure it comes from experience.â She offered him a reassuring smile.
âItâs more like⌠hmm⌠how should I put it?â Alexander mused. âI had made a few observations about you that concerned me. Then I doused my worry with harshness which didn't help the situation in the slightest.â
âWhat exactly are the concerning observations?â
âWell, I can't be completely open about them here but I'm sure you can follow along.â He shot her a playful wink. âBased on what we've discussed, you have an almost insatiable desire for me. You seem to need me almost daily. You can't simply have just some of me. You desire all of me, yes? And-â He chuckled. âPerhaps that isn't the best example. Forgive me.â
She suppressed a smile, the humor behind his analogy not escaping her. Deciding to indulge in his game, she leaned forward, the shadows dancing across her face, highlighting the predatory glint in her crimson eyes. Her lips curved into a wicked, toothy smile.
âYesâŚâ she purred, her voice a sultry whisper that seemed to caress the very air between them. Her gaze locked onto his, unblinking, her eyes narrowing like a hunter sizing up its prey. âEvery. Last. Inch..." she continued, drawing out the words, each syllable dripping with dark temptation. Alexander could only wear his smile.
âI know itâs wrong... but..." she leaned in closer, her finger tracing a slow, deliberate path around the rim of her glass. âI want what I want,â she murmured, her voice a velvet snare, thick with desire and a hint of something more dangerous. Every word was enunciated with a slow, deliberate precision, making her intent unmistakably clear.
âWhat. You. Want. Aaand that is exactly what I'm stuck on.â Her advance left him unmoved yet there was no hint of aversion to Violet. It was simply a matter of his self-control. âDoes the spry mink need to feed every night or is it just something she desires? A much better example, I think.â He took up his glass once more.
Leaning forward, she dragged her glass closer, her fingers tracing its rim as her eyes drifted into the void, searching desperately for an elusive truth. How could she possibly convey the agony it brought herâthe torment, the relentless cravingâand yet the twisted relief that washed over her when it was finally sated?
Her voice, barely above a whisper, trembled as she spoke, "Iâm not sure It even knows the full answer to that." The fleeting smile she offered was quickly overshadowed by a shadow of concern, her expression darkening like storm clouds rolling in. "It starts with this sick feeling," she continued, her voice cracking under the weight of her confession. " Then the obsessive thoughts come, the rage... the uncontrollable aggression."
Her head dipped as if crushed by the shame that weighed heavily upon her shoulders. "It feels like an affliction," she admitted, "that can only be soothed by indulging. It doesnt even want to imagine what would happen if it didnât give inâthe physical pain is unbearable."
With a flicker of despair, her gaze rose from the glass, meeting his with raw vulnerability, the walls she had carefully constructed crumbling in his presence. To think all he was doing was sitting there, carefully listening, his neutral expression unable to betray the many gears in motion within his mind. "Iâm terrified this is only the beginning of its symptoms" she confessed, her eyes shutting tight as the monster within her stirred, lurking just beneath the surface, whispering sinister promises into her ear. It was a constant, haunting reminder of its presence.
She inhaled deeply as if summoning the courage to keep the beast at bay, before downing the rest of her drink in a single, desperate gulp. "It scares me," she breathed, her voice so soft that only he could hear, her eyes locking into his with a fear that mirrored that of a frightened child.
Before she could speak further, Harvey appeared beside them with another drink. She glanced at him, forcing a soft, strained smile, before retreating into her seat, the momentary reprieve doing little to quell the feeling "The bear," she said hoping he would understand her comparison of Roman, "has already fallen victim to the Affliction but thankfully it was a fleeting moment for it." she admitted shamefully.
âBear? Hmm⌠that's one way to describe him, I guess.â Alexander's tone should have been lighter but Violet confirming the abnormal severity of her bloodthirst left him somewhat disturbed. He was aware it was greater than usual, but he figured it was part of some kink or just slightly off. However, her bloodthirst seemed to match someone under the curse for some decades. âAnd I assume a fleeting moment isn't enough. Now do you understand my concern, especially with your preferred methods of getting what you need? Why I became worried and upset?â
âI understood it from the start, but your tone doesnât fix things. Getting upset won't fix this." She sighed "Iâm not sure what will. Maybe the noose like you suggested." It was clear by her expression that it was something she had contemplated for a long time. "I did receive a rather interesting proposal from an unsuspecting party. I don't know if the proposal would be very safe considering the situation with the Bear. This would be more, scheduled. Exchange of sorts." She hoped he could read between the lines. âI denied it but the offer was left on the table. Perhaps that is a solution but I'm not sure that it would be enough. What ifâŚ.the proposal ends permanently?" She shook her head softly "Rats are disposable. This wouldnât be the same."
âEnough dead rats create a scene, Scarlett. And I doubt you're some divine judge. Some rodents come in packs, have litters. Others might be bigger than you perceive them to be.â He leaned in with his eyes wide. âEvery day means catching one of them without a witness. That will not last as a primary means. You have two. Two others who know the truth outside of your family. Use them and endure whatever pain you experienceâŚâ Alexander sighed as he sat back and readied himself to present the other option. âAnd if⌠If you don't wish to do things that way, I can assist you in forfeiting from this grand game. It would be painless, quick. A mercy, I promise.â His voice was barely above a whisper now.
Thoughts raced through her mind as his words hit her to her core. She sat in silence taking in all that he said. She didnât have a jab or a remark to make. His offering to end her life so effortlessly and emotionless sent another hit to her belly. She found herself in constant reminders of just how calculating Alexander was. So displaced.
In the end, none of that mattered when his words held so much truth. "Canât have your new employee go missing on the first day..." She offered him a soft, defeated smile before taking a sip of her new drink. âI guess I have some people to reach out to.â
âDo what you must, Scarlett,â Alexander commented using a phrase he used regularly. He could only give Violet the smallest of smiles. However small, it was a warm one hinting at the small spark of optimism he might be feeling. Yet as genuine as it seemed, there was so much lurking behind it.